Chapter VI
In the modern university campus, Guo Guangshi walked alone in the garden of the campus, looking at the place that was no longer familiar, why would the campus be so strange without Qingyi? A crisp voice sounded, "Mr. Guo, why did you come to our school? Why didn't you tell me you would come?" It was Li Haijia, who looked at the middle-aged man in front of her with a bright smile!
Guo Guangshi looked at Li Haijia, "I forgot that you went to this school! I just want to come and see my alma mater, and I don't want to trouble anyone! I hope you understand what I mean!"
"Then I'll walk with you, can I? I don't want to see your back alone, it will look very desolate! It hurts!"
Guo Guangshi smiled, "You are very similar to her at this point, kind and compassionate at the same time, she is not as lively as you, not as confident as you, and she doesn't like to take the initiative to communicate with people! If you don't take the initiative to talk to her, she is like a transparent person!" Guo Guangshi remembered his college days and remembered the scene when he met Qingyi. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"You seem to love her very much?"
Guo Guangshi nodded, "I love her very much, but she doesn't love me! When we met, she had someone else in her heart, and when she was willing to accept me, I was far away! We didn't seem to meet each other at the right time, and we often missed it! Yes, if I found her after that physical education class, then we would have become a couple a long time ago, and we wouldn't let her be tempted by others, and we wouldn't let her cry!" So they missed it, and that was the only time he had the confidence to confess to Qingyi.
"Have you ever thought that she may not want you to miss her so much, she may want you to live happily? You said that she is very kind, so how can she bear you to live such a painful life, how can she bear to let you live like this forever?" Li Haijia looked at Guo Guangshi with a sincere expression, she wondered why she felt so sorry for this man?
Two people sit on a bench on campus. Guo Guangshi smiled and said, "I know what you mean, and I know her intentions! I just can't do it, I can't do it, just give up missing her, just let go of her! There are always trade-offs in life, but I can't do it!"
"Is it reluctant to let go of her, or can't you let go of your heart for her?"
"Yes! I have hardly said these words in front of anyone, thank you today for letting me say these words, and thank you for listening to me say these words! I just want to tell you, you have to take advantage of your own happiness, because time does not wait for anyone! Once time passes, everything will become too late, don't do anything that you will regret!"
"I see!"
Guo Guangshi stood up, "After graduation, if you need a job, you can come to me! Go to school hard, cherish the people around you who love you! Goodbye!"
"Goodbye!" Li Haijia looked at Guo Guangshi's back, he was so sad, it made people feel distressed! But he had given up the opportunity to be happy, because his heart had left forever with the departure of that woman!
Li Haijia sat on the bench in a daze, she was not curious about that woman? She was recalling what Guo Guangshi said, cherish the people around her who loved her! Didn't she cherish it? Didn't she cherish the boyfriend who loved her so much and doted on her? She didn't know herself, she didn't know what she would do!
Not far away, Tang Shijun watched this scene, he was standing there just now, and what surprised him was that Guo Guangshi was also there, and he was very familiar with this girl! There are so many people who love Qingyi, and such a person will appear at any time!
Although this girl is like Qingyi, she is never Qingyi! Qingyi will not be so carefree, Qingyi's face will always have such a faint melancholy, and it will always be so distressing! This girl is more sunny than Qingyi, because Qingyi's sunshine is just Qingyi's disguise, just a tool for Qingyi to protect herself, and this girl's sunshine is real and radiates from within! If Qingyi lives and grows old, will the smile on her face change? Will she no longer live so delicately? If they could be together until they grow old, how happy and warm they would be! It's a pity that this is just his dream!
In the campus café, Hai Jia sat with her friends and drank coffee, "You say, why are these boys around us so naïve? Why can't we be a little more mature and make us feel better?"
"Haijia, what do you mean? Why is your boyfriend so bad, so lively, so sunny, although the handsome score is a point or two, but it is good enough! Where can you find such a perfect person? Are your requirements too high? You, you are really greedy!" said her friend Xiaoqin, pointing at Li Haijia.
"Yes, Haijia, your boyfriend is good enough! he is already very handsome and very good, what more do you want?" said another friend. Haijia looked at this friend Xiaojie and smiled, she could see from the beginning that this friend had a good impression of her boyfriend, and now her words confirmed her guess, but at this time she was very happy that someone had a good impression of her boyfriend, so that when she gave up on him, someone would be by his side, so that he would not be too lonely, too lonely! And she would break up with him with peace of mind! This kind of psychology is very similar to Qingyi's at the beginning, but Li Haijia didn't know that her kindness and sunshine would also lose one day.
"It's not that I'm dissatisfied with him, it's just that I've met a more mature man by chance recently, so I naturally have such feelings! It's okay to be naïve, at least I'm relieved! I don't need to have so many eyes and wisdom to tie up this boy!"
"Isn't he following you at any time, why didn't he come over today?" Xiao Jie's question made Hai Jia smile dumbfounded.
"He's got a ball game today, I'm going to go over later! You guys come with me! We have dinner in the evening, and his buddies ask me to bring my friends with me! Otherwise, his buddies will be embarrassed, and I'm the only girl!"
"Okay, we don't know how to pass the time at night?" Xiaoqin said with a smile, she is a very lively and sunny girl, a cute lady with big eyes, just a little chubby! Such a deficiency can't be a candidate for girlfriend in the eyes of boys, so she has always only had friends, only buddies, and no boyfriend!
"Do you want to call the other roommates too?" Xiaojie is a somewhat introverted girl, but occasionally she takes the initiative to chat with people! As long as Haijia's boyfriend participates in campus activities, Xiaojie will basically participate! Haijia doesn't want to think about it, because she wants to avoid being alone with her boyfriend as much as possible now, because her heart seems to be gone!
"No, there are only three of them, and there are three girls on our side, if there are too many people, their naïve boys will be shy again! Okay, so decided, they will accompany me to watch the game later, and after the game, we will go to dinner together! After eating, let's go shopping and go back to the dormitory! Or go to the movies, I haven't watched it for a long time!"
On the court, Haijia and two friends cheer on their boyfriend. Hai Jia's eyes were not on her boyfriend, but drifted far away, she remembered the man named "Guo Guangshi" and what he said in the cemetery! Why did his deep affection for the dead woman make her heart hurt so much? She suddenly felt that she had become a stranger, what was wrong with her, how could she greet a strange man so actively, and care so much?
Xiaoqin pushed Haijia, "What are you thinking, why are you so distracted?"
"I'm afraid that I owe a lot of affection to someone in my last life, and I want to pay it back so much in this life! Because I don't want to owe him any more affection, it may take a lifetime to repay it in this life!"
"I'm so happy to have someone like you caring! I don't even want to? Besides, you're a girl who doesn't care too much about anything, and you're completely different from us!"
"At our age, we don't know about love at all, we just think it's a kind of love! What would it be like to love someone, and what would it be like? I'm curious!"
"Aren't you thinking too much? Isn't it good to cherish what you already have?"
"Yes, you're right!" Hai Jia said this, but in her heart, she was thinking, what can she do for that man, so that his heart will not hurt so much, so that his face will no longer be so sad smile, and his heart will not hurt so much?
"Haijia, what do you think? We're all done, but you haven't even slapped your hands a few times?" The boyfriend asked the absent-minded Haijia.
"It's nothing, I'm just too tired, I want to go home and have a good rest after eating! You are responsible for sending my sisters back to the dormitory! I can only rest assured that they can get to the dormitory safely! The school gate is too far away from the dormitory, so you have to make sure it!"
"Don't worry, sister-in-law!" the other two boys coaxed.
"You should go back to school too! I want to go home by myself! Don't worry about me!" Hai Jia explained to her boyfriend, she just wanted to think quietly alone!
"Got it!Let's go, buy a drink!" the boyfriend took Haijia's hand. Haijia saw Xiao Jie's sad eyes. She said in her heart, I will fulfill you, I will withdraw!
Tang Shijun looked at the report on the table and shook his head, "How could that girl look so similar to Qingyi? Almost identical? Personality is not the same! Should I disturb this girl's peaceful life? Or give up?" Tang Shijun said to himself, he was worried that the person was not Qingyi, and he was also worried that the person was Qingyi, although his reason told him that it was impossible!
Gu Yuanxiu was also silent in his study, thinking that the girl he saw that day really looked like Qingyi, but it was not his own Qingyi! Gu Yuanxiu looked at the night sky helplessly and smiled, "When you were by my side, I didn't cherish it well, but now I want to find a stand-in, am I very shameless? Qingyi, although you have been gone for a long, long time, but the years of our love and stay together are still deeply engraved in my mind, I will live a good life, don't worry! This is the way you need to love you now!" He finally understood love, and finally understood himself and Qingyi! Time is the best way to make a person mature!