Chapter 151: I empathize with you
Man Shengsheng continued:
"I know, you insisted on going separate from the plaice and them in two ways, and brought me out, in fact, you have something to say to me, right? Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
I understand, and I'm cooperating with you, so we're here to open up the conversation and have a good talk. This time, I will listen carefully, and I will take everything you say to heart, and think about it carefully. ”
Perhaps his skin was burned by the bonfire, Xiao Ju was finally willing to turn his face over to look at Man Shengsheng, but he still said only one sentence in silence:
"I don't have anything to say to you, it just feels like you have a lot to say to me. ”
"I can't take that as I did last night, if I have any questions, you can choose to answer them or not. ”
Xiao Ju shook his head: "No, this time unless I really can't answer, I know everything." ”
Perhaps it was the light of the flame that reflected Mansheng's eyes so brightly that she looked so moved.
"Really!"
She was excited, and asked by tugging on Xiao Ju's sleeve.
Her reaction reminded Xiao Ju of something, and after thinking about it carefully, Xiao Ju couldn't help but laugh.
"You...... What are you laughing at all of a sudden!" Man Shengsheng couldn't understand what he was funny about, he was cold when he should laugh, and he laughed out loud inexplicably when he shouldn't.
Xiao Ju thought about it for a moment, and thought to himself that it would be better not to tell her why he was laughing.
So, what was it that he remembered that suddenly felt funny?
Do you still remember, when he and Long Tianyan set off from the forest farm to the dock to take a boat, they suddenly met "Cheng Biting Jin" on a small road, and finally concluded that the car was full of victory.
In fact, when he saw the silver-gray sports car coming out of the small road, Xiao Ju was already suspicious, and shouted monkey.
That's right, Xiao Ju often thinks about it, Man Shengsheng always likes to cry and laugh for a while for a little thing, jumping up and down in a sunny day, what kind of words should be used to describe her character, and later he felt that the most appropriate thing was the word monkey.
So Xiao Ju felt that Man Shengsheng was like a little monkey full of energy, especially when she looked at him eagerly with her big shining eyes just now and grabbed his sleeve, she really looked like a little monkey begging for peanuts, so she couldn't help but smile.
"But it's good if you can laugh, I'm most afraid of your cold look. Man Shengsheng continued.
Regarding the fact that Xiao Ju thought she was like a little monkey and gave her a nickname, Man Shengsheng didn't know.
"What is there to be afraid of my cold look. Xiao Ju asked.
Man Shengsheng was about to open his mouth to answer, but he was stunned for a moment with his mouth open, his eyes gurgling, and he didn't know what the hell he was thinking.
She pasted two slaps on Xiao Ju's left and right faces, forcibly turned them over to face herself, and then turned out the dead fish eyes, and pulled the corners of her mouth down, putting on a look that she thought was cool and cold.
"Well, if you see me every day, you have such a cold expression, what do you think?"
Xiao Ju really thought about it seriously, and then lowered his head and spit out only one word:
"Silly!"
Man Shengsheng's eyes widened, and he pushed him away:
"Don't be kidding, I mean really, don't you think seeing such an expression makes you feel like a failure, a very non-existent?"
This sentence coincides with what the plaice said. Xiao Ju is silent on the surface, but he is self-reflecting inside:
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to embarrass anyone, I was born with this expression. ”
Man Shengsheng held his cheeks again, tilted his head to look at him and said:
"You rarely laugh, or even never laughed at all, isn't there anything that makes you happy? ”
"Yes, but I can't laugh. ”
Man Shengsheng nodded, and came to a conclusion without authorization:
"I think your personality may not be innate, did something happen to you later? ”
It didn't take long for him to ease, and when Man Shengsheng asked, Xiao Ju's face immediately tensed again. He looked at her and asked:
"Why do you ask, what do you want to know? ”
In fact, Man Shengsheng has endured it for a long time, and now that the conversation box has been opened, she can't help it anymore.
"I have something to show you. ”
She said, reaching into Haori, trying to get something in her pocket.
She took out an old photo, the one that Uncle Diver gave her when he took her into the submarine, and then handed it to Xiao Ju:
"Xiao Ju, look, I have a picture of you, this should be when you were a teenager. ”
Xiao Ju was a little stunned, took the photo and looked at it fiercely for a long time, his eyes flickering all the time. Man Shengsheng observed from the side, and it was obvious that Xiao Ju was very moved by this photo.
Sure enough, Xiao Ju immediately asked her seriously:
"Where did you get this picture?"
"Not long ago, I experienced a life-and-death catastrophe, and an uncle diver saved me, and he gave me this picture. ”
"Where did he give you the picture? ”
"There is a sea near the three-legged city, and the bottom of the sea is full of bodies of aircraft and ships, and there is a submarine, which is photographed in the submarine. The diver's uncle asked me if I knew the person in the photo, and when I saw that it was you, he asked for the photo.
Xiao Ju, the person in the photo is you. A teenager shouldn't have so much sorrow, but look at your face, how confused and cold.
What happened to you, did you have a baton in your hand, and you were guarding the prison, and the cage in the back was for the prisoners?"
Man Shengsheng's question was completed in one go, and the more he spoke, the more his eyebrows wrinkled inward, and finally the center of his eyebrows was wrinkled into a groove.
Xiao Ju stretched out his hand and tried to smooth the ditch, but as if he had inadvertently touched the switch of sadness, he suddenly became sad.
"Why are you frowning like this, are you worried about me? He asked Man Shengsheng.
Man Shengsheng nodded: "Actually, what I read the most from your cold eyes is your sadness. Human beings are inherently good, and each of us is born with a blank sheet of paper, and it is only in the later period that we are dyed with various colors. So you say that your character is born like this, I don't believe it at all.
I firmly believe that you must have experienced something very painful or devastated in your growth that made you start to become disappointed in the world, or simply ignore everything and be a person who does not involve too much with others.
I'm sure of it, and it's because I know it. I now try to keep myself happy every day, forget about prison, and forget my hatred for Zhu Yunwen, the best way is to let go and fight hard, do nonsense, and do what I want to do. So whether it is joining the forest farm or taking down the county celebration, it is all to please and prove that he is alive.
However, before I went to prison, I was an outright optimist, living in all ivory towers and believing that everything in the world was beautiful. It was prison life that taught me a lesson and influenced me a lot. So I conclude that something must have happened that could change your character, Xiaoju. ”