Chapter VIII

Zhao Fatyi was wearing jeans and a T-shirt, which made Zhong Shi, who came to pick her up, a little stunned. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info She's really beautiful, not pretty, but beautiful from within. I hope that he alone knows how to appreciate such beauty. At least he hoped so.

On the sports field, everyone patted Zhong Shi on the shoulder and joked, asking him to take Fat Yi and his buddies to dinner after the game. He said directly that because Zhao Fatyi was too beautiful, he could only be with her by himself, not with others, worried that someone would also be tempted by her.

At this time, Fat Yi saw that it was Li Hao and his friends who were fighting against Zhong Shi. Zhao Fatyi took the initiative to walk over to say hello, and didn't say anything to Zhong Shi, just walked straight over, and looked at the ex-boyfriend in front of him with a smile, "It's been a long time, how are you? Even if it's in a school, I still can't see you? Sometimes I dream of you, what about you? Will you think of me?" Fat Yi didn't know what she wanted, but she still asked these words without thinking.

Li Hao looked at his increasingly beautiful ex-girlfriend blankly, "I don't think of you occasionally, let alone dream of you occasionally, but I often recall the time we spent together in my dreams." Maybe, I was really too naïve to lose you, I don't know if your current boyfriend is still so naïve?"

"To be honest, he was my boyfriend, but my dad arranged it. I don't know that my marriage and love can be used as a condition, although my father said that everything is for me to decide and respect my choice, but I don't know what my choice is? It seems that when I am used to being by your side, everything is decided by you, everything is arranged for me, and I don't know what decision I should make. Li Hao, although we broke up, I still hope to be friends with you, and I hope to see you often. I'm conflicted and despicable, but I wish I did, can you promise me?"

"Do you think your boyfriend will agree?" Li Hao asked with a wry smile.

"It doesn't matter if he says yes or not, what matters is whether you say yes or not. I don't know how I dreamed of you, and I don't know what happened to me, but one thing I know, I only know after losing you, I care about you, and I care about you very much, although I can't say the reason, and I don't have the face to say the reason, but I just want to be friends with you, or good friends, it's okay. Just don't be a stranger with you. ”

"If I hadn't met him today, would you have said this to me?" Li Hao looked at Zhao Fatyi, there were hundreds of millions of things in his heart that he couldn't let go, how much reluctance and love he had? He had to admit that he still loved Zhao Fatyi very much, no matter whether she was far away or not, he still loved her very much.

"I don't know, maybe this is fate, maybe our fate is not over yet! What about you? You can refuse outright, otherwise I don't know what else I will do. Why does my heart hurt when I see you and my friend finally together?" said Fat Yi with a wry smile.

"Don't you think that maybe we shouldn't be separated, and we shouldn't have other lovers so soon?" Maybe we just need time to calm down and think about how we should get along, how to be each other's best lovers and partners, and stay together for the rest of our lives?" Li Hao just said the truth.

"yes, then we're going to take this semester as the boundary. If we still can't let go of each other after the final exam, we will break up with our current lover and get back together. But this time the choice must be a lifelong commitment, and it can't be changed?"

"Well, I promise you, we'll all use this time to think about it. Li Hao was reluctant to fall in love with her, how could he fall in love with someone else so easily? After the two shook hands, Fat Yi walked back to Zhong Shi's side. This is responsible for yourself and love.

Zhong Shi walked up to Fat Yi, "Do you have anything to say to him? Doesn't he already have a new girlfriend, don't you see it too?" Fat Yi looked up at Zhong Shi and smiled. It turns out that his maturity is only manifested on the outside, and his inner maturity is not at all mature?

"I've seen it, but that doesn't stop us from being friends, because he knows me and understands me better. We've been classmates since high school, and he's not just my past boyfriend, he's the one who understands my psychology, and I'll be best friends with him!"

"Don't you ask me if I agree?" Zhong Shi looked at Zhao Fatyi. At this time, Fat Yi didn't have a gentle and calm smile, just looked at him coldly. "Fat Yi, now that I'm your boyfriend, I have the right to know your friend, and I have the right to prevent you from becoming friends with someone I think is inappropriate?"

"Then why don't you stop me from becoming friends with Mr. Tang? Zhong Shi, you want to compete, I don't want to quarrel with you, it's boring. You go for it, I just want to watch the game here, okay? Let's not talk about it for now, we'll talk about it when you're done!"

"Good. Zhong Shi looked at the eyes of the people around him, didn't say anything more, and returned to the field. But when he saw Fat Yi's eyes, he guessed that he seemed to be losing Fat Yi step by step. He wanted to keep her forever, but it seemed unlikely.

Zhong Shi seems to have lost confidence in himself, and feels that he will inevitably lose Fat Yi. Although he firmly believed that he was more handsome than Li Hao and more mature than Li Hao, he knew that he would lose it when he saw Fat Yi's attitude towards Li Hao. Fat Yi doesn't seem to have forgotten Li Hao, and she still misses the days they got along.

On the court, Zhao Fatyi didn't look up to watch the game between the two at all, she didn't care who lost or won, and she didn't care. She was a little reluctant to Li Hao, but after breaking up, she realized that Li Hao was actually more suitable for her and doted on her more. It's not that Zhongshi is bad, but it's not suitable.

After experiencing such a variety of lives, I still don't understand what I want, and I still don't know what I want and what I need. It turns out that people spend their lives asking themselves what they want, and in the end they can't say what they want to be happy. During the break, Fat Yi received a message from Li Hao saying that if she was free, she wanted to ask her to have lunch on Monday, and he had something to say to her at the newly opened food stall outside the school. Fat Yi agreed to Li Hao's invitation.

Zhong Shi looked at Fat Yi's appearance, walked over and grabbed her and walked out. Fat Yi didn't struggle, didn't say anything, just was held by his hand and followed him. In the car, Fat Yi spoke first, "I don't like such a boyfriend who retreats for his girlfriend, so I hope you can return to the arena." I don't care if I win or lose, but what I care about is your attitude. People who are desperate for their girlfriends, either too capable or too incompetent, which kind do you belong to?"

"Then what do you care about, do you care about me or Li Hao, or your sweet love time before?" Zhong Shi roared. Zhao Fatyi still had a calm smile on her face, so calm and leisurely, and didn't care about Zhong Shi's temper at all.

"Zhong Shi, don't be so naïve, okay? I said a long time ago, I hate naïve and immature men, why do you still pick on the aspects I don't like? Now I order you as my girlfriend to go back to the game. I'll wait until you're done talking about your jealousy, okay?"

Zhong Shi looked at Fat Yi's appearance and knew that he couldn't resist her at this time, so he could only get out of the car and walk back to the competition venue with her. Fat Yi smiled and shook her head helplessly, why are these boys so naïve? When will they be more mature?

Li Hao kept looking at this side, and Fat Yi walked into the venue before his heart relaxed. It turned out that he still hadn't forgotten Fat Yi, and it turned out that Fat Yi hadn't forgotten the days they had walked together. In fact, the contradiction between them is just a trivial matter, and it is because he doesn't know how to deal with it that it has become like this. He didn't blame Fat Yi for breaking up with him, a naïve and unreasonable boy really didn't deserve Fat Yi's so much care, so he couldn't let go. He hopes that he will be able to love Fat Yi with a mature attitude in the future, this is the love that Fat Yi needs, and this is the manifestation of his true love for Fat Yi.

After the game, it was Li Hao's team who won. While Zhao Fatyi was really happy for Li Hao, she also had to think about how to deal with Zhong Shi's questioning. Only now did she finally understand that what she wanted was not to be entangled with Liu Yuanshan, not to become realistic with Zhong Shi, but Li Hao's sincerity and steadfastness.

Zhao Panyi only wants a simple and ordinary life, and only wants simple and ordinary happiness. Only Li Hao can give her all this, and only Li Hao can live peacefully with her. Fat Yi hopes that she can still redeem Li Hao and have the opportunity to enjoy an ordinary life.

She thought about herself, if Li Hao could still accept her, she would not be separated from him again, and if Li Hao refused, she would give up completely. This time, she truly understands the life and happiness she wants to pursue in life!

Zhong Shi found an opportunity to have a good chat with Zhao Panyi face to face alone, seeing that Zhao Panyi was still smiling calmly, Zhong Shi didn't know how to speak? The love between them seemed to be in crisis in Zhong Shi's opinion, as if it had to end. At least he thinks that's what Zhao Fatyi thinks, and Fatyi hopes to end the relationship between them as soon as possible. Zhong Shi seems to have guessed that Zhao Fatyi wants to return to Li Hao and want to find his own Li Hao.

"You took the initiative to pull me out, just look at me like this, don't you speak?Then I'm going home, I still have to write a paper, I hope you don't waste my time, okay?" Zhao Fatyi still said these unkind words with a smile on her face. Zhongshi just didn't know if she was joking, or if she was telling the truth. Zhong Shi only now understands that he can't see through the girl in front of him at all, although she has a peaceful smile on her face, her heart is like a deep sea, which cannot be explored.

"Will we continue to be in love, or will I just give you a reason and excuse to break up after I graduate?" Zhong Shi's question made Zhao Fatyi smile even more happily, Zhong Shi is such a naïve but cute boy, she even thought he was mature before?

"I can answer your question right now, I think you're too immature. I've told you from the beginning that I like mature boys, it's not that you care too much about me and take care of me, I'm disappointed, really disappointed. Let's separate, I don't want to waste time, waste your time and mine, and I don't want to waste our time on dividing and not dividing, that's really boring. Since they have been disappointed, they will only hurt each other if they continue to get along, and the long-term pain is better than the short-term pain. ”

"Are you so sure, you are so disappointed in me that you are powerless to recover?" Zhong Shi was surprised, what was unexpected was Zhao Fatyi's determination, and what was unexpected was Zhao Fatyi's decisiveness. Is she a girl in her twenties? How can she be so straightforward?

"I'm disappointed, and I don't know if I can get it back, but I know that I don't have the patience to accompany you in the maturation process, and I know that I don't want to stay with you anymore. Making a decisive rejection of someone you don't like anymore is the best decision for each other, and that's what you told me. Let's get together and disperse, don't waste each other's time, you prepare for your graduation thesis, prepare for your life after graduation, but I don't want to be involved in any of this. "Zhao Fatyi's decision was cultivated in ancient times, and she is used to being so direct. "I hope you don't do anything more childish and make me despise you just because you broke up with me. Men should be able to afford to put it down, and I hope you can do it at least after we break up. ”

"Won't you regret it? Won't you regret separating from a boy like me?"

"I don't know, but I don't think so! At least I think I can take responsibility for my own decisions, whether it's good or bad!Zhong Shi, I hope that one day you can tell me with your actions that you are already a mature man, and I misjudged you!" Zhao Fatyi said with a smile on her face.

"I'll work hard!" They haven't been in love for a long time, and there is indeed something unsuitable between them, Zhao Fatyi only made up her mind after seeing Li Hao. Zhong Shi is also a realistic person, knowing that it is irretrievable, he will not be stalked, this is his handsome criterion.

After they went home, they all honestly talked about today's breakup. Father Zhao looked at his daughter's smile and asked curiously, "Do you still have someone in your heart who can't let go?" Or do you really dislike Zhong Shi? You tell Dad honestly, is it okay?"

"Dad, to be honest, I like Zhongshi very much, it's just the kind of love between friends, not the kind between men and women. I also hope that I can accept his feelings and accept his shortcomings, because I am not perfect, and I also have shortcomings, and he can accept and tolerate them, but I can't do it after working hard for a few months. Dad, I really want and wish I could be more tolerant and considerate, but I can't do anything to him! I'm sorry, Dad!"

"Little fool, what do you say sorry? Your own emotional path, you decide for yourself. As your father, I have only one request, that is, the person you truly love can give you all the tolerance and love, and this is my request. Since you still don't like Zhong Shi, that's fine, anyway, his uncle is not so happy with you. Now this result is better, dad thank you, so hard to do what you promised dad, thank you!"

"Dad, I don't know what's wrong with me, I often dream of Li Hao during this time, is it that I still can't forget him, or is this the process that I have to go through after breaking up?

"People often feel like this, when they are around, they feel dispensable, and once they really lose it, they know the value of what they have. Dad just wants to tell you, ask your own heart, can you really tolerate everything Li Hao, and then decide what you should do?

"Dad, I think I know. For the time being, I want to be alone, not in love, and maybe it's a good thing to be quiet and calm my heart. Maybe I'm upset, so I don't know what I want, right?"

"Dad also thinks that you should study hard by yourself first, calm down for a period of time and then decide the love and happiness you want to choose, and then your choice will determine your life. Fat Yi, although many times the love in college cannot be successful, but after success, he will be very happy. ”

"Dad, I often make impulsive decisions, but I don't regret it afterwards, I'm not a good girl, am I?" asked her father with a smile on her face, and her father patted her on the head.

"My daughter has grown up and naturally needs to worry about love. Everyone experiences such an ambivalent state of mind, and with good adjustment, I believe you will make a wise and right choice. I believe in my daughter, and I believe in all your decisions, just like Li Hao once said to me, because he loves you, he can support all your decisions, even if you fall in love with someone else, he will wish you happiness. You often say that Li Hao is naïve, but Dad thinks that he just doesn't show deliberate maturity in front of you, in fact, he has the heart of a mature man, because love can tolerate everything about you! This is something that many boys and even older men can't do! Fat Yi, Dad is wondering, is it because you want to change your lifestyle too much, so you ignore Li Hao's advantages. Dad didn't say it before, and he didn't stop you from breaking up with him, he wanted to give you time to figure it out for yourself. In fact, Zhong Shi may be more naïve and immature than Li Haolai. Now you know, after getting along with Zhong Shi, I realized that being handsome and looking mature on the surface is not really good, right?"

Fat Yi looked at her father, recalling everything Li Hao had done for her, and it was indeed as her father said. He is so naïve in front of him, because he loves himself deeply, because he doesn't need to deliberately show maturity and stability to her appreciation, he really loves her and treats her as a relative!

At night, looking at the ceiling of her room, Fat Yi couldn't sleep. It turned out that he really ignored a lot of things, including all the advantages of Li Hao. She has been immersed in Qingyi's life and can't extricate herself, but she is no longer Qingyi, but Zhao Fatyi.

She laughed at her stupidity, and even laughed at herself for not cherishing Li Hao's good intentions. Maybe she shouldn't be so selfish and make Li Hao miserable all the time, she should let Li Hao also know what she wants? Let Li Hao also have the right to choose whether to love her or not?

They all need time to think through and think about their sincerity. Fat Yi closed her eyes and slept peacefully, she knew what she had to do, and she knew what she wanted to do! Such a test was a good thing for them, and it was an experience for their future.