Chapter 242: May there be years to look back on
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Ning Shixiu really didn't know what Lin Yiyi had experienced at the beginning, but he could imagine that he didn't say a word, because all the comfort was empty vernacular, and it would not have any impact on the experience of the year, so he didn't say it, but gently hugged Lin Yiyi into his arms at this time, tightly, without leaving a gap.
Lin Yiyi thought that she would never cry again, and she had forgotten when she had last cried, but now she had taken off all her defenses in Ning Shixiu's arms, which made her feel relaxed at the same time, and suddenly sentimental, the reason for this sentimentality was actually very natural, but she didn't expect it to be so turbulent.
It seems that all the emotions are focused on that point, and when she can't bear it all, she can only vent it with tears.
Tears wet the shirt on Ning Shixiu's chest, he felt cold and hot at the same time, what was cold was the temperature of his body, and what was hot was his heart, he thought, after this moment, there was nothing between himself and Lin Yiyi that could hinder them.
He admitted that he had hurt her a lot, but there was still so much time and such a long way to go between him and her, and the wounds would always heal little by little.
When the car drove into Jingyuan and stopped in front of the main building, Lin Yiyi had not left Ning Shixiu's chest, the driver was standing outside the door, a little at a loss, Ning Shixiu waved his hand lightly and let him leave, he and Lin Yiyi were afraid that there were many, many things to say, and he didn't want anyone to disturb him.
Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and Lin Yiyi's mood stabilized slightly, Ning Shixiu gently patted her shoulder and smiled slightly:
"Are you sleepy, do you want me to carry you to sleep?"
Lin Yiyi shook his head one by one and said:
"Ning Shixiu, I really thought it was you. β
Ning Shixiu's hand on her shoulder changed from a gentle slap to a caressing, he looked at the scenery outside the car window, and his voice was lonely:
"Everyone says that I am cold and cruel, I don't deny it, but one by one, you are pregnant with my child, and the tiger poison still does not eat children, am I so heinous in your heart, I can't even tolerate my own children?"
Lin Yiyi was silent.
"I know, I was really bad to you at that time, I pushed you away when you were most helpless, ignored you, and I also said very ruthless words to you when you told me that I was pregnant, but that was not my sincere words, and then I gradually regained my senses, so I asked Song Yi to send someone to pick you up and take you to the hospital for examination, at that time you were under so much pressure, I was worried about your physical condition, and I was worried about the child. β
"Later, Song Yi told me that you did go to the hospital according to my wishes, but you quietly contacted the doctor and had an abortion, according to my understanding of you, in that kind of situation, you did such a thing, in fact, it is completely in line with your style, so I didn't delve into it, but I ignored one thing, a mother's feelings for her child. Just because of this negligence of mine, we have all been stupid for so many years. β
"What about Professor Sun and the driver Xiao Liu?"
"Professor Sun resigned not long after you were imprisoned, saying that he was no longer qualified to be a doctor, I thought at that time that he was just resigning from my position as a personal doctor, and he should have complied, after all, it is unforgivable to let you show up to have an abortion under his nose, but I didn't expect that his resignation also includes the hospital, as for where it is now, I don't know very well, if necessary, I can go and let people look for it. β
Lin Yiyi shook his head one by one:
"There's no need, everything we know already knows, Professor Sun was probably threatened and bewitched by Song Yi at the beginning, and with your name, he couldn't refuse, so he was just forced, probably because of this, so he chose to resign, right?"
"I won't let Song Yi go, for you and for our children. β
Lin Yi was quiet and did not speak again.
"Yiyi, what did you go through at the beginning?"
That kind of experience is just a little thought, it is a taste of pain to the bone marrow, Lin Yiyi will never forget it in his life, but he will not let Ning Shixiu know, after all, such suffering cannot be resolved by saying it, it will also become an indelible wound in Ning Shixiu's heart, forever.
"I don't want to say any more. β
Ning Shixiu naturally knew what Lin Yiyi was shutting up for, he suddenly felt very sorry for her, he felt sorry for her to endure so much alone, and this vast majority of the sadness was inflicted on her by himself, he was actually unforgivable, but Lin Yiyi stood by his side again without any hesitation.
He suddenly wondered why, so he asked:
"Why?"
An inexplicable sentence, but Lin Yiyi understood, she straightened up from Ning Shixiu's embrace, looked at him, her eyes were calm without any waves, just like the feeling of her whole person, she said:
"I don't know why, obviously you have hurt me so much, but as long as I look at you, the harm you have done to me seems to be gradually, quietly erased, maybe it's because you've treated me well after I've been released from prison? Or maybe what you want to hurt is not me, but I just happened to bear the charge of hurting your parents and fiancΓ©e, and some things have to be done, or maybe as long as I still have the slightest bit of unbearable and longing for you in my heart, it will sprout and grow like mushrooms after a rain when I see you. β
"Ning Shixiu. She called him, pausing for a moment, and then said, "No matter how much I try to deny it, I still can't forget you." β
Ning Shixiu smiled slightly:
"Your generosity makes me feel ashamed. One by one, no matter what I did at the beginning, whether it makes sense or not, whether it should or shouldn't, but wrong is wrong after all, I still say the same sentence at the beginning, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope that you can be by my side, so that I can love you well, make up for you, and protect you. β
Lin Yiyi also smiled faintly:
"Good. β
This night, Lin Yiyi slept very unsteadily, she had a long, and completely irregular dream, dreamed of Qin Lihua, dreamed of her father, and dreamed of her own child, as well as Ning Wenrou, Shen Jing, and the Shen family's parents, they all kept approaching her, there was no reason, and she couldn't distinguish between good and evil, she just stood in one place, unable to move.
When Shen Jing and Ning Wenwen both pounced on her, Lin Yiyi finally woke up, she sat up subconsciously, only to find that there was no one in the room at all, Ning Shixiu didn't know when to leave, and even the temperature next to the bed was cold.
got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom, Lin Yi went to the study one by one, after all, there are not many places for Ning Shixiu to go at this point in time, she went up to the third floor, and before she walked to the study, she heard Ning Shixiu's voice:
"I don't care what method you use, I must know where he is by to-morrow night. β
When Lin Yiyi pushed the door in, Ning Shixiu hadn't hung up the phone yet, and when he saw her appear, he was a little surprised, and then he looked down, saw her bare feet, frowned slightly, hung up the phone in a hurry, walked towards Lin Yiyi, and hugged her all over when Lin Yiyi hadn't reacted:
"Why did you wake up? Dreaming?"
"Are you looking for Song Yi?" Lin Yiyi gently wrapped his neck around him: "He must know that you are looking for him now, he has been dormant for so many years, and now he is exposed, and he is a smart person, he should not let you find it easily." β
Ning Shixiu smiled faintly, hugged Lin Yi and walked towards the door one by one:
"Well, but I will always find it, I left Song Yi by my side because of the mistakes my father made back then, if he wants to get justice, it is not impossible for the entire Ning family to give it to him, but he shouldn't put his mind on you, based on this alone, I can't forgive. β
Lin Yiyi was happy when he heard this, Ning Shixiu saw this, and leaned over to rub the tip of her nose:
"Laughing at what?"
"Nothing. β
Ning Shixiu looked at her strong smile, and couldn't help but feel a little helpless, how could she not know about her careful thoughts? Most of the time she laughed at herself and actually attracted men's possessiveness, about this, Ning Shixiu didn't want to mention it, Song Yi didn't say that he was not sure about his feelings, even if he was sure, he wouldn't pay attention to it, and he wouldn't even spend that time thinking about it, because in his opinion, it was a complete waste of time.
"Put away the thoughts in your head. β
Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one and smiled faintly:
"You know what I'm thinking?"
"Well, of course you know?"
"Now that I know, I'd love to ask you a question. β
Ning Shixiu looked at her, his eyes were a little uncertain, and he even had a bad premonition, but looking at Lin Yiyi's very expectant eyes, he really couldn't refuse, so he could only nod:
"Just ask. β
"Do you have any qualities in you that I haven't discovered? Why are you like this...... Men and women can eat it?" Ning Shixiu stopped when he heard this, but Lin Yiyi's words did not stop, he just looked at him with curiosity: "And one is more paranoid than the other, and he has to move forward bravely and persevere." β
It is understandable that Ning Wen is so gentle, but Song Yi is a little unbelievable, but such an unbelievable thing happened to Ning Shixiu, Lin Yiyi felt that there must be something in him that ordinary people do not have.
At this time, Ning Shixiu was standing at the staircase with Lin Yiyi in his arms, and he looked at Lin Yiyi helplessly:
"If it weren't for you, I'd have thrown you down the stairs right now. β
Lin Yiyi smiled slightly:
"Why don't you want to, it's because I'm your wife that I dare to be so unscrupulous?"
The smile on the corner of Ning Shixiu's mouth deepened, and he leaned over and pressed against her forehead:
"Yes, Mrs. Ning, you can be the king and hegemon in my world, I will not have any dissatisfaction and complaints, and I am willing to bow down to you. β