Listening to this name, Poria's heart was like a knife, even if she was born humble and couldn't understand the literature and ink, she still understood the affection in these two words. But everyone has their own lives, and she can't do anything, so she has to nod her head in agreement. Zhao Shinan hurriedly said these two words, and he didn't want to stay any longer, so he turned around and was about to leave.

Poria took out the pair of tiger head shoes from the cabinet and prepared to put them on for Siheng, who couldn't walk yet, and peeked at Zhao Shinan's reaction. Sure enough, Zhao Shinan frowned, snatched the tiger head shoes, looked at the stitches carefully, and his hands trembled slightly, and asked Poria in a cold voice: "Where did these shoes come from?"

Poria's voice was still low eyebrows and pleasing to the eyes: "I picked it up from the old lady's house, the old lady wanted to throw it, I looked at it and it was a pity, and I begged it back." Looking at Zhao Shinan, he said timidly, "I heard that Mrs. Sun said that the young grandmother gave it to Siheng." ”

Zhao Shinan was stunned, his heart had been emptied, but why did he still hurt so much when he heard this? Heng'er, if you hate me, blame me, and blame me, it will make me feel better. But why don't you hate, don't complain, and leave a pair of shoes for my son? Are you going to make room for me and make me happy? But without you, my heart is gone, where can I be happy?

Poria watched as the shoes were clenched tighter and tighter in Zhao Shinan's hands, and in the blink of an eye, they were deformed, and the little tiger head in front of her was about to wilt, so she hurriedly stopped in a low voice: "Young master, the shoes are -------."

Zhao Shinan came back to his senses, pinched the shoes in his hand back to their original state, and carefully put them on Siheng's feet. The child was very well-behaved, did not cry or make trouble, and looked at Zhao Shinan with a pair of narrow eyes. Zhao Shinan's heart suddenly tightened with pain, child, he couldn't say what it felt, it wasn't for this child, he wouldn't lose Du Heng, but looking at the child wearing Du Heng's small shoes fluttering, he couldn't get angry.

Poria saw that Zhao Shinan's face was relaxed, and she knew that it would be useful to keep these shoes. Even if Zhao Shinan doesn't wait to see himself or the child, for the sake of these shoes, he won't leave the child alone. Just looked at Zhao Shinan's sideburns faintly with a thin layer of sweat, and couldn't help but pick up the handkerchief and shrank back to wipe Zhao Shinan: "Young master, what's wrong?"

Zhao Shinan only felt palpitations, and his numb heart was torn and hurt like a crack. Poria's hand reached over, he hurriedly blocked it, and said lightly: "Good life to take care of Siheng." He strode out of the house.

Zhao Shinan returned to the courtyard where he used to live with Du Heng, and now Zhao Shinan has returned to his old house in Yangzhou, and he only lives here, leaving Shuangye and Banxia to serve. The appearance of the house is exactly the same as when Du Heng was there, and even the Buddha shrine that Du Heng used to ask for a child still makes Shuangye incense every day. Banxia saw that Zhao Shinan's face was not good, and asked Shuangye: "Do you want to ask the young master what's wrong?"

Futaba didn't raise his eyes, and said coldly: "No, if you feel uncomfortable, you will naturally call people." Banxia snorted and said, "Oh, I see. "Banxia doesn't understand.,Why did Futaba come back from Beijing.,The face is like frost.,There's no sunny time.,And the young master is also weird.,Prefer to leave the ugly-faced Futaba to serve.,Sometimes I don't care about a few cold words.。 This skill is really not something that ordinary people learn.

Zhao Shinan's heart was very distressed, the pair of tiger head shoes dangled back and forth in front of his eyes, and then a cabinet of tiger head shoes in Beiping dangled in front of his eyes, he smiled sadly, Du Heng left, leaving a love debt to him. How can he pay it back?

Looking at the Buddha enshrined in the Buddha shrine, he is eager to have an afterlife, if he can see her again in the next life, he will let himself be accompanied by palpitations for the rest of his life, and atone for his sins.

The seizure of power by the Xishan faction and the reorganization faction became increasingly intense, and the leaders of the reorganization faction, to which the provincial chairman had devoted themselves, gradually adopted a compromise attitude after the Central Plains War, and many people in the party gradually became dissatisfied. The provincial chairman stepped down, and Counselor Xu of Beiping gave up the darkness in time and sought a new position. It can be seen that people move living trees and move dead, too rigid and easy to break, and those with strong adaptability can eventually stand in the middle stream.

The disintegration of the reorganization faction also had a great impact on Zhao Shinan's business. At the beginning, Zhao Shinan escaped the catastrophe of Master Xu because of Du Heng's urgency, but there was no evidence that night, and Counselor Xu was there again, and Zhao Shinan was not taken away for harboring the revolutionary party. Subsequently, Division Commander Xu mentioned this matter to the head of the Xishan faction, and wanted to arrest Zhao Shinan for retrial, but due to the strong sponsorship of the provincial chairman, he failed to succeed. And Zhao Shinan won the favor of the people, and naturally reciprocated the favor and provided a lot of funds for the reorganization faction of the provincial chairman.

It's just that politics is always a speculation that doesn't know the outcome, and it is no different from gambling, gambling often gambles on money, and politics gambles on life. Zhao Shinan bet on the provincial chairman of the bet, but in the end he lost all the games. After the disintegration of the reorganization faction, Zhao Shinan's business was greatly impacted. Not to mention the market in Beiping, even the Jiangnan area has also been hit hard.

Cheng Yuejin, which was originally used for "tribute", was replaced by other silks. The brocade sold throughout the country was stuck, and it was not allowed to be shipped out of the province by the Xishan faction in power with all kinds of currency checkpoints. Because where the silk of the Zhao family went, the silk market was impacted, and the original silk market would be occupied by the Zhao family. Therefore, the ancients said that "the wood is beautiful in the forest, and the wind will destroy it" is also a warning to the world.

In the chaotic situation, there are no normal channels and normal circulation for businesses that lack care, and naturally they can't do it. Zhao Shinan only realized at this moment that rejuvenating the country through industry is a joke in this troubled era. Any one who carries a gun can make you lose your moves, what kind of order do you propose? What rules?

Zhao Shinan simply closed the field for the production of Chengyuejin, only produced ordinary silk, and sold it casually in the province to maintain its business. So the world of the silk industry has become a scene of a hundred schools of thought, which is fashionable today and popular tomorrow. Many people are still thinking about Cheng Yuejin, but they can't buy it anymore. And Zhao Shinan's heart, after experiencing these things, also left his previous ambitions behind. There is no time to be sober except for drunkenness and excessive drinking.

Old Mrs. Zhao looked at Zhao Shinan's situation and felt heartache. She didn't know what she had done, she broke her heart for her son all her life, and in the end, a proud man who was comfortable in troubled times became the paralyzed person who couldn't afford to be drunk. She hated Du Heng, hated Mallow, hated everyone, but found that no one could hate it, Du Heng was gone, Mallow was sealed, who could compare to the tragic ending of these two women? Fortunately, there is also a grandson, Siheng has become her only sustenance. Her body is gradually not as good as before, and the family affairs are lined with Poria cocos, but she doesn't dare to mention the words of straightening Poria cocos. If you consume it again, your body bones can last for a few years, and when you can't hold it anymore, you will naturally be on the top position. She is also a little resigned to fate and sad now.

In the blink of an eye, it has been five years since Du Heng left, and there is still no news. Time is a good healing thing. The reorganization faction has disappeared for many years, and the Xishan faction's tilt towards the Zhao family has gradually improved. The business is faster than before, but Zhao Shinan still has no intention of making Yuejin.

Si Heng has grown up, and his small mouth is very well-behaved, coaxing the old lady around. Poria has also changed from the timid and glutinous little girl at the beginning, to tenacity, but the corners of her eyebrows and eyes are a little lonely. Zhao Shinan would go to her house to see Siheng every ten days and a half months, but he never stayed for a few minutes before leaving, and he never even looked at her again.

Futaba and Dongsang became relatives, and Zhao Shinan rewarded a lot of rich dowries. The day before they got married, Zhao Shinan called Shuangye and Dongsang into the room together, and said slowly: "You two are both servants of the Zhao family, Dongsang has been with me for many years, Shuangye first served Heng'er, and then served me----" Speaking of Du Heng, Zhao Shinan's voice still trembled slightly, and it took a long time to calm down and say, "Now your good things are near, my gift is a dowry, not a dowry, Dongsang, do you understand?"

Dong Sang was a little calmer than in previous years, and nodded in response: "Understood." "Zhao Shinan is not representing himself at the moment, it is Du Heng, and he is Futaba's mother's family. Thinking of Du Heng, Dongsang's eyes were red, and he looked at Zhao Shinan and said, "I will treat Futaba well." I don't want to disappoint you and my young grandmother----" he couldn't say any more.

Shuangye's face has been cold for many years, and it was finally solved that day, she came back from Beiping and identified Dongsang, and the family also urged her to marry several times, but in her heart, she always felt that Du Heng would come back, and this family had Du Heng, and Shuangye felt that there was some humanity. But she didn't wait, and then Dongsang's father went to the funeral for three years, and it was delayed until now, and he is not young. But Du Heng hasn't come back yet, which is a regret in Futaba's heart. Futaba wiped his tears and said, "If the young grandmother is still here, how ---good it would be" said and ignored Dongsang's clothes and began to cry.

Zhao Shinan's heart seemed to be torn apart, and he waved his hand to let Futaba and Dongsang go out, and stayed awake all night. Time has taken away many things, but only Du Heng's smile has gradually become clear, but when it comes to the end, it has become blurred. He was very remorseful, he promised to take Du Heng to take a photo, but he was busy all the time, and in the end he couldn't take the photo. If there is a photo, he doesn't have to suffer from heart. He has too much to supply Du Heng, I don't know if there is a chance in this life------

Shuangye got married, Zhao Shinan gave her a dowry of ten miles of red makeup, and all the people in Yangzhou City came out to watch, and everyone was surprised that there was such a big battle to marry the maids, and they all said: "I'd rather be a slave to everyone than a little girl---" "The Zhao family even married a girl, it's all this formation?"

Zhao Shinan looked at the long wedding procession, a little lonely, many years ago, there was a little girl, who also wore a head full of pearls and emeralds, with ten miles of red makeup, walked into his door, into his heart, this walk, walked a lifetime, life after life------

It was the spring benefits that news came from Nanjing. The World Exposition is going to be held in Europe, and the whole country is looking for items that can represent the country. A peer talked to Zhao Shinan: "Brother Zhao, if your family's Cheng Yuejin participates in the exhibition, you will definitely be selected." ”

Cheng Yuejin: It's a distant name. Zhao Shinan shook his head lightly: "I'm not going." ”