Zhao Fatyi, who returned to her home, looked at her father's gift in a daze. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoAs she gets older and the years go by, she doesn't know more and more what she wants to be happy?It seems that she suddenly has doubts about her persistence all along, what exactly does she want?Whether it is for Li Hao or Liu Yuanshan, she doesn't seem to have feelings, and she even wonders if she has lost her confidence in love and her gratitude for marriage?

Li Hao picked up his son and went to his parents' house to eat, and when the father and son returned home, Zhao Fatyi was already watching TV at home. "You're back. My baby son is already asleep, carry him into the room and let him sleep well. You've worked hard too, thank you. Zhao Fatyi arranged her son and smiled at her husband and said, "I have something I want to discuss with you, and I hope you agree." Zhao Fatyi's serious appearance made Li Hao's heart uneasy, and she wanted to say something to him.

"What's the matter, you say?" Li Hao took the warm water handed over by his wife.

"I want to go out for a walk, but I'm alone and want to go out and walk quietly. I don't want you to accompany me, let alone my son, just myself. To be honest, lately I've been feeling tired and a little bored, and sometimes even deliberately trying to find fault with you. I want to go out for a walk, find the peace of mind that I should have, and find the psychological state that Zhao Fat Yi should have, okay?" Fat Yi looked at her husband's eyes, but what she said made Li Hao very worried, she has always been like this.

Li Hao looked at his wife blankly, "Is there something wrong with you? Why do you have the idea of going out to travel by yourself, I really don't understand." My son and I make you feel tired, or do I disappoint you as a husband, you can say it directly, why do you have to go out for a walk? You are not alone now, you have a family and children, can you bear to leave your family and children and go out by yourself?" Li Hao said with some seriousness, is he really afraid that his wife will not come back?

Zhao Panyi smiled bitterly, "We have been married for many years, I just want to regain my time and confidence, I just don't want to repeat the same life." You don't have to think about things so complicated, and you don't need to worry about anything, I know that I am a woman with a family and will not do anything to be sorry for you. It's not because of you, but I have my own life guidelines that I can't overcome. I want to go out for a walk on my own, just because I've been tired of both you and kids lately, and I want to rest, especially for my soul. I hope you promise me three days to get back to the happy and carefree Zhao Fatyi, the mother of your wife and children. ”

"Do you want to go out on vacation?" asked Li Hao.

"Yes, but not to a tourist attraction, but a farmstead, opened by a friend of my father, an uncle I know well. Zhao Panyi said it and regretted it a little, why did she tell her husband where she was? Let him worry about what was wrong with him for three days?

"Okay, I promise you. Li Hao walked over and hugged his wife gently, "I also hope that you will always be a happy Zhao Fatyi, and you will always have a peaceful and sincere smile." I will take good care of my son and myself, and I will not let my parents worry about our affairs. ”

"Thank you, husband!" Zhao Fatyi didn't know that Li Hao loved her no less than anyone else, and Li Hao would love her like this for the rest of his life. She just doesn't want to accept the infinite care of her family and husband like this forever, and she also wants to do something for the family and husband who love her the most. She needs an independent space to empty her heart, especially the memories of the past and the feelings that should not exist for Liu Yuanshan, she needs a relaxed psychological state without weight, in order to love her family and family well. She believes that in three days, she will completely let go of feelings and memories that she shouldn't have, and she believes that she can and must do it.

At the same time, in the community at the other end of the city, Gui Ronglin took her husband Liu Yuanshan's arm for a walk. Liu Yuanshan asked his wife with a smile, "What's wrong today?" Is there anything you want to discuss with me, and you can't do it in front of your daughter." ”

"Yes. Our department chose me to go abroad for two years of training, so I want to discuss with you, you can go with me! We will try to take the children out with us, how about you? You also have a place, as long as you want it will be yours. ”

Liu Yuanshan looked at his wife, but Zhao Fatyi's helplessness when he was holding the child came to his mind, he would not leave, he would always choose to live under the same sky as Zhao Fatyi. "No, you go, I'll stay here and take care of the kids until you come back." Liu Yuanshan looked at his wife with a sincere face, "Rong Lin, everyone has their own ambitions, you go to yours, I will choose the life I want." You don't need to give up this opportunity for me and the child, we'll take care of ourselves. Liu Yuanshan blocked all the suggestions that his wife wanted to say, this was his sincerity, and it was his choice.

"Do you want to stay here and take care of your daughter? It's not that you don't want to go out and see, but there are people in this city that you can't let go, right? Yuanshan, I'm not a fool, I can't help but call out the name in your dreams every day, it's not that I haven't heard it, it's just that I don't want to destroy the happiness that I have so hard to get. Can't you let go of the person in your heart for the sake of this family and us?" Liu Yuanshan smiled at his wife, he had always known that he would call Qingyi's name in his dreams. He also knew that Rong Lin had known all this for a long time, and he was just waiting for her to take the initiative to say it.

"I admit that there is someone I will never forget, who has left me, I just can't let go of myself, and it will not have any effect on our marriage and family. She's just the woman in my heart. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been obsessed with her like this, please forgive me. I chose not to broaden my horizons, not because I couldn't let go, but because I really didn't want to go out, that's all. Liu Yuanshan's excuse would not even be believed by himself. He couldn't and couldn't stay away like this, thinking of Fat Yi's appearance, he really had no way to leave. He had already forced himself to leave once, this time he couldn't go far and fly high, he couldn't hurt Fat Yi like this again in the same way.

Rong Lin looked at her husband and was very surprised that he would admit it like this. "Why don't you hide your love for another woman, why do you tell me directly? Liu Yuanshan, you have completely changed since the car accident, and you are not the husband I know at all?"

"I don't want to cheat on you, I think that's what hurts you. I tell you, I have someone in my heart who can't let go, on the one hand, because I respect you as my wife, you should know and don't have to worry about what will happen to me, and on the other hand, because I want to say it and no longer keep it in my heart. Liu Yuanshan took his wife's hand and looked into her eyes, "I can't explain this relationship to you, I can only tell you that this is a fate that I can't control myself, I'm sorry! To be honest, she and I are destined to never be together, but we will never forget each other." Rong Lin looked at her husband in front of her, and suddenly felt that he was a stranger, not her relative.

"I know, thank you for being so honest. After Rong Lin finished speaking, she left first, and Liu Yuanshan didn't catch up. Liu Yuanshan felt tired and didn't want to continue to hide anything, let alone continue a lying marriage that had long been exposed. He said honestly, just hoping that Rong Lin could make a decision. He's giving himself a chance, and he's giving everyone a future to choose from. He can't let Fat Yi make any decisions, or give up anything, he can only let himself stop hurting innocent people.

Liu Yuanshan walked in the garden of the community by himself and did not return home. He has been struggling with Zhao Fatyi's relationship problems, although they have made a decision not to hurt anyone and want to get along with each other as friends, but why is his heart so sad, even to the point that he doesn't want to hide this feeling. Liu Yuanshan laughed at himself, he has always been a rational and impulsive person, why is he so irrational and impulsive today?

Gui Ronglin returned home with tears streaming down her face. She knows that her husband's heart does not belong to her, and she also knows that there are other women in her husband's heart, but she always believes that her persistence will be rewarded, and she believes that her husband will know what should be cherished the most. Emotional things are not something that can be controlled and changed by reason, Liu Yuanshan has worked hard, but he has never given up on his beloved, and he has never forgotten the love that he can never say. Gui Ronglin smiled, maybe this is an opportunity, a chance for them not to continue to hurt each other, since they can't have it if they work hard, it's better to let it go chicly.

After coaxing her son to sleep, Zhao Fatyi came to Li Hao's study, "Don't you worry about me going out by myself?" Zhao Fatyi looked at her husband and smiled slightly. Her smile has always been the one that Li Hao can't let go of the most, and sometimes Li Hao hates it the most, because he can never see through his wife's heart and can never understand what his wife is thinking. "I don't remember anything specific about high school, but I know that you are a confident man who believes in your love and trust in me, and I am worthy of your heart. ”

Li Hao looked at his wife, "Your eternal smile has always been my most exciting and favorite advantage, but sometimes your smile annoys me." You are my wife, we are the closest couple, please don't hide anything from me, please let me know what you think, is it okay?"

Zhao Fatyi still smiled, but it made Li Hao feel different. "Husband, in fact, I don't have any dissatisfaction with you, it's just that the same life has been repeated for a long time, which will produce a certain degree of psychological fatigue, and you may not have such a problem. My idea is very simple, that is, to find my own space and time, otherwise I will have a more and more bad attitude towards you and my children? Husband, can you feel the exhaustion of my soul? I just want to rest. Zhao Fatyi leaned on her husband's shoulder and said her heart gently, which made Li Hao feel distressed.

Li Hao took his wife's hand, "I'll go out with you, you are such a beautiful girl, I don't worry about you going out alone." In addition, I understand your exhaustion, and if you are asked to juggle your career and family at the same time, you will naturally be very tired. Wife, I'm sorry, it's me who thinks too much, it's me who loses confidence in myself, and I'm suspicious. From tomorrow onwards, I will take care of all the housework except stir-frying, so you can leave more time to do what you want to do and what you like. "Li Hao is a mature and good man, he will change his mistakes, and admit that he is wrong.

Zhao Panyi's sincere smile made Li Hao can't bear to refuse any of her requests, as long as he can do it for her, he will work hard. "Thank you, husband. How lucky I am to have met you in this life. In order not to worry you and not to make my son unhappy, I didn't go. Having you is already my greatest luck and happiness. Zhao Fatyi leaned on her husband's back, "Think about it carefully, people are sometimes a little greedy and forget that they are already in happiness." ”

"Wife, I love you. Although I had girlfriends in high school and college, and although I have left you before, you are my partner in this life, and it is a choice that I will not regret after careful consideration, and I will love and spoil you like this for the rest of my life. Li Hao's oath made Zhao Panyi smile. Such vows seemed to have been heard before, and she couldn't remember who said them, but she had never thought that such vows were meaningless, and time was the best proof of feelings. After time has passed, Li Hao can still be like this, that is what he promised. To love someone is never to decide the way according to one's own needs, but according to the way that the person being loved needs.

Zhao Fatyi, who gave up her travel plan, was a little disappointed, but also a little relieved. Thinking of the story of his time as Qingyi, Fat Yi smiled. Or, she is not used to such a peaceful life and wants to create a little more story for her life. Qingyi has lost the opportunity, lost the opportunity to be happy and peaceful for a lifetime, why should she give up? Zhao Fatyi laughed at her decision, and even blamed herself for not cherishing Li Hao in front of her and cherishing the happiness she already had.

Now Li Hao is like Qingyi's first boyfriend, a boy who is not cherished by Qingyi but cherishes Qingyi very much. Zhao Fatyi touched her wedding ring, shook her head with a smile, she already has so much experience and experience, why is she still so ignorant? Li Hao is the person who should be cherished the most, and what he has now is the most real. "I almost lost it again, and I almost chose to hurt the person in front of me who loves me the most and cherishes me the most. Li Hao, why do you love me so much? Am I worthy of your lifelong pampering?" Zhao Fatyi said in her heart, looking at her sleeping husband. She lay down as gently as she could, took her husband's hand, and closed her eyes with a smile. Perhaps, she was worried about losing and wanted to be ready to give up in advance, but she actually couldn't bear to lose.

Liu Yuanshan found a time to call Zhao Fatyi, hoping to meet and chat, he had something to discuss with Fat Yi, he wanted to hear Fat Yi's opinion. Zhao Panyi agreed to go to the appointment, saying that she also had something to say to him. Both were guessing what the other was trying to say, but neither of them was right.

Zhao Panyi deliberately made an appointment for lunch, so she didn't have to explain anything to her husband. She couldn't explain the fate clearly, she couldn't explain it clearly. Zhao Panyi made a choice, she knew that this was a decision she had to make, just to make her heart calmer.

Liu Yuanshan thought that he could guess what Zhao Fatyi wanted to say, because he was too familiar with her, and he didn't need her to say it to guess what was on her mind. Liu Yuanshan believes that no one knows Zhao Fatyi better than him in this life, and no one loves Zhao Fatyi more than him.

Zhao Fatyi stared at the computer screen blankly, she was a little unbearable, and even more reluctant. Can Liu Yuanshan accept her decision? After so many years of emotional entanglement, although they have not been able to stay together, they have always loved each other and have never given up this love.

Her heart twitched at the thought of her own decision. Can she really do it?"Fat Yi, do you go to the gym at noon?" Liang Yu asked with a smile. She and Zhong Shi are going very well, and they have already begun to talk about marriage, and they are smiling and happy every day.

Zhao Fatyi smiled bitterly and shook her head, "I have something to do at noon, so I won't go." Sorry, you're going to have to do the hard workout on your own. Zhao Fatyi's heart was filled with the upcoming decision, she was in no mood to do anything, and only memories of Liu Yuanshan were left in her mind. This is different from the previous decision, this time it is a real letting go, even the memories in the depths of her heart she has to work hard to clear, she can't love Liu Yuanshan in her heart anymore, otherwise she won't be truly happy in her life?

At lunchtime, Liu Yuanshan and Zhao Panyi sat in a small private room in a restaurant, looking at each other, without eating or talking. It wasn't until the dishes were served that Liu Yuanshan broke the silence first, "It seems that we haven't seen each other for a long time." Every time I see you, you give me a feeling of amazement. He held Zhao Fatyi's hand and continued: "It seems that every time we meet, we are making all kinds of excuses, and every time we can't talk about our feelings and future very calmly and sincerely, can we change it this time? Let's talk about our future, talk about our own feelings, don't divert the topic, don't run away from the fact that we still love each other deeply." Liu Yuanshan said with a smile, but his eyes were already red.

"Okay, let's have a good talk. After several lifetimes of entanglement, we still get along with each other like this, and we still have to find a lot of excuses to meet so helplessly, I feel so tired. After Zhao Fatyi finished speaking, she pulled away Liu Yuanshan's hand, "Let's eat first, I'm hungry." Zhao Fatyi doesn't want to see Liu Yuanshan's pitiful appearance, she will be soft-hearted, she will give up her decision, and then fall into a cycle of not being able to stay together but always loving each other.

Li Hao didn't know that his wife had an appointment and wanted to surprise his wife, so he went to his wife's school. The office door was closed, and no one answered her calls, Li Hao shook his head with a smile, maybe he went to the gym, and he couldn't hear the ringtone of his mobile phone, right? Li Hao took the flowers back to his car and decided to wait for Zhao Fatyi to come back from the gym. He looked at the roses in his hand with a happy smile, Zhao Fatyi's favorite gift is flowers, he has been married for many years, and he occasionally gives his wife such surprises.

In the afternoon, Zhao Panyi returned to school with red and swollen eyes. Li Hao saw his wife walk into the school gate and greeted him, and the bouquet of roses in his hand was brilliant. Zhao Fatyi looked at her husband blankly, she didn't want to see anyone at this moment, why is Li Hao here now?"Wife, what's wrong with you? Have you cried?Why are your eyes so red and swollen?" As soon as Li Hao's words were asked, Zhao Fatyi fainted in front of her husband like this, and the roses were put aside.

Zhao Panyi was taken to the hospital, but she was unconscious. After various examinations, the doctor concluded that she had been subjected to strong stimulation, which could lead to temporary amnesia and that there was no problem at all. Li Hao stayed by the bedside, remembering that when Zhao Fatyi had a car accident before, he also guarded Zhao Fatyi like this. Many years have passed, and Zhao Fatyi is already his wife at this time, but she is still lying unconscious on the hospital bed. He held his wife's hand tightly, distressed.

On the other side, Liu Yuanshan didn't know that Zhao Fatyi fainted and was sent to the hospital, he was recalling Zhao Fatyi's resolute words, and he didn't give him any chance at all. "Why do you still care so much about me? I'm just a friend of yours, just an old friend you can't forget, please don't make any decisions that hurt your family because of me. And, henceforth, I want to be strangers with you, and neither of us disturbs each other's peaceful lives, and I will do it, and you must do it. "Zhao Fatyi made up her mind that things will not change, does it mean that they have really become strangers from now on?