Chapter 215: That Child Is Your Real Pain

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Lu Li hooked his lips and smiled, looking at Lin Yiyi:

"You're not the same, running away from the hustle and bustle and coming to this dark place. ”

Lin Yi lowered his eyes and smiled:

"I just want to be alone. ”

"Then I'm different from you. Lu left the mouth and looked straight at her: "I'm waiting for you." ”

Lin Yi was stunned one by one, and even looked at Lu Li with some puzzlement, if her memory did not appear to be any insanctity, Lu Li had said goodbye to him, he didn't want to have anything to do with each other after they were separated, and now that they have been separated for a long time, it is not his personality to be involved.

Lu Li saw that Lin Yiyi was thinking, took a puff of cigarette, and then threw the cigarette butt into the grass, the fire was quickly extinguished, and when he looked at Lin Yiyi and wanted to say something, he found that she was still standing barefoot in the grass, frowning slightly, walking over, standing in front of her, taking the high heels she was carrying, and then squatting down in front of her.

Realizing what he wanted to do, Lin Yiyi got up from the stone almost reflexively, and moved a few steps to the side, although it was not called a snake and scorpion, but that kind of reaction also made others not feel too good, Lu Li's action of putting on her shoes was so frozen, and she didn't move for a long time in such a posture.

Lin Yiyi was a little overwhelmed, but he still didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, and walked over and took his shoes from Lu Li's hand:

"I'll just wear it myself. ”

Lu Li looked at his empty hands and smiled slightly: "It's okay, if you let others see it, I'm afraid there will be bad associations." ”

Lin Yiyi didn't respond to his words again, put on his shoes and stood in place, unable to advance or retreat.

To be honest, she also wanted to see Lu Li, but it had nothing to do with feelings, she just wanted to see him, see how he was doing, and also wanted to know the news of Lu Yuan and Midsummer, so she still came even though she knew that Lu Li would be there, but she didn't expect Lu Li to have such an attitude.

Lu Li saw her embarrassment, smiled faintly, turned around and sat on the stone she had just sat on, bent one leg to support it, looking bohemian, but compared to his suit and leather shoes, he made him much more vivid.

Seeing Lu Li re-light a cigarette, Lin Yiyi's addiction to smoking was also a little offended, Lu Li naturally discovered this and handed over the cigarette case:

"Smoke one?"

Lin Yiyi shook his head one by one: "I'm ready to quit." ”

Lu Li nodded and retracted:

"It's a good thing, smoking is really not a good habit, and it's good to quit. ”

"You smoke less, too. ”

Lu Li chuckled:

"I'm used to it, it's fine. ”

Lin Yiyi didn't know how to respond, so he could only change the topic: "How is Brother Lu?"

"It's still the same, there is no danger to life, but there is no sign of waking up, just falling asleep, as if to make up for all the insomnia time in his life, but there is nothing bad about waking up, I am afraid that he will not be able to bear it, and he may faint again. ”

Lin Yiyi was amused by his statement:

"Brother Lu's endurance, is it as bad as you say?"

Lu Li smiled and didn't respond.

"Where's Midsummer?

"Yes, I got the news some time ago, it seems that the person is in Italy, but by the time I arrived, the person was long gone, as for where it is now, I don't know, but what is certain is that the person is fine. ”

"That's good. ”

Lu Li took a puff of cigarette and looked at Lin Yiyi, and after a few seconds, he nodded slowly:

"Yes, it's good to be alive. ”

Lin Yiyi once thought that there would never be that kind of embarrassing time between himself and Lu Li, but how long they had been apart, there was such an embarrassing moment between the two, at this moment, about Lu Yuan, about Midsummer, Lin Yiyi already knew what he wanted to know, it seemed that there was nothing to ask, and it seemed that there was nothing to say.

When he was about to leave, Lu Li suddenly spoke, he said:

"I asked Lu Yuan, and I also asked Midsummer, why don't you ask me, don't you want to know if I'm doing well?"

One sentence made Lin Yiyi stiffen in place, what she wanted to know most was only Lu Li, and Lu Yuan and Midsummer did have a friendship, but how deep could it be? What she cared about was only one Lu Li, but when it came to meeting, she couldn't open her mouth, because she couldn't be sure whether Lu Li's answer was true or not.

If he says yes, he must have a good life? If he says no, what can he give him?

In that case, it's better not to ask.

"Lu Li......"

"Lin Yiyi. Lu Li seemed to know what she wanted to say, and then interrupted her: "I'm not doing well, it's very bad." ”

Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one and did not speak.

"I once said that it's best not to contact you again after separation, and I also told myself to do this, I really didn't bother you anymore, interfered in your life, and I refused to even know your news, but this doesn't mean that I don't want you in my heart, I miss you, I want to think about you very much. Lu Li looked at Lin Yiyi with burning eyes: "But that's all, I didn't want to let you know, because it might cause you trouble, but today I saw that you and Ning Shixiu got along so well, I felt that even if I let you know what I was thinking, it probably wouldn't affect you, right?"

Lin Yiyi wanted to speak, but it was as if a ball of cotton had been stuffed into her throat, blocking all her voices.

"I'm not going to ask you to respond to me anything, I just can't help it all of a sudden, I need an outlet urgently, and I want you to know that I miss you. ”

Lin Yi looked at him one by one, and after a long time, he spoke softly:

"I see. ”

When Lu Li heard this, he smiled slowly:

"Thank you. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

Lu Li shook his head: "You don't feel sorry for me, there is no right or wrong in emotional matters, only suitability, in fact, I also know that we are not suitable, you are too self-reliant, too independent, and what I need is someone who can warm me, even if we are together in the end, it may not be better than the current model, I am very content." ”

Lin Yi nodded slightly, suddenly thought of something, and said:

"Su Liang ......"

"One by one. Lu Li smiled lightly and said: "You are already destined not to belong to me, don't push me to other women anymore, this is very cruel to me." ”

Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one, slightly sorry, and did not speak again.

When Lu Li extinguished the cigarette butt, he suddenly saw Ning Shixiu standing on the balcony, he should have been standing there a long time ago, but he didn't approach, Lu Li smiled helplessly when he saw this, and looked at Lin Yiyi:

"Is he good to you?"

Lin Yi nodded:

"Very well, whether it is atonement or sincerity, he is very good to me. ”

"What about Ning Wen's business, it's almost over, right?"

"Well, it's coming. ”

"What about after that?" Lu Li looked at her: "What are you going to do with Ning Shixiu?"

"I didn't think about it. ”

Lu Li smiled slightly:

"When you say this, you actually have the answer, one by one, you still have him in your heart after all. ”

"Maybe, but that's not important, I agree with what you said before, all the things he has done to hurt me are based on a situation that he doesn't know, from his point of view, it's understandable, I'm not an unreasonable person, I can laugh at many things, but you know where my pain points are. ”

"Kids. Lu Li said in one word: "All your problems with him lie in that child." ”

"Yes, I can't forgive him for killing my child with his own hands. ”

Lu Li looked at Lin Yiyi, there was still obvious distress in his eyes, but he didn't say anything, the matter between Lin Yiyi and Ning Shixiu was something he couldn't insert after all, and there was no place for him, the only thing he could do was to quit.

took a step forward and gently hugged Lin Yi into his arms, he said:

"One by one, you have to be happy, only if you are happy, my withdrawal is worth it, otherwise I will feel like I have done a particularly stupid thing. ”

Lin Yiyi laughed silently in his arms, and hugged him back:

"You too, be happy. ”

A hug is just the most common hug between friends. Placed between Lu Li and Lin Yiyi, it was just that the feelings were stronger, and there were not too many complicated emotions, Lu Li quickly let go of her, and he didn't want to continue to stay, otherwise he felt that Ning Shixiu could rush over at any time, when Lu Li turned to leave, he suddenly thought of something, hesitated for a few seconds and finally opened his mouth, he looked at Lin Yiyi and spoke:

"One by one, Su Liang and I are people of two completely different worlds, me and her, there is no possibility. ”

Lu Li left after saying this, leaving no room for Lin Yiyi to respond at all, but Lin Yiyi understood his intentions, presumably he knew about Su Liang's coming to her, and this sentence was just telling Lin Yiyi not to waste time on him while encouraging Su Liang.

Lin Yiyi actually didn't have the qualifications to be a matchmaker, and if she was a person else, she wouldn't care about this kind of thing at all, but at that time, she and Lu Li had just separated, and they wanted him to have a happy ending no matter what they were, so much so that they did something that even she felt inappropriate.

But not in the future, because she hasn't even dealt with her own life, so what qualifications does she have to care about other people?

There was the weight of the coat on her shoulders, with the familiar smell and body temperature, which made Lin Yiyi retract her thoughts slightly, she was not surprised by Ning Shixiu's appearance, and smiled faintly:

"Jealous?"

"No, neither you nor Lu Li are unmeasured people. ”

Lin Yi looked back at him one by one, didn't say anything more, smiled faintly, but people couldn't see the joy and sorrow, she suddenly got tired of the hustle and bustle in the room, so she said:

"I want to go home. ”

Ning Shixiu nodded, and then took her hand:

"Okay, go home. ”