Since Zhao Yijing lived on the opposite floor, my heart was like a mountain crushing me, and I couldn't breathe. Although I know that he is often absent, I can't tell when he will come back suddenly. The distance between the buildings is very close, and the lights shine brightly at night, which is more obvious. Zhao Yijing sat on the sofa and flipped through the books, stood at the window smoking, and drank water on the phone, as long as you pay attention, you can see it very clearly.

I found myself very strange, and I told myself not to look, what is there to see about him? Where have I never seen it? But when there is no one at home, I like to sit at the window and look at the other side in a daze, I feel that my mentality is a little unhealthy. But ready-made psychiatrists do not dare to go to the consultation.

Once in the morning, I went to deliver Nuan Nuan, and Leng Buding suddenly met him downstairs. My face became ugly and weird, but he was not wrong, and naturally greeted me: "Send the child, I'll take you there?"

"No, I don't. I replied coldly and dragged Nuan Nuan to the car. Nuan Nuan walked away, and turned his head to look at him in a daze, his lips were lightly raised, and he waved his hand to Nuan Nuan: "Nuan Nuan goodbye." ”

"Goodbye, uncle. Nuan Nuan waved at him.

"See you again!" I picked her up and walked briskly to the car. I was relieved to get in the car. Finally, I don't have those eyes staring at me. Seeing that Nuan Nuan was still turning her head to look, I couldn't help but ask, "Nuan Nuan, why do you keep looking at that ----- uncle?"

Nuan Nuan smiled very happily: "Hello uncle, send Nuan Nuan Doll." "What a little greedy ghost, I don't remember how many times Xiao Bin invited you to eat ice cream, but Zhao Yijing gave a doll and remember it clearly.

I pulled the curtains when I came back for a few days in a row, and Dr. Xia was a little puzzled: "Why do you always pull the curtains?"

I made an excuse: "I'm afraid of the light." Draw the curtain to feel safe. Dr. Xia looked at me fixedly and didn't say anything. Nuan Nuan leaned on the window, lifted the curtain, squeaked and giggled, Dr. Xia walked over and asked gently, "What are you looking at?"

The curtain opened, Zhao Yijing was lying on the window and waving his hand to Nuan Nuan, there was a cute robot bear on his windowsill who was flipping back and forth, thinking that Nuan Nuan was amused by the bear and giggling. My face turned red, as if I had been caught by Dr. Xia or something, and this situation was full of embarrassment.

The smile on Dr. Xia's face froze, he looked at the other side coldly, turned his head and asked me, "When did he move here?"

"Six days, seven days? about a week. I stammered, my expression stiff. I don't know why, it's rare to see Dr. Xia so cold, and occasionally I see it, but I'm a little timid.

Dr. Xia saw that my face changed suddenly, and he also recovered his indifferent expression: "Qingyang, it doesn't matter. Life is our own, and we don't care who is watching around us. ”

I twitched the corners of my mouth, I didn't know whether to agree or deny his words, but I just felt that he used the word "watching" to describe Zhao Yijing, why did I listen so awkwardly. Dr. Xia patted me on the shoulder: "Okay, don't cook at night, let's go eat outside." He turned to Nuan Nuan and said, "Do you want to go to Naughty Castle?"

"Yes. Watching the machine bear flip through the building is after all, it is a fog to see the flowers, far from going to the naughty castle to jump in the temptation, Nuan Nuan climbed down from the platform by the windowsill, ran to my side and urged me: "Mom, go quickly, naughty castle." ”

I was so twisted by the warmth that I felt uncomfortable staying in the room, so I had to nod. changed into a light color long skirt and went out with Dr. Xia Nuan Nuan. I didn't dare to look up at Zhao Yijing's upstairs, I only felt that there seemed to be a battle of eyes around me, Dr. Xia's coldness and Zhao Yijing's strong coldness, as if fighting back and forth in the air. I hurried out of the neighborhood.

The town is not big, unless we go out to run errands, or send Nuan Nuan to kindergarten, usually we go out to eat and stroll, we are walking over. Out of the door of the community, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, my expression was much more natural, and the expression on Dr. Xia's face was also very soothing. When we arrived at the mall, Nuan Nuan was playing Naughty Castle in the indoor park, and Dr. Xia and I were waiting outside.

Doctor Xia suddenly looked at me and said, "Qingyang, shall we live in another place?"

My heart trembled, I understood that Zhao Yijing's appearance made Dr. Xia unhappy, I lowered my eyes and whispered, "Where to change? If he is like this, no matter where we go, he will follow." ”

Dr. Xia asked, "Then what if we go back to Beijing, or to Sichuan, Yunnan, and get out of here?" said in a slightly excited tone, and reached out and grabbed my arm.

"Zhijin, stop kidding. I pushed his hand away, "Now He Xi's customers are all in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, how can he go back to Beijing? It is even more unrealistic to go to Sichuan and Yunnan." ”

"Qingyang, I can support my family, why do you have to do business? Why do you have to make silk? Do you subconsciously want to keep in sync?" Although Doctor Xia's tone was light, his words came one after another.

I never thought about why I wanted to make silk, I was originally an employee of Silk Zhiheng, resigned to join Lao Deng's company, and was swept out of the house by Lao Deng, and now I am supporting my stall to make silk, everything goes naturally, I feel that I am a silk person, although unlike Zhao Yijing, Jiang Zhengqi They are silk tycoons, but in my blood and my bone marrow, it seems that it has always been integrated with silk, I am engaged in this industry and like this industry. I was stunned when Dr. Xia mentioned something subconsciously.

Do I subconsciously want to be in sync with Zhao Yijing? Engaged in the industry he is engaged in, it seems that they are looking at each other from a distance, and they also have a common connection? Just like Du Heng and Zhao Shinan? I suddenly felt a kind of panic that was pierced through my mind, bit my lip and said: "I don't understand what subconscious, subconsciously, I've just been doing this industry, if you don't associate it so much, I can't help it." ”

Doctor Xia looked at me fixedly, as if trying his best to control his emotions, and after a while, he gently took my hand and sighed, "I'm sorry Qingyang, I'm too anxious." After a pause, he said, "I've been in a bad mood lately, and I'm very unprofessional like this." I know I should be calm, but I really can't be calm, I'm afraid that the person I've been asking for so hard will be easy to get and lose again. ”

I can understand Dr. Xia's feelings, if there is a woman living in the opposite building and guarding my lover every day, I will also be on the verge of madness. But what can be done? Is dodging the solution?

Nuan Nuan came out of the naughty castle, Dr. Xia went over to pick her up, hugged her and asked, "Are you tired, eat the pudding you like?"

"Okay!" Nuan Nuan replied loudly, and her little hand climbed up Dr. Xia's neck. When I arrived at the dessert shop, I sat there and watched Nuan Nuan eat happily, Dr. Xia helped her wipe her hands from time to time, and the trace of displeasure in my heart just now had disappeared. I have to say that Dr. Xia is rare and good to Nuan Nuan, and such meticulous patience is no less than Gu Jun. It is not easy to have such a person in life. I looked at them and smiled faintly.

After eating, I took Nuan Nuan and Dr. Xia to walk back, that night the moonlight was clear, the breeze was sparse, the closer to the community, the deeper the mood seemed to be, Dr. Xia has not spoken, when he was about to reach the door of the community, he suddenly said: "Qingyang, why don't you think about it, let's get married?"

My feet softened, and I stumbled for a moment, and I really didn't think about the question of marrying Dr. Xia for a while: "Yes—isn't it—too fast?"

"My mind, you know. Instead of hesitating like this, let's build a new family and start a new life. It's also good to give a normal family. "Dr. Xia is very good at pinching my soft underbelly, and every time I talk about warmth, my heart will move.

"Your parents, will they agree?" I excused.

Dr. Xia smiled faintly: "I'm so old, can't I still be the master of my marriage? Whether they agree or not, I will stick to what I decide." If they don't agree, I can only be unfilial. ”

"It's not good, you still have to get the approval of your parents first-" I continued, but was interrupted by Dr. Xia's gentle voice: "Qingyang, this is not a reason. My face flushed, and I didn't say anything more. Playing with a psychiatrist can seem naïve.

Nuan Nuan suddenly raised her head and asked, "What is marriage?"

Dr. Xia touched Nuan Nuan's head and said with a smile: "It's just that my uncle and mother are together, and I've been with Nuan Nuan, okay?" Hearing Dr. Xia say this, my face was almost hot and dripping blood.

"Is it like this?" Nuan Nuan still asked. I scolded, "Okay, don't ask. What do children understand. ”

"It's even better than now, my uncle can accompany Nuan Nuan at night, tell Nuan Nuan stories, play train tuk, and make clothes for Duoduo. Dr. Xia smiled and looked at Nuan Nuan.

Nuan Nuan's eyes widened, and after thinking for a while, she looked at me and said, "Mom, then you should get married." I was so angry that I wanted to give the little guy's little ass a blow, but Dr. Xia laughed and hugged Nuan Nuan: "Nuan Nuan is the most well-behaved." But his arm didn't seem to be strong, he lifted it into the air, paused, and put Nuan Nuan down again, with a very uncomfortable expression on his face.

"Still hurting in your arm?" I quickly changed the subject.

"It's fine. Dr. Xia said casually.

"Don't always say it's okay, it's been a long time coming. I'll go back and put a plaster later. If it's not good, go to the hospital. I spoke to Dr. Xia and went back to my room. took out the plaster to put it on him, and Dr. Xia pushed it out for a long time before he reluctantly unbuttoned his shirt and exposed his shoulders.

I was stunned, and there was a clear bruise on his shoulder, scattered and purple, and I don't know how much effort it took at that time. It's been so many days, and it's still so heavy with traces. Dr. Xia's shocking injury made me feel very uncomfortable, and shock, sympathy, and anger surged up at the same time: "He hit him?"

Doctor Xia said lightly: "Don't ask, it's nothing." ”

I threw the plaster in my hand: "In that case, then I'll go and ask the building myself." ”