Bian Xuedao has a habit of sleeping at home than in a hotel.

In the morning, the sun is blocked by thick curtains, and the room is very quiet.

Everyone woke up and was busy with their own work, and no one came to wake up and learn the Tao.

Until he was awakened by morning urine.

After shh

Then, he saw Shan Rao standing in the courtyard downstairs, holding the swing rope in one hand and making a phone call in the other.

Shan Rao was facing away from the villa, not knowing that Bian Xuedao had woken up, and was standing in front of the window looking at her, still concentrating on talking to someone on the phone.

At this moment, Bian Xuedao stood shirtless in front of the window on the second floor, quietly looking at Shan Rao's back in the yard, and somehow, he suddenly remembered that he gave Shan Rao something outside the isolation cordon during the "SARS" in 2003, Shan Rao took the thing, waved to him with a smile, and then turned back to the back of the isolation building.

Put on her clothes and walk downstairs, and when she came to the yard, Shan Rao had already finished making a phone call, and was holding her mobile phone, sitting on the swing and looking at the garden in a daze.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Shan Rao turned her head to look over, and when she saw that it was Bian Xuedao, she smiled softly: "Get up, I thought you would sleep for a while." ”

Bian Xuedao walked to the garden, bent down and sniffed it, and said, "Why isn't this flower fragrant?"

Shan Rao said: "This is the moon season, and it is not very fragrant by nature. ”

Bian Xuedao stood up straight and said, "It's so red, it's not fragrant?"

Shan Rao gently swinged on the swing and said: "There is a couplet, the upper couplet is, the red flower is not fragrant, the fragrant flower is not red, and the rose is fragrant and red...... The safflower is not fragrant, it is the moon season. ”

"Really?" Bian Xuedao then asked, "What is the next link?"

Shan Rao shook her head: "There is no downlink." ”

Bian Xuedao said "oh": "I don't listen to the couplets handed down by the ancients." ”

Shan Rao said: "Actually, it's not difficult to get down. ”

The old reviewer pondered in his mind a few times and said, "Are you right to come out?"

Shan Rao showed the usual little smug look in college, and said: "It is difficult for those who are awake to get drunk, it is difficult for those who are drunk to wake up, and those who are free are half drunk and half awake." ”

Bian Xuedao walked over, grabbed the swing rope and said, "I also have a lower link here, do you want to hear it?"

Shan Rao stretched out her foot and gently kicked Bian Xuedao's calf: "Don't sell it." ”

Bian Xuedao said with a smile: "Listen, the walker doesn't stop, the resident can't, and the one who does it will stay and walk." ”

Shan Rao listened, looked at Bian Xuedao's eyes and asked, "Are you a freewheeler?"

"Me?" Bian Xuedao laughed at himself and said: "Confucius said that he stood at thirty, forty was not confused, fifty knew the destiny of heaven, sixty was obedient, and seventy did not exceed the rules according to his heart. A generation of sages did not dare to do what they wanted until they were seventy years old, and I was still early. ”

Shan Rao said: "It's not a freewheeler, so are you a walker?

Bian Xuedao looked up at the sky, a plane flew high, and said: "There are 300 days out of 365 days a year, so you should be regarded as a walker." ”

Looking at Bian Xuedao's line of sight, the plane in the far sky became a small dot, and Shan Rao asked: "Then are you a awake person or a drunk person?"

Bian Xuedao was asked.

It was a question he would almost never be able to answer.

The Awake?

Drunk?

In this time and space, Bian Xuedao may be the only awakened person, his soul is beyond everyone here, and it is impossible to fully integrate into it in his lifetime, just like Zhu Haishan, who has been obsessed with the past until his death.

He may also be like Truman in "Truman's World", the only drunk, everyone around him is actually a reality TV actor, and in places he doesn't know, someone is watching him and watching him. The fate that he thinks is in his own hands is nothing more than a live broadcast in progress, and no matter whether he wins or loses, he is a poor clown who has nowhere to hide.

Seeing that Bian Xuedao was stunned, Shan Rao swinged on the swing and said, "Yes, don't ask, it looks like last night's wine hasn't woken up yet, and I'm drunk." ”

After Bian Xuedao walked to the swing frame, he helped Shan Rao push the swing: "In the past few months in the United States, you have changed a lot. ”

Shan Rao asked: "It's getting better and it's getting worse?"

Bian Xuedao said: "It's like when I was in school." ”

Shan Rao said: "I have been here for half a year, and what I have seen and heard has given me different perspectives on thinking, practices and lifestyles. People don't live for others to see, but to live freely and meaningfully. Many complex patterns that were once unreadable can be simplified a little and become clear naturally. To be a man, to say when you think about it, to do what you say, to fail if you fail, and to succeed if you succeed, it is better than not daring to try. ”

Bian Xuedao nodded and said: "There are very few people who live their true selves, and even fewer people are willing to restore their complex mentality to simplicity." ”

Shan Rao said: "In the past two months, I have been volunteering in the community school twice a month, and I found that I am so happy to serve others without desire and dedication. It turns out that by letting go of the heart of gain and loss, the heart of profit and loss, and the heart of growth and loss, people can be so pure that they like themselves. ”

Looking at the star-like light flashing in Shan Rao's eyes, Bian Xuedao said, "Rao, you are amazing. ”

Shan Rao said: "The great thing is Dong Xue. ”

"Dong Xue?" Bian Xuedao was confused.

Shan Rao said: "Before coming to the United States, I asked you if Dong Xue was okay, and you said that I would find an opportunity to ask her in person, and later I met her on the way through Europe." ”

I don't know about this......

He talked to Dong Xue on the phone once a week on average, but Dong Xue never talked to him.

Shan Rao said: "In April this year, Dong Xue came to the United States. ”

Get......

I don't know about this.

Shan Rao smiled slightly: "Speaking of which, I saw her in 2003, ate together, and drank together, but I really don't know much about her, and I only remember that her figure is very, very good......"

Bian Xuedao was a little speechless.

Women are really strange animals, just now they were still praising Dong Xue for being "amazing", and when she turned her head and said that people were "very, very good figures", the jealousy in her words couldn't be hidden.

Shan Rao said to herself: "She came to the United States, and we fought for a ......"

Bian Xuedao looked at Shan Rao in astonishment.

"Distressed?" Shan Rao hooked the corners of her mouth and asked, "Which one is distressed?"

Bian Xuedao didn't dare to answer.

Shan Rao let him go, and then said: "Dong Xue said that there is only one life, come to the world to find a love, and if you are lucky enough to see this person when you are alive, don't miss it, don't miss it, the really suitable person, the rules and regulations can't restrain that love." ”

Bian Xuedaoxin said: Dong Xue is carrying herself behind her back to enlighten Shan Rao?

Shan Rao said: "She drunk me, and then asked me, which man is not selfish about love, not extravagant? Then I asked her, which woman is not vain, not greedy?"

Glancing at Bian Xuedao, Shan Rao said: "I don't know what ecstasy soup you poured into Dong Xue, she told me that behind you is the pride of her life." ”

Bian Xuedao: "......"

Shan Rao said: "I can see that she is saying what is in her heart. ”

Bian Xuedao just laughed.

Shan Rao said: "So I think the women in love are all two hundred and five." ”

Bian Xuedao reached out and touched his nose.

Shan Rao said: "That's it, I want you to accompany me to a place and give you a minute, if you guess correctly, I will also be a fool." ”

As he spoke, a gray-striped American shorthair cat walked slowly along the garden fence, jumped lightly, jumped on the log pier in the yard, and lay down gracefully, squinting at the two talking under the swing.