As a man, he is still not strong enough, he said that he would not shed tears, and he said that he would not cry easily, but when he saw the hospital examination results, his tears were still not angry, and he couldn't help but burst the embankment......

A man hides in a corner, crying like a fool.

I told myself to be strong, but when I saw my mother's painful tears, my heart was like a knife.

I also had dreams and pride. Zeng would rather endure the pain than be angry. He was proud and unyielding. I once thought that if I worked hard, I would be ridiculous to watch the wind and rain, and I believed that everything would eventually pass...... As a result, at the end, I found that I had entered the hell of Ah Nose.

People say that rainbows are always after the storm, but ...... What I have experienced is storm, storm, storm...... In the end, it's the damn wind and rain, this god is like going against himself, and he can't wait to drown me in the wind and rain!

I'm not convinced, I don't believe it...... So I worked hard again and again, and gave again and again...... But in exchange for the wind and rain again and again...... It's like being abandoned by God.

In the new year, I thought everything would be fine, told myself to say goodbye to the past and welcome a better future, and the result was ...... It was a bolt from the blue.

In recent years, my mother's health has not been very good, and in August 15, my mother had pain all over her body, and it was a herniated lumbar disc after examination. Well, this disease is not serious, it is a chronic one, and there is no major problem with slowly conditioning and resting...... However, after various treatments, it still did not improve, and the pain all over the body was still painful, and the blood sedimentation rate increased rapidly......

I didn't feel good, I took my mother to run through a number of hospitals, saw the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine, orthopedic hospital, southwest hospital, Daping Hospital and other hospitals, and finally did MRI CT, MRI, tumor serological examination in Daping Hospital, etc., the hospital initially suspected that it was a tumor...... My nervous heart finally let go, and at that moment I was so happy that I wanted to cry.

Later, the hospital prescribed two months of medicine for my mother to take for observation...... In the middle of the process, there are various inspections...... However, after two months of eating, the pain in my mother's body still did not improve in the slightest, and it became more serious, she was sick in bed, and the family's savings were also spent......

Looking at my mother's painful appearance, I felt anxious and uncomfortable.

After the New Year, I had to take her to the Second Affiliated Hospital for examination, which lasted for a week and cost nearly 10,000 yuan, and finally got the results today - spinal tuberculosis, and the formation of vertebral abscess, lumbar intervertebral disc degeneration and bulging.

Eagerly took the results and asked the doctor if it was serious, and the doctor's answer was very serious, the early conservative treatment required a large cost, and the later surgery required more than 100,000 yuan, not to mention the postoperative rehabilitation treatment......

I had a dream last night, and today I was slapped in the face by reality, and the result was like a bolt from the blue.

For a peasant family...... This is undoubtedly a disaster.

I was overwhelmed and didn't know what to do.

I even suspected that it was a misdiagnosis, but the results on the report were so clear.

I secretly checked the information of the attending physician with my mobile phone, glared at Deng XX, chief physician, professor, vice president, director of orthopedics, doctoral supervisor, published several papers, and was interviewed by Xinhuanet......

Pretending to be strong in front of your mother and telling her that everything is okay and that everything will be fine...... But when I got home alone, I hid under the covers and cried secretly......

Seeing everyone's various comforts, I felt even more uncomfortable and cried even more......

I tried hard to tell myself not to cry, but I couldn't hold back the tears and fell uncontrollably.

I'm still not strong enough.

My uncle died of stomach cancer two years ago, and I was afraid of my mother......

I can't imagine.

said that he would give them happiness, and that he would make them like princesses, but ...... But she cried like a.

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I want to code words, but my head is a mess, writing and deleting on the computer, and in the end I can't code a word, and I still haven't eased up.

My head hurts, my neck hurts, and my heart hurts even more.

The expected beauty was shattered on this day......

I don't know what to do next......