Today, there is only this single chapter, and I haven't opened a single chapter since the beginning of this book. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Now, I suddenly want to start a single chapter.

First of all, I want to apologize for the interruption of the past few days, the reason is simple and terrible, just because I am in a bad mood and can't write, but I don't want to write imperfect chapters, so I put it off.

I'm not a good author...... But I want to be a good author, starting with my first pen name, starting with my first book.

This is not my first pen name, but it will be my last, and this pen name carries everything about me.

Luo sleeping cat, I remember, in the first book, someone sarcastically used this pen name, but I don't know how to respond, because cats are originally luo! Cats are neurotic animals, just like me, there are always readers who say, neurotic authors or something.

Because they feel that no one will understand my efforts.

I want to write a different online novel from an online novel, I don't want to write that kind of routine, I don't want to write something more strange, I want to write according to my will, to create a world in the book, this world is as cruel and gentle as our world, it has joys and sorrows, with bright warmth, even if it is the protagonist, he is just an ordinary person......

Although I know that this may not be in line with the characteristics of online articles, I have insisted for many years, and I hope that when someone talks about online articles, they will no longer use the term "fast food literature", because I feel that this term is belittling all online writers, and I want to justify their efforts!

I know that this wish is so great that I don't know if I will be able to fulfill it in my lifetime.

Even if I can complete it, I'm afraid it won't appear to me, just like my mother said: "Your diploma is so low, even if you succeed in the future, what can you do, it's not that no one will belittle you, even if no one belittles you, with your diploma, you can write something good." ”

I always thought that my mother supported me in writing a novel, even though the novel I wrote had never provided any financial help to this family, who was not poor but also not wealthy.

Until now, I am twenty-three years old, I have achieved nothing, and life is dark for me.

I don't know what I'm going to do in the future, or if I'm going to do nothing...... An idea popped into me.

Give up your dreams!

But I'm not reconciled!

Let me hold on a little longer, and encourage myself to myself.

But seeing that my salary would not exceed 1,500 yuan a month, I wanted to retreat...... Even if you just go for a job that is very tiring and you don't have time to write novels, life will be much better than this!

Even today, I'm still thinking about it.

But the new book has just begun, and Bai Li's life, I have just begun to draw...... Some people just like to be overwhelmed!

It's really ****** sick! Brain wrecked! Neurotic!

Sitting on the chair, I looked at the less than 200 words typed in a daze, and my mood was complicated, and I couldn't concentrate on writing at all.

Until, just now, a reader suddenly added my QQ...... He was very excited to suggest some settings for the novel.

And...... With the content of these short fifty or sixty chapters, he boldly began to guess the internal composition of the Scarlet Rain Building, and he read every chapter and every punctuation mark so seriously......

Then, he guessed it!

Although there are some discrepancies with the Scarlet Rain Building I want to talk about, he has already thought of a lot!

He said, "Your structure is a bit bad, and it's so easy to guess it.,But,It's always so funny.,I think I'm in love with white glass.。

At this time, I really want to cry, I want to cry!

Why am I so lucky in my life? In the vast sea of people, I met you and met you...... Really, so lucky!