Zhao Yijing pulled me back hard, and there was some pain in his eyes: "What's not appropriate?" ”

His eyes burned my heart very painfully, almost to melt me into, emotionally I seem to never be able to resist his breath, but reason tells me that my relationship with him is really pale, except for a ** that can't be put down, lacks all the basis of reality. I looked back at him with tears on his face: "There are many ------ girls who are suitable for you" and I couldn't say any more.

Seeing my vague words, the enthusiasm in Zhao Yijing's eyes gradually faded, and he asked me with a slight tremble: "You don't want to?"

I looked at him weakly, only to feel as if there were two bowstrings tearing, on one side was the emotion that erupted, and on the other side was the proper reason, and I was almost torn apart. After a long time, I struggled and shook my head.

He let go of my hand in a dejected manner, and instantly felt a kind of loneliness that was evacuated, and waved at me: "Then you go, I won't bother you in the future." ”

I turned around, distressed, and walked to the door, my hand on the doorknob, and I turned down a few times, but I never had the strength to open it. Is it true that I will never be able to turn back? I hesitated and struggled, and I couldn't take a step.

After a while, Zhao Yijing walked behind me and pulled off my hand on the door, with a rare softness in his eyes: "Can you put it down?"

I couldn't help but tearfully ask him, "What about you?"

"I can't. He paused, his voice deep.

I heard a "boom" in my heart, as if something collapsed, and the uncontrollable restraints came up. What kind of mood is it to not be able to let go, I am deeply happy, but I didn't expect that the cold and ruthless man opposite would also have a mood that I can't let go. I can't let go of this little bit, and I messed up the remaining sanity in my heart. I was a little flustered: "I, I'll think again." ”

He took my hand into his palm and said in a deep voice, "Okay, not too long. "My whole body is fluttering.

It was not too early, he drove me home, I didn't talk to him on the way, but I felt a kind of relief that I hadn't felt for a long time, it turned out that I was strained with resentment against a person, and I was also very tired. At this moment, I felt how heavy the resentment, concern, and longing that had been tied to him all along.

The next day was Saturday, in the morning with Nuan Nuan came out of Dr. Xia, it happened that Xiao Bin made an appointment to play, I took Nuan Nuan over, when Xiao Bin and Meng Fanling played, I was teaching my daughter to shoot the ball on the side, and the little girl was still playing very happily, running around chasing table tennis. When I was fighting, Meng Fanling was coaxing Nuan Nuan on the side, and Nuan Nuan and Fan Ling were quite close. It's not the first time Xiao Bin has seen Nuan Nuan, but Nuan Nuan is not interested in Xiao Bin, Xiao Bin doesn't care how he talks to her, Xiao Bin said with a smile: "Little girl, this princess has a personality like her mother." ”

I was distracted by the side, and I was a little embarrassed to hear him say this: "Have you seen my princess like a maid?"

Xiao Bin looked at me with a smile and said, "Isn't it a princess yet?" I see that someone's green plants have been fattened, and the master is still hanging here." "In a word, my face was blue and purple.

Seeing Fan Ling teasing Nuan Nuan on the side, I didn't see Xiao Bin outside, and said a little melancholy: "There are too many things between me and him." ”

Xiao Bin looked at me thoughtfully: "You are still different in his heart. ”

"Is there one?" my heart tugged again, but I wished Xiao Bin could say more.

Xiao Bin smiled and said: "I told you before, he decided to let go, and he won't look back, but this is not the case for you, you can see that he can't let it go, otherwise he won't keep your office, and the cleaners won't let it in, saying that it's his data room, I haven't seen him put anything in it." This time, I don't know what he used to buy 4A silk, but you are the ones who get the benefits, right? If it weren't for you, I don't think he would have bought Xiya's silk. It's just that I see that sometimes he can't see himself clearly. ”

My heart suddenly beat fast, and I covered it up in a panic: "He was so ruthless before, he didn't trust me and looked for a bunch of things, but now that I'm gone, who will he show like this." False friendship. ”

"Haha," Xiao Bin laughed, "Look, you also care, and pretend." Seeing that my embarrassed head was about to be lowered, I stopped laughing and said, "Don't worry about trusting him, the mall is already cheating, and he has experienced a lot of things at his age, so he won't trust anyone completely." But looking at him like this, even if you betray him, you don't care. If a man dares to eat it knowing that it is poisonous, I admire it, but I can't do it anyway. Xiao Bin said and his eyebrows stretched again.

My heart shook, and I muttered to relieve my embarrassment: "There are times when you can't be happy." Who the hell are you helping?"

Xiao Bin took a sip of the water in his hand: "Help everyone the same." But I still say that if you love someone, you shouldn't give her a muddy road. I indoctrinate him when I have time. As he spoke, he gently patted me on the shoulder with a racket, "Let's play ball, it's the first time I've been a male girlfriend, and I'm really uncomfortable." As he spoke, he ran to the stage and was eager to try.

Listening to his words, my heart felt as if the sun was shining in, and I was in a good mood, and I killed him with a wave of the racket.

I went to the company on Monday, and when I saw Lao Deng's clear expression, I was very embarrassed. Lao Deng didn't say anything, but just told me to follow the list well, grasp myself, and don't think too much about anything else.

I said to Lao Deng: "Let's stop replenishing the stock of silk, so as not to stock up and not be able to sell." Lao Deng asked me rhetorically: "Zhao Yijing told you?"

I nodded, and he thought for a moment and said, "I see." ”

Si Zhiheng's follow-up Lao Deng did not follow, I contacted Shen Mu to sign the contract and received the advance payment. When I went, I deliberately asked Xiao Bin in advance if Zhao Yijing was not there, and looked at him when he was not there. Although I was looking forward to seeing him, I still didn't think about how to reply to him. Zhao Yijing sometimes sends me text messages, although the content is "what are you doing" and "are you busy", but I will be thrilled when I receive it, and I will not elaborate on it after hurriedly replying "busy".

The purchase of a ton of raw silk in Silk Zhiheng has become a joke in Xiya. Lao Luo laughed every time he saw Lao Deng: "Your old club is really good." Coax the children to play. "Lao Deng and I were speechless. But the procurement of the Silk Road has not changed, two additional orders have been added, and Lao Luo excitedly shouted that the business of several years has been given by the Silk Road.

Seeing that the procurement of the Silk Road was not affected, but was carried out with great fanfare, and then several companies inquired, Lao Luo shouted that he must continue to replenish the warehouse, such a good situation does not hoard silk, and he will be dumbfounded when the factory price rises.

Lao Deng was nagged by Lao Luo all day long, and finally couldn't sit still, and said to me: "It's not really going to increase the price of raw silk, everyone is hoarding silk, right?" Lao Deng gritted his teeth: "Qingyang, arrange arrangements, go on a business trip, and go to see what is going on in person." ”

The raw silk sold by Xiya is produced in a silk town in Zhejiang, a small silk reeling factory, and the cooperation has been quite stable. I had no choice, Nuan Nuan had to go for treatment on the weekend, so I had to make an appointment with Lao Deng on Wednesday and Thursday, at least only one night when I couldn't see my daughter, which was slightly better.

Early on Wednesday morning, I took a plane to Hangzhou with Lao Deng, and then took a bus to the town. The local cooperative silk reeling factory was taken aback, thinking that we were going to change factories to cooperate. Warmly received us, arranged accommodation, and visited the workshop in the morning. ”

"It's still the same. "There were no waves at the reception.

Lao Deng is still not at ease, noon excuse to go out for a walk, take me to the silkworm base and visit again, the response is still no change, the summer silkworm is expected to be similar to previous years, the situation when the autumn silkworm sees, if there is more rain, maybe the yield will be reduced. Lao Deng was a little relieved, just for his reassurance, I was a big sin, and I ran around with him in the noon poison day, and when I finished stepping on it at four o'clock in the afternoon, I was already dizzy and my head was swollen.

"I'll treat you to a good meal, and thank you. "Lao Deng is in a good mood.

I shook my hand: "No, I want to go back and lie down for a while." "While talking to him, I was already dizzy and nauseous and wanted to vomit.

Lao Deng saw that I was so busy and sent me back to the guest house: "Have a good rest, don't get heat stroke, I'll be too guilty." I'll ask the waiter to bring you dinner. ”

The conditions of the town are not very good, the guest house arranged by the silk reeling factory is very cramped, the small room is equipped with an old air conditioner, I turned on the air conditioner and blew hard, my body is not so hot, but it is more disgusting, and I vomited upside down.

At six o'clock, a white-skinned waiter helped me bring in a box of steamed pork ribs and green bamboo shoots, and I just ate a bite and vomited. I had to snuggle up in bed. I wanted Lao Deng to help bring some medicine, so I called him and asked where it was, but the phone was so noisy that he had already gone to a neighboring town to see another silk reeling factory.

"Are you feeling better?" asked me as Lao Deng still had a conscience.

"Better. I couldn't speak, so I hung up the phone.

People are often fragile and desolate when they are sick, lying on the bed and flipping through their mobile phones, looking at the text messages sent by Zhao Yijing before: "What are you doing" and "Are you busy" I didn't feel anything before, and I felt that it was just ordinary greetings, but at this time, I found that it was these ordinary greetings that were the most direct concern.

I couldn't help but send him a message: "Are you busy?"

His text message came quickly: "Not busy, let's eat together in the evening?"

His fastness made my heart move, and I couldn't help but raise my lips to him and replied: "I'm in Zhejiang* Town, are you coming?"

After a while he replied, "There was only supper left." ”

It would have been impossible for him to come, and I replied, "I'm kidding you." The body was really uncomfortable and didn't want to type anymore, so he added a note: "I slept." ”

There was no movement on the other side of the phone. I snuggled up in bed, getting better, I didn't want to throw up, and after a while I fell asleep. I don't know how long it took, my phone rang, and Zhao Yijing's deep voice said: "Open the door." ”