Chapter IV

Qingyi walked on the way home, stared at everything around her, came to the park she knew Tang Shijun, sat on a bench, and looked at the lake in a daze. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoIs Tang Shijun really as he said he is? Is he really that successful? So what is her incompetence?

Qingyi sat by the lake, thinking about the feelings she suddenly faced, the person she faced, did she still have the confidence to enter the marriage again? Does she still have the ability to be a good wife again? She doesn't know herself, she doesn't know her own mind? All along, all the major decisions in her life have been completed by herself, but this time she has no confidence, she doesn't know her heart, she doesn't know her heart, she doesn't understand her own mind, and she doesn't understand what she wants to live in life?

Not far away, Gu Yuanxiu helped his newlywed wife to take a walk in the park, and Qingyi saw it from afar. Suddenly, the previous picture flashed in front of her eyes, she and Gu Yuanxiu were walking in the park hand in hand, Gu Yuanxiu was absolutely fond of her at that time! Why did their marriage fail, now even she doesn't know, is it because she is trying too hard to be a good wife, or has her heart never been at home in Gu Yuanxiu? Her heart has been floating, has not landed, and even she doesn't know where her heart is.

She smiled, and did not avoid her ex-husband, but walked over directly! Looking at her ex-husband and her cousin, Qingyi smiled happily, "What a coincidence? I haven't seen you for a long time! How are you?" Qingyi took the initiative to say, with a natural and sincere smile.

"Qingyi?" Gu Yuanxiu looked at his ex-wife blankly, "You have lost weight, are you sick again?" His concern was obvious.

"Sister, how are you?" said Gu Yuanxiu's wife beside her, smiling unnaturally.

"I'm fine! I'm so happy to see you like this! You must be happy forever, this is my greatest hope, and my greatest blessing! Okay, it's time for me to go home, baby is still waiting for me at home?" Qingyi said with a smile.

"Then you must take care of your body!Don't work too hard!" Gu Yuanxiu said with a smile, but the corners of his eyes were already red.

"Well, I know!" When Qingyi waved her hand to say goodbye, she saw that there were already tears in the corners of Gu Yuanxiu's eyes, she could feel Yuanxiu's distress and understand his intentions!

"Yuan Xiu, this is your own choice, you have to bear it!" Qingyi smiled, but there were still some tears in the corners of her eyes. Yes, after all, they have been married for many years, and they have become accustomed to getting along and living together, and have become accustomed to waiting for him to get off work every day and send him to work! Accustomed to going to the vegetable market every day to buy his favorite vegetables and buy his cigarettes! Now she doesn't need to do anything, and she is relaxed and lonely! Is this kind of life what she wanted in the first place? Is it what she has always expected?

Tang Shijun also stayed in his office, it had been three days, Qingyi had no phone or contact, as if waiting for him to take the initiative! What should he do? Since he chose Qingyi, it was a lifelong decision, and he would never change it! This was his own heart, this was his own opinion!

Stretching out his hand to make a phone call and arrange everything, he needs time to give Qingyi a life she wants, a warm home! What he wants to give Qingyi is a new life and marriage, a truly happy life journey! Yes, this is his love for Qingyi, and it is also the truth of his love at first sight.

Qingyi at home, she doesn't know what she is expecting? Do you hope that Tang Shijun will really come to her side, or do she want to continue to live a life alone, she herself is confused?

On Monday, Tang Shijun came to Qingyi's house very early, and Qingyi looked at him very strangely, "What's wrong, why did you come here so early? Don't you have to go to work?"

"Today is Monday, which is both the beginning of the week and the beginning of a new month, so I want to give you a new beginning, would you like to go with me to see our home? I bought a new house, I don't want you to live in the same place before!

Qingyi looked at Tang Shijun, "You?" She really had nothing to say, after all, few men were willing to buy a new house for the woman they loved?

Of course, if you don't want to do it yourself, you can let your aunt help you get it, as long as you're happy!"

"Shijun?" Qing Yi could only be helplessly dragged by Tang Shijun to the villa, their new home! Qing Yi looked at it and smiled, could only nod, and could only agree to Tang Shijun's marriage proposal. Putting on the ring again, Qingyi smiled, "I hope my choice is my sincerity?" she said to herself in her heart.

"Let's go meet your parents tonight, meet my parents tomorrow, and then let the parents of the two families meet, and then decide the day of marriage, we are not young anymore, don't waste time and no more time!" Tang Shijun is a person who will not waste time after deciding something.

Qingyi looked at this mature man, unlike Gu Yuanxiu, this man is used to making her own decisions in everything, as long as she accepts it! Perhaps, it is also a good thing to live in a different way, waiting for her husband to arrange everything, she may be able to be regarded as a happy woman, right?

When she took Lingling to meet her parents, Qingyi knew that her mother would soon accept Lingling, but she didn't know her father's reaction? The family sat together and ate their first meal, and Tang Shijun's posture of dominating everything surprised Qingyi's parents! After Tang Shijun and Lingling left, her mother asked Qingyi, "Isn't he like Gu Yuanxiu at the beginning? Can you really stand his manly style? Qingyi, are you used to Gu Yuanxiu listening to you in everything, and you are in charge of everything, can you stand the change?"

"I also want to change, and I want to try a life where I don't have to worry about anything! Maybe this is also a kind of happiness, a kind of happiness that we expect? I am willing to try!"

"Qingyi, are you angry with me?" asked my father.

"Dad, my acquaintance with Tang Shijun was completely accidental, I don't know why he likes me so much? I don't know what kind of charm I have to attract him? It's just that I know that a different way of life is what I want, so I will try my best to adapt and change!"

"The last time you married Gu Yuanxiu, it was your own choice and your own decision. Now too, decide for yourself! we can't decide anything for you!" said the father, a little angry, but this time the son-in-law was very successful, and he would not object at all.

"It's decided, I'll let you meet him! Mom, let's meet his parents on the weekend!"

"Qingyi, as long as you are happy, nothing else matters!"

"I know, Mom!" Qingyi said, hugging her mother. She also hopes to be happy, but happiness needs to be decided by herself with sincerity, but this time she doesn't know if she is sincere or completely caught in Tang Shijun's gentle trap? As far as Qingyi is concerned, she doesn't even know what her sincerity is! Tang Shijun's conditions are very good, so that her vanity takes the top, and she doesn't know if her choice is because of Tang Shijun's love at first sight or because of her ridiculous vanity?

Tang Shijun made an appointment with her to meet her future in-laws first, and she readily agreed. Regardless of whether she is embarrassed or not, she must once again become a good daughter-in-law who is filial piety, a good wife who is well-behaved, sensible and virtuous. Qingyi shook her head helplessly when she thought of this, she chose marriage again, and the person who gave her marriage was actually not practical. Is she gambling with Gu Yuanxiu, or is she competing with herself? Is she trying to prove that she is still charming?

At night, she sat in front of her dresser, thinking about her last marriage. She has been trying to be a good wife, a really good daughter-in-law, but why did her marriage still end in failure? Why did she still fail to protect the results of her efforts? Picking up her baby dog, tears welled up in her eyes, she still felt tired and a little withdrawn. Was she really sure that she could accept Tang Shijun as her husband?

Qing Yi looked at the stars in the night sky, and thought of someone who had not been in touch for too long, is he okay? Is he healthy now? Qing Yi shook her head, she couldn't let herself fall into the relationship that shouldn't exist again, since she had let go, let go completely, don't give yourself any more excuses. It turns out that love can really be let go, and it can really slowly dissipate with the passage of time. Perhaps, it's not that you don't love, it's just a way to keep this love in your heart in a rational and respectful way.

Even if we haven't seen each other for many years, even if we haven't had a conversation for many years, she firmly believes that she still understands his heart!"I will be happy, I know this is your wish, and I will cherish the happiness that can be obtained." I hope you are also healthy and safe, and I hope you are doing well. Thank you for making me understand cherishing, and thank you even more for making me learn to be grateful for everything. Please cherish it!" Qingyi said these words as she looked at the night sky to herself, she knew that he could feel it, and she always believed it!