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After Lu Li arrived, Lu Yuan left, Sheng Xia sat on the bed, staring out the window blankly, not half angry, Lu Li looked at her silently for a long time, and was about to get up and leave to leave her alone, but she suddenly opened her mouth, she said:

"Lu Li, can I still be happy?"

Lu Li stopped getting up, sat down on the sofa in front of the window again, and looked at her:

"Why not?"

"Before Qi Meng came here, I almost forgot the existence of this person, but I forgot, it doesn't mean that it hasn't happened, the second I saw him, all those things appeared unavoidably, like a brand, even if it is covered up perfectly, there are still traces, and it can't be erased for a lifetime. ”

Lu Li quietly:

"You also said that it was in the past, you shouldn't be obsessed with the events that you have no choice but to do, and Lu Yuan won't care about this. ”

"But I care. Midsummer turned his head to look like Lu Li: "Lu Yuan knows, and he may not be able to see it." ”

This time Lu Li didn't speak, he had a hunch that Midsummer would tell him everything that had happened in the past three years.

Midsummer smiled bitterly:

"I had a showdown with Lu Yuan some time ago, saying that I would leave after drug rehabilitation, Lu Yuan didn't agree at that time, and we didn't continue the topic, but just now we went out for a walk together, but I forgot all the past and unhappiness on his back, I really want to go down with him, I have never wanted to do anything so strongly, but I want to look at Lu Yuan's wishes, and I also want to realize my own. ”

"But Qi Meng's appearance reminded me, reminded me how embarrassing and dirty my past was, I don't deserve to have such a good him, and Lu Yuan also deserves better. ”

Lu Li was sullen in his heart:

"Why do you girls always think that there will be better people to match us? Don't you never look at feelings from the perspective of boys? You just want to manipulate other people's feelings so much? Why don't you think that what we have identified and what we like will not change again?"

Midsummer looked at him:

"Lin Yiyi also said the same thing to you?"

Lu Li was silent for a few seconds and did not answer her question:

"Although Lu Yuan and I are half-brothers, we can be regarded as brothers, and some places are still very similar, for example, in terms of treating feelings, I believe and support his choice, just as I can have a premonition of what kind of ending he will have if you leave, so Midsummer, if you really want to be good for him, don't say anything about leaving him, he won't want to hear it, and he won't want to see that kind of ending. ”

"Whatever happened to me?"

Lu Li chuckled:

"Yes, no matter what happens to you, Lu Yuan will not let go of your hand, I firmly believe that. ”

Having said this, Lu Li already felt that there was nothing to talk about between them, after all, his words had already been said to death, and he was absolutely gone, so he was also ready to leave this room to let Sheng Xia have a good rest, he really wanted to go out and have a look, the face to face between Qi Meng and Lu Yuan made him very uneasy, after all, Lu Yuan's temper he knew, and it was about Sheng Xia, it was probably difficult to be calm and calm.

But at the moment when he got up and walked towards the door, Midsummer suddenly spoke, and said in a surprising voice, she said:

"What if I've been pregnant with someone else's child?"

Lu Li was nailed to the spot by this sentence, and for a few seconds, he even doubted what he heard, but he quickly reacted, Sheng Xia would not joke about this matter, so he calmed down his mood and looked at her:

"Qi Meng's?"

Midsummer didn't have any special reaction, and only after a long time did he smile bitterly:

"I have been using contraception between Lu Yuan and me, it shouldn't be Lu Yuan's, I woke up after the car accident, I have already gone abroad, Qi Meng is by my side, I thought he just wanted to take revenge, after all, I received a call from him before the car accident, saying let me guess what kind of way I will use to avenge Lu Yuan's hatred for his wife. ”

It's not that Sheng Xia didn't think that Qi Meng would make such a crazy move, after all, she can be regarded as knowing him, but so long has passed, he has disappeared from her world for nearly three years, and she and Lu Yuan have also lived in peace for three years, no matter how strong the emotions are, they should be calm, but Qi Meng didn't, and Sheng Xia didn't expect that in the past three years, he had been dormant, waiting for an opportunity.

The call was made by Qi Meng to Sheng Xia, after saying this, there was no other superfluous words, Sheng Xia had no way not to care, she clearly knew that since Qi Meng said it, she would definitely do it, so at that time, she was absent-minded every day, frightened, afraid, she wanted to prevent it but there was no way at all, so she was almost not surprised when the car accident happened, but she was a little guilty, she was not qualified to involve Lu Yuan in this grievance, after all, it was her own choice to marry Lu Yuan, and Lu Yuan did not force herself to do anything。

But she was also glad when she understood what Qi Meng had done, after all, he was not so mad as to arrest Lu Yuan and imprison him.

Yes, captivity, those three years of life were injuries that Midsummer never wanted to mention, and every mention of it was like holding a knife to separate her heart little by little, and then sprinkle a handful of salt into it.

When the two of them were together, Qi Meng respected her, so he didn't want her, but after regaining Midsummer in a special way, respect became illusory, and he was almost no longer the Qi Meng that Midsummer knew, he actually used force on her, so he asked her for her in disregard of her wishes.

Once, twice, countless times, she ran away and was caught back until she became pregnant.

At that time, Midsummer was crazy, she was completely broken after learning that she was pregnant, she didn't want this child, even she didn't know why she resisted so much, she just didn't want it, don't think about this child that belonged to Qi Meng, she tried everything to remove her from her belly, but Qi Meng didn't agree, but he couldn't control Midsummer, and finally when she forced each other to die, he didn't hesitate to let the two die together, he relented:

"Midsummer, you can do without this child, but do you think you can leave me without this child? You dream, you will be by my side for the rest of your life, and I will not let you go. ”

In this way, Qi Meng found someone to take out the unformed child in Midsummer's womb, she thought this was the end, but she didn't think that this was just the beginning of the nightmare.

In order to compromise and destroy her will, he began to force her to take drugs, he had no way to make her heart depend on him, so he used drugs to make her unable to leave him, he admitted his pathology, but he couldn't control it, in the past three years, he didn't think about giving up and admitting defeat, but as long as he thought of the name Midsummer, the bone-eating pain could make him crazy.

So, since it hurts, let's hurt together.

Midsummer is stubborn and tenacious, the drugs at the beginning can't make her succumb, she would rather hurt herself than take the initiative to smoke, but as Qi Meng's dose of her increases, although the time of drug use is getting longer and longer, Midsummer has completely changed, and when the drug addiction occurs, she will pray for Qi Meng to save her without any dignity, no matter what the price is.

It wasn't until he saw this appearance of midsummer that Qi Meng's mood was a little better, as if he had tamed a beast that no one could tame, it was a sense of accomplishment that could not be expressed in words.

Midsummer was destroyed by Qi Meng and drugs, and Qi Meng gradually relaxed her care, after all, even if she ran out, when the poison was on, she would still involuntarily come back to find herself, kneeling in front of herself to admit her mistakes, begging herself to give her drugs, and even stripped off her clothes, just to get rid of her.

But what Qi Meng didn't expect, everything has time, he didn't expect that Midsummer would become the last time after a certain escape, and he never came back.

Because this time, Sheng Xia met Lin Yiyi and Ning Shixiu, and they brought her back to Lu Yuan's side.

There are many things that Midsummer has no memory of, and the language is short to say the past three years, like an unrelated bystander, but Lu Li, as a listener, heard all kinds of tragedy and despair between the lines of her words, she actually didn't complain, but that kind of despair makes people feel chills down their spine.

Midsummer was still smiling, shallow and faint, as if she had seen through the red dust, she said:

"Do you think I'm still worthy of Lu Yuan?"

Lu Li didn't speak, not because he didn't feel worthy, but because the stuffiness in his heart blocked him from making any sound, he didn't understand, and he really wanted to find someone to ask if every strong girl in this world had to endure all kinds of trials arranged by God for them in order to be happy.

Lin Yiyi is like this, and so is Midsummer.

What did they do wrong, and who did they owe? Does it have to be so unfair to them?

Lu Li's silence made Midsummer misunderstood, and inevitably, his heart hurt slightly, but he still smiled reluctantly, she said:

"I'll leave, in ......"

"Lu Yuan won't care. Lu Li cut off Midsummer's words: "I understand him, what he likes is you as a person, no matter what happens to you, in his eyes you are still the girl he identifies as a girl, his wife, if he will have any change in your past because of the past, then he should have given up at the first glance when he saw you after the reunion, but he has not had any emotions until now, it can only show that he doesn't care." ”

Midsummer looked at Lu Li and didn't speak for a long time.

Lu Li smiled slightly:

"Besides, I don't think Lu Yuan doesn't have any feelings about everything you have experienced, he is not a fool, he just doesn't say it, and he doesn't want you to recall those unpleasantness, you should understand his intentions. ”