Chapter 269: I'm Dying
Her tears fell on Wen Zhaohan's coat, and Tong Yan almost trembled and said: "I'm sorry, Wen Zhaohan is sorry, I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong, I beg you, can you forgive me......"
There was disgust in his eyes, but at the moment when he pulled Tong Yan out of his arms. The expression on his face softened again, and he gently pulled the shredded hair from her ear behind her ear.
Whispered comfort: "It's okay, you're just sick." ”
Wen Zhaohan took out the medicine from the drawer next to him, and there was a glass of water on the bedside table on the left. He took the medicine and water and handed it to her, "Take the medicine, take these medicines, and your illness will be cured." ”
Tong Yan took the medicine almost numbly, and raised his head to meet his concerned gaze. She smiled at him, hoping it would make him happy.
During the day, Wen Zhaohan would go to work in the company, and would only come back to accompany her at night. But even after taking those medicines, Tong Yan found that his condition still did not improve.
She often couldn't tell whether she was in the middle of the day or night, and the room was always dark. In the mirror, her gaze was glazed, without a trace of life.
I don't know if it's the night or the darkness in the illusion. She could always see in her hallucinations many people who wanted to hurt her, and those people were approaching her step by step with weapons. Even if Tong Yan struggled desperately and waved his hand desperately, it still didn't help.
She curled up in a corner, exhausted from hysteria, and then fell into a deep sleep.
But when night really came, she couldn't sleep. I looked at the ceiling with my eyes open, looking at the cold moonlight outside. There was a trace of death in my heart, whether only death could end this.
Tong Yan got up from the bed and came to the rooftop alone barefoot. It was very windy, and she was wearing only thin pajamas.
But even this coolness could not completely wake her up from the nightmare of fear. The wind ruffled her hair, and Tong Yan climbed the steps step by step and sat on the steps of the guardrail.
Located at the highest point of this villa, you can look up at all the scenery of the entire complex.
The night was so deep that she could smell the scent of grass and hear the sound of insects.
Tong Yan sat there, looking at everything downstairs. Suddenly there was an urge to jump down, and she imagined that she was a bird. If you jump from here, it will be so soft and gorgeous.
But there seemed to be two villains fighting in his head, and one said, I finally persevered until now, and the debt that should have been repaid has already been paid, so don't give up easily.
The other said, "Jump, just jump, and it's all over." The mistakes you made can be remedied, jump in.
Tong Yan suddenly closed her eyes and stood up, she faced the direction of the wind. With its arms outstretched like a bird, people say that at the moment of dying, the most important person in this life will come to mind. But why is it that what comes to her mind is actually just a blank.
Her toes were already teetering on the edge, and she hadn't yet had time to make a decision. Suddenly, a huge force behind her pushed her, and Tong Yan fell off guard.
She screamed, but her pajamas hung on the hooks at the edges. She opened her eyes, and beneath her feet was a bottomless abyss.
Tong Yan hurriedly turned around and grabbed the railing of the guardrail with both hands. There was a pair of slippers in front of her, Tong Yan slowly looked up, and met Wen Zhaohan's cold gaze.
Wen Zhaohan ...... You save me, you save me...... I don't want to die......" she pleaded humbly.
But Wen Zhaohan didn't make any moves, just slowly sat down in the position she had just placed. His eyes were strange alienation, and all the disguises poured out at this moment.
Wen Zhaohan looked at her with a smile and said, "I came to the rooftop at night, and I just stood here, do you think this scene is very familiar, and I think of something?"
Tong Yan looked at him blankly, her hands still clutching the guardrail. But her arm strength was not enough, and she relied on her hooked pajamas to support her weight.
Wen Zhaohan looked at her more and more cynically, "At that time, Mengfan jumped from the upstairs like this. When she died, she didn't leave a word. ”
Tong Yan's face turned pale: "What do you mean, you mentioned Wen Mengfan at this time...... What does that mean exactly?"
"Tong Yan, you tell me clearly, I, Wen Zhaohan, have never loved you. Even if I once loved, it was because I was blind. I know that you have never loved me, and marrying me is just to atone for your sins, do you think that marrying me and giving birth to the children of the Wen family can make up for your mistakes?"
Tong Yan began to feel cold, and his whole body was hanging in the air and shivering. It was as if my heart had been hollowed out in an instant, and there were bursts of colic.
His gaze grew colder and colder, not far away. In Tong Yan's eyes, he is as terrifying as a ghost at the moment.
"Are you surprised, why do I know this, let me tell you, you have always wanted Zhou Ziliang to hide the secret for you, and he has already told me all of them. It was you who killed Meng Fan, and it was you and Zhou Ziliang who teamed up to kill her. Originally, I really wanted to marry you, but I let me know these truths. If it weren't for you, Mengfan would have a good future, would live well, and have a happy family. So, as early as a month ago, I started asking my aunt to add hallucinogenic drugs to your daily food. It's been a month, and it's almost time for a seizure. ”
You should make amends, you should die and apologize to Mengfan!
The expression on his face gradually became distorted, and there was a thrill of revenge.
All the masks were torn at this moment, all the warmth, the concealment, all of them were torn apart at this moment.
Tong Yan silently shed tears, and at this moment, the feeling of heartache spread throughout his body, clear and clear.
Those questions that have been incomprehensible have finally been answered at this moment. It turned out that the reason was so simple, and her dedication and desire to atone for her sins turned out to be so humble, so humble that it was worthless.
Wen Zhaohan let her be hung in the air for more than an hour, and finally he rescued Tong Yan. Tong Yan still remembered the expression on his face, and the last words he said.
He said, "You don't have the right to die like this, don't you want to atone for your sins? ”
He then led her back to the bedroom, pushed her into the room, and slammed the door.
Tong Yan's heart is getting colder and colder, and even breathing is becoming more and more difficult. She could only curl up as hard as she could, to a place where no one could hurt her.
She is no longer the original child, and Wen Zhaohan is no longer the original Wen Zhaohan. What has never changed from beginning to end seems to be the only one who seems to be Zhou Ziliang, who is as ruthless as ever and never refuses to give them a look.
The beauty she once thought she had imagined was like a bubble, slowly disillusioned into its original appearance.
When her gaze fell on the fruit knife on the coffee table not far away, she was stunned for a moment. The knife was sharp, glowing in the cold light.
She tentatively put the knife on her wrist and slashed it, breaking the skin. There was warm blood gushing out, this pleasure made her feel relaxed, and a smile gradually appeared on Tong Yan's face, she finally found a way to get rid of it.
This way it was all over, and she didn't have to live in fear anymore.
If she is not in this world, all love and hate will be unraveled. No matter how much Wen Zhaohan hated her, he couldn't impose hatred on a dead person.
When she knows the truth, she has to work hard to live, which is too difficult for her.
The wound that had just been scratched was still bleeding, and Tong Yan was leaning against the wall. took out his mobile phone and flipped out the phone number, but the first one I wanted to call was actually summer.
Because she refused to tell the truth, Wen Zhaohan imposed all her hatred on Zhou Ziliang. It is because of this that he will take revenge on him and implicate Summer, if it weren't for her, An Hyun wouldn't have died.
So the person who should be hated in the summer is not Zhou Ziliang, but her childish words.
It was early in the morning when the call went out, and I slept very lightly in the summer. Suddenly woken up by the phone, it was still a call from Tong Yan, she was instinctively surprised, but she still answered the phone.
"Miss Tong, do you have anything to do? Do you know that it is bedtime, it is easy for you to cause trouble to others by calling like this. ”
Tong Yan's voice was soft, with a hint of choking: "I'm sorry...... It's just too late, I'm running out of time, so there are some things that must be made clear to you at this time. ”
Summer frowned: "What are you going to say?"
Tong Yan said: "Wen Mengfan's death was caused by me, and Zi Liang always knew the real cause of her death. It was because I begged him not to say it, so he kept it hidden. The person Wen Zhaohan should have taken revenge on was originally me, and Ziliang carried the pot for me. So please don't blame An Hyun for his death, it's all my fault, if you want to hate it, hate me. ”
Summer didn't know what she was saying inexplicably, but before she could continue to speak, Tong Yan rushed to speak.
"You must promise me, please don't hate him. She wiped away her tears. "I don't have much time, I can't continue to tell you, I'll hang up first, you and Ziliang must live well. ”
Instantly, she hung up.
Summer looked at the phone that was hung up, speechless for a while, completely unsure of what she wanted to say.
Tong Yan hung up the phone and typed out a string of skilled phone numbers on his mobile phone. It was Zhou Ziliang's phone, because Wen Zhaohan didn't like it, so she deleted Zhou Ziliang's phone. But that string of numbers, she has actually memorized it for a long time.
When Zhou Ziliang's voice came from the other end of the phone, Tong Yan's tears fell violently.
She bit her lower lip and refused to divulge her sadness. Just smiled and said, "It's me, I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you at this time, I just want to apologize to you for the trouble I caused you in the past." ”