Chapter 210: Everything Changed Forever

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this suddenly, my heart trembled violently.

I looked at her with some surprise, wondering why she would say such a thing.

Seeing me looking at myself like this, Zheng Jiayue's expression changed slightly, but she soon looked at me very firmly, as if to imply that her words were not casual.

Zheng Jiayue's expression made me stunned for a while, and after thinking about it, I asked again

"Why? She won't be with me.."

When I asked Zheng Jiayue this, I suddenly had no confidence... I don't understand why she said that, and I don't understand what Zheng Jiayue meant.

She's telling me... Won't Yu Qian fall in love with someone like me? What else is in it?

However, what surprised me was that Zheng Jiayue didn't speak at this time, she stared at me for a long time, and finally shook her head slowly and muttered quietly

"I don't want to say it.."

Her words made me secretly scream I. I didn't understand it for a while.. This.. This is too unprofessional, isn't it? How can you whet someone's appetite and then stop talking about it right away?

Although I wanted to open my mouth to condemn Zheng Jiayue at this time, when the words came to my mouth, I was a little speechless.

After all.. Although maybe Zheng Jiayue won't think about it so much, but mentioning Yu Qian's question at this time will more or less affect her mood again, right? I don't know why, at this moment, I don't want to know the answer to this question in my heart, maybe I have a hunch... A bad premonition...

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, then looked at Zheng Jiayue and smiled, and spoke

"Hmm.. It's okay, don't say it if you don't want to.. In fact.. I didn't think she'd be with me myself. Come to think of it, you're quite right... It's really, a sad chase game.."

My answer seemed to surprise Zheng Jiayue, and she looked at me with a somewhat dim gaze... After a while, he muttered quietly

"I'm sorry.."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say sorry to me, my body trembled a little, and soon spoke again

"What.. You don't seem to have anything to be sorry for me, right? At least the person who should say this today is me, right? All right.. Let's stop talking about these depressing topics, let's eat first.. I'm a little hungry.."

As a result, I don't know if I heard what I said, but the stick boss Smecta really happened to bring two servings of finished bibimbap.

It's the first time I've ever eaten this and it looks pretty good, it's not much like I imagined...

And Zheng Jiayue paused after hearing my words, and quickly nodded again and did not speak again.

In this way, the two of us quickly started to eat, in fact, although I said I was hungry just now, I still didn't have any appetite, but I have to admit that this stick Smecta made bibimbap is still great... If it had been another time, I would have had a lot of fun, but today... I really don't have any appetite, and the food I eat in my mouth is a little sour..

Of course, I'm not the only one, even Zheng Jiayue's snack is not in the state, she doesn't seem to have much appetite, but after eating a few bites, she keeps torturing an egg in the bowl with chopsticks...

I saw Zheng Jiayue playing with eggs... I'm a little embarrassed.. To be honest, I encountered a lot of unexpected things today, but Zheng Jiayue's confession was definitely my biggest surprise...

I still think it's an incredible dream.

However, although Zheng Jiayue's face still has shallow tear stains, and she can still see the traces of crying just now, her emotions are much more stable... I don't know how the girl who fails to confess will react, but I think Zheng Jiayue's reaction is still within the acceptable range...

In fact, Zheng Jiayue and I are in a similar state, and the whole person is still in a state of confusion, so... You haven't completely recovered yet, have you?

Just thinking about it, Zheng Jiayue suddenly raised her head, she noticed that I had been staring at her, only to see that she thought about it, and asked at me again

"Xiao Xiaoming, why don't you eat it... Isn't it.. Not to your liking?"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue ask me this, I shook my head and said

"No.. It's just that.. Maybe I'm too hungry."

Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue first said "oh~", and soon squeezed out a smile, looked at me and said

"It's a shame to waste food~"

Her words left me speechless for a moment, and I pointed to her bowl and asked

"Then shouldn't you be arrested?"

My words made Zheng Jiayue's face flush, she moved as if she wanted to refute something with me, but when the words came to her mouth, it seemed that she had changed her words again, she first lowered her head, and then looked at me and muttered

"I'm too.. A little unappetizing.. I can't eat it anymore.."

I'm ashamed to hear that both of us are ready... Hurriedly sighed again, and then spoke

"Okay .. That's or.. Let's go, it's getting late... I have to take a half-day car ride to go back.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded, after all, neither of us can eat now, so it's better to go back early than to spend it here.. It's not early outside..

Seeing Zheng Jiayue nodding and agreeing, I quickly stood up and walked to the side to pay the bill, fortunately, the boss didn't see that much left with Zheng Jiayue, otherwise it would make him think that he didn't make it delicious.

After paying the bill, Zheng Jiayue and I quickly walked out of the door again, and at this time there were more people on the road outside, after all, most college students are messengers of the night, owls...

After going out, Zheng Jiayue didn't talk to me, but silently led me in the direction of the subway.

It didn't take long for the two of us to enter the subway, and there will never be a shortage of subway people in Beijing. Because in this city, there are people running around at all times.

I followed Zheng Jiayue into the car, she seemed a little tired, and she didn't speak..

Her silence made me a little uncomfortable, and after thinking about it, I asked

"Why don't I take you home first?" and I'll take the bus back from around there."

Although it's a bit of a toss, I still care a little about Zheng Jiayue's spiritless appearance...

Unexpectedly, hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue looked at me with a leisurely look in her eyes, she stared at me for a long time before she asked again

"What's wrong.. Although you rejected me~ But you're still afraid that I won't be able to think of suicide or something~?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me feel embarrassed for a while. It seems that this little guy is a little tired, and not as negative as I imagined.

So I looked at her again and said

"No, I'm afraid that you won't be able to kill others in the future.. You're so weak, in case you can't beat someone else... How wrongful that is."

Seeing that I still have the heart to talk to her Zheng Jiayue finally smiled slightly, but her expression suddenly became deep again, she looked at me, and after a while she shook her head and said

"No... Today.. You don't need to.."

"I want to walk around by myself. Xiao Xiaoming, you can go back directly in a while, and I will make a few more subway stops and get off.."

Zheng Jiayue's tone was a little depressed when she said this. This made me feel a little clogged in my heart, and I felt that although she pretended to be okay on the surface, she was actually... Her sad mood had spread...

It made me tempted to continue insisting on sending her, but on second thought, maybe it would be best for her to be alone at this time... So I hesitated for a moment, but still answered

"Okay, then you.. Don't walk around.. Let's go home and rest in a while.. Remember to give me a call when you get home."

My words only brought Zheng Jiayue a faint smile, she nodded, and agreed.

In this way, the subway drove forward several stops, and arrived at the place where Zheng Jiayue was going to get off.

After the subway was stable, Zheng Jiayue waved at me and said

"I'm leaving, Xiao Xiaoming."

Hearing her say this, I nodded, and saw the car door open on the side, and Zheng Jiayue walked down slowly.

At the moment when Zheng Jiayue's figure walked out of the subway door, I looked at her lonely back crowded in the crowd, and suddenly a trace of sourness flashed in my heart.

That's when I finally realized how much damage I had done to her at her school.

She was a girl, she chose such a place, and she mustered up the courage to confess to me...

And I was in that place and told her that I liked another girl...

At that time, I thought to myself and said what was in my heart, but I ignored her mood at that time...

The speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention.

I knew that she was the kind of person who would hide her sadness, but I still naively thought that she was very open-minded and not much depressed...

It wasn't until this time that I saw her lonely back that I realized clearly... How sad she was...

When I thought of this, there was a sound of ticking and ticking... The doors of the subway quickly closed slowly.

This made me instinctively look out through the window glass, wanting to find Zheng Jiayue's figure in the crowd.

As a result, as soon as I glanced out of the car window, I saw Zheng Jiayue's body.

She got out of the car, but did not rush to leave, but stood alone in place..

At this time, she was leaning sideways, her head slightly lowered...

Her hands were still pinching the corners of her clothes, and her eyes were so empty.

And after seeing Zheng Jiayue outside the car window, I was stunned, because at this time she... It's like the embodiment of sorrow...

Her expression, even if it's just looking at her... can make people feel her sadness...

In this way, I looked at Zheng Jiayue standing outside the subway through the glass in a daze, and the carriage slowly started...

Her figure began to move slowly to the right in my line of sight. When her figure completely disappeared from my sight... I see it.. A tear ..

Can't tell if it's real or hallucination..

Is she crying again?

Zheng Jiayue: Is a person crying again?

That depressed and dull feeling began to surge in my heart again, and I looked at the direction where Zheng Jiayue's figure disappeared for a long time. only to sigh deeply..

After a sigh, I slowly moved my mouth again, as if talking to myself

"I'm sorry.."

I can't remember how I walked back on the way home.

My brain went blank, or rather, was covered with sadness all the time...

What lingers in her eyes is Zheng Jiayue's lonely and tearful appearance...

In my mind, there is only Zheng Jiayue's voice... It reverberates back and forth.

"Do you like me... Xiao Xiaoming.."

"I want to know. Do you like me?"

When I walked to the door in a daze, the voices were still there.

I'm a little confused... Don't know what's going on..

I subconsciously looked at Yu Qian's door on the side... The door is tightly closed. I can't tell if the person inside is still awake...

So I opened my door and walked in, went straight to the bedroom, and lay down on the bed.

At this time, a voice finally came out of nowhere...

If.. If I had promised Zheng Jiayue just now...

What will happen to everything?

Should.. It's going to be better than it is now... Should.. It won't be as bad as it is now, will it?

This kind of problem: I don't have an answer..

Later, I can't remember when I fell asleep...

When I woke up, it was already dawn outside. I sat up and was confused for a moment before realizing that it was the next day.

This reminded me of something all of a sudden, and I quickly took out my phone...

However, the phone screen has been black, as if it is out of battery...

This made me feel a little panicked, remembering everything that happened yesterday, and also remembering the sentence I told Zheng Jiayue when she was leaving.

However, I forgot that my phone has been out of battery since yesterday... So maybe after Zheng Jiayue went home, she didn't call me at all.

Thinking of this, I quickly got up and charged my phone... After finally turning on the machine, I found another tangled thing, that is, it was already more than 10 o'clock in the morning...

I didn't expect that I would sleep until now, which made me a little flustered, I don't know if there is anything about me in the company today...

Although the exhibition... It doesn't seem to have much to do with me anymore, but Chen Yanyu doesn't seem to say that I don't have to go to the company today, and that mother-in-law likes to ask me to do something weird, so I can't say if I'll find me.

So at this time, I didn't think much about it, but immediately called Zheng Jiayue..

Fortunately, the phone was still available, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.. And after the phone rang several times, someone finally answered...

And before I could open my mouth, Zheng Jiayue's voice came from inside

"Xiao Xiaoming.. Your phone is on.."

I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard Zheng Jiayue's words, and soon understood, it seems that Zheng Jiayue really called me last night... I don't know if she called me in the morning, but I haven't turned it on..

This made me embarrassed to say "um" into the phone, and then asked

: "That.. Where are you?

Zheng Jiayue on the phone quickly spoke again

"Well, there's nothing wrong with it.. Just now, Mr. Chen, she asked me why you didn't come, and I said that you are a little uncomfortable.. Maybe it hasn't started yet.. So.. It doesn't seem like there's anything for you today, if you don't want to come... It's okay to take a good rest at home~"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me stunned again, what's the situation with meow, I haven't asked her yet, Zheng Jiayue knows what I want to ask? This gentle way of speaking is something special... The usual Zheng Jiayue shouldn't say anything

"Xiao Xiaoming, you didn't come, I want to tell Mr. Chen~ You're finished.." Is that the kind of thing you say?

Thinking of this, my eyes flashed back to the sad look she had when she parted with me last night... This made my heart a little clogged again, and after thinking about it, I took a deep breath and said into the phone

"Uhhh Thank you so much. You.. Are you alright? Are you busy today?"

As soon as the words fell, I heard Zheng Jiayue's voice coming over again

"Hmm.. I don't have anything to do~ I'm not busy, it's just.. Anyway, I'm bored by myself, so I'll come to the company to see if there's anything I need help with... I'll have something to do tomorrow."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I thought about it, but I still spoke again

"That's it.. That's simply.. I'll also go to the company to have a look.. I'll be there in a moment... That one.. I'll talk about it when we get there.."

I don't know why I said this to Zheng Jiayue, obviously she just said that if I don't want to go, it's okay to rest at home for a day... I think.. It may be that I think if I go to the company by myself.. Zheng Jiayue will be a little happy, right?

Sure enough, when I said this, Zheng Jiayue's very happy voice came from the phone

"Really? I'll see you later, oh Xiao Xiaoming~"

I said "um" into my phone and hung up.

As soon as I hung up the phone, I was a little stunned again, and I don't know why... I always feel that Zheng Jiayue she.. It's changed a little, but it doesn't seem to have changed.

But I didn't think much about it, it's better to go to the company today, in case there is something to do...

In this way, I simply packed up and quickly rushed to the company.

On the way to the company, I was still a little entangled in yesterday's events, and when I arrived at the door of the company, I suddenly remembered what Yu Qian told me yesterday that she was going to go out with Lu Mao.

After thinking of this incident, my originally relaxed mood instantly suppressed again, because I seemed to be in the same situation as last time, I knew that if I didn't stop it, it would be bad for Yu Qian to be cooked by that Lu Maosheng rice, and when the time came... It's all over...

But although I thought so in my heart, Zheng Jiayue's shadow inexplicably flashed in front of me at this time... If she still cares about Yu Qian's side of things, what about Zheng Jiayue?

Since she has said such things to me, it means that she will always be... Keep your attention on me... If she saw me worrying about Yu Qian, wouldn't she be silently suffering alone?

The more I thought about it, the more entangled I felt, and finally stood at the gate of the company, and couldn't help but whisper a whisper I rely on.. Is Zheng Jiayue blind in meow, how can she like someone like me!

When I scolded this sentence, I couldn't help but beat my thigh with my hand, but as soon as I finished this action, I was surprised to find Jiang Ziyun standing not far from me...

At this time, Jiang Ziyun was looking at me, that look... It's like watching a pervert...

This made me a little embarrassed, realizing that all the emotions I had just shown must have been seen by him...

Sure enough, Jiang Ziyun looked at me stunned for a while, and then walked in front of me again. He asked

"What about Wang Ming.. Standing in front of the company in broad daylight and rubbing your thighs?"

Originally, I had a little headache, and I was even more speechless when I heard Jiang Ziyun say this... What the hell is his meowing thighs?

At this time, I looked at him awkwardly and spoke

"No.. No.. I just remembered the troubles. Why are you here.."

Hearing me say this, Jiang Ziyun immediately spoke

"Me.. It's okay, it's too noisy inside, come out and smoke a cigarette to breathe.. That's right.. I didn't congratulate you yesterday.. Won the game, the last move was good... Even I didn't think of it.. It's glorious to win.. It's time for a treat.."

Seeing Jiang Ziyun say this, I nodded hurriedly and said, "Please be sure, please be sure, after that." I heard Jiang Ziyun speak again

"By the way, what's the trouble you have? Listen to it, buddy will help you share the burden.."

Originally, I was a little confused at this time, and when I heard Jiang Ziyun say this, I instinctively spoke

"Uhhh Nor is there anything .. It's Zheng Jiayue, she was yesterday.."

After saying this, I suddenly came back to my senses, and immediately stopped the rest of the words and did not continue...

Jiang Ziyun was stunned when he heard that I was only halfway through, only to see him looking at me, and after a while, he smiled, took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to me, and then lit a cigarette for himself and said

"Why don't you say half of it?" Actually... I can guess it without saying it."

"Xiao Yue, that kid, did you tell you something yesterday? Doesn't it feel cool to have a little beauty confess to herself?"

When he said this, Jiang Ziyun spit out a mouthful of eye circles, and then a smug smile appeared on his face.

And I didn't expect Jiang Ziyun to know about this, and I immediately looked at him in surprise, thinking to myself, what is the situation, how did he know? Could it be a fairy?

Thinking of this, I looked at him and couldn't help but ask

"You... How do you know? Zheng Jiayue, she told you?

Unexpectedly, Jiang Ziyun smiled again and said quickly

"No... Don't you know a word... I know what kind of child Xiaoyue is. So, how could I not see her thoughts? It's also because there is only Yu Qian in his eyes that he hasn't noticed her beside her, right?"