Cheng You paid money to the hospital mirror, on the grounds that he was too good-looking and had broken himself, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly asked people to repair it while showing a sympathetic look at the stupidity.

"Does my sister hurt?" Cheng Nan gestured to take her hand, but Cheng You reacted violently at the sudden warm touch and shook Cheng Nan's hand away.

"Don't touch me. ”

Cheng Nanmu stood in place, his eyes red.

This younger brother has eyes as beautiful as his mother, and he is pitiful and pitiful.

"I'm sorry. Cheng You sighed deeply, squatted on the ground and took the initiative to take Cheng Nan's hand: "It's my sister's mistake, my sister doesn't hurt." Don't cry, okay?"

"Sister. Cheng Nan threw himself into Cheng You's arms, and his strength directly knocked Cheng You to the ground. There was a pain in his back, but even so, Cheng You still didn't let go of his hand.

She can pretend she doesn't know, but she can never forget.

She can't forget, these injuries have followed her all her life, so many years of depression, how can she forget, this feeling of being disgusted and abandoned by her family, how can she forget!

Cheng You hated herself from the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't blame anyone, so she could only blame herself, the problem was that she didn't know what she did wrong. What the hell did she do wrong, they wanted to do this to her.

When she was a child, when her grandmother first said that Cheng You was dirty, the disgust in her father's eyes stung her deeply. She thought she was really dirty, so she took a shower after shower, used up the shower gel, and even sprayed perfume for the first time in her life. She thought she would be clean in this way, but nothing had changed, and her grandmother still said she was dirty.

She thought that what was dirty was the body, but she didn't know that what she was dirty was the blood flowing in the body.

In the evening, Cheng You led Cheng Nan into the house and smelled the aroma of food. looked around and shouted Auntie, but no one answered, and walked straight to the kitchen, and saw not Auntie but Jiang Yixiu.

"Give you a minute to worship me. Jiang Yixiu said this, Yu Guang saw her hanging hand, and his eyes were cold: "What's wrong with your hand?"

Cheng You smiled weakly, "It's okay, it's a point." ”

"I'll see. ”

Cheng You subconsciously stepped back and put his hands behind his back: "It's really fine." ”

"I said, I'll see. This was a bit harsh.

Cheng You honestly handed her hand out, and Jiang Yixiu pulled her out while watching: "Is it disinfected?"

"I can do it myself, it's really not a big deal. ”

Jiang Yixiu couldn't help but untie the gauze wrapped in his hand and took a deep breath.

"Cheng Nan, where is the medicine box at home?"

"I'll get it. Cheng Nan fartfully went to get the medicine box.

"Did grandma say something?"

"Nope. ”

Jiang Yixiu stopped talking and quietly applied the medicine, and the moment the potion was disinfected, Cheng You frowned and didn't shout. The four fingers were wounded in the crooked places, and there were fragments on the palms of the hands that cut large and small wounds, and a pair of white hands were scarred like this.

Jiang Yixiu redressed her wounds, and Cheng Nan was taken by her aunt to take a bath. After coming down, he looked at Cheng You's hand tightly, and his eyes were red.

"Don't cry. Cheng You threatened Cheng Nandao and pinched his face.

"Let's eat. Jiang Yixiu got up and said.

It's a very ordinary sentence, without the slightest temperature, but Cheng You knows that he is angry, very angry.

Eating a meal carefully, Cheng You wanted to please Jiang Yixiu and say something good, but he didn't know how to say it, obviously she said not to lie, but when she came to herself, she slapped herself.

Eating is very tasteless, just like eating a knife, eating so much that the internal organs are hurting.

"I went back. ”

"Did you hear when you went to sleep with your aunt?"

Cheng Nan nodded obediently: "Hmm." ”

Cheng You quickly ran out of the door, pushed open the door, and saw the figure speeding up and hugging him from behind.

The moment she hugged her, she was able to breathe in her own endangered world.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. ”

Jiang Yixiu turned around and looked at her thinly dressed, and her face was very unpleasant: "Why did you come out without clothes?" opened his coat and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Cheng You took advantage of the situation upstairs to his waist.

"Don't be angry, okay?" Cheng You buried his face in his chest, and his head was rubbing back and forth.

"I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at myself. After spending so much time with you, why can't I get your trust? Cheng You, what do I need to do so that you can open up your inner world to me. ”

"I ......"

"In front of me, for better or worse, I want to know. There's everything I want to know about you. Because I love you, I love you so much. ”

"You know what, I'm scared if you're like that, I'm afraid you're going to disappear in front of me all of a sudden, and I can't even find it. Jiang Yixiu took a deep breath and hugged her tightly: "It's like this, even if I hug you tightly, I still can't feel you." I know a lot about you, but I know that I don't know you at all. You have enough things in your heart to keep us apart. The love I want doesn't need to be big, but I need to be clear. It's not the panic that I can't feel when you stand in front of me, even if I hug you. ”

Cheng You is a person who everyone thinks they understand, because she is innocent and simple, and everything she wants is clear and undisguised. But after really understanding it, I realized that her heart was divided into two sides, one side was open to the truth, and the other side was hidden in the tent. She deceived many people by relying on her naïve side. And the only one who really understands is herself, no, maybe she herself has not understood herself.

"I ...... I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know. ”

"I often doubt myself. To be honest, I have low self-esteem, I'm afraid of causing trouble to others, I'm afraid of annoying people, I'm afraid of a lot of things, and the more I want to get close to someone, the greater the fear in my heart will be. I don't know what's wrong with me, or even you, I don't think I'm qualified or capable of making you like me. I was afraid of being abandoned in my heart, and even my family could abandon me, let alone others. My family doesn't like me, so how should others like me? ”

Cheng You said and laughed, she should have cried, but she laughed, the more it hurt, the more she laughed.

The more you laugh, the more empty your heart becomes.

Cheng You was lying on the bed, the temperature of her palms was cold, even if the heating was turned on, she still felt cold.

The kind of cold air that permeated her body wrapped her, and the blood all over her body was injected with cold air, like poison, which was addictive. The more you want to get out, the more you get stuck in it.

The moment the phone rang, she took a long time to react.

It's Lyush.

"Hey, master. Cheng You's voice was a little hoarse.

"I'm here to find you at the right time, on the third day of the Lunar New Year, there will be an exchange seminar here, and my teacher will also be there, are you interested in attending? ”

"Good. ”

"Then I'll pick you up that evening. ”

"Good. ”

There was a pause: "Something?"

"Huh?"

Liu Shi smiled in his words: "It's not normal for your personality to be so calm." ”

Liu Shi now understands Cheng You's virtue to some extent, he is talkative, troublemaker, and clever......

Cheng You smiled: "Then what do you think I should do is normal? Is it normal to perform splitting durian with bare hands and crushing boulders on my chest?"

"It's normal for you to talk like that. Hung up. ”

"Wait. ”

Say. ”

This person really can't sort out interpersonal relationships, and he can block people with one sentence.

"I have a question for you. If you're a masked person, what kind of side do you want to convey to everyone? ”

"Optimism and positivity. No hesitation in answering.

"Why?"

"Because no one likes someone who is full of negative energy. ”

"But even if you convey the positive side to others, you will still feel lonely in your heart. ”

"This is the world of adults. Okay, let's not talk about it, I'll hang up. ”

"Do you want to be so anxious?" Cheng You was funny, she still wanted to say a few more words, she couldn't see anyone through her mobile phone, Cheng You wouldn't feel that he was an old man who was terrifying and bold to speak. Because of Liu Shi's face, the iceberg of 10,000 years, it makes people cold when they look at it, and Cheng You thinks it will be a sin if he looks at that face and jokes. If you are not careful, you will embarrass yourself.

"The teacher is taking a bath. ”

"I ...... Go, how did you manage to make a phone call while taking a shower?"

No wonder she heard the sound of water just now! She thought it was raining on his side!

"Why not?"

Cheng You interpreted the meaning of this sentence to mean that people who engage in art are not normal. Liushi was uniformly classified by him into an abnormal one. Liu Shi, an extremely awkward, serious and joking beautiful man, this guy is absolutely black-bellied.

It is also thanks to this stubble that Cheng You's depressed mood disappeared by half.

Falling back into bed, what was in his mind was Jiang Yixiu's figure. Just as she was trying to sleep, there was a snapping sound from the window.

"Is it windy?" Cheng You rubbed his eyes, saw the window clearly, and closed it well.

There was another snapping sound, Cheng You stepped forward, opened the window and was about to see how strong the wind was, when Sun Jing, who opened the window, was suddenly poked in the face by a yellow thumb.

"I'll go! What the hell!" Cheng You slapped away and stepped back.

"Me. Jiang Yixiu put away the pole and stood by the window and grinned.

Cheng You was speechless: "Why don't you sleep at night?"

Jiang Yixiu shouted over there: "I thought about your words for a while, and now I will come to you." ”

"Huh, what?"

"I mean, I'm coming for you. ”

Cheng You looked at him for a while, seemed to understand what he meant, and nodded lightly: "...... Oh. ”

The icy wind poured into the room, and the heart was warm.

Love is an unscrupulous, and the promises of the past have become the past. Later, why didn't you look for it?

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