1193 I can't control my heart
"I don't have any friends, you're already late anyway, so it's better to stay with me......" The ward was white, and almost every bed was accompanied by family members.
He had never been in the hospital, and suddenly felt that he would be very lonely if he stayed alone, and he especially wanted Ning Shuhua to stay, so the words to keep her were said almost without going through his brain......
That seems to be the inner voice......
Belch...... Ning Shuhua almost suspected that she had misheard.
"Of course, if you don't want to, I won't force ......" Wan Yuhang's indifferent face was actually very embarrassed.
Why did he ask Ning Shuhua? Why did he call her and linger? She should also have the right to be angry.
"No, I'm willing to ......" Ning Shuhua hurriedly said, her body seemed to tremble, her expression looked a little excited, she really didn't expect Wan Yuhang to keep her, didn't he hate her very much?
After sitting down on the chair in front of the hospital bed, Ning Shuhua still felt unnatural, and Wan Yuhang couldn't find a suitable word to break the current embarrassment, after all, he was so cruel to her before.
Ning Shuhua's lips squirmed slightly, and her eyes flickered slightly, "The doctor said you had a viral cold...... Why are you so careless? Did you catch a cold the night before, and my senior sister kept looking for you that night, but she couldn't find ......?"
Although it was all nonsense, Ning Shuhua felt that after she spoke, her whole person relaxed a lot......
Wan Yuhang raised his eyes slightly, "Don't you have a little temper? I treat you like that, you still have to send me to the hospital today?"
Ning Shuhua felt a touch of grief, but the grief was only a flash, and a smile soon appeared on her little face.
"Brother Yu, I am a human being, how can I not have a temper? But I will not lose my temper with Brother Yu, because Brother Yu is a hero in my mind, remember when we first met? Brother Yu is so majestic, so righteous ......"
The more she said this, the more guilty Wan Yuhang felt in her heart......
"Don't say it, will you forget that day on the mountain I scolded you and blamed you?
"Why should I be angry? Brother Yu, what you said is not at all, in fact, I am troublesome, you don't need me to make a move, you can settle that Miss Feng, and I go to ask Miss Feng to make you lose face, you should be angry, you are a hero, how can you need the help of a little person like me, I am simply beyond my strength, and I am humiliated......"
Her eyes darkened silently, her long eyelashes drooped, and there was a trace of sadness in the gap between her eyelashes: the distance between the two people was far away, and it seemed that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't shorten the distance between the two people.
Perhaps, his complete death is the most perfect ending, and if you break your mind, you won't have so much sadness and pain in the future.
"No, I was because ...... Anyway, I know you're doing it for my good, and I'm in a bad mood at the time, so I'm a little more angry......" The reason behind that, he almost said.
If you really say it, you will never take it back later, is it really so fragile that the will that you have always adhered to will give in unconsciously?
"Brother Yu really didn't hate me or hate me because of that incident?" Ning Shuhua suddenly raised her eyes, her eyes were bright and bright, and she was particularly charming, making her whole face look so radiant and moving......
Wan Yuhang was actually a little obsessed, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have never hated you, but I don't have that kind of ......."
Ning Shuhua hurriedly interrupted him, "Brother Yu, don't say it, I understand, I won't blame you, we are originally people in two worlds, my life is ordinary and dull, and Brother Yu's life is vigorous, I understand, I will take care of my heart in the future, and I won't let it think cranky anymore in the future......"
"Shuhua, I can only say I'm sorry......" Seeing Ning Shuhua's eyes change from the previous surprise to the current loneliness, the faint tears floating in the bright eyes seemed to melt his heart in an instant.
He pursed his thin lips and finally spat out these words with difficulty.
This is already his limit, and if he continues to talk about it, he will not be able to control his heart.
"Brother Yu, feelings can't be forced, so don't you feel sorry for me...... In the future, I don't have any other luxuries, I just hope that when Brother Yu sees me again, he will be satisfied if he doesn't hate me......"
Ning Shuhua turned his face away, and then secretly wiped his tears, the man he loved the most was in front of him, but his heart was simply separated from her by a distance that could not be shortened in this life.
"In the future, we can be friends, or you can be my sister......"
Wan Yuhang was taken aback by his words again, didn't he have already made up his mind to be indifferent to her and make her completely dead? If she became his sister, wouldn't it give her a glimmer of hope?
Everything that was done before was lost?
"Really, that's great, Brother Yu, you don't know at all, I have hoped that I have an older brother since I was a child, who can protect me everywhere and prevent me from being bullied a little bit, and now I finally have an older brother, and my brother is still a big hero......
His face flashed with joy, his eyes seemed to jump, and his eyebrows and eyes were raised, as if he were dancing......
That face became more and more innocent and cute, innocent like a child.
Wan Yuhang has seen too many girls with heavy makeup in nightclubs, those girls are all enchanting, full of bone-chilling temptation, but such faces are the same, and the beauty is numb.
Ning Shuhua's connection is natural, all smiles are so clean, so pure, just like the blue sky after the rain, a glance can make people feel refreshed......
Wan Yuhang's eyes were attracted by the smiling face in front of him, and now, he couldn't bear to take the smile on this face away......
The thin lips were shallow, and the eyes were also full of a faint smile, "I am probably only a hero in your eyes, and I am a big bastard in the eyes of others, even those little villains will tremble when they see me......"
"Isn't this it, you can make those little villains afraid, you are a hero, maybe a lot of things you do are taking advantage of the loopholes of the law, but, at the same time, you are also maintaining an order, there are many gray areas in this world that can never be controlled by the law, in short, I believe that Brother Yu is a good person with a conscience, otherwise he would not have helped me in the first place......"
Ning Shuhua's mood was suddenly cloudless, the sky was clear, and her smile became more and more smart......