I persuaded myself that maybe Xiao Bin sent her back and landed here, but I was terrified, and this reason really couldn't convince me. I'm no stranger to such emotions, but it's really hard for me to accept that it happens to two people I admire and love the most. In the bottom of my heart, I am extremely disgusted with such men and women, but when I think about the elegant and gentle Xiao Bin, and then think about the frank and generous Fan Ling, I can't dislike anyone, I can only be sad.

In love, there will always be the helplessness that comes first and then comes, and the most sad is the last.

Out of Fanling's home, the night wind blew extremely cool. My indignation has turned into a rabbit and a fox. Love that does not seek results is the persistence of love or the helplessness of love? Fan Ling does not understand Xiao Bin's heart, how can I ever understand Zhao Yijing's heart? It is said that a woman's heart is a needle, but in fact, what is really unpredictable is a man's mind. You don't understand how high you will be when he sees you as a few pounds and taels behind his crazy entanglement and warm embrace, or puts you and other things, such as reputation, status, money, power, responsibility, etc., on the same scale.

I took out my phone and found a few missed calls from Zhao Yijing, probably because it would be too noisy in the bar and I didn't hear it. There was also a text message with only two words: "Wait for me." ”

My heart jumped wildly, he wanted to come back, the two keys in my hand were no longer entangled, and I hurriedly took a taxi to Houhai. Call him on the way, it's a state of shutdown.

I rushed back to his house, checked the flight, and was supposed to arrive in Beijing at half past ten at the latest. It's almost twelve o'clock now, and he should be there soon, and I was so worried that I didn't know how to put my hands and feet, so I hurried to the kitchen, and made a sweet soup and mixed a side dish from the local materials, and waited for him to come back and add a supper.

Women are strange creatures, and although they have a thousand anxieties and thousands of resentments in their hearts, they are always affectionate when they are about to meet the person in their hearts, and maybe all the resentments are just because they are missing? After a little later, he still didn't come back. I started to get anxious, checked his flight, and arrived in Beijing safely, nothing was wrong. My worries grew stronger as time went on. By 3 a.m., I was fidgeting. I couldn't help but call 122 and ask if there was a traffic accident on the route from the airport to Houhai, and the other party's tired voice: "Wait two minutes." ”

Those two minutes were endless torment for me, like a line between heaven and hell, where I was hanging, and only then did I know what Zhao Yijing meant in my heart. Thinking about what might happen to him, it seemed like the whole house was pressing down on me, and it was a pain that made me breathless.

Finally the other person told me, "No." "I slumped in my chair, guarding the side dishes on the table, tears flowed all night, and my heart ached all night.

That night, I saw the moonlight turning white outside the window, alternating between day and night, and the stars fainting, until the sun shone in. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and I bounced up from my chair and saw a tired Zhao Yijing walking in with the cold of late autumn.

My eyes must be swollen, or he feels like he has lost a lot of weight, I looked at him, the tight strings of my whole body finally loosened, and the whole person looked at him as if he was evacuated and said, "You are finally back." ”

"How can I fool you if I don't come back?" his voice was slightly hoarse, and he didn't look at me much, and took off his coat and went in to wash his face.

I chased him to the bathroom, but I looked at his figure and choked up. finally couldn't help it, hugged him tightly from behind, and his voice trembled slightly: "Yijing, why don't you turn on the machine, it's scared to death." ”

His body stiffened, and he turned to look at me who was crying silently, and his face softened: "I was in a hurry last night, and my phone ran out of battery." He raised his hand and grabbed my shoulder: "When your phone can't get through, why don't you want to think about it now?"

When he said it, I regretted a little, I saw that he didn't answer the phone before, and I never thought about what kind of mood he would be on the other end of the phone.

I peeked at the wall clock outside, at half past seven in the morning, when I checked last night, I didn't notice how many flights from Nanjing to Beijing there were in the morning. But this must be the earliest. Did he get on the plane at four o'clock? Think about what he said last night, "Then come back and tell me in person, what was a waste." "I really regret it.

"Is there breakfast on the plane? I'm going to help you warm up?" I asked guiltily.

"Plane?" he wiped his face and looked back at me with some amusement, "I drove back." ”

I gasped, raised my hand to cover my mouth, but couldn't help biting myself fiercely, more than a thousand kilometers to drive back, he didn't want to die? ”

He washed up and stood beside me, looked at me deeply, and his voice was a little painful: "Your angry words, let me throw away the entertainment at the beginning and leave, and drove 1,100 kilometers overnight, ten and a half hours." ”

My heart was pounding again, looking at his haggard appearance, I cried in distress, why did I impulsively ask him to come back and explain to me, is that explanation more important than him?

Zhao Yijing's eyes were full of heartache when he looked at me: "Qingyang, I've never been so crazy. I have explained to you other people and things, and it will take time, and I can only tell you the reasons later. If you believe, you wait for me, and if you don't—" He stopped. I stared at him with tears in my eyes, not knowing what he would say, he looked at me for a long time, and his voice trembled slightly: "If you don't believe it, I won't let you go." ”

My whole body felt like I had been struck by electricity, and I felt numb. Seeing that his stubble was blue all night, I was entangled, but I still reached out and pulled the clothes on his chest, unable to speak.

He stiffened, hugged me tightly in his arms, and rubbed me hard, as if to melt me into his arms. The emotions that the man in front of me gave me were too strong, and all my reason and entanglement came to naught the moment I saw him.

Once Gu Jun made me not believe in love, but when I met Zhao Yijing, it seemed that I really understood love, I couldn't ask for it, and I couldn't let it go. At that moment, I told myself to bet once: if such feelings are not sincere, I will really never believe in love again in my life.

That day, I asked Lao Deng for leave for the first time, stayed by his side, watched him sleep soundly, I couldn't help but gently trace the outline of his face with my fingers, but I didn't dare to touch him, at that moment, I was really stupid.

He slept until the afternoon and didn't wake up, and when I was waiting for him to finish my meal, he looked at me and smiled deeply: "You're really the best fit for not going to work." ”

You're so beautiful, thinking to myself, pursing my lips and smiling slightly to watch him eat happily. I couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you take an early flight back, you can not be so tired." ”

"The earliest arrived at half past ten and eleven o'clock, too late. He said lightly, as if it was not a big deal to come back overnight.

My heart was overflowing with excitement, chatting casually with him, and suddenly I thought of Xiao Bin, and couldn't help asking: "Are you familiar with Xiao Bin, how is his wife?"

He glanced at me, "What are you asking for?"

"I have a friend who met him last time I played, and he was very interested in him, and asked me if he came, and I couldn't answer, so I asked. "I'm making excuses.

"Your friend? Zhao Yijing snorted, "Then don't bother, Xiao Bin's lover is very good." He added: "What do you ask when you are married?"

I was embarrassed to hide: "Maybe Xiao Bin has too much appetite for her." By the way, how is Xiao Bin's lover a good way?"

"It looks good, everyone's beautiful. As for how good," Zhao Yijing looked at me a little embarrassed, "I don't know." ”

I laughed, and with a tight heart, Fanling's road is really stormy, and the road ahead is hopeless.

In the next few days, the days are comfortable, go to work and get off work, catch up with him to come back early, and you can also go around Houhai together, I never know, the Houhai in autumn is so beautiful, the sky is high and the clouds are light, the autumn water is clear and clean, with the bars and singing under the night, compared to the quaintness of the Qinhuai River, it is not bad.

Once I went to the lotus market with him, many tourists were visiting the special bar, a young couple asked me to help them take pictures, after the shooting, I suddenly had a whim, turned on the photo function of the mobile phone, dragged a girl next to me, and asked her to help me take a group photo with Zhao Yijing.

Zhao Yijing was stunned for a moment, as if this was a very surprised expression.

"Yijing, I want to take a picture with you. I looked at him and said seriously, the next time I think about him, I can also look at this photo, and save the old man to search for his work photos, stupid.

There was a slight discomfort on his face: "I haven't taken life photos for a long time." Standing beside me as she spoke, the girl smiled, "One, two, three." I smiled sweetly, and he stood stiffly next to me, the shutter pressed, and then clumsily put his hand on my shoulder.

The girl was very enthusiastic and worried that one would not be taken well, so she suggested: "Keep this position and don't move, and have two more." ”

Zhao Yijing's hand held me tighter, and my eyebrows were crooked in his arms.

"Alright. The girl handed me the phone and said with a smile: "The background is very good." After thanking me repeatedly, I took a closer look at our photos.

At that moment, I was a little stunned, he was also stunned, in the photo, my face and his face were overflowing with sweet happiness, in the background, the four words "Good Dream Jiangnan" on a painting boat, are complementing each other's blurry dreams. It seems that the love, the scene, and the person should have been a harmonious Danqing.

After I went back, Zhao Yijing asked me to send the photo to him, and I tinkered for a long time before finally sending him an MMS message. At the moment when the delivery was successful, he and I both looked at the phone stupidly.

Soon two weeks passed, and my mother-in-law and I agreed to pick up Nuan Nuan, and when I was about to book a plane ticket, Zhao Yijing suddenly said: "Why don't I go with you?"