Chapter II
When Gu Yuanxiu was resting at home, his wife took the children and went on a trip with her mother's family, and he was the only one! Because of Tang Shijun's help over the years, he has lived a rich life, bought a 200-square-meter house, and fulfilled his wish to buy a good car! These are all things he once promised to work hard for Qingyi, but when he really owns it, it is not Qingyi by his side! His wife and children will not come back until half a month later, and he wants to clean up his own home! He and his wife don't do housework, and it's their wife's mother who helps out!
A bowl of instant noodles was cooked, and while eating, I suddenly remembered that when I was young, Qingyi was sometimes not at home, and he could only cook instant noodles by himself! Qingyi often said that he wanted to teach him how to cook, but he didn't learn!
As people get older, the things of their youth will appear more clearly in their minds, especially the memory of the woman he once loved deeply, which is more like it happened yesterday! With his own time, without the noise of children and his wife, he can finally look at his home quietly, a place where there is no Qingyi, and Qingyi has not even been! He once kept some small things of Qingyi, which his wife did not know! When he took it out again, he looked at Qingyi's favorite gadgets with a smile on his face!
An ancient USB flash drive made him stunned, isn't this the mp3 that Qingyi used to hold?
On the computer, open the USB flash drive, there is a folder is "Letter to My Husband", he never knew and has never seen this, when did Qingyi write it? Look at the date, it was written when he returned to his hometown, almost all of them were thoughts and love for him! He smiled, he didn't care about these things once, but now he treats them as treasures, he really asks for his own suffering!
At the end, I saw a letter written to him by Qingyi, who had not read it, which Qingyi wrote to him when they had just divorced!
"Husband, I smiled a little wryly when I wrote this word, and now I am no longer qualified to call you that!
Unexpectedly, we still came to this point that I had imagined, I thought that I would be with you for the rest of my life, I thought that even if I left, it would be the time when I left this world, and I would leave you alone! Not now, you have your own family, wife and children, but you abandoned me! Although you have broken your promise, I am very grateful that you are leaving me now! Thank you for letting me do a good thing for my sister, that is, after shaping you into a good husband, I gave you to my distressed sister! I have already guessed that this kind of thing will happen sooner or later, but I don't know why I am still so heartbroken now! I once told you that people who have not had heartache cannot experience the taste of losing love, and now you still do not understand it, so you will leave me for the sake of your child, although I don't blame you, but I can't stop my heartache, I can't restrain my sadness! The person who is okay in front of you is actually just used to disguise, used to hiding his inferiority complex and loneliness with a smile. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
I have loved someone deeply, but this person is not you! I have let go of that person because you can really let go, the person I thought I would never let go of in my life, the person I thought I would love deeply in my life! Because of you, I let go of love, let go of the promise of a lonely life for him, I let go of everything, because I have a you who love me so much!
Although it is true that breaking up is not the ending I want, since we are separated, we can only live a good life in the future! Because I know that there is no one and nothing in this world that cannot be passed, and it will not be diluted by time!
Husband, I love you, although I am divorced, although you go to my sister's side, but I still want to admit that I really love you, otherwise I would not have done so many things that I thought I couldn't do! Since I love it, I accept my fate, no matter what you bring me, I will accept it happily! I choose my love, I don't regret it!
Husband, in fact, I find it difficult to adapt to life without you, I am used to being spoiled by you, I am used to torturing you and abusing you before going to bed, and now I really can't sleep without you by my side! I can only take a few sleeping pills a day to fall asleep, but these words will only be seen after I die, because I want you to regret it, I want you to suffer for a lifetime, I want you to feel guilty for a lifetime because of your choice! You said that I am a cruel woman, and indeed, I will only let you understand how much hurt and betrayal you have abandoned me after I have died! I just want you to know what your childishness and impulsiveness will bring me? I will not hate you, because I can't, because I will never forget the lovely way you leaned on my arms every day after waking up, and I can't hate you!
Husband, one last word to tell you, I love you has become a habit, and I will not change it in my life!
Gu Yuanxiu was stunned, why didn't he know Qingyi's words, he still thought that she loved that person the most, not him! He also thought that divorce was also a relief for Qingyi? Why, why did he not know his fault until today, many years later!
The ancient Qingyi woke up from her sleep, "Yuan Xiu, Yuan Xiu?" This is the first time she came to ancient times, she dreamed of Gu Yuanxiu, this is also the first time, she can't help but think of the loving married life between Gu Yuanxiu and her! She once thought that she would be with Gu Yuanxiu for the rest of her life, if there was no participation of her sister, she might be Gu Yuanxiu's wife for the rest of her life, an ordinary and happy housewife!
Thinking of her marriage to Gu Yuanxiu, she really feels very happy! It is a kind of down-to-earth happiness and calm, and it is a happy feeling that can be held in the palm of her hand! If her sister hadn't approached Gu Yuanxiu, then nothing would have happened, and then she wouldn't have come to this time and space now, let alone become Wu Meiniang, the woman who had worked so hard all her life to live so tired!
Or, is it fate's decision to let her come to this strange time and space to complete some kind of mission, or maybe this is her fate!
Walking out of the door of the dormitory, Qing Yi looked up at the starry sky, under the different night sky, did Gu Yuanxiu still remember her ex-wife who had been away for so long? Does he still remember the story between them?
"Yuan Xiu, cherish it well, I hope you are happy! I hope you give your sister the happiness she wants, I hope you cherish the love between you, I hope you are happy!" Qingyi looked at the night sky with a smile and prayed, this is her most sincere blessing, this is her greatest expectation!
The sad thing about love is that it is often only after losing that you can realize the preciousness and difficulty of owning!
Qingyi knew that it was impossible for Gu Yuanxiu and Tang Shijun to forget her, even if she was away for so long, they would not really forget her like this! She believed that they would love her all their lives, because of her distance, because of her fulfillment!
In Tang Shijun's office, Hai Jia knocked on the door and walked in, "Mr. Tang, this is the information and documents you need." What else does Mr. Tang have to say?"
"Let's have lunch together at noon, and come with me somewhere in the afternoon, okay?"
"Yes, Mr. Tang!"
"Go and change your clothes, this dress is too inappropriate for your age and temperament! You're just a student, you don't need to wear such work clothes to work! Besides, I don't want you to change your personality and the simplicity of students, I want you to keep this attitude! Okay?"
"Mr. Tang?"
"I've asked them to pick out clothes for you, you go and change them, and we'll go!"
"Okay, got it!"
"Why don't you object to what you say?"
"I'm just your subordinate, not your person, and I'm not qualified to object!"
"Qingyi is my wife, a full-time housewife, but she will never admit defeat to me in the things she insists on, she is so strong and makes me feel good at the same time! I don't want you to be her, just tell you how she treats me! Okay, go change your clothes!"
"Mr. Tang, I am me, your wife is your wife, I am not the same person as her!
Tang Shijun looked at her, "Yes, you are right, I was wrong!"
"I'll see you in our company lobby later, okay?"
"Okay, half an hour later!"
Watching Hai Jia walk out, Tang Shijun took out a photo frame from his drawer, it was a photo of him and Qing Yi, and it was Qing Yi's smiling face! The older he gets, the more he wants to see Qing Yi's smile, and the more he hopes that the woman he loves the most by his side is his Qingyi!
Hai Jia looked at the casual clothes on her table and smiled. Tang Shijun thought very thoughtfully, he thought about her thoughtfully, he didn't want her to become a mature girl who was not suitable for her age, he wanted her to keep her true self at the same time, but also hoped that she was a little like Qingyi! He was very conflicted, he probably didn't know what he wanted! Hai Jia hugged her clothes and smiled, her choice was right, she should come to this contradictory man, because of his uncertainty! Only a man who is uncertain in his heart can change, and a man like Guo Guangshi who is sure that he only loves Qingyi all his life is impossible to fall in love with other people, let alone change!
The phone rang, it was her boyfriend calling, asking her to have dinner together in the evening, but she refused, because she didn't know Tang Shijun's arrangement, and she wanted to try not to make Tang Shijun unhappy!
In the hall, Tang Shijun walked to Haijia's side, "Let's go! It's appropriate to change into this young man's skirt, not bad!"
"Okay!" Hai Jia replied, and walked out with Tang Shijun! Jieli looked at the backs of the two people walking out upstairs, and shook her head helplessly!
Tang Shijun has been chasing Qingyi all his life, he has loved Qingyi all his life, and he has wanted to be by Qingyi's side all his life, but she has been away for so long, but he has found a person like Qingyi! Where did he put his wife and children? Where did he put this woman who had been with him for decades?
In Tang Shijun's car, Hai Jia looked at him, "Your wife and children are all abroad, so how did you come over all these years? Why don't you go out to find them?"
"You know that I only have my Qingyi in my heart!"
"You're really infatuated with your ex-wife!"
"I don't know what infatuation is, I just can't change the habit of loving her! You are still young, you must cherish your love and boyfriend. When will I ever have the opportunity to meet him, shall I? For you, I have a lot of life lessons to share with you!"
"Mr. Tang, you are too polite!"
"You're very much like Qingyi, I'm talking about it, so I hope to give you help, give you what I can give!"
"Should I thank you?"
"No, because you are in my company, it makes me feel as if Qingyi is always by my side, I am satisfied with this feeling, and I also feel warm, thank you!"
"That's why you want me to work for this company?"
"Yes, it is a great happiness for me to be able to often see the person I love the most like Qingyi by my side in my old age!
"I'm still young, I don't think about it yet!"
"In the future, I hope you can go to school until you get a doctor! Going to school is the happiest thing, and I hope you can be happy!"
"I'll think about it!" Haijia looked at the man beside her, his sincerity made her embarrassed! she had always thought that he was so close to her in order to make her a stand-in for the woman. Now it seems that it is not, he just wants to see people like that woman often! So how should she herself face this man? His maturity and steadiness and constant care cannot distract her! How can she turn a blind eye to such a person when she is still young? She can't do it, she can't do it!
Tang Shijun looked at the girl next to him out of the corner of his eyes, could she become Qingyi? Even if she really became Qingyi, would he still have the courage to keep her by his side? She was still so young, she should have her own beautiful life, and she should not be by his side, who is no longer young!
At the seaside at noon, there were not many people. Tang Shijun and Li Haijia sat in the only restaurant by the sea, "The scenery here is very good, I like to come here!" Tang Shijun drank a sweet drink.
"Your ex-wife likes to come, right?" murmured Haijia quietly.
Tang Shijun smiled, "Yes, she likes to come here very much, just drinking a cup of tea and reading a book, she feels happy and satisfied! Think about it, she is indeed a woman who is very easy to satisfy, and never asks anything from me! When I encounter any troublesome things, she will be by my side to encourage and comfort me! Because of her by my side, my career will be smoother, and the company will develop better! She is indeed a good woman!"
"Looks like you really miss her?"
Tang Shijun looked at Hai Jia, "It's not nostalgia, it's love!" While saying, a rather gentle smile appeared on Tang Shijun's face, "She often does something that surprises and surprises me, and I am even more moved!
"I don't have time to watch TV!"
"Yes? Qingyi likes to watch cartoons very much, and often sits all afternoon, watching cartoons with my daughter! Haijia, you are a little too mature to fit the mentality of your age! Your maturity is beyond your age. ”
"I know!" Hai Jia was a little depressed, she was also forced to be helpless! It was because of this that she would give up her young boyfriend and come to chat with this old man!
Gu Yuanxiu's family, his wife looked at Gu Yuanxiu's love and ignored him, "What's wrong with you? Do you miss your sister again? Every time it comes to her birthday and your wedding anniversary, do you do this? How long do you want to go on like this?"
"Your sister has left, why do you still say that? I love your sister, don't you know, when you married me, you knew that I would never forget your sister for the rest of my life, why do you care about it here now? It's your own choice!"
"You mean, you won't change until we're seventy or eighty! Will you still love your sister like this all your life?"
"Isn't this what you want?" Gu Yuanxiu hated himself and his wife in front of him, if she hadn't been sending messages to him about Qingyi's previous love story, he wouldn't have divorced so easily, let alone changed his mind about Qingyi!
"Then are you willing to divorce me? If we are separated, you will be free to think about your sister, and you don't care about me?"
"As long as you want, you can go through the formalities at any time!" Gu Yuanxiu opened the door and walked out of the house, this wife was not what he wanted, let alone what he loved, but this was also his own choice when he was confused, so he could only accept his fate! Niu Han at home stared at the door blankly, this is the man she worked so hard to get, this is the man who made her fall in love at first sight. If Qingyi was still alive, would he still love Qingyi like he does now? Will he still be so nostalgic? He finally got this man, but he didn't get his heart and the love of his life! Qingyi is wandering in this home at any time, and she can't get rid of or change in his heart!
What should she do? Does she really want to divorce now? Is she really willing?
In Qingyi's favorite park, Gu Yuanxiu walked along the boulevard, "Husband, we will buy a house here when we have money in the future, I can drink coffee and read a book every day, and when I am tired, I can see the park and the lake when I look down, okay?" "That's hard!" "It's okay, it's a great happiness to have you by my side, and I just fantasize about a better future occasionally! It's okay, even if we can only live in a small house for the rest of our lives, it doesn't matter, as long as we are together!" Husband, I'm so lucky to meet you, I really appreciate you, you know?" Thinking of what Qingyi said, his heart can't breathe anymore! Qingyi said that loving someone can be loved to the point that he can't breathe, that is a kind of luck and a kind of happiness! Only when he has that kind of experience will he know how to cherish it more! It's just that he understood Qingyi's words too late!