Each person has a dream to be married
I don't know how I got back to the office, I was dazed and finally couldn't help it, and sent a text message to Zhao Yijing: "Your wedding photos are very beautiful." I regretted it, turned off my mobile phone and cried silently.
When Gu Jun and I got married, we were naked and had nothing, and at that time, my young self felt that wedding photos were spending money to buy sin, and what was wrong with those thousands of yuan. But now, I am sincerely envious.
When I turned on the phone again, Zhao Yijing only replied to me with a text message: "The wedding photos were announced, and the stock price rose." I shook my head helplessly and smiled. People's wedding photos are really valuable.
When I was having dinner, Dr. Xia looked at me in a trance and asked, "What's wrong?"
I didn't think about it: "Have you ever taken wedding photos?" After speaking, I reacted, how could he have taken it, and said with a smile, "I saw my colleague's wedding photos, and they were very good." β
Dr. Xia looked at me with a smile and said, "If you want to shoot, you can also go." Seeing that my expression changed, he smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry, listen to me." Nowadays, many people like to take pictures, a colleague of mine has a studio in Nanjing, and he also gave me a coupon, I can take a warm and warm past to shoot when I have time, children's photos are very popular, recording the days of children's growth. If you want to shoot, you can also take a set of shots. β
When my daughter was young, I invited someone from the studio to come to my home to shoot, but when I grew up, I was busy with business, and I really never took pictures of Nuan Nuan again. Now that Dr. Xia has brought it up, he thinks it's an idea.
Nuan Nuan finished eating and was playing on the side, and I asked her, "Nuan Nuan, do you want to take pictures?"
Nuan Nuan smeared on the drawing board, since Dr. Xia enrolled her in the class, she became more and more interested in drawing, and nodded casually at my question, "Hmm." I walked over to her, looked at her drawings and said, "What are you drawing, even my mother doesn't even care." β
Nuan Nuan looked up and giggled at me: "Draw Mom, uncle." Dr. Xia also came over, Nuan Nuan's painting was very simple, two big-headed people led a child in the middle, Nuan Nuan pointed out: "This is uncle, this is mother." β
I was a little amused: "Why do you paint your mother's face purple? Uncle's not painted?"
Nuan Nuan smiled: "Mom's face is always like this. "Dr. Xia and I were stunned, it turned out that my disguise still did not escape the child's eyes. Doctor Xia smiled and said, "Nuan Nuan is naughty, don't draw like this next time." β
I relieved my embarrassment and said, "Then you go and book it, and when will you bring Nuan Nuan over to shoot." Dr. Xia nodded.
Dr. Xia made an appointment two weeks later one weekend, and he took me and Nuan Nuan over. The studio is not far from their hospital, and Dr. Xia's colleague is not there, only the colleague's lover greeted us warmly: "Xiao Xia's family, Lao Luo told me, there is no appointment today, take a good photo of my daughter." β
I didn't expect Nuan Nuan to like to shoot, very cooperative with the camera, whether it's holding a bear or riding a small wooden horse, her demeanor is very cute. I couldn't help but take out my phone and take a lot of pictures of her. When taking pictures, I chatted casually with the proprietress and knew that she was also a newly opened studio, and her business was quite light. The proprietress smiled at me and said, "Miss Song, your daughter is very photogenic, this set of photos is out, can I put it here as a sample?"
"Absolutely. "It's a friend of Dr. Xia, so I'm glad to agree.
"Thank you. The proprietress looked at me and said, "Miss Song, you can also take a few photos and make samples for us, no one has tried the new costumes and wedding dresses." β
The word wedding dress made my heart "thump", and Dr. Xia looked at my expression and smiled faintly: "You go and see it first." If you like it, you can shoot it, and you can also help people. My heart moved, followed the proprietress to the dressing room to look at the clothes, five sets of new wedding dresses, all kinds of colors, I stroked the white one, although not as luxurious and delicate as Yao Qinglian's, but the holy and elegant momentum still made my heart pound. Is a woman inherently unresistant to wedding dresses, rings?
The proprietress saw me touching the wedding dress stupidly, took off the set and handed it to me: "Miss Song, you can try it on your body, it must look good." β
At that time, I seemed to have fallen into a Gu, just like going to the mall to buy clothes and seeing what I liked couldn't move, even if I couldn't afford it, I was always happy to be able to try it on my body to see the effect. I walked into the fitting room, changed the wedding dress, and the proprietress helped me close the zipper at the back, and couldn't help but sigh: "Miss Song, you must help me take a set, even if I spend money to find a model, I may not be able to wear this effect." β
I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself in white clothes, and I stayed there, I had never worn a wedding dress, and I never knew that I could be so beautiful. Hearing this, Dr. Xia came over, and was also stunned, but there was affection in his eyes that I had never seen before, and I was a little blushing when he saw it, and said, "Isn't it ugly?"
"It's beautiful. Dr. Xia's smile was very pulse, "Qingyang, you are really beautiful." β
The proprietress asked me, "Miss Song, can I take a picture of you?" β
I shook my head and said, "Don't shoot." I'm not very good at making faces. The proprietress let out an "oh" with some disappointment. Dr. Xia paused, pulled me and said, "Since the clothes are also worn, let's take a group photo." His eyes were full of earnestness.
The proprietress smiled, "Okay." As he spoke, he beckoned the photographer out and instructed: "Just shoot ordinary ones, without makeup." Dr. Xia stood next to me, put his hand lightly on my shoulder, and the photographer pressed the shutter a few times, took a few more individual shots for me, and smiled at me and said, "It feels good." β
After I finished shooting, I had to pick a film for the warm photos, and mine was directly copied to the USB drive and brought home. On the way, Dr. Xia's expression was a little out of control for the first time, and he suddenly looked at me and asked, "Qingyang, is it still far from the day when we took real wedding photos together?" Listening to his humble and lost tone, I felt deeply guilty.
"Zhijin, I think ,---- after the end of October" I was just about to say that I would not be able to give you an answer until the end of October, but Dr. Xia interrupted me with a smile, "By the way, what do you eat at night?" He changed the subject, and I had to give up.
I uploaded the photo to my phone, looking at myself, I looked very stinky and beautiful in my wedding dress, but unfortunately it was Dr. Xia standing next to me, what would happen if it was Zhao Yijing? Thinking about it, I blushed, and fell asleep holding my phone.
Every woman is dreaming of being married, regardless of age, only Fengyue. It's a pity that Zhao Yijing and I have a wrong wedding photo, and no one is next to him who is the person in his heart.
It's October 20th, and there are still ten days to go, and my mood is no longer apprehensive, but a helpless struggle. Until now, there is still no movement in Si Zhiheng, and the stock is still rising in an orderly manner, and there is no phenomenon of plummeting and bottoming. Change doesn't happen overnight. If the situation is still unclear by then, do I wait or not?
In those days, my mood was very poor, sensitive and anxious to the extreme, I was afraid that I couldn't help but look at it with trembling hands every day, the reports of Zhao Yijing and Yao Qinglian from heaven and earth, even in which hotel it was held, the guest invitation list was listed. Is this a show, how do you look at it more and more like it? I started to have insomnia and anxiety all night long. People also become in a trance.
Finally, when my mother called me again and told me that Qinglian's marriage was scheduled for the end of the month and the hotel in my hometown was also set, I hung up the phone, my tense nerves completely collapsed, and I fainted on the ground, I could feel that my arm seemed to have scratched something, it hurt, but I didn't have the strength to get up at all.
Dr. Xia took Nuan Nuan back, saw that I was in a hurry, helped me to the sofa, touched my forehead and didn't speak, wiped my arm with a disinfectant tissue, and there were all kinds of entanglements in his eyes: "Qingyang, why are you so careless?"
I smiled bitterly, I couldn't answer, I was tired, I was so tired, I couldn't wait, I couldn't pretend anymore, in front of Dr. Xia, I couldn't pretend to be Iron Man anymore, to pretend to be happy, I really couldn't do it.
Nuan Nuan pouted and was about to cry, but she just held my hand tightly. Dr. Xia didn't ask again, and after quietly cooking the meal, he left without eating at my place, and the pace was very heavy.
I still had insomnia that night, and the phone rang early the next morning, I picked it up, it turned out to be Zhao Yijing, I answered, and Zhao Yijing gritted his teeth on the other end of the phone: "Song Qingyang, can't you even wait for two months?"
"What's the matter?" my voice was tired and stiff-mouthed, "I never seemed to have promised to wait for you. β
Zhao Yi was respectful, paused for a moment and said, "Okay, very good, that is, the wedding photos you and the doctor took are really ready to get married?"
"How do you know?" I sat up in amazement, and his eyes became more and more open.
"How do I know? People hit me on the head, I still don't know?" Zhao Yijing lost his usual calm, and his voice was full of excitement.
"Then when you were filming, did you think about my mood?" I finally couldn't help but burst out, "Even if it's a play, do you have to do it so realistically?" said and couldn't stop the tears, "Zhao Yijing, no one has to wait anxiously for your boundless promise." I've had enough. Somehow, I suddenly felt so wronged, and cried while holding the phone. At that moment, the entanglement, struggle, and pain all erupted, "Zhao Yijing, I'm really fed up with this kind of waiting, from the first time you told me to wait, until now, it's been almost two years, two years, I've been waiting endlessly, from Yao Qinglian is your female companion on the spot, until she becomes your girlfriend, and from her being a girlfriend, waiting until she is a fiancΓ©e, and never waiting until she is going to get married, do you still think I haven't waited enough?"
When I said sobbing, there was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a while, his anger changed to a heavy sentence: "I know." After a pause, he finally said as if he had given up something: "I will fulfill my promise today and announce the dissolution of the marriage with her." β