Since then, they have gone against each other. Even though Zhou Ziliang tried hard to make up for it and close the distance, he finally lost the opportunity, even if he is willing to protect each other with death now, for him, summer is just a mixture of love and hate, and there is no guilt left.

Zhou Ziliang gave up his hope of survival, and used his blood to stain the red and white snow as a warning and waited for rescue.

By the time the rescue team arrived, Summer was already dying, and Zhou Ziliang was cold, as if he had entered a state of suspended animation.

Summer was in a coma for a month, and she was by her side when she was unconscious. It was Zhou Ziyu who came from China after getting the news, and he never believed that Xia Xia was such a ruthless person, nor did he believe that her feelings for him were just a scam.

So he refused to give up, and the moment he saw Summer lying in the ward, he was almost instantly drained of his strength and went limp.

He thought he would never see her again for the rest of his life.

On the day he arrived in Switzerland, it snowed heavily. The white snowflakes almost buried the whole world, Zhou Ziyu was sitting on the side of the hospital bed guarding her, and suddenly turned her head and saw a white expanse outside the window.

The snow covered all traces, as if she had struggled with him in the snow before.

Zhou Ziyu got the consent of the attending physician and went to the ICU to visit the dying Zhou Ziliang.

He couldn't think of anything in his head, just numbly followed the staff to the ICU. It is a very complicated and troublesome procedure, and after disinfection, you have to wear a sterile gown, as well as a mask and a hat, before you can enter.

Several nurses were busy in the ICU, and Zhou Ziyu was wearing an oxygen mask on her face. His fingers and body were full of instruments, and the electrocardiogram on the side also showed that his heartbeat was very weak, almost in a straight line.

Zhou Ziyu stood there like a puppeteer, not knowing anything. He only knew that he was standing there stupidly, Zi Liang's face was so familiar, it was his dearest brother, he always thought that they were the best brothers in the world.

But it wasn't until I got the news that I heard that Summer was in Switzerland with Ziliang. He realized that many things did not have another meaning than he saw.

He stared at Zhou Ziliang numbly and blankly, he didn't understand, did he do something wrong?

He must have done something wrong, if not because of it. Why does Ziliang do so many things behind his back, and why does he ...... He'll be here with Summer.

He remembered that he had told him those strange things several times in the summer, and it turned out that he had been warning him at that time. I just want to tell him that she can't be with him.

But what is the reason?

Because she loves Zi Liang?

Or, from the very beginning, there was something between her and Ziliang that she couldn't tell him.

Zhou Ziyu stepped forward numbly and reached out to touch the back of his hand. It was very cold, and the needle was stuck in the thickest vein, and the liquid was delivered into it drop by drop.

His hands were so cold that there was hardly any temperature, and Zhou Ziliang had been in good health since he was a child. On the contrary, he was always soaked in a medicine jar, he always felt that he would not live for many years, and never imagined that one day, he would actually stand in front of the hospital bed and watch him compete with death.

It's like a tug-of-war, the one who wins is the one who survives, and the one who loses is the one who will never be reborn.

Things have developed to this point, and there are so many things in his heart that he doesn't understand. But no matter how you think about it, you can't figure out the connection and changes.

He stayed in the ICU for a long time until his legs went numb.

During this period, there were several very dangerous rescues, and the instrument emitted an extremely rapid beep. Doctors and nurses rushed in and gathered around the bed to resuscitate him, trying to snatch him from death.

And he could only stand there numbly, as if he was frozen, unable to think, unable to move.

At the end of the last rescue, he was already cold, stiffly grabbed the doctor's sleeve, and asked him, "How the hell is he, Will he die?"

The doctor shook his head apologetically at him, and with a guilty look in his eyes, he told him.

“The situation is very dangerous，So can you wake up, or is it her own consciousness，”

Look at his own consciousness......

Zhou Ziyu's eyes gradually filled with tears, and his vision was blurred by tears.

He must have woken up, because even at the last moment, the person who was with him was Summer. He heard that when the two of them were rescued from the snow, Summer was still holding his hand tightly.

There has been no emergency rescue for more than two hours, and Zhou Ziliang's condition has stabilized a little. Zhou Ziyu left the ICU and returned to the ward to visit Summer.

She was lying on the hospital bed with the same pale face, as if she had no intention of waking up. From the time she was rescued until now, she has been motionless, has been very quiet, and has not made a sound.

But at the moment when Zhou Ziyu possessed her and covered the quilt, he clearly saw the tears that slipped out of the corners of Summer's eyes.

His heart suddenly throbbed inexplicably, stinging like a pinprick.

Summer's lips, which have been opening and closing very hard, seem to want to say something. Zhou Ziyu leaned over almost stiffly, and he finally heard what she had been whispering.

She said, "Zi forgive ...... Zhou Ziliang ......"

It turned out that she had been calling Zhou Ziliang's name, and Zhou Ziyu turned her head to look at her in a sleepy and numb manner. This girl who is close at hand, he thinks...... The girl who will spend the rest of his life with him.

At this moment, he is calling Zhou Ziliang, his dearest brother.

His tears welled up almost instantaneously, blurring his vision and reddening his eyes. Zhou Ziyu couldn't control the trembling of his body, and only felt that the pain in his heart instantly surged into his eyes, and it turned into hot tears about to flow out.

Dripping on the face of summer, crystal transparent.

Zhou Ziyu stayed in the hospital for a whole day, and immediately, someone sent Xia and Zhou Ziliang's mobile phone wallets and other things to the hospital. It's something they keep on the slopes before they enter the slopes.

He didn't look at anything, just picked up Xia and Zhou Ziliang's mobile phones. He couldn't unlock Summer's code, and finally had to use her finger to unlock the fingerprint lock.

Then, he finally understood all this, and the chat record with Zhou Ziliang on her mobile phone was enough to answer all his doubts.

He gradually understood that he didn't know Zhou Ziliang at all. He didn't know anything about his truest thoughts in his heart except for relationships.

If it weren't for seeing their chat history, he wouldn't have known that his younger brother hated him so much, and made so many preparations to get revenge on him and defeat him.

It turned out that the summer was so forced to be with him, and it turned out to be ...... From the beginning to the present, he has never loved himself, time is in such a hurry, God is too stingy, and he has never given him a minute or a second.

He was originally stubborn and refused to believe the facts, but when all this evidence was in front of him, he realized how stupid and naïve he was in the past, and he didn't even realize it at all.

And Zi forgive......

At the thought of his name, he felt like he couldn't breathe.

The reality was so cruel that it extinguished the last flame in his heart. trampled his stubbornness and self-esteem under his feet, and brutally faced the reality of the painful red fruit.

He always remembered what Summer had said to him at the end, even after Summer left. He has also been obediently receiving treatment and preparing for heart exchange surgery.

Her kiss on the top of the tea mountain, her dependence and affection for him in the villa, and the care for him, the happiness on her face when she was with him, these are all real, and he is not deceiving himself.

After looking at Zhou Ziliang's mobile phone, he gradually understood who the mastermind behind all this was. He knew that everything was only because Zi hated him, and Summer was just forced by him to do these things that hurt him.

Summer must have loved him, and she didn't want to hurt him. It was because she knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, so she repeatedly built herself psychologically, telling him that no matter what happened, she had to believe in her and live well.

The thick and boundless sea submerged him, drowning in it and not waking up.

Zhou Ziyu was after confirming that Zhou Ziliang and Summer's vital signs had stabilized and it was only a matter of time before they woke up. left a letter to Xia and Zhou Ziliang, and then returned to China.

He was alone stargazing on the rooftop, alone enduring the loneliness and cold of long winter nights.

No one knows how much self-control he used to digest such a painful thing, and when he returned to the country without incident, no one knew the pain in his heart.

From then on, the negativity, thinking that the whole world was a beautiful Zhou Ziyu, was completely gone.

In this world, even his dearest brother wanted him dead. They all hated him like this, and he himself felt that his existence was just a burden, just a pain.

Now that he is aware of this, it is time to make a choice.

To perfect him, and to fulfill himself?

On the night of Zhou Ziyu's suicide, he dined as usual as if nothing happened, then went to his observatory to go stargazing, and finally returned to his room in the early morning.

He placed the portrait he had sent to Summer on the table, his fingers brushing her face.

He has investigated that the combination of *class painkillers or cough suppressants and benzodiazepine sedatives is very dangerous and can lead to coma or death. If the two drugs are combined, it can lead to insomnia, slow breathing, and even coma and death.

His doctor had already reminded him of this, so he was always cautious every time he took medicine.

At this moment, he desperately put together two drugs that would take his life. Without hesitation, he tilted his head and swallowed.

Then lie back in bed as usual and slowly close your eyes.

There seemed to be no room for thought in my head, and there was chaos. In a dim way, he could feel that there were a large number of stars in the sky, and each star was winking mischievously at him.

A string of tears slipped from the corner of Zhou Ziyu's eyes.

Goodbye, summer.

Goodbye, my love.

Goodbye, everything that makes me feel hopeless.

Goodbye, a world that makes me feel hopeless, happy, throbbing.