Chapter 878: Outbreak
After being rumored out of the venue, Chang Sheng fell directly on the air cushion in his group's lounge, and at the same time, Wu fell on Chang Sheng's side, and it was almost two or three seconds of effort, and Li Han fell on the other side of Chang Sheng with injuries all over his body.
Although there are many injuries on Li Han's body that are unbearable, they are not serious injuries, most of them are small scratches from the fine crumbs of the magnet, with the recovery power of the Protoss inherited by Li Han, it will not take a day for these small scratches to disappear.
As soon as he returned to the lounge, Li Han got off the air cushion directly and took out spare clothes from the wardrobe to change. Wu Ze has been standing by the air cushion, waiting for Chang Sheng's command.
However, when Li Han changed his clothes, Chang Sheng was still like a wooden man, staring at the roof with two eyes, like a doll without a soul.
Li Han buttoned his shirt and glanced at Chang Sheng with a slight frown, then looked up at Wu with an inquiring gaze.
Wu Ye was confused, he could only shake his head to Li Han to show that he didn't know.
Li Han put on a black jacket while walking on the air cushion, kicked Chang Sheng unceremoniously, but said in a very flat tone: "What are you rubbing? Hurry up and change your clothes and go home!"
Chang Sheng looked like he didn't even bother to speak, and he got up from the air cushion weakly and slowly changed his clothes.
After changing his clothes, Chang Sheng followed Li Han out of the lounge, only to find Zhichan and Qinghui waiting outside the lounge.
Seeing Chang Sheng come out, Qing Hui smiled gently at Chang Sheng, and Chang Sheng subconsciously avoided his gaze, but his eyes glanced at the place on Qing Hui's arm that was injured by him, intentionally or unintentionally.
Zhichan walked up to Chang Sheng and patted him on the shoulder, but said to Li Han and Wu: "I have something I want to ask the two of you to help, no problem, right?"
Li Hanfeng glanced at Chang Sheng with a slight frown, and then said, "Okay." ”
Without waiting for Wu to ask Chang Sheng if he agreed, Li Han directly forcibly pulled Wu Ye away and left with Zhi Chan. On the way, they happened to run into Zhengyuan and Dugu Meimei who came out of the lounge, and the two were also pulled away by Zhizen.
Chang Sheng is not a fool, of course he can see that Zhichan is creating a chance for Qinghui and him to be alone, but now Chang Sheng always feels awkward in his heart, and he doesn't seem to have any mental strength, so he doesn't want to talk to people at all, especially Qinghui!
But at this time, it was impossible to find an excuse to leave, and he could only stand quietly at the door of the lounge if he didn't want to speak, waiting for Qinghui to break the silence.
Qinghui stared at Chang Sheng, who had been bowing his head, for a while, and then said with a relaxed face: "I'm hungry after fighting for so long, let's find a place to eat?"
Chang Sheng wanted to refuse, but he couldn't find an excuse, at this time his head seemed to be wooden, and he couldn't think of anything, so he could only agree. He hesitated and said, "...... Well. ”
Following Qinghui, Chang Sheng's eyes were only locked on Qinghui's heels, and he didn't know how long he had been walking and where he had gone, when he came back to his senses, he was already sitting in a small private room in a restaurant, and all the food on the table was actually served.
Consciousness will be scattered to this point, Chang Sheng himself can't understand it, he now has an inexplicable sense of dullness and powerlessness in his heart, this mood simply makes him crazy, but the feeling of having nowhere to focus and can't vent is even more painful for him.
After Qinghui put a few dishes in Changsheng's bowl, he asked Changsheng, who didn't move his chopsticks, "Is there no appetite?"
Chang Sheng immediately shook his head politely, picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of food, but before he could reach his mouth, Chang Sheng's gaze became confused again.
Qinghui looked at Chang Sheng with some distress, he took off the chopsticks that were about to fall out of Chang Sheng's hand, turned Chang Sheng who had returned to his senses to himself, and then asked Chang Sheng with a serious face: "Do you know why you became like this?"
Chang Sheng finally met Qinghui's eyes, he shook his head silently, and asked, "You know?"
Qinghui sighed and said, "Because this is the first time you've really experienced the concept of damage in battle. ”
"Huh?" Chang Sheng said incredulously: "How is it possible? I have fought many battles, large and small, and I have seen blood so many times that I have forgotten it, and I have even seen the scene of murder many times, how can it be that it has only been ...... until now" Chang Sheng wanted to speak and stopped, and there was a feeling of bitterness and sourness in his heart.
In Qinghui's words, everyone has everyone's understanding of harm. Some people know from the injuries of others, some people know from their own injuries, some people know from the deaths of relatives and friends, some people know from books, some people can understand from other people's oral accounts......
Looking back at Chang Sheng's past experiences, you can know that Chang Sheng is not a person who cares about his own injuries, so he will only understand the meaning of harm in others.
For people who are good at long-range attacks, the distance will blur the extent of the damage, so that people can't realize the damage they have caused to others, and for Changsheng who needs to understand the damage from the injury or death of others, this in itself will make Changsheng unable to understand the concept of damage.
However, there is a different difference between the injury caused by others and the injury caused by oneself. And the harm that Chang Sheng has brought to himself and others in the past is because it comes from memories, just like reading a story, so it is a big difference from personal experience.
Moreover, even if I have experienced some things that I understand about harm before, because Changsheng himself is too rational person, it directly leads to the situation where the emotions of accepting harm are suppressed by reason.
"How can I say it," Qinghui said, "Maybe your reason has accepted everything a long time ago, but you have never really accepted it emotionally, you have been using your reason to suppress your emotions so that you can look calm when you experience hurt, but after being emotionally suppressed for a long time, there will be an explosion one day, and I just happen to be your flashpoint." ”
Although Chang Sheng's reason had already understood Qinghui's words and understood that something was wrong with him, understanding it did not change Chang Sheng's mood at the moment, and his heart was still sullen.
Qinghui said: "There is nothing more impactful than getting yourself injured when you are close, although it is only a small injury, but because you have accumulated too many similar emotions before, so when my blood is splashed on your face, you who are facing this situation at close range can't escape it, and your reason can't suppress it, so your emotions will explode to this point." ”
Chang Sheng sighed deeply and asked weakly, "How long will it take for me to get out of this emotion? This won't have any negative impact on my next matches, right?" 8)