Chapter 13: Everything that was past will pass away
An Xiaojing has been tossing and turning for several days because of Shen Xingyao's matter, and even her expression is a little sluggish.
As soon as she remembered the scene when Shen Xingyao broke up with herself, she couldn't help but feel some pain in her heart.
Although many years have passed, she thought that this time was long enough for her to forget the man who was once on the tip of her heart, but it was not until the last reunion that An Xiaojing clearly realized that some feelings are not so easy to forget.
The love of her youth is like a leafy tree, deeply rooted in her heart.
It was something she simply couldn't ignore and forget.
An Xiaojing felt that she should find a time to have a good talk with Shen Xingyao and make it clear what they had not finished talking about.
Only in this way can she eliminate the anguish of the past few days.
I don't know if it's An Xiaojing's delusion for days, she feels that Huo Yao's attitude towards her seems to be better, and even the people who take care of her seem to be a little more relaxed.
She didn't bother to speculate on Huo Yao's thoughts, so she took advantage of this gap to find Shen Xingyao.
However, to An Xiaojing's surprise, she had not yet found Shen Xingyao's contact address, but Shen Xingyao took the lead in finding NE Group.
Inside a café not far from the NE Group.
The melodious music is accompanied by the sound of the collision of tinkling dong porcelain cups, composing a quiet and peaceful movement.
The afternoon sun shines through the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows and obliquely onto the wooden tabletop.
An Xiaojing lowered her head, holding the spoon in one hand and gently shaking it in the cup, lowering her eyes and saying nothing.
People are very strange creatures, when they don't see the person coming, there are always thousands of languages in their hearts that they want to speak, but when the person they want to tell is standing in front of them, they want to open their mouths, only to find that they don't know where to start with.
"How are you doing?"
"How do you know I'm in NE?"
The two spoke at the same time, the woman's tactfulness and the man's warmth were intertwined, as melodious as a big ensemble.
An Xiaojing and Shen Xingyao glanced at each other awkwardly, and then said in unison: "You say it first." ”
Such a situation of speaking in unison rarely happens, causing both of them to show a little embarrassed look on their faces.
An Xiaojing lowered her eyes and took the lead in saying, "If you have anything you want to ask, just ask." ”
Shen Xingyao coughed lightly twice, stared at An Xiaojing's calm face, and asked, "Why are you with Mr. Huo?"
That day's blow made Shen Xingyao decadent for several days, and it was only today that he mustered up the courage to find An Xiaojing.
"It's a long story, and he won't want me to say it. An Xiaojing didn't answer positively, "How do you know I'm in NE?"
Shen Xingyao was a little disappointed by An Xiaojing's avoidance, but he still replied truthfully: "When I met you, you said that you wanted to go to NE to be a royal jewelry designer, and I always thought that you could realize your dreams." ”
Even after all these years, he still remembered the words of the past.
An Xiaojing couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Although the dream has not changed, it has long been different.
"What are you looking for me this time?" An Xiaojing suppressed the rush in her heart and asked lightly.
Shen Xingyao didn't expect An Xiaojing to ask so straightforwardly, he hesitated for a moment before he slowly said, "Xiaojing, can you give me another chance?"
I have to say that An Xiaojing's heart trembled violently because of Shen Xingyao's words, and she raised her head in disbelief to look at the man in front of her.
The sunlight shone on Shen Xingyao's jade-like face, as if a beautiful picture scroll slowly unfolded.
It's just that the person who left a note and said goodbye without saying goodbye was Shen Xingyao, and now it is Shen Xingyao who says that he wants to get another chance.
An Xiaojing couldn't understand the mind of the man in front of her.
"Shen Xingyao, you didn't say goodbye at the beginning. When An Xiaojing said this, her heart was extremely calm, and even she herself was a little surprised.
She still remembers the grief in her heart.
In the next second, her hand was held by Shen Xingyao.
Shen Xingyao's palms were warm, like sunlight.
"I left you to study abroad, it was my fault, Xiaojing, I apologize to you, can you give me another chance? ”
An Xiaojing looked at Shen Xingyao quietly, there seemed to be a pool of stagnant water in his dark pupils, and he would not make any waves because of Shen Xingyao's words.
She slowly withdrew her hand.
With An Xiaojing's movements, Shen Xingyao's heart gradually sank to the bottom.
"So you're going to study abroad. An Xiaojing said slowly, "But you don't have to leave a note on paper, and don't tell me anything else." ”
"Shen Xingyao, we can't go back. After saying this, An Xiaojing felt as if she was relieved.
The haze that has been blocking my heart for days has disappeared at this moment.
She felt that this sentence made up for all her previous regrets.
"Today's coffee I please. An Xiaojing stood up, ignored Shen Xingyao anymore, and turned to leave.
Shen Xingyao was left alone, sitting in place, melancholy.
After returning to the villa, An Xiaojing began to feel a little stunned.
She remembered her words in the afternoon and couldn't help but hammer her head.
At the time, I was happy to say it, but now that I think about it, I have some regrets.
"An Xiaojing, you are really ......" An Xiaojing couldn't help but want to scold herself.
"Mom, what are you doing here?" suddenly poked out a small head at the door, but when she came back from school, she grabbed the doorrail, and looked at An Xiaojing with a pair of watery eyes, looking as cute as she could be.
"It's okay......" An Xiaojing didn't want to talk to Dangdang about the things between these adults, but there were too many things she wanted to confide in, and she only hoped that someone could listen at the moment.
It doesn't matter if it's a young person.
"Dangdang, mom asks you a question. ”
Dangdang slowly moved to An Xiaojing's side, and obediently leaned his head on An Xiaojing's arms.
"What do you think of the uncle you saw last time?"
Dangdang tilted his head, as if recalling the scene of that day.
"Is it the uncle who looks very handsome, but pulls his mother?"
Shen Xingyao's appearance was undoubtedly amazing, so Dangdang quickly pulled Shen Xingyao out of his mind, because that uncle seemed to like his mother's appearance very much.
An Xiaojing nodded, took Dangdang into her arms, and said to herself: "Mom actually knows him, and she really liked him at the beginning." ”
But he left me behind. ”