Chapter IV

In Tang Shijun's office, Qingyi was holding her passport and air ticket, "How can I thank you? You have prepared all this for me, how can I repay you?"

"You promised Lingling something, and you're going to lose your words again! You went abroad, what should Lingling do?" Tang Shijun looked at Qingyi's eyes, and he couldn't see his grief anymore. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"I want to take Lingling with me, do you agree? I promised Lingling about things, I don't want to lose my word, I want to accompany Lingling, take her out for a walk! I'm fine now, not just a woman, but also a mother, a mother who loves her daughter deeply! If you agree, I want to take my daughter with me!"

Tang Shijun looked at Qing Yi a little strangely, "What's wrong with you? Why did you give up He Yuanshan so easily? And you still give up so willingly, aren't you sad anymore?"

"If I told you that all of a sudden I found out that he might not be the person I loved, but just a habit that I had been doing all along, would you say that I was fickle? After so many years, I seemed to suddenly wake up, suddenly understand a lot, and become rational, but just one step too late! Thinking about it from another angle, without such close contact, it is impossible to be sober, maybe I will always be obsessed?"

"As long as you are sober, it is never too late! As long as you feel that you can let go, it is too late at any time! As long as you accept it!"

Qingyi took the ticket, "This ticket may be invalid! Since I can already put it down, why should I stay away? There is no need for this now, I go abroad to be happy, and I no longer need to be distracted!"

"Can you tell me why? Why all of a sudden you can wake up?"

"I went to his office to look for him that day, and suddenly remembered that I had also gone to him like this before, so many years have passed, everything has not changed, and it still remains the same! So what did my so-called love give me, and suddenly I understood, this is just my own obsession! In fact, this love has made me grow and mature, and has made me understand too much life, this is what this love has given me, enough! Since I can't be together, since I won't be happy together, why is there still reluctance? So I let it go, let it go completely! As far as I am concerned, He Yuanshan is not gaining or losing, but his role in my life has been completed, and it is time for him to take a curtain call! In my life, he is not the only supporting role, but he is a more important supporting role! Can you understand this explanation?"

"Then who do you think is the protagonist in your life?" Tang Shijun asked Qingyi without concealing his expectation.

"Myself!" Qingyi did not hesitate, "No one can be the protagonist of my life, except myself!Shijun, thank you for appearing in my life, and proposing to me so quickly, allowing me to come out of my failed life and marriage, thank you!"

Tang Shijun smiled and took Qingyi's hand, "What do you mean? Since you have given up He Yuanshan, then of course you can return to me, right?"

"You and He Yuanshan will both retreat from the stage of my life, what I want is a new life, a life that has nothing to do with you! Shijun, I am very happy that you are willing to hand over Lingling to me; if you don't want to, it doesn't matter, after all, there is actually nothing between me and Lingling, I am just Lingling's stepmother! Shijun, everything is up to you to decide!"

"So, all you care about now is the spirit?"

"No, all I care about now is myself, you can call me selfish, because I feel that if I don't love myself, how can I love my daughter, how can I find the happiness and self I want? I seem to have lost myself!"

Tang Shijun looked at his divorced wife blankly, "Qingyi, why do you suddenly seem to have changed as if you are a different person? You can give up He Yuanshan so completely and calmly, you can let go of Lingling so chicly, Qingyi, why?"

"Because I suddenly understood that I am not living for any of you, I should live for myself, for loving myself, not for you! Only when I really live for loving myself and love myself, can I cherish others and love others well! Shijun, my two failed marriages have proved that I don't actually know marriage, let alone love, and everything is actually not what I really want! So, now I want to find the happiness I really want, and find the person I really need! ”

"Qingyi, how often do you change like this?

"Shijun, please let go of me and let go of me! So that you will be happy, and you will get the happiness and love that you really need! Don't be like me, insisting that you love that person and will love him forever, but in fact, you have lost yourself and have no ability to love yourself and others!"

"Qingyi?"

"I hope you are happy, I hope you are happy! This is my most sincere blessing, and it is also my most sincere hope! Shijun, when you are happy, Lingling can be happy! Actually, I shouldn't ask you for Lingling, because you and Siqi are her closest people! Love Siqi well, love Lingling well, so that your family of three can be truly happy!" Qingyi stretched out her hand and gently hugged Tang Shijun, "Shijun, thank you, thank you!"

Tang Shijun hugged Qingyi tightly, "Why do you want to leave me, why can't you return to me?

"Because our love is over, and our marriage is over! These are not things that you and I can decide or change! Shijun, cherish the people in front of you, this is your happiness, this is the happiness you should have!" After speaking, Qingyi walked out of Tang Shijun's office with a smile on her face, she will say goodbye to her previous life completely, whether it is He Yuanshan or Tang Shijun, she will completely leave the stage of her life! She doesn't want to be entangled with these two men anymore, tired, she is too tired!

The driver waited for her, but she refused! She is not Mrs. Tang, she is not Tang Shijun's wife, so she doesn't need these pomp, let alone pretend to be noble! She is just an ordinary woman, she only wants to live an ordinary life, and she has lived the life of her dreams for so long, which is enough! "Master, thank you for serving me for so long, and now I have divorced you Mr. Tang! I am no longer Mrs. Tang, so you don't need to pick me up anymore!" After speaking, Qingyi walked out of the company's yard, she had already let Tang Shijun withdraw from the stage of her life, so she also withdrew from the stage of Tang Shijun's life, so it was fair!

Looking up at the sky, at this moment, her heart is relaxed! And He Yuanshan, when He Yuanshan really retreats, her heart can be really relaxed, and she can really start to learn to love herself! "Qingyi, come on, you can, you can do it! Let there be no more love or emotional entanglement in your life, you can live alone!"

When Tang Shijun received a call from the driver, he realized that Qing Yi had really left this time! If he gave up on him, there was no longer a chance or possibility! However, fate is not something that anyone can decide!