Chapter I
Tang Shijun grabbed Qingyi, who was about to enter the study, "What you said to Siqi just now was sincere? Or did you really want to give up on me and our marriage?"
"Can I decide? Can I decide the future of our marriage? Shijun, you and I are working very hard to play the roles of wife and husband, and we have both tried our best! It's just that our fate has only been so shallow for a few months, and this is not something that can be changed by our efforts! I don't want and can't really make enemies of anyone, it's too tiring, it's not suitable for me! What Siqi wants, it's her business! And I don't want to compete with her for anything, it's not my specialty! I'm not giving up anything, I'm just making it easier for myself, just making it easier for you!"
"Do you want me to fulfill you and your love?"
"Shijun, do you understand what it takes to love someone? Do you know what you need to give to love someone? Actually, you don't know anything, you just blindly think that you can't love, maybe you just don't dare to love anymore! Shijun, I don't have the ability to make you really love me, so I give up fighting and giving up trying!"
Tang Shijun looked at Qingyi, "Why do you think I didn't fall in love with you?"
"There's no point in saying this now, you and I both live the life we want, by the side of the person we want to love! Isn't this what we said before? What's wrong, do you regret it now? Because Siqi is no longer the girl you imagined?"
Tang Shijun looked at Qingyi, indeed as Qingyi said, Siqi's performance disappointed him, but also made him helpless, he no longer loved, and no longer wanted to do anything for Siqi? www.biquge.info As long as Siqi doesn't have a husband, he has the responsibility to take care of her, and he has the obligation to take care of her, no matter who his current wife is, he must do it! Qingyi said his psychology, and also guessed his opinion, he has nothing to say!
"As for our Lingling, it seems that Siqi really wants to get her back, so let Siqi get acquainted with Lingling first! I won't fight for something that doesn't belong to me, no matter what it is!"
"Qingyi, let's both give each other a chance, don't break up so soon, I don't want to lose, I don't want to divorce you so soon, give me a little time, and give myself a little time, how about it?" Tang Shijun's sincere tone made Qing Yi smile, and she shook her head.
"You don't want to get divorced so soon because you don't want to be talked about?" Okay, I promise you won't get divorced so soon, but I don't want to give you or give myself the opportunity to waste time!"
"Qingyi?"
"You've bought a house for Siqi, so you'll live there first. When we officially divorce, I will move out!Don't worry!" After speaking, Qingyi walked into her study and closed the door.
Tang Shijun looked at the door of the study, suddenly, his tears fell, suddenly, he felt a pain to the bone, an extremely distressed feeling, he didn't want to lose Qingyi, he really fell in love with Qingyi, he was really reluctant to Qingyi!
At the breakfast table, Qingyi hugged Lingling, "Baby, from today onwards, Dad will pick you up, and then go to the aunt's house yesterday for dinner, okay?" Mom has been very busy lately and has no time to take care of the baby, can the baby temporarily help Mom with this favor?"
Tang Shijun looked at Qingyi and did not speak.
Ling Ling looked at Qing Yi and nodded, "Then Mom is done, so she has to take care of Ling Ling?" Ling Ling asked Qing Yi, and Qing Yi smiled and nodded.
Tang Shijun's heart felt pain again, Qingyi did what she said, gave up herself and Lingling, gave up this family, and gave up his husband!
After sending Lingling to kindergarten, Qingyi wandered the streets without a purpose. In the shopping mall, Qingyi wanted to buy clothes, but she saw that not far away, He Yuanshan was with a woman who looked to be in her fifties, maybe his wife! Qingyi didn't go over, but was just trying on clothes in a store, and soon heard He Yuanshan's voice: "The clothes in this store are too young to suit your age! You should wear something noble!"
"Husband and wife for so many years, you really often accompany me to buy clothes!
Qingyi heard the clerk say, "Mr. He has accompanied his wife to buy clothes again?" Mrs. He has always dressed very young, and there are no clothes that are not suitable! Mrs. He should pick and choose!"
"No need. Since my husband doesn't like me to wear clothes that are too young, just listen to him. ”
"Your husband and wife have always had such a good relationship, it's really enviable!" The clerk's words pierced Qingyi's heart like a knife.
"Yes, we have always been so good, for more than thirty years!" He Yuanshan said.
"Yes, I have a super good husband!" Listening to the sound of high heels leaving, Qingyi came out of the fitting room.
"Mrs. Tang, do you like these pieces you tried on?" the clerk said very politely.
Qingyi smiled and nodded, "No need, thank you!" and walked out of the storefront. She wanted to see Mrs. He, who she had never seen before, He Yuanshan's wife.
At the door of the shopping center, Qingyi was holding a few shopping bags in her hand, and saw He Yuanshan opening the door for his wife with a smile on his face, that kind of smile was not pretended, it was real! Qingyi understood He Yuanshan's smile, when was it real and when was it disguised? Looking at He Yuanshan's car away, Qingyi had no tears, no sadness, but was relaxed, but reassured, He Yuanshan's old age would be very happy, and He Yuanshan could enjoy the joy of family! And she, a hurried passer-by in He Yuanshan's life, should have quit! Yes, she should have quit a long time ago! The love that should not have been let go at the beginning should have ended now! She no longer has to live in self-blame and guilt, and she doesn't have to hurt herself anymore!
On the way home by taxi, she smiled, no matter for Tang Shijun or He Yuanshan, she gave up! She wanted to live a life alone, she didn't want to be entangled in love or marriage anymore! Whether it was love or marriage, she gave up, she didn't want it anymore! She couldn't afford it, and she had no reason or qualifications to ask for it anymore!
At home, Qingyi looked at the time, and now should be the time to pick up Lingling. It's just that she forced herself not to go, not to appear in front of Lingling, otherwise Lingling would never accept Siqi and never like her biological mother? No, she couldn't let Lingling lose her biological mother because of her, she couldn't be so selfish, and she couldn't be so cruel? Suddenly, Qiu Qingyi decided to give up everything, love, marriage, and family affection were all given up, and she didn't want anything!
At night, Qingyi who looked at the night sky alone smiled and said, he was alone again, and he had started a life without any worries, was this kind of life lucky or sad? Everything should be explained clearly, and he should not have decided in the future! Whether it was Tang Shijun or He Yuanshan, he should meet and then decide! His willfulness and selfishness should not be too much!
Feelings are always the most tired, Qingyi doesn't like such exhaustion, and she doesn't like such entanglement. Giving up is a fulfillment of oneself and a blessing to others, and there is nothing wrong with it. If He Yuanshan still wanted to stay by her side, she couldn't stop her. As for Tang Shijun, she must leave. Greed has always been a great enemy, she can't be greedy, she can't drag Tang Shijun down, since she has given up, there is no need to have any more dealings. A person's time is also very good, and he can be a filial daughter, which can make his parents happy and relieved.