Chapter X

Zhao Fatyi on the bus, thinking about the relationship between her and Li Hao, should not waste each other's time like this, no matter what problems there are, they should take the initiative to solve them or break up directly, it seems that dragging them out like this is not good for anyone. Pen Γ— fun Γ— Pavilion www. biquge。 info Zhao Fatyi doesn't want to be scheming in her relationship with Li Hao, because it's not worth it, because Li Hao's naivety and sincerity don't need to be scheming. Zhao Fatyi doesn't want to spend her mind on dealing with Li Hao's naivety, she wants to cherish the temporary simple love!

On the weekend, when Zhao Fatyi picked up the phone and wanted to call Li Hao, she put down the phone again, she wanted to think quietly, whether she could accept or continue to fall in love with Li Hao like this, she was not sure if she could truly tolerate Li Hao's naivety and domineering?

If you can't accept it, don't waste each other's time, so Zhao Fatyi has to think clearly before deciding what to do. She is not a greedy girl and doesn't want Li Hao to be so innocent. She is willing to cherish Li Hao in the time she still likes him.

Walking to the park where she frequented Qingyi, she froze. Because of her former ex-husband, Gu Yuanxiu stood by the lake in a daze, and the appearance of looking at the lake made Zhao Fatyi's heart hurt very much. The shadow of her ex-husband often reappears in her mind, not only Tang Shijun, but also Gu Yuanxiu.

I have to admit that although the previous marriage was not rich, it was very happy and down-to-earth, it was a happy and happy time in her life, and she was grateful to Gu Yuanxiu for giving her such love and marriage all her life, which was the wealth of her life, and it was worth cherishing for her life.

Although the ending is not perfect, as a husband and wife, they are indeed happy and lucky in the few years of marriage, because they can meet each other and stay with each other in a short life, they should indeed be grateful.

Walking over, Zhao Fatyi didn't turn her head to look at Gu Yuanxiu, although this man used to be so important and irreplaceable in her life, but now everything has changed, he is no longer the husband who dotes on her, and she is no longer the virtuous and capable wife.

Gu Yuanxiu didn't turn his head to look at the girl walking by beside him, but just looked at the lake in a daze. How many times did Qingyi come to this lake because of his divorce from him, looking at the lake in a daze, looking at the lake and feeling their marriage and love? At this moment, he finally understood Qingyi's feelings, Qingyi's heartache and helplessness at that time, and Qingyi's fulfillment of him. Qingyi is too kind, so kind that she has harmed her own people.

Smelling the faint scent of jasmine, he looked at the girl who was already only with her back, the way the girl walked made him feel like an acquaintance, and in the decades since he came to this city, only Qingyi had given him such a feeling, so Qingyi would make him have such a sense of intimacy. But he was never the kind of person who would take the initiative to talk to girls, so he just smiled and walked away, and his once handsome temperament has now become calm, and he has finally become a mature man in Qingyi's mouth.

Zhao Fatyi, who walked over, burst into tears. I can't help but recall my married life, and Gu Yuanxiu's married life, and I am lucky to be able to remember such warmth and happiness, right? At least seeing Gu Yuanxiu standing here, it shows that he always has her in his heart, and he has never forgotten her, and he has not forgotten their love. This kind of love, such a pain, in the final analysis, has become the best memory of life.

Gu Yuanxiu, who was by the water, took out his and Qingyi's wedding ring, smiled, kissed the ring, and threw it out. What's the point of keeping the ring for someone who can't be found, anyway, everything is caused by himself, and no one can be blamed.

Zhao Fatyi touched the painful head and picked up the ring. She froze, it was the wedding ring when she and Gu Yuanxiu got married. Why did Gu Yuanxiu's deep affection for her make her feel at this time, why did she do something so sorry for her in the first place?

She shouldn't complain, let alone be dissatisfied, after all, all this is her own choice and fulfillment. Love seems to be like this, after the passage of time, I feel that everything is good, and there is almost nothing bad in my memory.

At this time, I really want to rush over and hug him like I did in the past, and I want to say to him, "Husband, I miss you so much, I love you so much!" She wanted to lean on his shoulder and be coquettish, holding his arm and walking down the street with a smile on her face.

Gu Yuanxiu gave her too many beautiful and happy memories, which were not something that Tang Shijun and Liu Yuanshan could give. These are the steadfastness obtained from the little life experience, and the feelings precipitated from the getting along with firewood, rice, oil and salt.

In the gazebo, Zhao Fatyi took out the coffee drink she was carrying, and her actions stunned Gu Yuanxiu, who had just walked near the pavilion, wasn't that the cup that Qingyi liked? Isn't that the coffee that Qingyi likes to drink? He was a little stunned. I couldn't help but walk towards the girl.

As soon as Zhao Fatyi turned around, she saw Gu Yuanxiu, who had been looking at her, "If there is fate in this life, I still want to spend my life with you." This sentence kept appearing in Fat Yi's mind, she knew that she had been haunted by the failure of her first marriage, and she still hadn't forgotten the handsome man in front of her.

Zhao Fatyi took off her sunglasses with a smile on her face and handed out the ring, "What you just threw away hit my head." I hope to return it to you, maybe it is worth remembering, don't give up easily. After saying this, she walked away and put the ring on Gu Yuanxiu's hand.

The happy marriage in the depths of my memory can never be erased, and I don't want to erase it like this. Zhao Panyi wants to keep such happy memories for the rest of her life, and keep the memories of Gu Yuanxiu, because it was the happiest time in her life and the most down-to-earth day.

Gu Yuanxiu is a very simple man, he doesn't need any scheming, let alone such and such tricks, he is the same as Qingyi in the past, he does not have such complicated things, and a simple life is the greatest happiness and joy.

After remarrying, Qingyi is no longer so relaxed, no longer so down-to-earth, because of Tang Shijun's excellence, because of Tang Shijun's success, she can't help but do her best to tie Tang Shijun's heart, give herself a peace of mind, and let her family rest assured. Because of Tang Shijun, she has been living very tired and hard, which is all hard work that Gu Yuanxiu has never had by her side. She didn't know if such a deep memory of her marriage with Gu Yuanxiu was appropriate for her.

Gu Yuanxiu watched the girl go away, and suddenly had an urge to keep her, and suddenly wanted to hug her tightly and never let go, he was frightened by his own psychology. He's never been that impulsive and emotional, huh?

When she got home, Zhao Fatyi didn't do anything, she hugged the pillow blankly, and her eyes were not focused. Her favorite dog came to her footsteps, and she didn't react. It turned out that what she had been looking forward to was the kind of calm and down-to-earth ordinary life that Gu Yuanxiu gave her, and it turned out that she had always been an ordinary woman.

What can they do when they meet in this life? Can they snatch Gu Yuanxiu back? She can't do it, and she can't do it! Forget it, it's better to live a life that belongs to Zhao Fatyi, and don't have any ties with Gu Yuanxiu and everything before.

Gu Yuanxiu's handsome but haggard face kept appearing in her mind, and her heart still couldn't help but ache faintly, it turned out that this was love. After so many years, so much time has passed, I will still be deeply attached to one of his expressions, and I will still be so reluctant!

Love does need the accumulation of years, and it does need time to prove. If you love Gu Yuanxiu, you should stay away from him and his family, this is what you need to love him. He had already betrayed his marriage once, and there could not be a second time.

Fat Yi shook her head and picked up the puppy in her footsteps, "Baby, I'm sorry, my sister is thinking about things, I didn't hug you, I'm sorry, baby!" Fat Yi hugged the dog and cried, this time she had to let go of her heartache, and this time it was necessary to fulfill! She has been trying to fulfill others, but she has never considered perfecting herself, fulfilling her heart and feelings, and fulfilling her greed. She didn't want to show her greatness, she just wanted to fulfill Gu Yuanxiu's family.

No matter how much you say, no matter how vigorous your love is, there is no real relationship between firewood, rice, oil and salt, and there is no warmth and touching in ordinary life. It seems that because her life with Tang Shijun is too good, they don't cherish it or move it. and Gu Yuanxiu can always move the bits and pieces of life, so they are also extremely happy. She always thought that it was Liu Yuanshan that she couldn't forget and let go, but now she knows that as early as the first marriage, she had already let go of everything, but she didn't know it!

At dinner, Gu Yuanxiu looked at the food on the table without any appetite, "Why are these again? Can't you change some dishes?" His complaint made his wife very angry, and she sat aside and didn't speak. He looked at his wife and didn't speak again.

"You'll wash the dishes later!" his wife's words made him angry, his wife, who was not smart and clever enough, couldn't become the person in his heart no matter how much he looked at it, no matter how many years passed, he still couldn't love his wife as much as he loved Qingyi.

"If you don't want to wash it, forget it, you can wash it tomorrow! I'll go out later, I'm not free!" He no longer has the mood and patience to talk to his wife, going out is the best way, and the best way to get along between them, he can't stand it anymore!

"Do you have another woman?" is a woman's first feeling, and it is also a woman's most sensitive issue. A man's helplessness and unintentionality are all because he has another woman in his heart, and there will be no other factors!

Gu Yuanxiu sneered, "Aren't you just another woman, it's just not in my heart!" After speaking, he opened the door and walked out, he would not forgive his wife's deception, let alone forgive him for separating him from the woman he loved the most forever because of his wife's deception, he would not forgive, never!

Another Friday morning, Zhao Fatyi, who had just walked into the school gate, saw Li Hao from a distance, and then took the initiative to walk over to say hello, "Let's have lunch together at noon today, I don't have classes in the afternoon! What about you? Is there any arrangement, if there is, we can do it tomorrow!" Li Hao looked at Zhao Fatyi with some surprise, "I am willing, very willing, as long as you say." ”

"See you at the school gate at noon!" After speaking, Fat Yi walked away with a smile on her face. Her smile made Li Hao feel that the relationship between them was different, and her smile made Li Hao see the hope that they would continue to be in love.

In those four classes, Li Hao had a very happy time. Zhao Fatyi is too, she will no longer be entangled in her life, she will do whatever she wants, she will no longer wronged herself, since she has let go, she should go over completely and let everything end.

As soon as she got out of school, Guo Guangshi's phone called, hoping to have dinner with her, she immediately agreed, she didn't want to lie to herself, she still wanted to live a life back to Qingyi, she still wanted to live such a colorful life, except for Liu Yuanshan. This time, she will not let Liu Yuanshan appear in her life again, and she will not have any entanglement with him again. If you let it go, it can be completely over, just like her love affair with Li Hao.

She touched her heart and finally understood what she really wanted, what life she really wanted to pursue, she would not give up easily in this life, and she would never give up her own life and happiness for the sake of fulfillment, she would never again!

For the first time, Zhao Panyi clearly knew what she wanted to do, and knew what she wanted to do! Zhao Fatyi had a smile on her face, a smile that was more beautiful than usual, but she was already less peaceful!

At lunchtime, two people who were once in love sat in a snack bar and looked at each other. Li Hao spoke first, "Fat Yi, in fact, I have always wanted to say sorry to you, but I am too naΓ―ve, and I am too concerned about your attitude towards me, so I want to ask you to forgive me for my selfishness." ”

Zhao Fatyi smiled, "Originally, I wanted to give you a chance to take the initiative to say that you broke up." Now that you can't speak, I'll have to take the initiative to speak. In fact, we have actually broken up, but our greed still refuses to admit it! Li Hao, we have been in love very seriously, we have all worked very hard to adapt to each other, or we have tried hard to pamper each other, but we still don't have enough tolerance and maturity to easily ignore each other. ”

Li Hao looked at Zhao Fatyi's eyes, "Are you in love with someone else, or have you changed your mind?" You'd better tell me the truth." ”

Zhao Fatyi smiled, "I don't talk for a month, I don't care about each other for a month, is this still a relationship? So the fact is that we have broken up, but now we are officially explaining." Li Hao, let's just get together and disperse like this, okay? Fate is over, and there is no intention to keep it!"

"Did you ask me to say these things to me today?Or did you already think about taking revenge on me for my indifference to you like this?" Li Hao was still unwilling to lose Zhao Fatyi like this, he still wanted to make a last effort, or he wanted to continue their relationship.

"I am full of gratitude to you for your love and tolerance for me. It's just that we've all grown up, but our love hasn't grown with us, so we can only break up! It has nothing to do with being disappointed or abandoned, it's just that we can't fall in love again. Zhao Panyi's words made Li Hao unable to refute.

Li Hao took Zhao Fatyi's hand, "Then we can change, we can change the way we get along, as long as we don't break up, okay?" He didn't want to lose, he didn't want to lose the girl he loved so much, and he didn't want her to be someone else's girlfriend.

Zhao Panyi smiled and withdrew her hand, "I'm just an ordinary girl, I just want to be the most ordinary woman and live with her husband and children." However, you are not such a quiet person, and your personality and mine are completely polar, so we have to break up. Please agree, grant my request, it is for you and me. Li Hao, the two of them are together for happiness and ease, if getting along makes people tired, why should they be together?"

"You've already decided, you won't change it anymore, right?" Li Hao knew that it was useless to say anything at this time, because once Fat Yi made up her mind, no one would be able to convince her. After falling in love for a year and breaking up, it can be regarded as worthy of his heart for Fat Yi.

Zhao Panyi smiled and nodded, because she finally knew what she wanted the life she wanted most, because she finally found her purpose in life, knew how to work hard, and how to achieve her goals and dreams. "Li Hao, thank you. ”

"Fat Yi, are we still friends?" asked Li Hao with his last hope.

"When you let go, we can still be best friends and confidants! But before, we can each live our own lives, okay?" Although Zhao Fatyi was in a consultative tone, her decision would never change.

Li Hao nodded helplessly, and the relationship between him and Fat Yi finally ended. No one knows what kind of fate they will have in the future, so everything will be natural. Loving someone and respecting her decisions is also a way of love, at least the way Fat Yi needs.

Walking out of the restaurant, Li Hao looked at Zhao Fatyi, "I'll send you home!"

"No need, I have something to do at night, I won't go home for the time being, you can go back first! Then, from today on, we will be friends who can't see each other for the time being, and after you can treat me as a friend, we will become real friends again!"

"Okay!" Li Hao said helplessly. Zhao Fatyi waved goodbye without the slightest nostalgia and reluctance, which made Li Hao feel extremely sad.

"Li Hao, live your own life well, I am not suitable for you to be together. You may be hurt more seriously in the future, it is better to break up with you now, and you will be better off later. Li Hao, please forgive me for my choice, and please forgive my heart. Zhao Fatyi said sorry to Li Hao in her heart, she really felt sorry. After she understands her heart, she must do it after determining the path she should take in life, and she can't procrastinate.

It's the same with Guo Guangshi, tell him everything clearly, can't let him waste time waiting, can't hurt an innocent person anymore! No matter how she and Guo Guangshi change, they can only be friends and confidants.