Seeing Yu Qian like this, I suddenly felt that she didn't want to leave so much.

Yes, maybe she really didn't want to leave like this in her heart.

Her eyes were full of nostalgia, her appearance, her expression, it looked so distressing.

However, Yu Qian looked at the Christmas tree for a while, and finally turned her head and smiled softly at me.

When I left the hotel with Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue also looked at the Christmas tree with a particularly reluctant expression, I don't know if Yu Qian's thoughts are the same as Zheng Jiayue at that time?

Thinking of this, Yu Qian turned her head, she looked at me and took a deep breath softly, and said, "Let's go, let's go.."

I nodded, and followed Yu Qian to the side of the road again.

Because it was snowing at this time, people seemed to be very happy, but there were also a lot of people taking taxis on the side of the road.

Yu Qian and I left this intersection and walked forward.

Yu Qian was not in a hurry to go home along the way, and it seemed that she was not in a hurry to go home.

I didn't know what to say to her, so I could only walk and watch the falling snowflakes.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, and it feels as if it won't stop all night...

After walking like this for a while, suddenly Yu Qian seemed to think of something, and actually laughed "hehe"...

I was a little surprised to hear Yu Qian's smile, and I couldn't help but look at her and ask, "What are you laughing at?"

Yu Qian looked at me and said in a low voice: "It's nothing, but I suddenly thought of something, and I remembered that I had been in the rain with you before.. It's nice to be walking together on a snowy night again."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the day I was in the rain with her, but I didn't expect her to remember it... I smiled at her, nodded and said, "That's it, you say that, it's true... It's also like I've been drenched in the rain and stepped on the snow with you.. I should say I'm honored, right?"

Yu Qian smiled when she heard me say this, and at this time she stood on the side of the road, looked at me again and said, "No~ I'm also very honored.. Let's just wait here for the bus, it should be there in a while.."

I stood beside Yu Qian, looked at her and nodded, "Okay, just wait here.."

In this way, I stood on the side of the road with Yu Qian, and there were many people waiting for the bus together like the two of us, but the average couple stood tightly together, and it seemed to be warmer, although Yu Qian and I were very close, there was still a distance in between.

At this time, Yu Qian didn't speak again, and I didn't say anything, just waited quietly with her for the car.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, but there was still no taxi to stop, and even if there were, it was stopped by the person in front of us.

At this time, I remembered something, because I felt that if I went on like this, Yu Qian might not be able to go back for a while, and even if I went back, it would definitely not be safe on the road...

So I'm thinking that I can't let her get together at my house for one night, anyway, I'm going to work at the company tomorrow, and it's okay to go together..

In fact, I feel that as long as I talk to Zheng Jiayue, there won't be much of a problem, after all, Zheng Jiayue asked Yu Qian to come to me, and now it's snowing so hard, if something really happens, she won't be happy, right?

Thinking of this, I looked at Yu Qian, and still said in a low voice: "That, it seems that it is difficult to get a taxi?" The snow is getting heavier and heavier, otherwise, you don't leave, stay in my house for one night, you sleep in the bed and I sleep on the sofa.."

Yu Qian didn't expect me to say this suddenly, she looked at me with a surprised expression on her face.

But soon she smiled, shook her head and said, "No, let's wait, we should get a taxi in a while."

Yu Qian doesn't seem to want to live in my house, but it must be because of Zheng Jiayue's side that she said so.

Seeing that Yu Qian didn't agree, I couldn't continue to ask, so I could only nod, looked at her again and said, "Okay, then wait, just in case... If it really doesn't work, it's okay, I'll just talk to Xiaoyue when the time comes, and she will definitely understand, after all... With such a big snowfall, besides, nothing will happen to us, right, hahaha..."

Yu Qian just smiled slightly when she heard me say this, and quickly nodded.

However, not long after the two of us said this, a taxi pulled up in front of us...

The driver was very enthusiastic, and when he saw that Yu Qian was a big beauty, he immediately beckoned Yu Qian to get in the car.

Seeing that there was a car, Yu Qian glanced at me, thought about it and said, "Okay Wang Ming, then I..." Just gone.. You should go back early, too."

Hearing Yu Qian say this, I nodded and motioned for her to go..

And Yu Qian lowered her body and was about to get into the car, but at this time she seemed to remember something, only to see her turn her head again, look at me and say, "By the way, I haven't told you yet."

"Happy Birthday.. Merry Christmas.."

Yu Qian's words made my heart tremble, I looked at her, stunned for a while before I spoke again: "Well, you too, Merry Christmas.."

After saying that, I saw Yu Qian smile slightly, and quickly lowered her body and got into the car.

After Yu Qian got in the car, the taxi started quickly, I stood in place, watching the taxi drive away little by little, out of my sight..

At this time, I seemed to have such a feeling, feeling that Yu Qian was like this, leaving my life little by little...

I didn't know if I was going to feel bad or what to do, but I stood like this for a long time before I sighed again and walked back to where I lived.

Let's say, it's the other way around. I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.

Just give her a night out...

Such a night can be regarded as for her, and it can be regarded as for herself..

Thinking of this, the guilt in my heart finally decreased a lot, I took a deep breath, and hugged Yu Qian in my arms a little...

At this time, the brain finally became calm, and all thoughts disappeared.

I began to enjoy it, to enjoy the illusion of this moment, of bliss.

It turns out that people are like this.

People are all and cannot be satisfied.

Those people you think you have forgotten, things that you think, have completely discarded...

When it reappears in front of your eyes, it will still be remembered, it will still be, so unforgettable...

We live in such a world that no one can escape the constraints of this world...

Those so-called insistence on self-consciousness are worthless in reality.

Later, I don't know when I fell asleep...

All in all, I slept very soundly.

I had a dream at night, in which Zheng Jiayue turned her back to me, no matter how I called her name, she was still unwilling to turn her head.

I was about to step forward and grab her, when suddenly I was behind me