Zhang Ailing once said that every man has a red rose and a white rose in his heart. And I seem to be in that situation right now. Fan Ling said, Zhao Yijing is my red rose, blazing like fire, which can give me heart-warming love, and Dr. Xia is a white rose, like the bright moonlight in front of the bed, which can give me a trickle of life.

"If that's you, which one to choose?" I asked Fan Ling.

"Red roses, of course. Fan Ling smiled sadly, "Because red roses are love." It's not easy in this life, if you can meet a man who makes you love forgetful, don't let him down, not because you're afraid of disappointing him, but don't live up to your emotions. Since all the future is uncontrollable, why not choose one you like?"

I didn't say anything, Fan Ling rubbed my hair: "Actually, do you still need to say it, haven't you already selected it yourself?"

"Where?" I was a little surprised. I've thought about these questions, but I've always been sensitive and tangled in my heart.

"You're waiting for Zhao Yijing. Fan Ling looked at me fixedly and said, "Until the day Zhao Yijing gets married, you won't give up." In fact, you are not doing this to both of you. ”

My face flushed, and I was poked in the heart by Fan Ling. In my subconscious, I am indeed unwilling, I really want to see the final ending, what kind of choice Zhao Yijing will make.

"If you love Zhao Yijing, make it clear to Dr. Xia and wait for Zhao Yijing, if you think Dr. Xia is more suitable, you should choose Dr. Xia. Instead of pulling Dr. Xia to wait with you. Fan Ling's words were very direct, "Your choice of Dr. Xia should not be based on Zhao Yijing's betrayal of you, so that Dr. Xia will be uncomfortable, and it will also have an impact on your future life." ”

Fan Ling's words reached the darkest place in my heart, and it was also the place I have been struggling with. Although Dr. Xia said, "If you have to wait for him, I can wait with you." "But that's not really right. Contradictions, repetitions, were the feelings I had to choose at that time.

I don't have the courage to give up for love, but I also have the unwillingness to move. When I returned home from Fan Lingna upstairs, I received a text message from Dr. Xia: "I'm going to pick up Nuan Nuan, I'll go back a little later, about half past seven." ”

I wondered a little, Nuan Nuan Kindergarten usually parents pick up their children one after another at half past four, why did Dr. Xia have to get back until half past seven. I was cooking at home while waiting for them. Finally, the clock went to seven twenty, the door rang, and before I could see the figure, I heard the warm laughter.

I went out and saw Nuan Nuan jumping in with a small picture clip on her back, and I asked, "What are you doing here?"

Doctor Xia stood in front of me and smiled, "Qingyang, I made a decision without consulting with you. I signed up for a painting class for Nuan Nuan. ”

"What?" I froze, "why did you suddenly remember this?"

"It's not sudden. Dr. Xia pulled me to sit on the sofa, "In the past, when I treated Nuan Nuan, I would often ask her to draw a simple picture or something, and then I found her drawing very interesting." She is very talented and imaginative in drawing. Didn't you notice?"

My heart trembled fiercely, I was busy with business all day long, I really didn't have much time to pay attention to Nuan Nuan's talent, at most I could only take care of whether she was sick or not, and whether she was in a good mood. It's not easy. I shook my head in shame.

"There was a new painting class next to their kindergarten, I saw it when I picked her up, I took her in and tried it, she liked it very much, and the teacher said she drew very well. Dr. Xia said to Nuan Nuan, "Show Mom what you drew in the afternoon." ”

Nuan Nuan came over and opened the painting folder, I was shocked by her, the sun and flowers in Nuan Nuan's pen are very bright and intense, very interesting, and the flowers have several shapes, I don't know where she saw it. "Is Mommy pretty?" Nuan Nuan asked me.

"Beautiful. "I caressed the warm painting, and my heart was very uneasy. My daughter's talent, I want an outsider to tell me, and my heart is full of guilt.

"I signed up for a weekend class and went to study for two and a half days on Saturdays and Sundays. Dr. Xia said, "Nowadays, which child does not learn his specialty? The piano class and dance class near the kindergarten are full. At Nuan Nuan's age, she should also learn something according to her hobbies. ”

I nodded heavily, in order to create a good material condition for Nuan Nuan, I am not a responsible mother, at that moment, the balance in my heart tilted a lot towards Dr. Xia. Whether it is the past life or the present life, the blazing red roses have become a little empty. I'm just an ordinary and ordinary mother, and I need a man who can give my daughter happiness, and that seems to be more important than my own happiness.

From that day on, I tried my best to keep my heart and not think about Zhao Yijing and everything related to him. In addition to business, I try to spend as much time as possible with my daughter, and some small things are handled by Zhang Fan and them. Zhao Yijing occasionally has a text message and phone greeting, and I can only be silent and silent. For Dr. Xia, I no longer refuse his concern for Nuan Nuan, help me, I am also trying to care about some of his life, and I will also cook a table of dishes for him on his birthday and give him a gift. Although the mood is not so hot after all.

Lao Deng dragged on for more than a month, and I called him several times, but he always found various reasons to delay. Not to say that there is no divestment, but there are always strange reasons. I was not sure, so I called him: "Mr. Deng, when will we finalize the agreement on divestment?"

Lao Deng prevaricated: "Qingyang, don't rush me, I've been really busy lately." When I have time, I will definitely take the initiative to contact you. Without waiting for my reaction, he hung up the phone. I looked at it several times and there was no hope, the old Deng was more cunning than the loach, Fan Ling sneered and said to me: "This kind of person doesn't shed tears when he doesn't see the coffin, he agrees and doesn't do it, he should tell Zhao Yijing to stop his silk." ”

I was embarrassed to go to Zhao Yijing again, and the only way was to keep calling Lao Deng. Later, Lao Deng refused to answer my call.

Half a month later, Lao Deng suddenly called me: "Qingyang, I have a meeting in Nanjing today, if you have time, come over, let's talk about divestment." ”

I was overjoyed that it was the sun rising in the west. I made an appointment with him to meet him at a hotel in Nanjing at 6 o'clock in the afternoon. Dr. Xia went back early that day, with warmth. I drove myself to Nanjing.

When I arrived at the private room and waited for ten minutes, Lao Deng arrived, exchanged a few polite words with me and began to talk about business. Today's Lao Deng, compared to a few years ago when I met, is much less youthful and more mature and sleek, and I prepared the divestment agreement, he only looked at it for a few minutes and picked out a bunch of questions: "The settlement has to find a special appraisal accountant to be fair." "Liquidated payments should be raised. ”-----

I tried my best to endure it, as long as he was willing to withdraw his investment, I would admit it even if the loss was greater. I marked out his requests one by one: "Okay, I can agree." Seeing that I had given in to this point, Lao Deng finally relented, hooked his lips and smiled: "Qingyang, you are really a good partner, I can't bear to break up with you." ”

I twitched the corners of my mouth and couldn't speak, of course I was a good partner when I always suffered. Lao Deng lit a cigarette and said leisurely: "But what are you in a hurry, I promised you that you have time to find you, why did you let Mr. Zhao put pressure on me, it was difficult for me to do it." ”

I was stunned for a moment, no wonder Lao Deng suddenly came to me, it turned out that Zhao Yijing put pressure on him? I don't know. But it was hard to say anything, so I had to smile faintly: "Just solve it as soon as possible." It doesn't matter if I give a little more profit. ”

Lao Deng sneered: "Let the profits? I think it's me who makes the profits. You handle the company's accounts, and you will show me all the accounts in the open? ”

This is Lao Deng's heart knot, always thinking that I secretly swallowed profits, trust in his dictionary, I don't know when it has disappeared. I couldn't help but say, "Believe it or not, profits are on the books." We've worked together before, so why is it so hard to trust now?"

"Alright. Lao Deng interrupted me, "It's useless to say this, anyway, you have Mr. Zhao as a backer, and I have to accept it if I don't accept it." This is a little helpless and a little negative. It seems that I suppressed him by force.

Sometimes I feel that people's hearts are very strange, and they can make the posture of a victim even though they are the initiators. It's also a rare form of emotional intelligence.

I didn't want to talk to old Deng Duo, so I basically finalized the divestment agreement and walked downstairs with him, downstairs is a small banquet hall, which is bustling with people coming and going, people who look like leaders go in, and from time to time people carry cameras in and out. I couldn't help but glance at it curiously, and Lao Deng smiled: "I have to go in, I came to Nanjing this time to participate in this celebration of Si Zhiheng." ”

My heart skipped a beat: "Celebrate what?"

"Cheng Yuejin has passed the preliminary review of landmark products. Propaganda should be publicized to the media. Manager Yao sent me an invitation. Lao Deng looked at me and smiled meaningfully, "Are you going in?"

At that moment, I finally understood why Lao Deng chose this place and this time to talk to me about the divestment, and he wanted to vent all the coercion and unhappiness he received from Zhao Yijing in this divestment to me. He knew that Yao Qinglian would definitely come on this occasion, and let me come to see the embarrassment of me, a person who has not seen the light. Lao Deng is not a person who must be revenged, but he competes with me so much, it turns out that the friend who turned his face is really hated more than the enemy.

I really wanted to turn around and leave, but Cheng Yuejin's three words made me pause, and I actually followed Lao Deng to the door. Lao Deng took the invitation and went in, I didn't have the invitation to go in, and I didn't want to go in, looking at the most conspicuous position inside by the door, there was a similar cultural relics display table, the outside is a glass cover, and the inside should be the legendary Cheng Yuejin. I was only a dozen steps away from Cheng Yuejin, but my heart almost jumped out.