Chapter 181: Forgive Him?
Xu Yang was speechless for a while, he was angry at the time, thinking that this kid was plotting against him, and in order to deceive the little girl's heart, he also gave himself a nickname. rolled up his sleeves and ran to block people, and when they met, he said that he was Ginkgo's fiancΓ©, and after showing his fists and muscles one by one, he knew that this was a real nerd.
"I thought he was ......"
"Do you think," Ginkgo laughed angrily, undisguised sarcasm, "I don't have self-esteem, or do I lose self-love?" β
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "At the end of the day, it's because you don't trust me that that's why you're making this childish move." For added peace of mind, put a camera next to me. β
The smile on his face was all frozen, it was the first time Xu Yang had been treated like this by Ginkgo, and his words were like knives, cutting at his heart.
"Ginkgo, you're serious, I never doubted you, I'm just afraid of losing you. β
"Say a thousand things and ten thousand, you still don't trust me, if you trust me enough, you won't feel that I have something with other boys at every turn. β
"I swear, I've never thought of you like that. "How can it get darker and darker, it is the group of boys who have bad intentions, "Ginkgo, you are the girl I put in my heart, I don't allow you to slander yourself like this." β
"Do you think I'm vexatious and don't understand your good intentions?"
"Nope. "Resolutely deny it, know that you are wrong, and you must not add mistakes to mistakes.
"Engaged to you, I'm rushing to get married. Ginkgo stared at Xu Yang's eyes, "I feel like I've found a partner who understands, supports, supports, and loves me, he doesn't have a particularly outstanding appearance, no sweet words that come out of his mouth, and no sense of humor." But I like him. β
Xu Yang was dumbfounded, is this a confession?
"He helped me when I was helpless. When I was upset, he managed to make me laugh. He encouraged me when I was decadent. β
Xu Yang continued to shock .jpg.
"One day, I suddenly found that he had infiltrated every aspect of my life, moisturizing things silently. I don't believe in love at first sight, I'm more willing to fall in love over time. If you ask me what love is, my answer is, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, but with him you never feel bored, happy and sad, willing to share with him, happy to see him, can't see him missing. β
Xu Yang, "Ginkgo." β
So happy.jpg Xing'er remembered all the bits and pieces of their time together and thought about him every day.
Before he could be happy for a minute, Ginkgo changed his words, and he suddenly had a bad feeling.
"However, whether it is love or marriage, trust is the most basic premise. No matter how deep the feelings are, they can't withstand the consumption of no trust, and the rest is nothing but suspicion and suspicion, quarreling and scolding, and losing their original face. Shaking his head, "I don't want to live in such an atmosphere." β
Xu Yang was completely flustered, afraid that there would be more ruthless words next, so he grabbed Ginkgo's hand and begged with his eyes, "Ginkgo, I'm sorry, there will never be a next time, can you forgive me." β
The joys and sorrows of the day have been tasted all over the time, and the mood is up and down like a roller coaster, he knows that he has disappointed Ginkgo, and he regrets it in his heart.
In other words, if he knew that someone reported his whereabouts every day, he would definitely beat the other party all over the ground to find teeth, and his parents would not recognize him.
Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, such a simple truth, it's not that you don't understand.
"Let's calm down for a while and think about it. Ginkgo turned her head away, looked at the treetops in the distance, and said this calmly.
In my previous life, I saw too many happy marriages, thinking that I could join hands for a lifetime. As a result, it didn't take more than two years, turned against each other, gritted his teeth when he talked about the other party, spared no effort to smear him, and even suspected that he was blinded by and found such a frustrated person.
Couples who were once close have become resentful couples.
Ginkgo doesn't want to take this road, marriage is not easy, I don't want to divorce when I get married, but I don't want to be separated from the husband and wife.
"Xing'er, I promise never to make you angry again, don't ignore me. β
"Let's go back, it's cold outside. Ginkgo smiled reluctantly, "It's not necessarily a good thing to give everyone a little time." β
Knowing that her idea was right, once she decided, she would not change it easily, Xu Yang was so anxious that her heart was on fire, but there was no other way.
In the next half month, he grabbed his ears and cheeks, and ran to Xu's house when he was free, but his relationship with Ginkgo did not improve at all.
can only keep brushing his good feelings in front of the elders, hoping that Ginkgo will not deny him in their face and put him in the cold palace.
The two have one thing in common, hiding it from their parents.
So much so that Tian Shuang always felt that Ginkgo was a little cold to Xu Yang, and thought that she was too busy with both work and study, so he took advantage of the fact that no one was there to teach the girl seriously.
"Xing'er, it's good that a woman is capable, but you can't ignore the family. Men are like children, they need to be praised and praised, even if they have a little achievement, you have to say a flower, so that they can have a sense of achievement, their hearts are satisfied, and they are more willing to do things for you. β
Regardless of the way, Xing'er is not open to men and women, and she has to teach it often in the future.
"You're the same for Dad?"
Ginkgo was very surprised, her eyes blinked, all inquiring, she had never heard her mother praise her father.
"Talk about you, what are you doing with me. Tian Shuang pretended to be angry, and then talked about his family experience.
"The meaning of being in charge of the family is the head of the family, no matter how capable the daughter-in-law is, in front of her husband, she must also show weakness appropriately, otherwise the yin and yang will decline, which is not conducive to the harmony and long-term relationship between husband and wife. β
After all, having stayed for a long time in the 21st century, Ginkgo does not fully agree with Tian Shuang's ideas, but it cannot be denied that everyone has their own philosophy of survival and life wisdom, and there is still merit in my mother's words.
Thinking about it, she has been thinking about whether she is too independent and too strong, which makes Xu Yang have an illusion.
After the matter was unfolded, he apologized vigorously, wrote by phone and in person, and admitted his mistakes in various forms.
He said that he was always proud of Ginkgo biloba getting better and better.
On the other hand, she began to worry again, afraid that more and more people would find out her shining point and compete with him.
In order to prevent this, he resorted to a stupid trick and strangled all signs in the cradle.
even swore that there would be no next time, otherwise he would take the initiative to quit, fight a bachelor for the rest of his life, and die alone.
A slap didn't make a sound, Ginkgo looked at the dark sky, and exhaled, if she was a little softer, wouldn't he be like this.
Forgive him?
Or continue with cold treatment?
Or do you want to go about it somehow?
Ginkgo knew that she had feelings for Xu Yang, so she said calm and calm last time, instead of breaking up directly. But the thought that every move was under the noses of others, my heart hardened again.
Eager to be like the love of parents, support each other, be honest with each other, and never abandon each other along the way, sharing weal and woe.
Perhaps it was because of the great hope that the more disappointed I was when I learned of the surveillance incident.
Unable to make up her mind, Ginkgo was irritable, so she simply went out to run laps, one lap, two laps or three laps, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead, still very entangled.
Over there, Xu Yang was directly sent by the school to participate in the mission, and it was said that he was only qualified if he performed particularly well in the last competition, and it was a temporary notice, and the schedule was very tight.
He didn't care about saying goodbye to Ginkgo face-to-face, so he called Li Dali to explain a few words in a hurry, and followed the army to get in the car and set off. 2k reading web