Chapter 53 Do You Know How Much I Hate You......
The gorgeous peach blossoms in the late spring of Eastern Liao are still blooming all over the trees, but they can't compare to the bright eyes of the king of Eastern Liao.
Pavilion Xuanxie, a corner of the Qu Yuan, soft feet and chins. Only at the moment when he stepped on the stone steps in front of the court, the world had a color: "Heh." The corners of his mouth moved slightly, and the smile was slightly bitter, and the smile was too far-fetched.
I waited all day, waited all day, waited all day...... It was dark and light, and he finally had to give up, but he couldn't admit the guess in his heart.
The magnificent sword that is unparalleled in the world is in his hand, but how ridiculous does it seem now?
Like a child, he was innocent and full of hope to surprise his lover...... However, it was not Yukun who was pleasantly surprised, but himself.
Scold......
Yukun, after all, he didn't come back. Not last night, and still not today.
And the king stood there, motionless, until the sun went down again, and the moon rose, and the night fell.
The lights are on, the night is deep, and the totem of the Dongliao Imperial Palace is a faint circle of candle wax, which is faint and faint.
is still charming, still handsome, but the shallow and strong smile on the lips turned into helplessness and sadness full of tears and tears.
Empty, sky and earth, everything is empty, empty as nothing!
The person who slept with him for more than ten years was no more, no longer belonged to him......
Why?
The two of them grew up together, and when they were eight years old, they entered the palace together, and they thought that they would be together for a lifetime like this...... Shouldn't it?
But why, why did he still lose him after all, after all, he still couldn't keep all of his heart! Even if he was the king of Eastern Liao, what could he do? It's just in vain, it's just in vain.
This imperial palace is too entangled, I don't want to leave, I want to leave too much, I leave this chaos, and I don't want to come back...... No, I want to come back, I want to. Because Yukun is still there!
A gust of night wind shattered, and Rou Dai's thoughts were brought together.
More than ten years ago, I had to bear all the revival and responsibility for the Eastern Liao Imperial Family at a young age. At that time, I was still too childish, even if I was mature because of my life experience, I couldn't help but have a little innocence in my eyebrows. All the fantasies and longings for the imperial palace are so fresh and beautiful, full of temptation...... But when the floating life was turning around, he began to slowly find that all he saw in front of him was a piece of fine slush and some scattered yellow dust.
The beautiful and poignant flowers in the sky became more and more miserable under the puffing of the wind. The red light and shadow are intertwined into a vast net.
In the clear light of the night, Rou Dai stared at it, and seemed to see Yu Kun's firm and deep charming eyes again, just at a glance, she looked into an uneasy life, destined to be entangled.
Looking back, in fact, since the first time and the first glance of the interweaving, even I didn't notice it, and at that time, some things have been quietly changing......
"Someone!" Suppressed her throat with a fierce sound, her silk hair was entwined, and Rou Dai's heart overflowed with a silent sigh, "Take it and burn it!"
As ----he spoke, he threw the sword in his hand, and calmly gave such a cold order with an unpredictable and unambiguous face.
"This ......" The chamberlain was a little troubled, and he couldn't solve many of the meanings for a while, and he bent down but didn't know what to do.
"Take it and burn it!" Rou Dai did not move, and commanded again.
......
The chamberlain was silent for a moment, and finally a flash of inspiration finally flashed in his mind, and he understood what the king meant. Not daring to slack off any longer, he bent down and picked up the gorgeous and sharp sword on the ground, and after saluting, he hurriedly withdrew.
The empty hall was left with only Rou Dai, who was even more empty because she was alone.
The lonely night renders the lonely dormitory, the empty and lonely cold.
Rou Dai's face sank into the water, and she laughed to herself again. This smile is too bitter, but it is more lonely than the moonlight.
Night, as if there is no end to it......
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The curtain hangs, and as soon as the night breeze plays, it suddenly becomes afloat. At this moment, the night, is already very deep.
Yukun and Phantom Xi lay on the couch softly, and their ambiguous posture seemed to have been entangled in the bones.
The bottom coat is mottled, plain white and almost transparent, and it is as thin as wings in the shadow of the candle. The temptations that appear above and below the delicate and graceful body wrapped around are becoming more and more imminent and uncontrollable.
The two of them leaned against each other, their necks on their pillows.
"Wow ----" The thin clothes were half-undone, and the silky material was wiped off on the couch along the soft skin. Phantom Xi raised the exquisite face plate of extreme temptation, squinted his eyes and raised his eyebrows, and his charming body rubbed in front of Yu Kun like a long snake, and he was softly entangled with ** jade feet.
Yu Kun catered to the phantom and straightforward teasing, Lang's eyes sank, half squinted and half opened, and took a deep breath of the orchid-like fragrance between her vigorous and cloud-like hair.
It seems to linger and linger, as if it is lovesick. As if I wish that time could be stopped......
However, what about the body and the heart that are honest with each other?
"Do you know how much I hate you......" Oh was speechless, and in the silence, Phantom suddenly smiled with tears, his smile was bright but slightly bitter.
Yu Kun, who was sleeping together, didn't speak, but his half-closed eyelids opened dimly.
The night breeze gently blows away the candle smoke, and the flowers are scattered.
"I was originally the princess of Da Chu, my daughter is weak, and the only person I can rely on in the deep palace is the king ---- my nominal husband. Her fingertips were soft, and she spoke slowly, subconsciously clinging to his open chest, not complaining, not depressed, not even confused, not adding any pyrotechnic attitude, "But you, you and the king, have cut off all my hopes and thoughts. Ting is self-deprecating and funny, but he is telling the truth, "Everything about me, my body or my heart, has not been my own from the beginning, and I have never been able to control myself." ”
The phantom tone suddenly dimmed, and at this moment, she suddenly couldn't tell whether she was acting from the perspective of the white snake or from the perspective of the second princess of the Great Chu Kingdom she played.
I have to admit that she was too deep into the play, and gradually even she didn't remember her true self under the disguise, and she really regarded herself as the second princess who married far away, the poor woman...... But one thing is true, no matter which perspective she stands on in the world, her own body or mind is not able to control herself from the beginning...... In this world, women, too weak.
The many waves in my mind can no longer be calmed down. The big chess game laid out at the beginning, the dispensable life that is related to the transaction of gratitude and fate, until the final end, can not be told to others.
But when will it all end? Will the mind still be alive at that time? Can the dead mind be reborn in the ashes?
Phantom Xi fixed the chaos for a few moments, and raised his lips faintly: "Yukun, you ...... Do you love me?" Xu is now this atmosphere is too frustrating, phantom eyes closed, opened again in an instant, and another layer of deep smile appeared on the beautiful cheeks, "I am also a woman, even if I still can't understand it, but if you want me, how can I not be attached to you." "This is the truth, the fish and water are happy, Wushan is prepared, how can everything remain the same?
This attachment is an instinct of the body, and it is a natural thing. Maybe it's lonely, maybe it's subtle...... However, there are still subtleties that should be there after all.
While talking about Youlan, tears once again covered her eyes, and she sighed: "In my heart, there has always been a longing...... How I wish that one day I would be like an ordinary woman, enjoying flowers and tea with my beloved, and weaving and running a family when I am busy, instead of trying to send foolishness and disgrace in this weaving net of fate. "The more I talked, the more I thought, the more I thought, the more complicated it became, until the heavy cramping in my heart could not be resolved, and I couldn't say it anymore.
The night is bleak and the shadows are vast. She once again fell into the chaos of her thoughts, and for a moment she didn't know how much of her love for Yu Kun was true, and how her lingering affection for Qingyuan was different from the subtle feelings she put into Yu Kun......
"Phantom ......"
Suddenly, a long-lost call came from Yukun's mouth and the mouth of the person next to the pillow.
How precious is this call?
She has always been respectfully subjected to a "queen mother". The two simple words "phantom" are unfamiliar to her.
However, Yukun called her like this......
Phantom Xi couldn't help crying, his heart ached, and he suddenly felt a little at a loss: "I...... Don't, don't leave ......" is finally said no.
Yu Kun hugged the soft and lovely child who rolled into his arms, like a faint and fleeting cape. He pressed her lingering body tightly to his warm chest: "I know, I know you don't want me to leave......" frowned suddenly, and Rou Dai said it in his ear countless times. As soon as my heart closed, a contradictory feeling of contradiction caused pain to the bone.
Such a soft and gentle hangover suddenly makes the phantom infatuated, and such an infatuation is indeed terrible. At that moment, she even wavered, and almost forgot her original intention of seducing Yukun. However, she restrained herself in time, and she didn't give herself a chance to really have a heart.
Suddenly, her thoughts froze, and she smiled sadly. How come I don't even have a heart......
Life is a long life for mortals, and it is only a short nap for her. In the meantime, many entanglements are complicated, and in the end, they will dissipate with the wind, leaving no dust......
The stronger the incense, the deeper the night, the chill of the imperial palace that drifted by the distant wind even more.
The mandarin ducks are soft, and the poison has entered the marrow bones. The two of them, who are burdened with their identities, seem to have fallen into a distant dream, in which they unconsciously fall into a desire to die.
Their tears both dripped down, and their tears blended together......