Chapter X
Zhao Panyi looked at her father and husband and said, "Dad, I want to go back to my home, I haven't been back for a long time, I want to see my home, and I want to see my children." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info I am not a competent mother, and I have not taken good care of my children. I know you're worried about me, but since I'm amnesia, I have to go back to the place where I have all my memories, the familiar place to get everything from my past, and I hope Dad will say yes?"
Zhao Guoqiang looked at his daughter and smiled, "Okay, as long as you want to go back, it's okay! You haven't fully recovered from your illness now, you can't force yourself to remember, take your time, don't worry. ”
Zhao Panyi smiled, "I know." Even if I can't remember my son, I want to be by his side, accompany him, and watch him grow up, otherwise I don't know when he grows up in the future. Dad, don't worry, I will make myself better, I will make myself a daughter who can reassure you, and a wife who can reassure Li Hao. Zhao Panyi smiled and looked at the two most important people in her life, her family and loved ones.
"My Fat Yi is indeed not ordinary, okay, Dad supports you!Li Hao, then please take good care of her, don't let her be too tired, let her accept you slowly!" Zhao Guoqiang explained to his son-in-law uneasily. He knew that his son-in-law would treat his daughter well, and he was relieved.
Memories had begun to slowly return in Zhao Fatyi's mind, and she began to remember the day of her amnesia as she watched familiar buildings and streets pass in front of her. Because I decided to let go of each other completely with my most beloved person, I was sad and over-amnesia. Isn't that person, that person the one standing at the door of the hospital? The man who looked at their car with a worried face, was that the lover she had to let go? Was that the lover she felt sorry for when she thought about it?
Back at her home, looking no stranger, Zhao Fatyi smiled and walked through every place she carefully arranged and cared for, this is her own home, this is her home. There is her husband and son, there is a family that values her and needs her, and she can't give it up.
Zhao Fatyi looked up at everything, "Is this my home? This home is so good, thank you!" Her sudden smile surprised both her father and husband, did she think of this home, remembered herself?
"Fat Yi, Fat Yi, do you know who I am? Do you know who he is? Fat Yi, this is your home, it is your own design and decoration home, do you like it?" Zhao Guoqiang looked at his daughter expectantly, hoping that she would really think of everything and her decision.
"Although it is not very complete, I think of you, you are my father, Zhao Guoqiang, and you are my husband, Li Hao. This is my own home, with my husband and son, and my well-cared for home, thank you! I have been hospitalized for so long, you have worked so hard, thank you!" Zhao Fatyi's smile made her father happy, and also made her husband who was standing aside a lot more relaxed, compared to the fierce reaction in the hospital, she is so calm now!
"Fat Yi, my son is still at my mother's house today. You are hospitalized, I don't have time to take care of him, and the hospital can't let him go often, so I put him at my mother's house to take care of him, and I'll pick him up tomorrow, do you think it's okay?" Li Hao asked a little excitedly, even more excitedly. Whether Zhao Fatyi's situation is completely better, no one knows. You can't stimulate her, you can only slowly let her adapt to the life and loved ones that she has completely forgotten.
"Okay, thank you!" Zhao Fatyi walked to his master bedroom after speaking, and smiled.
At night, looking at the starry sky that was not unfamiliar, she wished that she had not remembered everything in the past, including Qingyi's memories. Thinking about it means that you have to face it, and it means that you have to make a decision. Why always remember? Why always give up?
Li Hao put on a dress for his wife, "It's autumn now, and it's very cold at night, I'm worried that you'll catch a cold." Then walk away. Zhao Fatyi turned her head, looked at the man in front of her who had cared for her for several lives, and laughed at herself, why can't she cherish it? Love is actually just love, and there are too many gaps with real life. There will be regrets in life, and Qingyi's life is just as regretful! Why does Zhao Fatyi have to have no regrets? Zhao Fatyi looked at the night sky and smiled, no longer obsessed, and was good to herself and everyone!
In the morning, Zhao Panyi looked at her busy husband and asked, "Can you take me to meet my son today?" I want to meet him, can I? I promise not to scare him, I just miss him!" Zhao Panyi's expression made Li Hao feel very distressed.
"Absolutely. He's right at my mother's, we can take him back! Even if you can't think of him, you can be a good mother, because you are kind enough and kind enough!" Li Hao said to Zhao Fatyi with a smile on his face. This is what he thinks of Zhao Fatyi, and this is what he knows about Zhao Fatyi.
Zhao Panyi walked to Li Hao's side and held her husband's hand, "Although I still have a lot of memories that I can't remember, I am willing to work hard to be a good wife and a good mother! Thank you, thank you for your love and tolerance of me, thank you!" Zhao Panyi touched Li Hao's all.
Li Hao looked at his wife and wondered what she said, "Why do you say this? You are my wife, and the person I love most in my life, no matter how you become, my love and heart for you will not change, so you don't need to say this, I don't want to hear it." ”
Zhao Fatyi smiled and nodded, "I know your heart, but I just feel that I am sick and hospitalized again, and I have lost my memory, and even forgot about you and my children, I really don't want to go! Li Hao, you are a good husband, but I don't seem to have learned to cherish it, I'm sorry!"
"Don't say that again! Li Hao patted Zhao Panyi's hand, "Let's go to my parents' house to pick up the children first, and then go buy something." There's nothing at home, and I barely came back because you've been in the hospital for so long. Since we are planning to bring the child back, the child needs a lot of things, so we have to work hard. If you feel tired, just tell me, I'll go shopping by myself and send you and the children home first!" Li Hao's careful and considerate made Zhao Panyi's eyes red, he will always be his best husband.
At her father-in-law's house, Zhao Fatyi looked at the old man and a little boy in front of her, and said with a smile: "Mom and Dad, you have worked hard, thank you." Then he turned to the child, "Baby, do you remember me, who am I?" Zhao Fatyi's gentle call made her son cry. He rushed over and hugged Zhao Fatyi tightly, "Mom, Mom, don't be sick again, I haven't seen my mother for a long time." Mom, you have to stay with me all the time, always by my side, Mom, Mom?" he hoped to get an affirmative answer from Zhao Fatyi.
Zhao Panyi squatted down, hugged her son, and burst into tears, "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is bad, I'm sorry! In the future, my mother will always be by your side, and she will never leave, okay? At this time, there was no other person or thing in her mind, only her own children, only children's tears. She knew that she chose to forget everything else like this, and that amnesia was a new start in her life!
The mother-in-law stood aside and watched, not saying anything. How can a woman who has forgotten her husband and son be accepted and tolerated by her mother-in-law?"Okay, since you are here, then have a good chat with me?" Fat Yi, although you don't remember me, there are some things I must say as a mother-in-law!"
Zhao Panyi sat on the sofa with her son in her arms and looked at her mother-in-law, "Mom, please speak." Even if I don't remember you, I'll listen to it. Looking at her mother-in-law's face, Zhao Fatyi knew and guessed that she was very unhappy, maybe not because of her grandson, but because of her illness?
"You are already a wife, a mother, how can you be so weak? Do you know how much your son misses you? Do you know how worried my son is? As a grandmother, I feel sorry for my grandson, and as a mother, I feel even more sorry for my son. Do you know how hard he works to take care of you? Man, you should put your career first, but he puts you first and has been taking leave of absence since you got sick. Do you think I'll be happy if he is like this?" The mother-in-law's serious face made Zhao Fatyi helpless. It turned out that real life was not as smooth as she imagined, and it was not as calm as she hoped? Li Hao pulled his mother on the side and didn't let him say that he was reluctant to be wronged by Fat Yi. The mother turned her head to look at her son, "Don't keep protecting and spoiling your wife like this, if you continue like this, she will be even more delicate!"
"Mom, I'm sorry, it's my daughter-in-law who has gone too far, please forgive me!" After speaking, Zhao Fatyi just looked down at her son and played with her son. The mother-in-law looked at Zhao Pangyi's appearance and became more and more angry. Li Hao pulled his mother into the bedroom.
"Mom, don't blame her. She's just been discharged from the hospital, and she won't be able to stand it if you do that. I know you feel sorry for me and your grandson, and I know you really want us to be happy. Mom, don't worry, I will handle my marriage and relationship with Fat Yi very well. Li Hao patiently persuaded his mother. At this time, you can't be angry with the old people, you can only persuade them slowly. "Mom, don't be embarrassed about Fat Yi anymore, okay? Li Hao's kind words persuaded him, and his mother naturally listened to it, so she could only nod her head and agree.
Picking up her son back to her home, Zhao Fatyi is always by her child's side. "Mom, I'm so happy! Because Mom is back, back to me, it's great!" The son's happy smile made Zhao Fatyi feel distressed, she is not a good mother!
Zhao Panyi hugged her son and kissed his little face, "Mom promised you that she would never leave you for so long and always be by your side, okay? Thank you, baby, thank you, don't be angry with your mother, thank you for not hating your mother." ”
"As long as my mother doesn't leave me, I won't be angry with my mother. And I want to be a good child, so that my mother will like me more and not leave me!" The son's unintentional words made Zhao Fatyi even more sad.
"Baby, Mommy loves you and will always love you. Zhao Fatyi hugged her son tightly. She used to be a daughter, and she was able to experience her son's psychological state, she blamed herself and regretted it even more. In this life, no matter what she encounters again, she will never leave her child, will not make him feel scared and lonely, and will not make him feel lonely and helpless. "Baby, although Mommy is not by your side, she misses Baby very much. Can you tell your mom about this time?"
"Hmm. The son's happy and bright smile made Zhao Panyi smile. As the memory recovered bit by bit in her mind, she knew that she would never leave Li Hao and this family, and she would never let her son have any worries and fears, she knew her choice. Listening to her son's childish words, Zhao Fatyi felt that she was the happiest mother and the happiest woman. She will not have any regrets, let alone any resentment, she believes in her decision.
Holding her husband's arm and pushing her son to shop in the supermarket together, Zhao Fatyi was full of smiles. Li Hao looked at his wife blankly and said, "Do you feel happy when the three of you come together?" If you think this is happiness, I will often accompany you in the future." ”
"Maybe I've been lost for a long time, but my greatest happiness is that you are a child, and this family can only give me. Although some memories are still vague, I know what I should cherish the most, what I already have, I will change it, let you rest assured!" Zhao Fatyi remembered Qingyi's era, and remembered Qingyi's first love, which was almost exactly the same as Li Hao, because of misunderstanding and stupidity, Qingyi missed the greatest chance of happiness. This time, she already has this opportunity, and she will try to take advantage of it and will not miss a second time!
Li Hao smiled with emotion, "Thank you, thank you for thinking of me and my son, thank you for thinking of our family, and thank you for cherishing our feelings, thank you!" Li Hao's words made Zhao Fatyi a little speechless, what did she do to make Li Hao so worried.
The son raised his head and looked at the smiles of his parents, and he was also happy. Children are most worried about the conflict between their parents, and they are even more worried about their parents being separated because of this. "Baby, whatever you want to eat, whatever toys you want, just take it, it's the punishment of the mother for not being with the baby for so long. Mom knows it's wrong, the baby forgives Mom, okay?" Zhao Fatyi bent down to kiss her son, and then picked up her son, "Mom loves my baby so much, I miss my baby so much!" Zhao Fatyi's kindness to her son made Li Hao very happy. Fat Yi may really find her rightful role, and she won't think about anything else, right? Home is everyone's safe haven, and family is everyone's most cherished gift.
Dinner was prepared by Zhao Fatyi, who seemed to remember her cooking skills and carefully prepared dishes for her husband and children. Li Hao walked into the kitchen and rolled up his sleeves, "You command, I can do something for you." Don't prepare dinner by yourself in the future, let's come together, fast and not tired!"
"Are you really willing to do something for me? Then you are responsible for peeling potatoes and I am responsible for stir-frying, okay?" Zhao Panyi looked at her husband with a smile, "With you helping me in the kitchen, I feel that housework is not such a boring labor, and I am really happy and not tired to talk and laugh with you!"
Li Hao looked at Zhao Fatyi, "How happy I am to see you like this! To be honest, I was also reflecting on myself when you were sick, I didn't seem to help you with anything before, everything was yours, I blame myself and am ashamed, I'm sorry! I promise that I won't use labor as an excuse in the future, let alone do nothing for you, please forgive me for being ignorant, and please see my changes! Fat Yi, no matter how bad I did before, but my love and heart for you is not a lot at all, please believe me!" Li Hao's words made Zhao Fatyi smile and nod.
At night, Zhao Fatyi screamed loudly in her dreams, crying and shouting. Li Hao got up to look at his wife with sleepy eyes, and then woke up Zhao Fatyi. Zhao Fatyi looked at her husband with tears in her eyes and cried out loudly, startling Li Hao. "What's the matter, is it a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, huh?" Li Hao comforted his wife softly, and gently hugged her into his arms, "What do you dream about, make you cry like this? It's okay, what about me? Everything has me, and you will always have my husband by your side!" Li Hao patted his wife's back, and finally calmed Zhao Fatyi down.
"I dreamed that you ignored me, and no matter how much I chased after you, you treated me with disdain, as if you deliberately didn't want to talk to me. I took your arm and begged you to come back to me, but you shook off my hand and left, not caring how I cried or shouted, and you didn't even look back. You don't want me anymore, you don't love me anymore, don't you?" Zhao Fatyi's aggrieved choking made Li Hao feel very distressed, "I didn't know how to cherish you before, and I also deliberately fell in love with others, just to stimulate you, all because I love you too much and care too much! Why are you still angry with me? Why don't you still forgive me?" Zhao Fatyi's question made Li Hao not know how to answer? She remembered the things in college, and remembered the things after they broke up before?
"Wife, you are really dreaming, you are dreaming! In my life, I have been a man who loves you and dotes on you all my life, I promise. Believe me, we'll be together for a lifetime, forever. Li Hao softly soothed his wife's emotions. After a while, Li Hao suddenly reacted, "Fat Yi, do you remember the past? Do you remember that we were in love before? Do you remember everything? Fat Yi, do you remember that I am Li Hao who has always loved you, Li Hao who has never changed?" Li Hao pulled Zhao Fat Yi excitedly and said. Zhao Pangyi's amnesia was a very strong blow to him, because she didn't remember their story, let alone the bits and pieces of their love.
Zhao Fatyi turned her head to look at her husband and smiled, "I remembered, I remembered that you and I used to be lovers, because we broke up in anger and found one, and then we were together again! Yes, we are high school classmates, you have always been by my side, you are my best friend, and you are the person who loves me the most!" Zhao Fatyi finished speaking, crying and pounced on her husband. Fortunately, she didn't lose him, and fortunately, he was always by her side. Zhao Panyi hugged her husband's neck, "Thank you, thank you, I love you, I will cherish you and cherish our family for the rest of my life!" Li Hao also cried, but also smiled and nodded.
This may be love! I think I have lost it, but I can still get it back, and I can still continue to have this relationship and family, this is a great luck, and it is also a hard-won happiness! People are occasionally greedy, they will be confused, and they don't know what they want most? Love someone, unconditional protection and tolerance, and in the end can still maintain their love and happiness. Therefore, there is no condition to love someone, and there is no reason to love someone!
Returning to school for the first time after getting sick, Zhao Panyi looked at the once familiar environment around her and smiled. Everything can go back, but fortunately everything can go back to normal. Entering the office, a colleague asked Fat Yi how she was doing, and Fat Yi said that she had recovered well. Zhao Fatyi smiled and chatted with her colleagues, chatting about what happened when she didn't go to work, and found that she liked this kind of life very much, ordinary and calm, and she could rely on the people she loved, isn't this true happiness?
Zhao Panyi didn't dare to drive anymore, so she had to wait for Li Hao to pick her up. When I went to the parking lot after work, I saw Zhong Shi standing there waiting for her, looking anxious. "Fat Yi, during the time I was out, I heard that you were hospitalized, and you were very sick, what's wrong? Why didn't you call me, why didn't you let me know? Fat Yi, you promised me, we will always be friends, did you promise?" Zhong Shi spoke quickly, but Fat Yi listened with a calm smile.
"I'm fine, I'm fine. Don't worry, I really have something to do, I won't tell you about this good friend, I promise!" Zhao Fatyi's cute smile made Zhong Shi want to hug her, and he wanted to hug her in his arms.
"Wife, have you already gotten off work? I'm sorry, there's a little traffic jam, I'm sorry!" Li Hao appeared with a smile on his face, holding a bouquet of roses in his hand. This is Li Hao's personality, as long as he works hard, he will do a lot of things that move his wife, this is the good man that Fat Yi hopes for. "Zhong Shi, why are you here? Long time no see, how are you?" Li Hao handed the flower to his wife and greeted Zhong Shi, the two men looked into each other's eyes, which were the eyes of rivals in love.
"I just heard that Fat Yi is sick, and it's very serious, and I'm worried. Today I heard that Fat Yi came to work on her first day, so I came over to take a look. She's recovering well, it should be your credit, thank you!" Zhong Shi was a little noisy, and neither Fat Yi nor Li Hao showed dissatisfaction.
"Fat Yi is my wife, my lifelong partner, I will do my best to take care of her, and I will love her for the rest of my life. Thank you for caring so much about us as a couple, and we hope you are happy! Okay, it's time to go home, otherwise there will be another traffic jam on the road. Fat Yi smiled, took Li Hao's arm, said "goodbye" to Zhong Shi and left with Li Hao. Zhong Shi stood there and looked at the two of them, his heart ached so much that he didn't know what to do? Zhao Fatyi always stayed away from him and would never come back!