"You go, since you didn't think about marrying me in the first place, then you should leave by yourself. ”

Xiaolan couldn't stand my stumbling and hesitating, she has always been a neat girl, and this time because of me, she has been entangled in her heart for a long time.

I finally mustered up the courage to tell me everything, but the child left her so unexpectedly, and now my attitude is still so clear that I will not marry her, otherwise anyone will not be able to help but get hysterical.

Tears were still pouring out of her eyes, her teeth were biting her lower lip so tightly that I could even see blood coming out of the corners of her mouth.

But her attitude when she spoke was still so resolute, leaving no retreat for herself at all.

"Little Orchid......"

I'm still a little hesitant, after all, no matter what I say, the responsibility should be on me.

Although I don't feel any regret about what I just said that I wouldn't marry Xiaolan, it doesn't mean that I have lost my guilt for Xiaolan because of this.

Strictly speaking, I still don't want to leave this place, at least I should wait until Xiaolan's body is fully recovered, and I will not leave with peace of mind.

"Get out of here, I just said it, I don't want to see you again!"

Xiaolan is now one of those who have completely lost her mind, and all she can think about is the thought of me leaving her house quickly.

She reached out and pushed me in the chest, until she pushed me out the door, and then she slammed the door of the house against me.

I reached out and knocked on the door helplessly, but Xiaolan in the door never gave me any response, so I just sat straight at the door, hoping that Xiaolan would be able to peek out and take a look.

In the end, I'm sorry for Xiaolan, and I actually feel like I don't have the face to see her anymore.

It's just that because of the unwillingness in my heart, I sat at the door and waited for such a long time.

But I sat at the door for a long, long time, and Xiaolan still didn't mean to open the door, but I vaguely heard some crying voices coming from inside.

I was afraid that my appearance would stimulate Xiaolan's emotions again, so I had to shout twice at the door.

"If you have anything, call me anytime, and I'll come back to see you. ”

“……”

Unsurprisingly, there was no response from the other end of the door, and I was a little disappointed but couldn't do anything about it, so I turned around and prepared to leave the place.

"Young man, why do you look so unhappy, did you quarrel with Xiaolan?"

I had just reached the top of the stairs when I met Aunt Five, who had just come back from outside with a basket of vegetables and bumped into me at this corner.

I just shook my head and didn't say a word, I don't have the heart to deal with Aunt Wu anymore.

I'm really tired, I just want to find a place to rest, I don't want to think about anything anymore, I just want to be alone for a while.

Seeing that I didn't answer, the fifth aunt didn't have any displeasure on her face, but just walked to her door with the basket in three or two steps, and kept chanting words in her mouth.

"Now these young people always don't know how to cherish it, they just play around like this every day, and they don't know when they can really understand what they want in their hearts. ”

After coming out of Xiaolan's house, I walked around the long street nearby.

The crowd came and went, went and came, and the river flowed endlessly, and several batches had already been changed in one afternoon.

Everyone is a passer-by in each other's lives, and occasionally those who take a second look at it will just take a look, and there will be no more other developments.

When I think back to when I met Xiaolan, wasn't it also such a strange look, how fortunate we were to be able to meet and know each other in such a vast sea of people.

It's just a pity that we met the wrong person at the wrong time, and we couldn't bring each other a happy life.

The time soon came to the evening, at this time it was still relatively dark, I randomly found a barbecue stall to buy drunk, there was a person drinking beer and eating barbecue for a long time, the tables around were still empty, there was no one.

It wasn't until it was completely dark, and the lights in the towering buildings were almost extinguished, that the barbecue stalls began to have other businesses.

I lifted the beer bottle and poured it into my mouth hard, and then I felt that the depression in my heart was relieved a lot.

Seeing that the night was dark, everyone was men and women, and naturally I was sitting here alone, and I had the intention of fighting until dawn, so I couldn't help but start complaining to myself.

"Zhang Luo, Zhang Luo, you have also failed very badly, you know that you can't bear that responsibility, but you still like to do it, now it's okay, Xiaolan ignores you, Xiaohui doesn't know how to explain it." ”

I don't know what I am, but in retrospect, I think about the small part of my life, and it seems that most of the time I have been inseparable from women.

From Xiaohui, Pan Ying, to Liu Feifei, Zhang Fen, Zhang Qian, and now Xiaolan, none of them get along happily with me.

Every woman has left a mark on my life, but I haven't been able to give them the same reward.

Especially Xiaohui, this is obviously the girl I want to exchange my life for, I don't know how it is now, it has become like this.

"And Sister Fei, woman, it's really all my love debt in my last life, and I deserve to be tortured by others in this life!"

I poured another sip of wine into my mouth, I didn't want to think about these things, but I couldn't help myself, and the picture of being with these women would always appear in my mind inexplicably, so I chose to use alcohol to numb my head at this time.

I don't know how long it was, but I suddenly heard a gentle female voice calling my name, so beautiful and beautiful, with a certain seductive tactfulness.

"Zhang Luo. ”

"Eh, you look so familiar...... Fei, Sister Fei, you're Liu, Liu Feifei, right?"

I looked up and saw that the woman opposite had willow eyebrows and nose, red lips and snow skin, such good-looking eyebrows and eyes, who else could there be besides Liu Feifei.

But it doesn't make sense, could it be that I'm too drunk and hallucinating, otherwise how could I see Liu Feifei in this place.

"Stop drinking here, come back with me. ”

Liu Feifei nodded, and she stepped on ten centimeters of high heels, twisted her waist and came to me, trying to hold my hand and pull me up from the seat.

"No, no, if Brother Cui knows, he will punish me, Hiccup, besides, besides, the gangster is still angry with me, I can't go back with you. ”

I dodged and directly avoided Liu Feifei's slender jade hand, in other words, I usually don't dare to do this, at this time, it was probably because the alcohol was a little too much, so I did such a thing with a hot brain.

My whole brain was a little paralyzed by alcohol, and when I looked at Liu Feifei, I still felt that she was here and there for a while, and it seemed like she was everywhere.

But I still remember that she is still Cui Chengshan's woman now, I am in Shangjiang City, and I borrowed people from Cui Chengshan a few days ago, so I should pay attention to maintaining the distance between me and Liu Feifei.