Chapter 031: It's gone
The next morning, Ginkgo biloba was half-awake and heard Li Dali's voice, "Shuang'er, why don't you sleep too much, you got it so late yesterday." ”
"It's okay, I'm going to make some breakfast and send some to the next door. Aunt Cui is old, she was busy all day yesterday, and she is estimated to be late today. ”
Ginkgo suddenly became energetic, she wanted to go next door with her mother to see the baby, and when she was in the orphanage before, she also helped take the baby.
Jumping up next to Tian Shuang, "Mom, is it a son or a daughter." Her crescent-like eyes revealed her good mood.
Ginkgo biloba gets up late during the holiday these days, and it is only after the meal is cooked and shouts a few times before getting up, and every time there is a word, it is finally a long vacation, and the long vacation is incomplete if you don't sleep lazy. The two adults are used to children, thinking that they usually have nothing to do for Ginkgo, so they indulge her to sleep until three poles in the morning.
Suddenly got up so early today, if it weren't for the teacher who had seen Ginkgo Biloba before, Tian Shuang would definitely think that he would go to school today, "Why did you get up so early today?"
"I usually wake up early. Mom, is it a little brother or a little sister?"
"What younger brothers and sisters, where are the younger brothers and sisters from. Tian Shuang's eyes were red, and he pushed the ginkgo with his hand, "Let Jean, I'll make breakfast." ”
followed Tian Shuang all the way into the stove room, and Ginkgo didn't give up and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with your eyes, is Sister Xu Zhen a boy or a girl?"
"The children are so inquisitive. I went out to comb my hair, it was messy, and I couldn't turn around when I was crowded in the stove room. ”
It seems that the situation is not good, Ginkgo muttered to herself, her mother is obviously avoiding the problem.
"Mom, that Xu Zhen gave birth to a son, and he was out of gas since he was born, and he cried for half the night last night, and we couldn't sleep because of the noise. Shen Daya got up early in the morning and couldn't wash her face, so she hurriedly told everything she knew without waiting for her mother-in-law to ask. Everyone was so noisy last night that they didn't sleep well, and her mother-in-law was old and her ears were a little back, so she definitely didn't hear it.
The comb in Ginkgo's hand fell to the ground, and there was no sound, no wonder Tian Shuang's eyes were red, it is estimated that he remembered the two absent sons last night, and he also cried for half a night.
Facing the death of a newborn at such a close distance, Ginkgo was very uncomfortable, and her heart was very depressed. She'd heard of who's child was bad, but it wasn't close. In addition, Tian Shuang also had two sons lost before, and everyone was afraid of arousing her sadness, so they rarely did this kind of thing in front of their family.
Quickly picking up the comb, Ginkgo turned her head to look at Tian Shuang, who was making a fire, she was sitting in front of the stove, her shoulders shrugged, Ginkgo ran over and hugged her legs, and shouted, "Mom." ”
Tian Shuang sniffed, "Get out of the way, I want to get up." ”
"I'll help you light the fire. Ginkgo sat down on a small stool in front of the stove and picked up a small wooden stick and threw it into the stove.
Tian Shuang specially stewed an egg and sent it to the next door, and Ginkgo wanted to follow, but she didn't let her, "Eat at home, I'll wash the dishes in a while after eating." ”
Today's breakfast was unusually silent, Tian Shuang was not there, Li Dali didn't have a single superfluous word, and drank porridge with his head down. After eating all the ginkgo rice, Tian Shuangcai came back with an empty bowl, "Xing'er, go play next door after eating, don't go out and run around today." ”
Ginkgo nodded sensibly.
The gong sounded in the village, which was a signal urging everyone to go to work.
Li Dali and Tian Shuang packed the ginkgo and sent it to the next door and left, the most tense time of the autumn harvest has passed, and the next step is to be a little more leisurely.
Cui Hong was busy until midnight yesterday, and she was afraid that Xu Zhen wouldn't be able to think about it for the rest of the night, and she wouldn't sleep well. She didn't go to the infirmary today and stayed at home for a day's rest. Seeing Ginkgo coming over, he beckoned happily, "Grandma Cui will eat stewed chicken at noon today, and she will eat it at my house at noon." ”
"Is Sister Xu Zhen okay?"
"We Ginkgo also know how to care about people. Cui Hong joked with relief, "She just finished eating and fell asleep, Xing'er will play in the yard for a while, if Xu Zhen goes out, call grandma." ”
Afraid that Xu Zhen would do something stupid, Cui Hong is a good person, and Xu Zhen is also lucky to meet her.
After the child was gone, Xu Zhen became a quiet person, and she was in a daze every day in addition to being in a daze. Cui Hong served her the rice and she ate it, and it didn't matter if she didn't serve her, no one heard her speak for several days.
When Ginkgo went to see her, she was looking at the beam with her eyes wide open, and she walked over and called her, and she turned her head blankly, her face full of tears.
The first time she encountered such a thing, Ginkgo didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only stretch out her hand, gently wipe the tears on her face, and accompany her silently.
Tian Shuang came to see Xu Zhen every day after work, and told her about herself, life must go on, there are more things worth remembering, she is still young, and she will definitely be able to give birth in the future.
After being sad for a few days, Xu Zhen suddenly got up, and appeared in front of Cui Hong in high spirits, and the two of them were judged before, which startled everyone.
In the past few days, Cui Hong's heart has also been up and down, worried that Xu Zhen will do something stupid. This girl came here alone, she used to be the eldest lady in the city, and she didn't touch the spring water at fifty. After arriving here, I worked on the farm every day with a stomach, and the child is now gone.
Xu Zhen smiled and said that she was going to work.
Cui Hong persuaded her to rest for a few more days, and no one would make irresponsible comments. The people in Zhangjiawan are relatively simple, and they usually speak a little mean, and they are addicted. Everyone knows her situation, divorced, and the children are gone, and they are extremely sympathetic to her experience.
Especially the women in the village, they are even more ashamed of themselves when they talk about her, and even the annoying Zhang Daya thinks she is pitiful.
But Xu Zhen insisted on going to work, and the village chief didn't say anything after hearing about it. Now that the autumn harvest is over, there are not many things to do, and I arranged a light job for her, which is a little special care.
Xu Zhen is now full of hatred in her heart, all for Pan Dawei and Xu Fang. She felt like her heart was bursting. Those hatreds seeped into the blood and flowed in the body.
There is often a child crying in her ears, it is her son, although she has not heard her son's voice, but mother and son are connected, she knows, it is him. He must have blamed himself for not taking good care of him, he didn't even have a chance to open his eyes and see the world.
Why did Pan Dawei live a proud life and marry a new wife, why didn't he die. Why can Xu Fang enjoy life and be a pampered old lady.
This pair of wolf-hearted mother and son.
Xu Zhen secretly vowed in her heart that one day she would let them return ten times the amount she had tasted.
She turned her full hatred into motivation, lived well, and found an opportunity to give Pan Dawei a fatal blow. That bastard is doing well, she doesn't feel at ease even if she dies.
It turns out that not only love can be unforgettable, but hate can also be.