Chapter III

In the hotel, Qingyi held a wine glass, looked out the window, and kept crying in her mind, her heart hurt so much, it hurt! This kind of pain must endure, she is not her biological mother, she must let Lingling return to Siqi, this is right! She must endure the pain of being separated from Lingling, and must bear the pain of losing Lingling, which is what every mother who loves her child must do! Even if you are in so much pain that you don't know what to do, you still have to consider the best way for your child, to fulfill your child's growth and maturity, and to fulfill your child's family affection!

Tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and the pain of losing her daughter made her forget her marriage and love, and made her forget that she was about to lose her love and the person she really loved! People often face too many losses, face a lot of life regrets, this is life, this is the most real life!

Tang Shijun's villa, he called Siqi to coax his daughter, and he left after Siqi arrived! He was in a bad mood, and being by his daughter's side would only make his daughter more sad, so he could only leave, and this was the best way for Lingling! Touching the wedding ring in his hand, he remembered what Qingyi had said: "How long will our marriage last? Will it be a lifetime? Sometimes I really envy those people who are really white-headed and old, and I am very envious and admired, but can we ourselves?" Now that Qingyi's words have been verified, their marriage is over, it is Qingyi's own choice, and it is also caused by him Tang Shijun, he can't blame anyone!

After completing the divorce procedures, Tang Shijun took Qingyi's hand: "Let's have lunch together!

Qingyi smiled and nodded, "Okay! I was just about to say let's have lunch together?"

In the private room of the restaurant where they had dinner together for the first time, Tang Shijun ordered Qingyi's favorite dishes, Qingyi looked at him and smiled!

Tang Shijun picked up vegetables for Qingyi, "The car you sit in and the driver are kept, you can't drive, it's inconvenient to go out! You still continue to use it! In addition, I will give you a living allowance every year, don't refuse, this is what Mrs. Tang deserves! If you refuse, you look down on me?"

Qing Yi looked at the resoluteness in Tang Shijun's eyes, "Okay, I won't refuse! I accept your kindness, and I also accept your heart! Thank you!"

Tang Shijun smiled, "Since we realized it now, how many words of 'thank you' have you said to me? Are you tired? We used to be husband and wife, why are we still so separated? From now on, we are friends, you can make an appointment with me at any time, you can call me at any time! You can call me at any time!"

"Why?"

"Although our marriage is very short, my feelings for you have not changed!Qingyi," Tang Shijun took Qingyi's hand and put it on his face, "Don't refuse me, don't make me sad, promise me, have a meal with me every week, let me see you, and know how you are doing!"

"Will you feel comfortable in that way?"

Tang Shijun nodded! Qingyi also nodded! "In addition, I hope that you can keep the matter of our divorce secret for the time being, and don't tell the old people on both sides, so as to save them from worrying! In front of outsiders, your identity as Mrs. Tang will continue to be retained until I remarry!"

"And what are we now?"

"Separation!

"Okay, I promise you!" Qingyi knew how strong Tang Shijun was, and she also knew that divorce again was not a good thing for Tang Shijun. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Qingyi, I agreed to divorce because I love you and respect your relationship! I hope you understand, don't misunderstand me!"

"I know!"

"I've got a house for you, you can move in! You can't go back to your parents' house, let alone stay in a hotel for a long time, everything is ready! You just move in!"

"No, I've already bought a house, and I'll be able to move in soon! You don't have to worry! Shijun, I understand your heart and feelings for me, but I can't give you anything back!"

"You said that true love does not need to be reciprocated!"

"In short, thank you, Shijun, thank you for loving me so much, thank you for your tolerance and understanding of me, thank you!" Qingyi said with a smile.

"Farewell?"

"Words from the bottom of my heart!"

"Me too!" Tang Shijun held Qingyi's hand tightly, such a clench was only temporary, and it couldn't be anymore!

Walking out of the restaurant, Qingyi smiled at Tang Shijun and said, "I have to go to my new house to have a look, you should go back to the company, right?

"Take care too!" Tang Shijun watched Qingyi get into the taxi and leave, standing in place and unable to move, he really lost Qingyi like this, and lost the woman he loved most in his life!

Qingyi in the taxi, tears also fell, how long has it been, she has divorced again! Is it her so-called chic, or does she no longer know what love is, what love is? Is it that she doesn't know how to cherish it, or is she too competitive because she doesn't love? Is it really because she can let go of being single? If she can let go of Tang Shijun, can she let go of He Yuanshan?

In the center of the city, she was shopping aimlessly, and she didn't want to buy anything when she saw it! The diamond ring in her hand was still shining, and Tang Shijun didn't want to get back the wedding ring, a five-carat diamond ring! Tang Shijun didn't allow her to take off the wedding ring immediately, as if she could save their marriage?

"Qingyi, Qingyi, Qingyi?" a few shouts, making Qingyi turn around. It was her first love, her high school classmate Feng Yuanjie. "Qingyi, what's wrong with you? Why are you here alone?"

"Yuan Jie, long time no see!How are you?" Qingyi smiled, after all, she was a classmate and friend for a few years, and her first love, so she naturally had more good feelings and kindness!

"Come buy something for your daughter and rest today!What about you? What about your husband?" Yuan Jie didn't know that Qingyi's first marriage had been divorced, and now the second marriage was divorced again!

"Oh, he's at work, he's busy!" In front of such a classmate, he can't say that he is divorced, this is also what Tang Shijun promised!

"What, you're in a bad mood? I'm fine in the afternoon, let's have a drink together!

"Okay!" Qingyi really didn't want to see He Yuanshan at this time, she just wanted to find a place to sit and sit by herself, think about it! When she met her first love, she looked at the handsome boy at the beginning, and now she has become a real middle-aged person, she feels a lot of emotion!

In the café, Qingyi ordered black coffee. Yuan Jie smiled and asked, "You drink such strong coffee, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to sleep at night?"

"No wonder, what you want is milk? Yuanjie, you have changed a lot!" Qingyi's feeling, a very direct feeling!

"Yes, I think too, what has become of me, have I disappointed you?" Yuan Jie's words made Qing Yi smile and did not answer. Yuan Jie looked at Qingyi's reaction, "You are still the same, you never lie to me, never lie to me!" Qingyi, you have always been very simple, you have always been the little girl I knew at the beginning, straightforward and capricious at the same time, and will not consider the feelings of others!"

"You hate me like this?"

"No, it's just that you will be very hard and tired! Because you care too much about your own perfection and forget to tolerate the faults of others! Remember, when we were in school, you often asked us to copy our homework, waiting for us to copy our homework, and you were so kind and a good person at that time! Even if you are blamed by the teacher, you still have to help your classmates! But you don't get much benefit from being so kind?

Qingyi smiled and nodded.

"That's because you are too demanding of others and yourself, and you care too much about yourself and others' perfection, which is not bad, but you are too tired like this!"

"Yes, you're right!" Qingyi smiled.

"We are best friends and most sincere confidants. Qingyi, I hope you are happy, I hope you get the happiness you want! This has been my wish for many years!"

"Yuan Jie, thank you!" Qingyi smiled.

"Thank me for what? You are so smart, so good, I envy your husband! Qingyi, come with you at the class reunion next week! You haven't attended our class reunion for so many years, and everyone wants to meet you!"

"Well, okay, you call me, I'll be there!"

"Okay! It's just that Qingyi, you haven't changed at all, you're still so simple, so direct, so young and beautiful, it seems that you've been like this for so many years, and you've never changed!"

"I've changed, it's just a change in my state of mind!" Qingyi's tone looked helpless.

Feng Yuanjie's phone rang, and after answering, Qingyi smiled, "You go first! I still want to sit here alone, let's contact another day!"

"Okay, then I'll go first, you can sit down!" Yuan Jie shook Qingyi's hand, "Next time I'll call you and meet my daughter!"

Qingyi nodded, and Yuan Jie smiled and left! Qingyi looked at the boy she once liked, and now he has become such a middle-aged man, the years are indeed urging people to get old! What else does she care?

At the high school reunion, everyone looked at Qingyi, who had not seen each other for many years, and they all smiled! The girls sighed with emotion, Qingyi has not aged at all, she is still so young and beautiful, and she still has such a cute smile! Everyone chatted happily, and they were all joking about the relationship between Qingyi and Yuan Jie back then!

"Hey, honestly, why didn't you go on at the time? You must be your first love, right? Why is it over?" the boy asked.

Qingyi turned her head to look at Yuan Jie, "I don't know, I guess I'm too willful, so Yuan Jie can't stand my personality!

Yuan Jie smiled, "Actually, it's not because of willfulness, but because of my inferiority! You were completely my treasure at that time, how could I bear to let you follow me, a garbage who couldn't get into college, for the rest of your life? So I can only endure the pain of love!"

"Wow, you moved me, what should I do?"

"You guys, the best in the school at that time were your pair, and you were the ones who were the most thorough, I really don't know why?"

"Life is supposed to be a peaceful day, but we make too much trouble, so naturally we can't keep up until now, right?"

"You should have a toast! Look at you still look so good, you should have a drink! Otherwise, you will regret your life!"

Qingyi smiled, Yuan Jie stood up and walked to Qingyi's side, Qingyi also stood up, the two of them really drank a glass of wine, Qingyi smiled, but Yuan Jie had lost his smile!

In the KTV, Qingyi just sat quietly and drank a drink, and Yuan Jie's eyes did not leave Qingyi. The classmates coaxed and asked Qingyi and Yuan Jie to dance, and Qingyi immediately agreed! Both of them laughed, and the dance ended, but Yuan Jie did not let go of Qingyi's hand.

"Yuan Jie, happiness is to cherish everything you have! I am very happy now, just like you said to me that day, you should do the same!"

Yuan Jie let go of Qingyi's hand and nodded. When she got home, Qingyi took red wine and played music, remembering her past with Yuan Jie, her first love! So beautiful, so innocent, but that kind of relationship couldn't last long! Not even as good as her feelings for He Yuanshan! Love is indeed a strange thing, and no one knows how to maintain it?

Compared with the emotions and marriages she has experienced, a smile appeared on Qingyi's face! Her life is satisfied, and she has no regrets! She has devoted herself to every relationship, although sometimes it is a little excessive, but she has seriously experienced every emotion and love! Although she failed, she made her mature and grow, and she deeply realized that a woman who has not experienced these will never grow!