Chapter 429: Fluttering, Floating
Seriously, when I said this to Zheng Jiayue, I was in a state of confusion.
When I was done, I reacted and panicked.
Damn it.. What became my person, this.. Zheng Jiayue will definitely think that I am a little abnormal...
However, just when I was thinking about these things in my heart, suddenly Zheng Jiayue spoke.
She looked at me and said softly
"Hmm.."
Just a simple "uh-huh." , but it made me feel like I was frozen.
I looked at her, and she had turned her head a little shyly and stopped looking at me.
And I was stunned for a while, and then I came to my senses, thinking that Zheng Jiayue had just now. Did you say yes?
Zheng Jiayue: She agreed?
I don't know what's wrong with Zheng Jiayue, why is she so strange today?
Originally, it was already very strange for her to talk to me about this topic, but now she is... It has always been said that it can.. It makes me feel even more wrong..
So at this time, I looked at her, thought about it and asked
"Why.. Feel.. Something seems wrong with you?"
My words made Zheng Jiayue look at me all of a sudden, and she was silent for a while, but she still spoke
"How can there be ~ me.."
"What's wrong with me, Xiao Xiaoming, don't talk nonsense.."
Zheng Jiayue's words still made me feel that something was not right, but I thought about it, and finally took a deep breath and spoke
"Oh .. Okay.."
"That.. What you just said was true?"
Zheng Jiayue lowered her head, and quickly nodded slowly and said
"Really.."
Her answer made my heart surging for a long time, meow, I really want to be that now, what is she...
But I still felt that Zheng Jiayue was a little wrong, so after a long time, I didn't know what to say, so I just spoke
"Well, that.. I see.."
Speaking of which, I really didn't expect that Zheng Jiayue and I would have such a lot of conversations just now, and it was a very strange topic...
At this time both of us were quiet, as if... I don't know what to do...
After a long while, Zheng Jiayue suddenly moved and spoke
: "That.. Do you want to keep watching TV?"
I came back to my senses, nodded, and said
"Uhhh Otherwise... Do you want to look at me?"
Zheng Jiayue glared at me disdainfully and spoke
"Who's going to see you... Cut.."
After saying this, she stopped talking and began to watch TV again.
Just like the two of us sat on the couch and watched TV together...
Looking at it, both fell asleep..
Maybe it's because I don't watch TV very much, so I feel so hypnotic, and my mother is like I was in school.
When I woke up, Zheng Jiayue next to me was no longer on the sofa, I rubbed my eyes, and I heard a sound of bells in the kitchen.
I stood up and walked to the kitchen to find Zheng Jiayue cooking inside.
She wore my mother's apron and looked serious.
She was so engrossed that she didn't even notice me.
I stood behind her for a moment, and suddenly an image came to mind.
It was a picture that I had never thought of, it was a.. Super homely picture..
That is one day many years later, one afternoon, will I wake up and Zheng Jiayue is also cooking for me?
At that time, she was... Who would it be me? What does it look like?
The thought made me suddenly feel like something was shaking all the time. After a long time... I sighed again and walked to Zheng Jiayue's side.
As soon as she approached her, Zheng Jiayue sensed that I was coming.
She looked at me and asked
"Yikes... Xiao Ming, you're okay~"
I nodded and said
"No, your cooking movement is bigger than tearing down the house, how can you not wake up.."
Zheng Jiayue smiled slightly, she looked at me, and said again
: "That.. Do you want to help?"
I looked at her, thought for a moment, and spoke
"Yes, yes, yes. . Please... Please, I'll help you.."
As soon as the words fell, I heard Zheng Jiayue scold again
"Pervert, who asked you, it doesn't matter if you don't help, I can do it myself~"
I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to be so positive, so I hesitated for a while, but still said
"Well, although you won't beg me, but who made me so kind-hearted, I'll help you.."
After saying this, I started to help Zheng Jiayue cook.
After all, it's this time, and my parents will come back before the meal is ready..
Zheng Jiayue didn't refuse, with my help, I finally made a table of meals with Zheng Jiayue before my parents came back.
Seriously, even though I know how to cook or something, I barely cook for my parents.
I looked at the table of meals that I made with Zheng Jiayue, and I only felt an indescribable sense of pride.
I can even imagine how happy my parents would be when they came back and saw the food.
This made me inexplicably nervous, and I was a little looking forward to my parents' return.
Finally, after a little more waiting, my parents came back.
After seeing a table full of food, my mother almost cried...
I could feel how moved they were, after all... This may be a very important moment in their lives for the two elders...
My parents' expressions also infected Zheng Jiayue, this little guy looked weird, as if he was about to cry...
Later, the meal was unusually happy, and I haven't seen such expressions on my parents' faces for a long, long time... I was so excited to see them so happy, as if I had completely forgotten all those troubles...
After eating, my parents chatted with Zheng Jiayue for a long time. My mom asked when we were going back to Beijing.. I was stopped by this question, and after thinking about it for a while, I spoke anyway
"No hurry, stay at home for a few more days.."
When I said this, I couldn't help but glance at Zheng Jiayue, I'm actually fine, anyway, Chen Yanyu didn't let me go to work... But Zheng Jiayue, it's different, this little guy is on leave, who knows how many days she can ask..
As a result, Zheng Jiayue also looked at my mother when she heard me say it, and said
"Auntie we.. Don't be in a hurry to go back, I'm going to bother you here for a few more days~"
My mother likes Zheng Jiayue very much, so she quickly patted her hand gently and said
"That's good, don't bother, stay a few more days, I didn't have a good time last time, let Xiao Ming take you to play more this time.."
My mother's appearance made me speechless, and I always felt that if this continued, Zheng Jiayue would become her own in a few days...
Zheng Jiayue quickly looked at me when she heard my mother say this, and she showed a smug expression at me, as if to show it
"Did you see it~ Auntie asked you to take me to play more.."
I was speechless when I saw Zheng Jiayue's expression... In the end, nothing was said.
Later, my parents stayed for a while and soon went back to sleep...
At this time, Zheng Jiayue was also going back to the guest room, and I stopped her before she went back and asked
"Ahhh If you don't go back to the company, is that okay?"
Zheng Jiayue was stunned for a moment, and soon nodded and said
"Yes, if..." Chen will always come to me if there is anything, and... It's good to stay for a few more days, and when Mr. Chen is discouraged, let's go back together and apologize to her when the time comes... Maybe.."
"Maybe Xiao Xiaoming, you'll be fine~"
Zheng Jiayue still maintains her unique optimism, and when I saw her, she was also iron-hearted, so she simply nodded and spoke
"Okay, okay, you're fine.. That.. What do you want to do tomorrow?"
Zheng Jiayue smiled slightly and said
"Didn't Auntie say it, let you take me to play, I don't want to continue watching TV at home all afternoon.."
Zheng Jiayue's words made me feel embarrassed all of a sudden, the last time Meow came, I had already been to any interesting places around, and now that I think about it, I can't think of where I can go?
But looking at Zheng Jiayue's appearance, she is clearly counting on me...
This made me think about it for a long time, and finally I spoke
"Our county is so big, there is nothing interesting to do... It's fun, you've been there last time.."
Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue thought about it, and still spoke
"So, that. It doesn't have to be in your county, like last time, it's not impossible to go to the city~"
Zheng Jiayue's words reminded me that if you want to go to the city, there are a little more places to play, but... It seems that there is no special place in the city worth visiting? Do you still have to buy clothes or something, neither of us is lacking...
I was still in trouble, and I thought about it for almost 45 minutes before I had an idea and thought of something.
At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, smiled and said
"Ahhh I know what I'm going to take you for tomorrow!"
My words made Zheng Jiayue also come to her senses, she looked at me and asked with an expectant look
"What are you going to do?"
Hearing Zheng Jiayue ask this, I smiled a little, and quickly spoke again
"Huh.. How about the same rules as last night? I'll tell you?"
I feel that there should be no problem with me teasing Zheng Jiayue like this, anyway, my parents are sleeping now, so they shouldn't come out.
And Zheng Jiayue obviously didn't expect me to say this again, she frowned, looked at me and said
"Shouldn't I screw it, it's better for you to say it yourself~?"
I saw that Zheng Jiayue was going to use force, so I quickly took a step back, and then spoke
"Uhhh Forget it.. Simply, you look forward to it... I'll take you to make one tomorrow... Super good thing, I think.."
"You're going to love it!"
I hung Zheng Jiayue's appetite very much, she moved her mouth, and she stopped talking.
I knew she would have wanted to know what I was going to do with her tomorrow, but she could guess that if she asked me, I would still let her kiss me or something... So Zheng Jiayue struggled with herself for a while, and finally she held back and said to me
: "Cut.. If you don't say it, you won't say it, and you won't kiss you, idiot~ I'm sleeping.. Anyway, I'll know tomorrow .. I'm not curious at all."
I don't know if Zheng Jiayue is saying this to me or to herself... Sure enough, before I could say anything more, she had already turned around and walked into the guest room.
This made me stunned, and after a while I still sighed deeply and walked back to my room...
——- tomorrow morning
If I had to find one word to describe who I am now, it would be... I think I'm like a coward now...
Yes, I hid upstairs, and when I heard Li Xinran's screams, I couldn't move..
I didn't have the courage to rush down to her, my body, and I didn't even have the courage to go down.
At this time, the lights in the corridor went out one by one, and I stood in the dark, with only my faint heartbeat left in my mind, and Li Xinran's scream just now.
Without.. There was no other sound...
Did Lu Mao just hit Li Xinran? That "snap" sound, did he hit her?
I don't dare to imagine what kind of scene Li Xinran's house is like now, I can even guess that it must be very bad...
Lu Mao brought people here, he must have come to take revenge on Li Xinran, in front of others, the more Lu Mao did too much to Li Xinran, the more he could show that he took good care of his younger brother... So I can almost guess that Lu Mao must still be beating Li Xinran, although I can't hear any sound now, but the picture in the room is definitely numb just by seeing it...
What's even more terrifying is that I knew all about what was happening, but I didn't do anything about it.
It's not like me, it's not me at all.
If I were a student, even if I saw a girl I didn't know being bullied by hooligans or something on the road, I would definitely rush forward without hesitation.
And now it's a girl I know, a very miserable girl, or my sworn enemy hurting her, I don't even dare to do anything...
This makes me feel uncomfortable and condemned...
But even so, I still didn't go downstairs.
I still clearly know that my presence will not do any good, it will only make things more troublesome...
I may not be able to beat the three of them alone, and all Li Xinran's plans and preparations will be in vain...
I'll just take this as one of my own reasons, but I'm standing upstairs in the dark. Nothing was done..
I waited for a while, but there was still no movement downstairs.
I was a little bolder, and slowly moved around the corner and looked downstairs.
The three of them were no longer there, the door was tightly closed, and they should have all entered Li Xinran's house.
At this time, I took a deep breath, and then suddenly accelerated, went downstairs as fast as I could, and then rushed out of the corridor of Li Xinran's house.
After running out of the stairway, I almost ran all the way with my head bored...
By the time I came to my senses, I had run far, far away, so far that I didn't know where I was going.
At this time, I looked around in confusion, strange places, unfamiliar lights...
Everything is glittering, but everything is again, completely alien ..
I found a flower stand on the side of the road, and sat on it a little weakly.
After sitting down, I gasped for breath and couldn't calm down for a long time.
I suddenly remembered the time I took Zheng Jiayue to Shenzhen, that time something like that happened, I asked Zheng Jiayue to go first.. And then leave it yourself to deal with those hooligans ..
And now, I'm running faster than anyone else...
This made me laugh a little self-deprecatingly, I never felt that I was afraid of Lu Mao, but now... I seem to be really scared...
Actually, I know the reason, I'm not afraid of Lu Mao, I'm just afraid of myself and losing my current life...
Lose your current position, lose your current job...
I'm just scared that I'm losing these things...
If it had been before, I would have beaten Lu Mao without hesitation, but now... I started to get scared, I would think, I would hesitate...
It's not a good thing, at least in some ways, it's really not a good thing...
I hate the way I am, but really, as if I can't change anything...
In this way, while condemning myself in my heart, I sat here in confusion.
I don't know how long I've been sitting here anymore, but suddenly I realized something...
Then he stood up again.
After standing up, I didn't walk in the direction of the subway, but walked back along the road I had just run all the way over.
When I walked back, my pace was slow, and I was very careful, keeping my eyes on the front...
I've been looking for Lu Mao and them, and I've been looking at them...
However, I didn't see anyone along the way, and when I was about to walk back to the neighborhood where Li Xinran lived, I found a car on the side of the road.
I first avoided and looked, and after making sure that there was no one in the car, I stepped forward again and determined that this was the car that Lu Mao often drove...
I still remember one time when I went home, Lu Mao drove this license plate number to find Yu Qian... It should be that there is nothing wrong with this car..
It seemed that the three of them were still at Li Xinran's house, so I stepped aside again, went across the street, and found a hidden place to hide...
At this time, I was like a paparazzi, watching the car from a distance, waiting for the three people to appear...
I don't know how long I waited, but finally Lu Mao and the two little dogs appeared.
I was nervous when I saw these three people, and subconsciously hid again.
I saw that the three of them quickly got into the car, and after a while, the car started and drove towards the road.
After seeing the car drive away, I crossed the highway again. Then I walked back into the community.
Although it didn't help Li Xinran just now, I have to go see her at this time... Let's see if there's anything going on with her...
No matter what Lu Mao did, I have to take a look, maybe this will make the condemnation in my heart a little better, maybe this will make me feel a little more at ease...
With this thought, the pace of my feet was very fast, and I walked briskly back to the door of Li Xinran's corridor. I barely stopped, and when I went up the stairs, I soon stood in front of Li Xinran's door.
At this point, I reached out and knocked on the door quickly...
And when I knocked on the door, my voice was muffled
"It's me.. Are you at home? Open the door."
The knocking continued for a while, and the door opened.
I was nervous at first, and soon... I saw a picture that I couldn't describe...
How to say it.. How to describe it: .
Li Xinran seemed to see me through the cat's eyes, her eyes were dead, and there was no luster...
Just now the floor in the house is still very clean... A place of hair.
It's all shredded... It seems that there is a shredded one.
At this time, Li Xinran still had tears in his eyes... She looked at me blankly, with a reddened palm print on the side of her cheek.
And her original hair, pitifully and sadly, was a mess.
Seeing Li Xinran like this, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart...
I never knew the world would be like this.
In this world that looks peaceful and gentle, there can be such a thing... What's even sadder is that this kind of thing is happening almost every moment...
Bullying, abuse... Cruel..
The dark side of this world, everywhere, permeates every corner...
At this time, Li Xinran had not fully recovered from the panic...
I watched her walk in the door, locked her door when she entered, and dragged her to the bathroom next to the side.
After being dragged in by me, Li Xinran's whole body was still shaking, I turned on the faucet on the side, looked at her and said
"It's okay.. Don't be afraid.. When the water boils, you wash your hair first, don't be afraid.."
I don't know what I can do, so I can say that everything I do now relies on my instincts.
Hearing my words, Li Xinran seemed to come back to her senses a little, I noticed that there were still a few footprints on her clothes, obviously Lu Mao's group not only came in and slapped her one by one, but also kicked her... Moreover..
They also ripped off her hair one by one.
Just thinking about it makes me feel like I feel the pain... I don't know how Lu Mao can do it, how can they do it to a girl like this...
And I took another deep breath at this time.. looked at Li Xinran and said again
"Do what I say." After that, he turned around and walked out of the bathroom again.
After walking out of the bathroom, I found a broom on the side and began to silently sweep the hair on the floor.
I know that every girl regards her hair as her most precious thing, so I don't dare to guess Li Xinran's heart now...
I don't know how she feels now, I think, she should be scared, right?
She is a girl, and if she wants to be treated like this, she must be afraid.
As for the pain, it goes without saying that .. When a man beats a woman, what a beast can do, will she not hurt?
It's impossible for me to be kicked twice, let alone a weak girl like her...
While thinking about this, I swept all the hair on the ground...
After sweeping, I looked into the bathroom, Li Xinran was still standing there, she seemed to be sobbing, and her body was trembling.
This made me sigh and re-enter the inside.
After entering, Li Xinran still didn't look at me, her tears were like beads with broken threads, falling down her face one by one.
Seeing her like this, my heart is a little sour... I moved my mouth, and it took me a while to squeeze out a few words.
"I'm sorry.. Didn't help you.."
"I'm sorry.."
My words made Li Xinran cry even more, she bit her lower lip desperately, and her jaw kept shaking...
I can tell she's always been a strong woman, at least... is a very tolerable woman.. But now that it's like this, it shows that she's really very sad...
And I couldn't stand the girl's crying, and now this matter is still a big responsibility for me... Inevitably, I will blame myself more in my heart.