Chapter VII
In class on Monday, Zhao Fatyi took notes very seriously. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info knows Liu Yuanshan's situation and knows where he is, she is already very satisfied with her, she can live with peace of mind, she can live her life with a clear conscience, and she doesn't have to blame herself anymore!
After class, the students talked a lot, saying that the big boss who donated money to the school to build the building was a student of this school before, and he was going to visit the new teaching building this afternoon. Zhao Fatyi smiled on the side, yes, I still remember my alma mater, I should be a good person!
"Fat Yi, come with us in the afternoon! How about making an appointment with your boyfriend and his classmates? I know you don't like to join in the fun, but come with us to have a look! Hey, you rarely participate in the group activities in our dormitory!" her friends pulled her to complain.
"Got it, I just obeyed. You guys want to find a boyfriend, let him bring his classmates over and let you see, okay, okay, okay, okay, single beauties!" Zhao Fatyi smiled and asked her friends about the person they wanted to date.
Li Hao began to gather the boys in his class, his girlfriend's order is very important, he will naturally obey it! The buddy joked him, saying that he is starting to be so afraid of Zhao Fatyi now, and if he really gets married in the future, he will not be able to become a complete "strict wife"?
Li Hao smiled and said: "After I met her in junior high school, I decided to be her husband, and I also thought about being a 'strict wife' for the rest of my life, and now I can adapt to it after being obedient!" He is happy to become Zhao Fatyi's obedient boyfriend, as long as Fatyi is by his side.
"Okay, for the sake of your girlfriend, let's all go to the event collectively in the afternoon!" The boys said happily, they don't actually have girlfriends, they just know a few more beauties around Zhao Fatyi, I really don't know how Zhao Fatyi, a beauty, was deceived by a boy like Li Hao into his girlfriend?
When there are classes or activities in the afternoon, Zhao Panyi does not go home at noon, goes to the cafeteria with her friends to eat, and then goes back to the dormitory of her friends to rest! This is her fixed life pattern.
Zhao Fatyi didn't know that the person who was coming in the afternoon was the person who had been haunted by her departure and couldn't let go, the person who had loved her all her life but could never be loved by her!
As soon as they met, Li Hao took Zhao Fatyi's hand, "What's wrong with you?" Your face is not very good, is there something uncomfortable? Otherwise, I'll send you home!" Li Hao is especially concerned about Zhao Fatyi's health, after all, Fatyi has been in a car accident!
"I'm fine, it's just that when I went to the hospital for a check-up last week, I fainted! I'm fine now, don't be like this, let my friends be envious when they see it!" Zhao Fatyi complained with a smile about Li Hao's thoughtfulness and care.
"Fat Yi, you are happy in your heart! you don't have to hide your happiness in front of us?" The friends laughed and said that they already knew Li Hao's love for Zhao Fatyi too clearly!
Fat Yi smiled and didn't speak again. After a while, a car stopped in front of the new teaching building they had just arrived, and the person who got out of the car made Zhao Fatyi stunned. It was Guo Guangshi, the person she saved at the moment of the car accident, because she couldn't repay his sincerity to her with her feelings, she could only use her life to protect him at that time! Now, facing it again, she no longer knows how she feels in her heart. She never seemed to regret her momentary impulse, let alone her sacrifice! She once thought that their fate was over, and they would not see each other again, but she didn't expect to see each other again, how should she face it? and in what kind of mood should she face it?
Guo Guangshi didn't see her because she deliberately retreated to the back of the crowd. Li Hao also came out and asked a little nervously, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"
Zhao Fatyi smiled and leaned on Li Hao's shoulder, "I'm not that weak, I'm just not used to too many people! Let's go to a quiet place, okay? I don't want to join in the fun." ”
"Okay!" Li Hao led Zhao Fatyi out of the crowd.
Guo Guangshi turned around at this time, but he still didn't see Zhao Fatyi who was far away. Even if he really saw it, it would be impossible for him to recognize it! The current Zhao Fatyi only has Qingyi's heart, and even many of Qingyi's personalities no longer exist! Guo Guangshi wants to find Qiu Qingyi, whom he only knew in college, and it is indeed very difficult. The real Qingyi has died in a car accident, and now it is Zhao Fatyi who has come to this time and space.
Guo Guangshi was a little strange in his heart, what was wrong with him? Why did he have a deep sense of loss and regret, why was he so uncomfortable in his heart? What was he expecting? Was he longing for someone to appear? He smiled silently and shook his head, it is impossible for another person like Qingyi to appear, Li Haijia who appeared last time has already made him regret meeting him too quickly, this time he will not easily misunderstand who Qingyi is, he will not recognize the wrong person so easily!
On the seats on the basketball court, Zhao Fatyi and Li Hao sat quietly. Li Hao turned his head to look at Fat Yi who was leaning on his shoulder, "Is there something wrong with you? Why is your face so bad? Didn't you take a nap when chatting with your roommates at noon?"
"No, I'm just thinking about fate! I'm asking what our fate is, and what is the fate of others? I'm just curious!" Zhao Fatyi smiled and continued, "Or this is the specialty of liberal arts girls, easy to be sentimental, easy to be cranky, and too emotional to live!"
"What's wrong with this? I like you like this, and I appreciate you like this!" Li Hao's words made Zhao Fatyi smile lightly. She silently thought to herself: It's easy to like, but what if you want to love for the rest of your life as a wife?
"Let's go, go buy something to drink. Let's send it to our friends! I guess it's about the same, won't we have to eat together later?" Zhao Fatyi pulled up Li Hao, who was still sitting.
"Okay, let's go! you should drink something sweet. Li Hao held Zhao Fatyi's hand, like holding a little child and a little sister. He has the affection and kindness of a brother to Fat Yi, and the care and jealousy that his boyfriend needs.
Li Hao, who is in love, is indeed trying his best to protect Zhao Fatyi, and is indeed trying his best to be an excellent boyfriend, but his age and experience are not enough to be a reason for Zhao Fatyi not to change his mind. Love is often unfair, it is not that if you pay a piece of sincerity, you will naturally reap a piece of sincerity from the other party, there is no equivalent exchange in love, and there is no real fairness and reason! Although Li Hao has done his best, he has not understood what kind of love Zhao Fatyi wants, let alone what kind of person can make Zhao Fatyi always love!
Many times, love is just a kind of fulfillment, a kind of heartache and helplessness to let go! This may be the real love, a love that will never be defeated by time and time! Li Hao understands this, but he also wants to work hard to keep Zhao Fatyi and work hard to maintain his love.
Every time she looks at Li Hao beside her, Zhao Fatyi wants to love him with all her heart and make up for her previous regrets and injuries, but she can't control her heart. It seems that every time, she has never been able to control her mind and emotions, and she is not rational to convince!
Zhao Fatyi hopes that everyone can get the happiness they want to hope for, she doesn't want anyone to be hurt emotionally, because this kind of hurt can not be forgotten and let go of in a lifetime! She is very kind, and because of this, it is easier to hurt others, although it is unintentional, but it is still hurt!
She was only a freshman and didn't want to decide her future path so quickly. Maybe, one day Li Hao will like other girls, after all, Li Hao and her personality are completely two extremes. It seems that such lovers will not last long, which is what she really wants!
After buying a drink, Li Hao snatched it from Fat Yi's hand, "I'll take it!
Zhao Fatyi smiled, "I don't seem to know how to walk!" Although I am indeed prone to falling and getting injured when I walk, I will not look absent-mindedly at the things in the store at school, and will carefully look at the road under my feet, you can rest assured." Besides, there is no shop in the school where I can walk inattentively, don't you talk to me like a child who has not grown up, I am not your sister, let alone your child, so please don't do this, please!"
"Okay, got it!" Li Hao also smiled. A girl who often falls and gets injured while walking to look at the goods in the window, he can't help but say a word. In summer, Fat Yi never wears a short skirt because her knees are scarred!
This time, Zhao Fatyi doesn't want to be entangled with a few men anymore, it is enough to have a blue-faced confidante and a husband who loves her deeply, this is her hope and dream in this life, this is her pursuit and expectation in this life! She doesn't want to let herself suffer because of greed.
The life used to be too hard, and the more love debts you owe, the more painful you become. She is sure that what she needs is a blue-faced confidant like Guo Guangshi, a mature but gentlemanly friend like Guo Guangshi. Therefore, she wants to appear in front of Guo Guangshi, she wants him to get to know her again, and become her confidant and friend again, there is no bond of affection and love, only simple friendship, pure family affection!
Now that she thinks about it, she really wants to have a relative who understands her, a relative who understands her past situation, Guo Guangshi is the best choice, the most suitable person! Since there will be no emotional entanglement, then she can get along with Guo Guangshi with peace of mind, so that everyone is at ease!
In front of the teaching building, Guo Guangshi froze! A girl with a smile on her face holding a drink bottle, her smile was so sunny, so peaceful and sincere, she was so beautiful! Guo Guangshi did not feel who she looked like, but purely because of her beauty and peace and emotion! Not beautiful, but a kind of beauty from the heart, that peaceful smile made people warm, a refreshing warm feeling, as if the sun was shining in the cold winter. That girl made him feel intimate, a sense of déjà vu, even at such a distance, he still felt that he had already met!
At dinner time, a group of college students sat in the restaurant chattering non-stop, and Zhao Fatyi also participated in it, arguing with her classmates. Li Hao sat beside her and smiled at her happy appearance, which made him feel very happy and down-to-earth. He always felt that he was going to lose Zhao Panyi one day, although he didn't know when such a day would come, but he was always worried that he didn't want to lose Zhao Panyi. She is not only beautiful but also peaceful, making people feel comfortable and warm!
Everyone commented on the teacher, commented on other classmates, and Fat Yi also discussed together, this feeling is very good, and the time of such a free joke is very happy! Zhao Fat Yi promised in her heart that she would never isolate herself again, and would never stay away from her classmates and group activities, because she would never come back again after such a leisurely college time. When she gets older, she misses her college days and the college days when she was joking, which is her personal experience.
Zhao Fatyi looked at the classmates around her, maybe they haven't thought about the future life yet, but she has already designed the future for herself, that is, to continue to go to school! Because of an extraordinary experience, she is tired of the kind of intrigue in ancient life, tired of deceit, and now she just wants to be an ordinary woman and continue her studies! She wants this kind of life, she wants this kind of life! She already knows the path she wants to take, and she will go on unswervingly! Even if her parents don't support it, it doesn't matter, because she believes that someone will support her!
When I got home, my father was busy in his study, and my mother was watching TV. "Mom, didn't you and Dad socialize today?
"Yes, your dad said he wanted to talk to you, so go to the study and find him!"
"Oh!" Zhao Panyi smiled, knocked on the door and walked into the study.
"Dad, what's the matter?"
"You're only a freshman, so I shouldn't have asked you about your plans for the future, but I still want to know, what do you want to do after graduating from college?
"Continue to go to school, and continue to study after the graduate school entrance examination!" Zhao Fatyi said directly without thinking, this was her previous dream, and she must realize it this time!
Her father looked at her and smiled, "I think so too!" I hope you continue your studies and don't give up your studies, it's a good thing that you love learning so much! Fat Yi, you remember, no matter what you plan for the future, Dad will support you unconditionally and believe in your choice!"
"Dad, thank you!" Fat Yi walked over and grabbed her father's arm, "Dad, thank you!"
"Silly girl, as long as you live a healthy, happy and happy life, you will be satisfied as a father!"
"However, many parents don't think like this, they want their children to be self-reliant, and they hope that their children will be independent as soon as possible and have their own foothold, which is also a painstaking effort of parents! Why don't you think so?" Zhao Fatyi looked at his father strangely.
"It's because you have understood the hard work of your parents that Dad wants you to live hard according to your own ideas and become a person who works hard for your dreams!"
"Dad?" Zhao Fatyi leaned on her father's shoulder, smiled, and cried! This is love, a father's love for his daughter is to support the child's decision, and trust her! The father wants her to be happy, and hopes that she can live according to her dreams as much as possible if conditions permit! "Dad, I still want to discuss something with you, I hope you promise me!"
Zhao Guoqiang smiled, "Say!"
"I want to have a dog, I'm lonely at home when you're busy, I want to have a dog with me, I don't want to be home alone all the time!"
"Your mom has a cleanliness fetish, do you think it's possible?"
"Dad, can you talk to Mom!" Fat Yi pulled her father's arm and shook it with a pleading expression.
"Okay, I'll try to help you talk about it! I'll ask my friends tomorrow, some of them may have dogs!" Zhao Guoqiang dotes on his daughter very much, and he also knows that he is very busy and has no time to spend with his daughter, so he also hopes that whatever his daughter likes will try to satisfy her!
"Thank you, Dad, thank you!" Fat Yi smiled, "Dad, I'm going to sleep!Dad, good night!I wish you a good dream!" After speaking, Fat Yi walked out of her father's study.
Zhao Guoqiang looked at his wife next to him, "Let's agree to our daughter's request, right? She has become so happy and lively now, let's not let her become the girl who doesn't like to talk and can't laugh again." Since she wants to have a dog so much, we agreed, okay?"
"Are you afraid that she is autistic? I thought she was, but after the car accident she was a completely different person, and I am happy! But you can't promise her everything?"
"It's just a dog, it's not a big deal! I just want her to live happily with a bright smile every day, that's what I want from my daughter!"
"You said so, I'll agree! Do you want to talk about her relationship with Li Hao, tell her to be more reserved!"
"You are a mother, you should say all this!" Zhao Guoqiang looked at his wife, turned around and fell asleep. The daughter who used to seem to have autism, she still loved her so much? Why is her daughter becoming sunny and smiling now, but she is indifferent to her daughter, Zhao Guoqiang shook his head helplessly. He can't ask his wife to love his daughter too much, after all, it is a pimple in her heart, a thorn in her heart! She can do this to her daughter, he has nothing to ask for!