Chapter 155: No Maybe
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Xu Qiaoqiao couldn't stand this atmosphere the most.
didn't want to be stared at like this all the time, so she racked her brains to find a topic to break the silence.
"Why did you go home so early today?" asked Xu Qiaoqiao.
"Well, talk to Daddy about something. He was still staring at her with that oppressive gaze.
Xu Qiaoqiao subconsciously moved her steps. He stepped forward, and she instinctively stepped back, her back pressed against the wall.
He slipped one hand in his trouser pocket and propped the other against the wall beside her, bent over, his eyes level with hers, his breath brushing toward her cheek. "Why, are you so reluctant to see me now?"
Xu Qiaoqiao turned her head slightly uncomfortably, resisted the urge to frown, and said, "It doesn't matter if you want it or not, you just don't think it's necessary." She paused, then added, "I'm not deaf or nearsighted. You...... You don't have to talk so closely. β
"Before, we were closer, and you loved to look at me and hold me, didn't you?" The soft, low voice poured into her cochlea like a warm breeze.
If it had been before, she might have been bewitched by him. Can ...... now
Xu Qiao looked at him steadily, looking at him with an inexplicable and incomprehensible look, and her heart was unwavering.
Jun Jinnian...... What exactly do you want to do? What is the point of saying these things even though she doesn't love her? If he once loved, perhaps, when recalling the warmth of the past, she will still feel some feelings. But the sentence "I have never loved" made her see the truth thoroughly. Since I haven't loved, then, everything before is just an illusion. So, what does she have to miss, what is there to be reluctant to give up?
She said with a calm face: "You also said it, that was before. β
Thinking of that doesn't make her sad, it only makes her see once again how stupid and ignorant she was in the first place.
He was silent for a few seconds before he muttered, "Yes, before...... If I could have looked at this relationship well and found out that you were good, maybe ......"
"Not maybe. She interrupted him with a straight and firm expression, she raised her eyelashes, and looked directly at him with a warm and moist gaze, but with a touch of dark eyes that she couldn't fathom, "Some things, some people, missed, just passed, can't be repeated, and can't go back." β
Jun Jinnian's heart sank, but a shallow and elegant smile rose on his lips, "Pretty guys, don't say it so absolutely." In this world, in addition to life and death, many things can be started again. β
Xu Qiaoqiao also raised a smile and said unhurriedly: "Yes." Start again, that is the person who is in love, and the person who has not yet fallen in love can start again. And we ......" She looked at him indifferently, her smile became more and more brilliant and dazzling, but the light in her eyes was very bland, so bland that it was almost indifferent.
"We are just young and ignorant, bound together by mistake. Now we're all back on track, and we know what we really want. So, there is no assumption of starting over. β
Her words were more decisive than the last, piercing his heart like a sharp sword. He looked at the petite woman in front of him in a daze, never thinking that one day, he could be easily hurt by her indifferent eyes and a heartless word.
What is the current mood? Depression, irritability, unwillingness, and jealousy that have nowhere to vent...... Almost at the same time, tasted all the negative emotions.
The smile on his lips faded little by little, and his warm and handsome face, like a sun, seemed to be erased by a huge black hand, leaving only an obscure shadow.
"Is it wrong?" he suddenly raised his eyes, looked at her fixedly, smiled again, and said in a sneering voice: "So you see this relationship like this? It is said that women are emotional, why are you so calm and rational?" is because ......" His hand slowly stroked her cheek.
The moment Xu Qiaoqiao was about to touch his fingertips, he alertly dodged away.
His face sank slightly, then he smiled, withdrew his hand casually, and his voice suddenly became a little colder, "That man, has you been confused and can't extricate yourself?"
Xu Qiaoqiao was stunned for a moment, and then calmly met his aggressive gaze and said, "So what?"
Jun Jinnian looked at her in amazement. never thought that she would respond to him so directly.
"I should thank you for giving me a taste of what true love is. β
He narrowed, a dangerous glint in his eyes.
But she continued fearlessly: "No matter what your purpose is, regret it or be unwilling. But, I'm Jun Muye's girlfriend now. So, please keep your distance. Then we can all coexist peacefully, after all, we will not see you when we look up in the future. I don't have the strength to maintain that illusion of harmony anymore. β
With that, she pushed him away and walked away.
However, her wrist was grabbed violently.
She frowned and glared back at him.
He lowered his eyes, unable to see the emotion in his eyes, and his face was cold, but there was still a smile on his lips, forming a strange expression.
Xu Qiaoqiao was secretly shocked in her heart, staring at him defensively.
His elegant lips slowly opened and closed, and he said quietly, "What should I do then? I don't want to let go now!"
Xu Qiaoqiao twisted her wrist and wanted to withdraw her hand, but his big palm clamped around her like a steel bar.
She couldn't break free, and he didn't even care if the force hurt her.
He tugged hard, and Xu Qiao staggered into his arms.
Jun Jinnian hugged her, turned around, flashed into the study, and kicked the door shut.
Xu Qiaoqiao was panicked, "Jun Jinnian, what are you going to do! Let go of me-"
He pressed her against the wall, pinched her chin with one hand, forced her to meet his eyes, and whispered, "What if I don't let it go?"
"Uncle Jun is at home, don't mess around-" Xu Qiaoqiao forcibly endured the panic in her heart and warned.
He chuckled and said, "My dad, he's probably happy to see it." β
Xu Qiaoqiao glared at him, and before he could react, his head was pressed down.
Xu Qiaoqiao hurriedly opened to the side, but his jaw was pinched by him.
"Jun Jinnian, have you forgotten your identity! don't be despicable like a scoundrelβ" Xu Qiaoqiao scolded angrily.
Jun Jinnian stopped at her lips, and a hint of ridicule flashed in her eyes, "Despicable?
"Compared to you, it is!" she said without mercy.
"Haha, it seems that you know very little about him. β
Xu Qiaoqiao twisted her eyebrows, "What do you mean by this?"
"Will you believe what I tell you?"
She pursed her lips, her eyes visibly questioning.
If it is something unpleasant, she may not believe it, and she will think that he is sowing discord and slandering. Jun Jinnian also expected that she would have such doubts, but she didn't mind.
"Qiaoqiao, there are some things that you have to discover by yourself, and that kind of impact will be even stronger. "That way, it's easier to die and despair.
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This dinner was pleasant on the surface, but in fact, they were all very different from each other.
Jun Jinnian's words, Xu Qiaoqiao was confused, but she didn't take it to heart. She thinks that Jun Jinnian is just playing tricks and making something out of nothing.
Although Jun Makino ...... Well, he can't talk about a decent gentleman in private, in fact, he is very dark-bellied, very scheming, and very means. But at least so far, Jun Muye has not done anything to hurt her.
She believes in her feelings!
After eating, Jun Changtian asked Xu Qiaoqiao to accompany him for a walk.
He deliberately avoided Ye Qianwen and Jun Jinnian, and Xu Qiaoqiao knew that he must have something to say to himself.
The Jun family mansion is located in the middle of the mountain, covering an area as large as a mountain villa. The lawn that leads through the gate is the size of a football field. There are not only huge swimming pools, but also artificial lakes, artificial waterfalls. The combination of the natural scenery and the meticulous carving of the craftsmen is a magnificent and luxurious one.
Xu Qiaoqiao has always liked to stand on the railing of the back garden, overlooking the large area of lights in the city at night.
"How does it feel to stand here?" Jun Changtian stood beside her, his eyes looking at the bright stars at the foot of the mountain.
"It's still so beautiful here. Xu Qiaoqiao closed her eyes slightly, tilted her head, and enjoyed the refreshing and pleasant feeling of the night breeze.
"I used to like to stand here and think about things. Jun Changtian said.
Xu Qiaoqiao opened her eyes and turned her head to look at him.
"When I was young, when I was confused or frustrated, I would stand here and think, and the wind would blow my brain clear. Standing on a high place, there is an illusion that the whole world is surrendered at your feet. In this way, fighting spirit and ambition will be rekindled. At that time, I wanted to conquer the world. β
Xu Qiaoqiao listened quietly.
The older I get, the more I like to lament the past. In the past, he also loved to tell her the story of his ambition and inspiration when he was young.
"And now I seem to be a little powerless about anything. It's really useless the older you get. β
Xu Qiaoqiao said: "Uncle Jun, you are not old! Among your peers, you are just like those in your early forties, and you can't tell your age at all." β
Jun Changtian shook his head helplessly and sighed: "My own body, I know it very well. With luck, maybe I'll live long enough to hold my grandson, but do I have the good fortune to wait?"
"Uncle Jun......" Xu Qiaoqiao didn't like to hear him say such negative things. "You're going to live a long life. Not only can you hold grandchildren, but also great-grandchildren. This person, as long as he maintains a good attitude, he will not be invased. You see that now your two sons are so capable, and the Jun family's career is thriving, you just have to enjoy the blessings, don't worry about it. β
Jun Changtian smiled slightly, looked at her fixedly, and suddenly asked, "Pretty girl, are you happy now?"
Xu Qiaoqiao was stunned, and didn't understand why Uncle Jun suddenly asked like this.
"Are you happy with Makino?"