Chapter VI
"Husband, let's go! In case of a traffic jam, Lingling will not be able to wait!" Qingyi urged her husband, children can't let her wait! It doesn't matter how long adults wait. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Tang Shijun looked at his wife and smiled, and walked out of the office with his arm around her shoulder.
"Jieli, leave something to the vice president to deal with!" Tang Shijun's explanation made Jieli nod, and at the same time looked at Tang Shijun going out with Qingyi in his arms, the happy smile on his face was never before, so bright and warm!
Jerry sat at her desk by herself, thinking about all these years of waiting, and suddenly smirked. Tang Shijun didn't have her in his heart at all, no matter how she dressed up, no matter how hard she tried, Tang Shijun wouldn't take a good look at her! Tang Shijun only liked her because she was willing to be by his side so quietly and silently do everything for him, she was just his employee, nothing more.
Qiu Qingyi and Tang Shijun, who got into the car, Qiu Qingyi said with a smile while wearing a seat belt: "You are really attractive, there are so many girls who like you so much?" Hey, I was really lucky to find a super charming man!"
Tang Shijun smiled, "Who likes me again?"
"Does Jerry have a boyfriend?"
"How do I know? Does she have a boyfriend related to you, the boss's wife?"
"Didn't you notice that she was beautiful, and she was young?"
"So what? For me, I'm used to seeing it! What's more, I've always been a rabbit who doesn't eat the grass next to the nest, you can rest assured!" Tang Shijun was very happy and cared.
"Don't get me wrong, I don't doubt you, I'm very confident in myself and you! You are a person who promises a lot of money, and you will not easily break your promises to me and to yourself!"
"That's right!" Tang Shijun pulled his wife's hand to his lap and put it.
Qingyi's mother came home and sighed about her daughter's happy marriage, she finally didn't have to care about what others said about her daughter, she didn't have to care about everyone's discussions, her daughter's happiness had finally arrived, she didn't have to worry about her daughter anymore!
On Friday, He Yuanshan called Qing Yi and said that he wanted to have a meal together, and Qing Yi agreed! On that day, Tang Shijun had a party, and Lingling was taken by his mother to play again! This was the first time in several years that they had dinner alone! Qiu Qingyi dressed herself seriously, and it had only been a month since the last meal, and He Yuanshan couldn't hold his breath anymore and took the initiative to call to make an appointment? Qingyi smiled, maybe he was really old, and he was particularly afraid of loneliness and loneliness!
He Yuanshan came to pick her up near her house, and no longer let her take a taxi to his company by herself, such a small change made Qingyi's heart feel warm! For her, He Yuanshan's little change and warmth can make her happy for a long time!
As soon as he got into He Yuanshan's car, a cup of cold coffee was handed over, "I know you like to drink, I went to buy it, I don't know which one you like to drink, so I bought three different flavors, you taste it and tell me what flavor you like!"
"Actually, you don't have to do these things for me! You never just drink your water, when did you become so concerned about me?"
"I've always cared about you, but you don't know!" He Yuanshan took Qingyi's hand and gently pressed it on his face, "Do you miss me?"
"What's wrong with you? You've never asked these words before?" Qingyi touched his face gently, she had imagined such a scene many times, but every time she touched it, it was air, there was no He Yuanshan, there was no He Yuanshan who loved her!
"Yes, I used to be too stupid to know how important you were to me, but now I know, but it's too late!
"Okay, don't say it! Every time you say these three words, I will shed tears! Don't say it in the future! It's all my own choice, you don't have to say sorry?"
He Yuanshan wiped away the tears from the corners of Qingyi's eyes, "Okay, what do you want to eat?"
"Well, it's hot, but I really want to eat that kind of hot pot that is very spicy and spicy, especially I want to eat it! Let's find a small pot of the kind of restaurant, and I can make it super spicy!"
"Do you remember that I don't eat chili?"
"When have I forgotten about you? Ah, by the way, this is a very good medicine for the heart that I brought back from abroad, and we bought it from abroad! My mother said it was very good after eating it, you can try it! If it's good, I'll bring it to you again! There is also a special analysis report in the bag, which gives a detailed explanation of the ingredients and effects of this medicine! It was my mother's colleagues who asked someone to help analyze it, because they also believed in this medicine!" Qingyi handed He Yuanshan a paper bag.
"Are you still so worried about my body?"
"I've been worried, but I don't know what I can do for you! I bought two boxes of this medicine just for you and my mother! My dad is in good health, and there is no major problem with his heart!"
"Okay, I'll take whatever you give me in the future, and I'll never refuse your heart again!" He Yuanshan accepted. "Can I hug you? Every time I see you, I want to hug you, as if my heart can be steady!"
Qiu Qingyi smiled and stretched out her hand to hug He Yuanshan. She never forgot him, and no matter how old he was, she still couldn't control her heart. When she married Tang Shijun, she told Tang Shijun that her heart was not in her body, and in other places, she couldn't love him with her heart, she could only love Lingling with her heart. Tang Shijun himself said that his heart is not there, so such a marriage can be balanced and maintained!
In the hot pot restaurant, Qiu Qingyi and He Yuanshan sat opposite each other. Qing Yi looked at the small pot in front of him and smiled, "In the past, I often wanted to have a dinner like this with you, but I never got my wish!
"Then why didn't you say it before?"
"I'm afraid you're not going to refuse, I'm worried that you'll refuse, so I didn't say it in order to keep myself from being rejected by you!" Qiu Qingyi smiled.
"You say tongue twisters?" He Yuanshan smiled and sandwiched the dish into Qingyi's small pot.
"You suddenly asked me out for dinner today, you don't just want to meet me, do you?
"I just want to see you, because I miss you! Maybe you don't have time to think about me now, but I have a lot of time to think about you, and I want to say to you, can you see me once a week in the future? Have a meal with me, chat, I just want to see you once a week!"
"I don't want to refuse, but I can't help but refuse, because when I see you too much, I'm going to fall into it again, and this time I'm going to fall in again, I can't guarantee what I'll do?" If she was just a divorced woman now, then she would have agreed, but now that she has a family, she needs to be responsible for her husband and daughter, and she can't do it by her own nature!
"Do you love your current husband?"
"You can't say love, you can't say you don't love, there doesn't have to be any love between husband and wife, as long as you can tolerate each other!
"Qingyi, I just want to see you once a week as a friend, go out for a walk with you, have a meal, and let you come out for a walk, and let you come out for a walk, I don't mean anything else! Qingyi, what do I say to you now? I really love you very much, but I also know that if I love you, I should stay away from you, but now I don't need to stay away from you anymore! I will double my respect for you and your choices, I just want to see your smile every week, listen to you talk, and eat with you! Qingyi, please don't reject me!" He Yuanshan's tone made Qingyi strange and distressed!
"Aren't you worried that others will be cranky when they see us like this?"
"I don't worry about it, I don't care anymore! I don't want to live in other people's opinions and evaluations anymore, I've lived for 60 years, and I don't want to live like this anymore!"
"Okay, let's see each other once a month, and then we'll go out together, climb the mountains, drink tea, and chat!
"Then you can accompany me to buy a casual set of clothes and shoes next week!"
"You tell me, the size of your shoes and the size of your clothes, I'll buy it for you!" Qingyi looked at his appearance, knew what he thought, and immediately explained it to him.
"Okay, I accept!" He Yuanshan looked at Qingyi with a smile on his face.
Qingyi smiled, "You are already sixty years old, don't you need money to enter the park in the future?"
"Qingyi, you know I don't care about this money!"
"Yes, I know! If we go out to play in the future, I'll be in charge of bringing lunch, how about it? After I send Lingling to kindergarten, you can pick me up!"
"Then we'll make up our minds!" He Yuanshan was overjoyed and finally agreed! He was worried that Qingyi would refuse, and he didn't want to be busy in the office alone every day! He really wanted to be with Qingyi, and he really wanted to see her every day, hear her voice, and see her smile!
Qingyi nodded, with a bright smile on her face.
After dinner, He Yuanshan looked at the shopping mall next to the restaurant, "Let's go shopping together, I finally had the opportunity to visit the mall with you, I want to buy you clothes, I have never bought you clothes?"
"Then why don't you buy shoes?" Qingyi asked with a smile.
"You'll be even further away from me when you buy shoes! No, I'll never buy shoes for you!"
Qingyi laughed, "When did my distant mountains start to care about this? These are not the things you would care about?"
"Because I've lost the land for too long, I'm starting to care, I'm going to care!" He Yuanshan pulled Qingyi's hand over and held his arm.
"It's not good to be seen by others?" Qingyi wanted to withdraw her hand, but was held tightly.
"I said, I don't care anymore!"
"Okay, got it!" Qingyi smiled, because He Yuanshan's performance made her feel comfortable.
In the shopping mall, He Yuanshan chose clothes for Qingyi, Qingyi stood aside and looked at him, he has really changed, or is he really old, why did he suddenly become the He Yuanshan who loved herself deeply in her imagination, the He Yuanshan who couldn't live without himself! The previous He Yuanshan was not like this, the He Yuanshan who only loved himself, where is he now? Or has he been too lonely in the past few years?
Back in the car again, Qingyi took He Yuanshan's hand, "Why does the change make me feel strange? It's completely different from you a few years ago?"
"Do you think I've changed?" He Yuanshan asked with a smile.
Qingyi nodded.
"Would you believe if I told you that I used to do that on purpose to make you forget about me? Would you believe that I used to want to be like this, holding your hand and buying you a lot of things, but anything I do for you will make you unhappy, so I can't do it!"
"Then why do you do it now?"
"Because life is too short, I don't want to waste time pretending to be myself, and I don't want to deceive myself that I have no love for you, you know that I love you no less than you love me!
"Why don't you just think in your heart that I love me all the time?"
"Because I'm selfish, because I don't want to waste any more time in my short life! You know my heart is bad, and I can lie down at any time and never get up again!
"Don't say it so scary, I want you to be healthy, I want you to be safe, this is what you promised me, you can't keep your promise!"
He Yuanshan, looking at Qingyi, held her hand, "For you, I will also work hard to live healthily, and I will also work hard to do it for you!"
Qingyi nodded and hugged him! Love never came at the right time, fortunately they had the opportunity to make their hearts clear about each other, fortunately they could hug each other again! Qingyi hugged him, just hoping that he would be happy, healthy and safe! She knew that she had fallen into it again! It's just that this love is different from before, she doesn't care when she sees each other, and she doesn't care if she sees each other often, as long as the other party is healthy and safe, it is enough love, and it doesn't hurt others or herself! It can exist peacefully, and it can be felt slowly as a kind of spiritual comfort! Such feelings will not hurt the marriage and family, nor will it hurt any innocent person.