Frankly, I'm not happy at all, at least not at this time.

I tried hard to convince myself that I was not a flowery person, at least I was sincere to Zheng Jiayue, but whenever I was alone with Yu Qian, I found that I couldn't help but put my emotions on Yu Qian's body.

I think maybe I'm the only one, maybe a lot of men are like this, I know it's not very good, but I really can't suppress my thoughts.

I took a deep breath at this thought and didn't say anything.

And Yu Qian was still very calm, she and Wang Hanyin walked together again, and soon the two of them left to walk towards the exit again.

At this time, I found that Jiang Ziyun, like me, was a little stunned, I don't know if something happened between Jiang Ziyun and Wang Hanyin in the last few seconds, did they pose? Or did they just take a picture calmly?

Jiang Ziyun didn't say, and I didn't ask.

In this way, the four of us quickly walked out of the square of this lantern exhibition, and as soon as we went out, there was no such dazzling light in front of us.

We walked for a while and soon came to the side of the street.

It's much more lively than the big belly company we went to, a bit of a city, and there are a lot of restaurants around, which makes people dazzled for a while.

Because it was Wang Hanyin who invited a treat, we asked her to choose a place. This made Wang Hanyin feel quite stressed, she took us around for a long time and didn't decide, it seemed that she wanted to find a better one, but the surroundings looked good.

In the end, Wang Hanyin successfully starved us, and I was hungry and said that now I can eat it even if I am given a stone, Wang Hanyin smiled a little embarrassedly, and said: "Ah, I'm sorry, then just this shop next to it, it looks good." ”

We turned our heads and looked, it was just a Sichuan restaurant, looking at the outside was good, but we didn't know how it was inside.

But Wang Hanyin said so, and we didn't say anything more, and walked in one after another.

After entering, there were quite a lot of people, and the boss showed us the menu, saying that they were pure Sichuan flavor, nothing else was spicy.

We don't think so, almost 70% of the restaurants on Damn's Street are all Sichuan-style or something, and we haven't seen anything particularly authentic.

So we asked for something casually, and planned to go back to the hotel for the night after eating, and then go back to Beijing early tomorrow morning.

While waiting for the food to be served, Yu Qian looked at us and asked, "Do you want to sell tickets in advance?"

Wang Hanyin nodded and said, "It's best ~ I found someone to buy the ticket, so you don't have to worry about it."

Wang Hanyin's ability to do things is quite strong, especially after witnessing her alcohol consumption yesterday, I have to kneel and lick.

In the past, I always thought that I could drink, but after witnessing Wang Hanyin, I realized that I was too naïve, and people who can really drink can't look at their appearance.

In this way, we chatted casually for a while, and the food came up, and it turned out that the boss really didn't lie, and the spicy old man's urine was about to come out.

This is too exaggerated, I don't know where the boss got the chili pepper, not only me, but even Wang Hanyin Jiang Ziyun Yuqian also felt very spicy, and they all widened their eyes and grew their mouths..

After a long time, Jiang Ziyun finally spoke: "This is definitely authentic."

With tears in our eyes, we nodded our heads.

Later, I don't know how to finish this meal, but to be honest, it tastes really good, and the more I eat, the more energetic I become, so that I can't be mentally good at the end, and I doubt that I can fall asleep after I go back.

But by the time we finished eating, it was almost 9 o'clock except for the entrance of the restaurant.

It was late and we didn't have anything we wanted to go to, so we were ready to take a taxi back to the hotel.

As a result, after taking a taxi for half a day, there were no taxis willing to go to that place, probably because they felt too remote.

I finally took a taxi, but the driver was still reluctant to deliver it to the door of the hotel.. Just say send it to the neighborhood..

When I asked him why, the driver said that the road was not very safe, and there were often robberies or something.

I said, "Master, are you still afraid of robbery while driving the car?"

The driver said, "I'm afraid you'll rob me... Besides, it's been this time, and there are no repeat customers when I go, so it's a loss.."

At this time, Jiang Ziyun couldn't help it a little and was about to speak. I know that Jiang Ziyun must be angry with the local tyrant again, and Bacheng wants to take money to plug the driver's mouth.. As a result, Wang Hanyin seemed to see it, and immediately said: "Master, you can send us to the nearest place, and we can walk back when the time comes."

It is estimated that Wang Hanyin is a little beauty, so the driver didn't say much and drove the car quickly.

After the car started, we were silent all the way.

I looked out the window, and now the street outside was lit up, and it looked very busy.

It makes me feel as if it's almost the same from city to city, and it's like this at night...

It's quite calming, like being part of the city.

Finally, the car drove for a while, and the driver sent us to the place. It was not delivered to the door of the hotel, and there was still some distance to go.

It is true that the road ahead is not easy to walk, and it is estimated that taxi drivers from afar are just reluctant to come here.

We paid and got out of the car, and Jiang Ziyun said: "What's the matter, I knew that I would drive myself next time."

Wang Hanyin smiled when he heard Jiang Ziyun say this, and said, "It's okay, it's not bad to wander around, the main thing is that you can't pull the guests back, so you don't want to come to such a far place, right?"

Yu Qian, who was on the side, also said at this time: "Well, but this place is indeed a bit remote, I don't know why that Cui will always tell us about this hotel.. If you were alone at night, you wouldn't really dare to walk like this."

I don't feel anything, I just think it's really inconvenient here, but the hotel is still quite okay..

In this way, the four of us walked back along the road, and at this time it was very cold, and there was a cold wind.

Damn, it's good that the food just eaten is more popular, otherwise it would have frozen to death..

In this way, the four of us walked for a while, and finally saw the shadow of the hotel in the distance.

The lights of the hotel made people feel very warm in their hearts, and I looked at the person next to me and said, "It's almost there. In fact, it's not far away, what a robbery, I guess the driver just doesn't want to come.."

Jiang Ziyun, Wang Hanyin and Yu Qian just smiled, without saying a word, we walked forward for a while, and when we were about to walk to the door of the hotel, I suddenly found... Just across the road from the hotel, there is a van parked.

When I saw this van, I suddenly felt a little familiar, I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized that my mother seemed to see this van when I went back to the hotel in the afternoon, and it didn't stop at the door at that time. Why are you still parked on the side of the road?

Jiang Ziyun, who was thinking about it, seemed to have seen the van as well, only to see him take a look, his expression was inexplicably a little serious...

I didn't take it seriously and kept going... However, when we were about to get to the door of the hotel and get closer and closer to the van, suddenly the door of the van opened. Immediately after, I saw several people getting out of the car.

These people are wearing masks, and... Still with a long stick in his hand...

At this time, an ominous premonition came out of my heart, and I saw Jiang Ziyun next to me suddenly stand still, he lowered his voice and said, "Be careful.. Something is wrong!"

——I heard Yu Qian say something like this tomorrow morning.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?