If pain is an indispensable part of my growth, then I have really grown.

In the past, the second uncle always said that chewing bitterness is the only way for a man to mature, but it is so difficult to really taste the taste of suffering, but fortunately, everything has passed......

I took out my mobile phone to call Seventeen, I didn't dare to see her like this, let alone my second uncle, I knew that I had to bear the things I had committed, and I couldn't affect anyone.

Seventeen's voice came from the phone, but there was no excitement or excitement, just a flat "Hey." ”

Her bland sentence made my heart very uncomfortable, I remember that every time she would answer the phone excitedly, I seemed to be all she had at that time.

"I'm Sanming, I'm sorry. Speaking of this, my tears could not help but collapse, and I felt indescribable guilt in my heart.

"I know it's you, what's wrong? She lowered her voice and whispered, I know how weak I am now, and I know that I am ashamed, I don't expect her to forgive, I just want her to know my heart.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”

"Sanming, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?"

"I, I'm fine, I went to the school to look for you that afternoon, I wanted to surprise you on purpose, but I misunderstood you. "I'm honest that I won't hide anything, I've hidden enough from her, and I don't want to lie to her anymore.

"You know all about it? I thought you'd be angry. ”

"How could I be angry? It's all my fault, and if I had told me I was going to see my parents, I wouldn't have let you down. ”

"It's okay, it's okay, my mother doesn't usually come back, but I'm quite satisfied with coming back this time......" Sister Seventeen's words made my heart twitch, I knew what she meant.

Who doesn't want to find a boyfriend who can take them out? Who doesn't want to find a serious boyfriend?

It was the first time in my heart that I despised myself so much, even when I was facing sixteen, I didn't feel this way, I despised myself in my heart, and I felt that my humility was better than a speck of dust.

"By the way, where are you? Can we have dinner together in the afternoon?"

"I, my second uncle and I will go out for a few days, and I will go back in a few days, I promise not to disappoint you in the future!" I said word by word, this is my inner words, and it is also the last time to lie to her.

Actually, I don't want to see her, but the way I am now, others can only increase their sadness when they see her......

I took a taxi back to the apartment, bandaged my head at a small clinic nearby, and the glass slag on my entire head was picked by the doctor for more than an hour.

I feel that I am not a ghost now, I am embarrassed and I don't even look like a person, and I have nine stitches on my head, each of which is pierced into my heart, and this scar has been deeply left in my heart!

As soon as I entered the apartment, the landlord urged me to ask for rent, and it was a few days since I counted the days, so I pooled the money on my body to pay the rent, but the landlord said that he would not let me live in anything.

I wanted to ask the reason, but he talked about the tiger's face, and finally agreed to let me live for another three days, and said that for the sake of my injury, he asked me to find a good house and move out immediately.

I bought a bunch of instant noodles and went back to the room, the door had been kicked and broken, and there were still some clear footprints on the door, I don't know if it was left by someone from AOB.

At this moment, I understood why the landlord didn't let me live here, and I didn't want to live here anymore, so I cleaned up the door, found a cupboard on top, charged my phone and started boiling water.

I don't know why the whole person's heart is empty, very relaxed and relaxed, only the pain on my body keeps reminding me that all the embarrassment and disdain I once had never disappeared.

When I was making noodles, the phone rang, and when I saw that it was the second uncle calling, I adjusted my mood and picked up the phone.

"Second uncle, what's the matter?" I tried to use a normal tone, not wanting him to hear anything wrong.

"Where did you go with a stupid fork? I packed and brought you food last night, and your friend came over, and you came back quickly. ”

The second uncle said impatiently, but my heart was warm, this is a feeling of being cared for, and it is really good to be honest.

"Su Yurong? I, I can't go back now, I have something to do and I can't go back in a few days. "I made up a random reason, but I actually didn't want the second uncle to see me like this.

I know that his temper and personality will definitely go violent, but this matter itself is unreasonable, not to mention that the AOB Group is wealthy, so why bother to embarrass himself......

"What? What can you do? Is it because pickle girls are addicted?"

"Second uncle, don't ask, I'll go back in a few days, and I'll go to the gambling boat with you!" I said very firmly, hoping to recover before I set off.

"You better save it, don't you make more trouble for me, Lao Tzu will be satisfied, are you really okay?" the second uncle asked uncertainly, his tone full of temptation.

"It's really okay, I just found the direction of my heart and found my own feelings. I said calmly that reality had helped me make emotional choices, and I would never think about anything wrong from now on.

"It's okay, hang up, tell Lao Tzu if you have something, after all, there are some things you can't bear alone. ”

The second uncle's words warmed my heart, no matter how I said that he was my own second uncle! Maybe he noticed something, but he still respected my choice and gave me enough space.

I was relieved when I hung up the phone, I knew that the second uncle was for my good, but I also knew that the gambling boat was dangerous, and now I can only raise it for a few days, I hope that the swelling on my face will be reduced quickly, otherwise how can this ghost go out?

What's more, the Vietnam War of gambling ships started because of me, I must not let go of my second uncle to deal with the mess for me, now I am different from the previous me!

I rushed away the instant noodles and ate them one bite at a time, and my tears fell unconsciously, but I didn't regret it at all, and I took it upon myself.

I think the most correct thing I did was to bear this by myself, without affecting my second uncle or any friends, although it was very difficult, at least I could look like a man!

After eating instant noodles, I took out the ointment and began to wipe my body, my whole body was densely covered with bruises and bruises, and I couldn't touch my back, and after trying it a few times, the tears couldn't help but fall, and I forced my tears back.

This little hurt is nothing, if I frown and don't be a man!

I put the ointment on the toilet paper, and then used the toilet paper to rub the ointment on my back little by little, and looked at myself in the mirror covered in scars, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart......

Take care of everything and lie in bed to rest, and one rest is a full three days......

For three days in a row, I hid in my apartment and didn't go out, eating instant noodles every day when I was hungry, and I called Seventeen many times during this time, and Su Yurong also called, and I didn't mention anything about being beaten.

No matter how cold Sixteen is, she is always for my good, and I can understand her purpose in doing so, and perhaps only by completely distancing herself from me can I avoid being destroyed.

In three days, I also figured out a lot of truths, and also figured out some principles of life, to be a man to know how to know, but also to know how many pounds and how much he weighs.

The thing I regret the most is that I used to be self-inflicted, and now I understand what the gap between strength and rank is, and I will not give up gambling, just like I will not give up on becoming strong.

I may be embarrassed now, and maybe it's not enough to change anything, but when I get it back with my own hands in the future, I already have the nine stitches on my head in mind.

No matter how strong AOB is, no matter how much relationship background and power Fatty Qiang has, I will kill him sooner or later, it doesn't matter if I can't beat him, there are many people in the world who can kill him!

I need money, 10,000 is not enough for 100,000, 100,000 is not enough for 100,000! I don't believe that no one can't kill him!

But I'm not going to tell anyone about this and this idea, I'm just going to keep everything in my heart and not let anyone know about it except me.

Because I understand that when you really make up your mind to do something and kill someone, you don't need much determination and vows at all, because it's not a goal but something that has to be done......

On the afternoon of the third day, I lay in bed and looked in the mirror, and I felt that the puffiness on my face had subsided a lot, and I could remove the stitches on my head in a few days.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door of the room, the first time in a few days, I thought it was the landlord, but when I opened the door, I was completely dumbfounded......

I thought I could bear everything like a man, but in front of the person in front of me, I completely broke down like a child......