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Lu Yuan squinted slightly and looked at Lin Yiyi:

"I don't quite understand what you mean. ”

Lin Yi glanced at Midsummer, his expression was a little hesitant, but he knew that this matter could not be concealed for Lu Yuan after all, so he spoke:

"We suspect that Midsummer is taking drugs. ”

One sentence made the whole room fall into a dead silence, Lu Yuan couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, and the person who made him react was Ning Shixiu, who pushed the door in with the doctor, and after seeing Lin Yiyi and Lu Yuan's stalemate, he already roughly understood something, and walked over:

"Let's put Midsummer back in the room first, and let the doctor take a look at it first. ”

Lu Yuan blinked, didn't say anything more, and turned back to the room.

The wounds on Lin Yiyi's body were indeed just simple abrasions, but they looked a little scary, and when the doctor was dealing with those wounds, Ning Shixiu kept holding Lin Yiyi's hand tightly, as if the person who was suffering from the pain at this moment was himself, Lin Yiyi couldn't help but feel a little ridiculous, and looked at him:

"You scratched my hand. ”

Ning Shixiu woke up like a dream, relaxed his strength, and couldn't help but blame her:

"Didn't I tell you to stay away from her? ”

"In the middle of summer, if I don't get close to her, I will hurt myself even harder, how can you do it if you let me watch it? But I'm fine, isn't it? Just rest for a few days. ”

Ning Shixiu sighed helplessly, but didn't say anything more after all.

"Shallow?"

"I handed it over to Qin Lu, and I'm probably asleep now. ”

"Well, that's fine, I'll go see her later. ”

——

In addition to the trauma caused by the loss of control, all the indicators of her body are abnormal, anemia, malnutrition, these are not the point, the important thing is that she has a history of drug abuse for many years.

For this result, Ning Shixiu and Lin Yiyi were not surprised, but Lu Yuan never had any reaction, presumably the notice that Lin Yiyi gave him in advance just now did not let him accept it, he probably never imagined this possibility, why would such a good girl embark on this road.

Ning Shixiu and Lin Yiyi didn't speak, after all, Sheng Xia was Lu Yuan's wife, and all decisions should be made by him.

After a long time, Lu Yuan slowly spoke:

"Do you know what kind of drug it is?"

"I need to take this to the institute for a full examination, but it's better to quit any drugs. ”

Lu Yuan nodded:

"I will. ”

"Mrs. Lu's current physical condition is not suitable for drug rehabilitation, and she needs to wait for her body to recover a little before starting, after all, the road of drug rehabilitation is not something that anyone can stick to. Mr. Lu still has to prepare in advance. ”

Lu Yuan didn't say anything for a long time, and just when everyone thought he wouldn't say anything more, he said firmly:

"She will definitely quit, such a life of no one and no ghost is not what Midsummer wants. ”

When Midsummer woke up, it was already noon the next day, and yesterday's loss of control had released some of the drug addiction in her body, but at this moment, she was awake, but it was still difficult to hide the impulse in her body, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed to find a cigarette to smoke, but unexpectedly bumped into Lu Yuan head-on the moment she opened the door, and she was stunned for a while.

In the middle of summer, she was extremely unconscious yesterday, although there was still a confused impression, but it was more like a dream in a deep sleep, she thought that seeing Lu Yuan again was a dream, but she didn't want it to be true, he really came, so alive in front of him, smiling lightly at himself:

"Awake?"

Sheng Xia's hands began to tremble a little, she didn't know what kind of situation would happen if she continued to endure it, she ignored Lu Yuan's words, and spoke directly:

"Is there any smoke?"

Lu Yuan looked at her for a moment and nodded:

"Yes. ”

He took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and was about to open it when Midsummer suddenly snatched it and put it in his mouth, the taste seemed to be a poppy, which made her expression have a moment of psychedelia, but it was fleeting because there was no fire, she looked at Lu Yuan almost eagerly, and stretched out her trembling hand to him:

"Fire, give me fire. ”

Lu Yuan took out a lighter and lit the cigarette in her hand.

Looking at her skillful smoking, Lu Yuan knew that the former midsummer really didn't exist, and the person standing in front of him now was like a devil with the appearance of midsummer.

Smoke can only be temporary, very short to suppress the restlessness in Midsummer's body, she can't remember how long she hasn't smoked that kind of cigarette that makes people flutter and can forget all worries and sorrows, she damns misses that smell, and wants to have it immediately, but when she is sober, she also knows that it is not good, so she will try her best to suppress herself, until even she herself does not know what she is doing.

Midsummer is unwilling to face Lu Yuan, no one knows better than her how embarrassed she is at this time, when the cigarette is about to run out, Midsummer turns her head to look at Lu Yuan:

"Do you have something to say to me?"

"If you can. ”

Midsummer nodded:

"Absolutely. ”

After a night of cleaning up, the living room has been restored to its original appearance, Ning Shixiu and Lin Yiyi also moved out of this suite and moved into other rooms, and at this time, Sheng Xia and Lu Yuan sat on the sofa face to face, looking at each other quietly, and no one had any intention of speaking first.

In the end, it was Midsummer who broke the silence first, because even she didn't know how much waber time she had left.

"I thought you were dead. ”

"I'm still alive, but it's been no different from being dead for the past few years, and I've been unconscious. ”

Midsummer nodded: "No matter what, it's good to wake up." ”

Lu Yuan looked at her and couldn't take his eyes off it:

"Why are you ......?"

Lu Yuan wanted to speak and stopped, but Sheng Xia knew what he wanted to ask, and smiled slightly:

"I don't think I can tell you without answering, as for why I take drugs, I can't remember, it seems that I suddenly fell in love with this feeling, it's not that I haven't wanted to quit, it's just that I can't quit. ”

"Where did you go after the car accident?"

Midsummer shook her head:

"I don't remember. ”

Lu Yuan looked at her and knew that she was not lying, drugs can destroy a person's nerves, and they will also make memories confused, Midsummer's reaction is actually normal, but he is very distressed, how did the girl he held in the palm of his hand become what she is now?

"Who have you been with all these years?"

Sheng Xia looked at Lu Yuan, there was a moment of silence, and for a moment Lu Yuan could feel that she wanted to tell herself, but in the end she chose to be silent and shook her head slightly, but Lu Yuan understood a little, so he spoke:

"Qi Meng?"

Midsummer default.

Lu Yuan understood, at that moment, he wanted to beat someone, if he could, he couldn't wait to drag Qi Meng to his side and beat him up fiercely, didn't he say that he loved Midsummer? Didn't he keep saying that as long as Midsummer was good, he would be fine? Why did he do such a thing after he made a clear promise?

Lu Yuan was very angry, but he couldn't break out, Midsummer at this time was just a frightened little animal, and he could only take care of it carefully.

"You didn't tell me, are you worried that I will have something unpleasant with Qi Meng?"

Midsummer nodded:

"It's not worth it. ”

Lu Yuan looked at her:

"What isn't worth it. ”

"You're not worth it. Midsummer paused for a moment, and then spoke: "Lu Yuan, I don't have much time to be awake now, so I'll say anything directly." ”

"Good. ”

"I'm not sure if you're here specifically for me this time, you don't have to tell me, I don't want to know, what I want to say is, if yes, then you can leave, I don't need your salvation, I don't need anyone's, you don't have to use the relationship between husband and wife to suppress me, I don't care, I told you back when we got married, I don't love you, until now, I still answer the same way, but I will still thank you for coming, at least to prove that there will still be people in this world who care about me. ”

Lu Yuan listened quietly, there was not much surprise that Sheng Xia said such a thing, and it was also at this moment that Lu Yuan had some familiar feelings about the Sheng Xia in front of him, she was still the one in her memory, or the fool who was used to thinking about others but ignoring herself, or she didn't like to trouble herself, or she was used to carrying everything alone.

Somewhere in my heart is starting to get warmer.

Lu Yuan smiled slightly and said:

"Midsummer, it seems that I have told you from the very beginning of my marriage, whether you love me or not, that is never the point, otherwise I will not marry you, what I want is your happiness and well-being, in the three years you have left me, if you live happily, I may choose to let you go, but now, it is impossible for anyone to take me away from you, unless I die. ”

Sheng Xia was not moved, not surprised, and did not have any mood fluctuations, as if she had expected Lu Yuan's words, and as if she didn't understand the meaning of Lu Yuan's words at all, she just looked at him lightly and smiled bitterly:

"Lu Yuan, you are still so self-righteous, why do you think that I will accept your company? You will threaten you with death, won't I?"

After she said this, she went to get the fruit knife on the table, but at the moment when she stabbed herself with her backhand, Lu Yuan held the blade with her bare hands, and Midsummer was stunned there, watching the bright red blood continue to fall on the white table, blooming gorgeous flowers, which she had never seen before.

Midsummer almost subconsciously let go of the knife, but Lu Yuan threw the knife into the trash can as if he was fine, and then looked at Midsummer:

"I know you don't like the way you live, but you've persevered for three years, and now what's the difficulty you can't get over? I believe that in the past three years you have had countless opportunities to end your life, but you didn't, then you will never have such a chance again, and I will take over the rest of your life. ”