These thoughts in my head made me feel very uncomfortable, and to be honest, I began to feel a little stressed, and I began to imagine the days without Zheng Jiayue, and I didn't know what I would become.

However, now that it's like this, what can I say, so I didn't say anything at this time, just looked at Zheng Jiayue quietly in a daze.

Zheng Jiayue saw that I was suddenly silent, and she didn't know what she was doing, so she didn't speak again anyway.

The atmosphere between the two of us suddenly became awkward, and the two of us took it like this for a while, and suddenly Zheng Jiayue looked at me again and said, "By the way, Xiao Xiaoming, at noon, let's go to the company for dinner together, how about it?"

I was slightly stunned when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and quickly nodded and said, "Okay, let's go to the company for dinner.. By the way, what do you want to eat?"

Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to know anything about herself, she just looked at me and smiled, and said: "I don't know either, anyway, I'll know if I go, I'm like I haven't been to the cafeteria for a long, long time, today, I have to go once.. Because, it could be the last time."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little uncomfortable again, indeed, if Zheng Jiayue leaves here, I don't know if I will have a chance to eat the food in the cafeteria in the future, so I have to taste it well..

Thinking of this, I nodded at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Okay, that... So be it, and eat in the cafeteria at noon."

Zheng Jiayue also nodded, and soon said again: "By the way, at noon, I'll help Xiao Xiaoming with your meal, if you want to eat, you tell me, how about I'll help you cook later?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little strange, I looked at her and asked with concern: "Ah? What does it mean to have a conscience discovered?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled and immediately said: "Of course not, I just think that in the past, Xiao Xiaoming went to the cafeteria to help me cook, but now... It may be the last time, and I will naturally help Xiao Xiaoming with you once, otherwise..."

"Xiao Xiaoming, aren't you very sorry.."

What Zheng Jiayue said also made some sense, I pondered for a while, but I still looked at her and said again: "Well, okay, but can you do it? I feel.."

Zheng Jiayue nodded, and said with an indifferent look: "I'm fine, don't worry, Xiao Xiaoming, then it's decided, let's go to the cafeteria later... I'm going to stay with Jiaojiao for a while, at noon, I'm waiting for you directly in the cafeteria downstairs, and when it's time for Xiao Xiaoming to eat, you can go directly.."

While saying this, Zheng Jiayue stood up, and without waiting for me to speak, she left away.

Seeing Zheng Jiayue leaving, I suddenly didn't know what to say, I could only look at her, think about it or sigh.

After Zheng Jiayue left, I sat quietly in my position alone, and I didn't know what was going on in my head.

However, time seemed to fly by, and by the time I came back to my senses, it was already noon.

I was stunned for a moment, then I looked around, and sure enough, it was soon time to eat, and the people around me stood up and started to walk down.

Although I don't know if Zheng Jiayue has gone downstairs, I feel that I should have gone, and at this time I also stood up and walked slowly downstairs alone.

When I went downstairs, I walked very fast, mainly because I was afraid that Zheng Jiayue would be in a hurry. Sure enough, when I just walked downstairs to the door of the cafeteria, Zheng Jiayue and Chen Jiao were already standing there.

After seeing Chen Jiao, I was still a little stunned, because Chen Jiao's expression looked complicated, and she must be very sad that Zheng Jiayue was leaving, right?

As far as I know, in this company, Chen Jiao has the best relationship with Zheng Jiayue, and now that Zheng Jiayue is leaving, how can Chen Jiao not be sad?

Thinking of this, I adjusted my state, and soon stepped forward, pretending to be relaxed and smiling and saying, "Ah.. Already down?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head, looked at me and said, "Just came down, Jiaojiao has dinner with us, it's okay, right?"

This was obviously asking me, so I naturally nodded and said, "Of course there is no problem... Why don't I go buy food?"

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue had already made up her mind, she shook her head, looked at me and said, "No, it's all agreed, I'll go..."

After Zheng Jiayue finished speaking, she looked at Chen Jiao and smiled, and then dragged her towards the cafeteria.

After entering, Zheng Jiayue asked me what Chen Jiao and I wanted to eat, I said casually, not picky eater, and Chen Jiao didn't seem to care.

Zheng Jiayue saw that we couldn't think of anything for a while, so she looked at us and said, "Then I'll go and choose what I like to eat, and then I will have three servings~"

What Zheng Jiayue said is also reasonable, I have no opinion with Chen Jiao, and Zheng Jiayue said that I and Chen Jiao will find a place to occupy it first, otherwise there will be no place to eat for a while.

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue walked towards the window where she was cooking, and I glanced at Chen Jiao, and saw Chen Jiao move her mouth and said, "Let's go.."

In this way, I followed Chen Jiao for a while, and finally found a table where no one sat down.

I rarely seem to sit alone face-to-face with Chen Jiao, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it for a while..

And Chen Jiao sat down and looked at me, and after a while, she still said, "I can't imagine that you still choose this way."

Chen Jiao's words made me stunned, I looked at her and thought about it, and then I understood what she meant...

I took a deep breath, nodded and said, "yes, otherwise, what else... That's for the best."

Actually, when I said this, I was a little bit questioning what I meant, I really don't know if this is good, but, I can only hold on...

Chen Jiao didn't have much reaction, sometimes I think she is quite similar to Chen Yanyu, anyway, many times it's calm and terrible..

I saw her staring at me for a long time, and then she said, "Well, anyway, you just don't regret it."

"As friends between you and Xiaoyue, I hope you can always be together, but..."

"When you encounter something like this, there is no way to do it.. Right.."

Chen Jiao couldn't say whether she came to persuade me or what's going on, I was stunned for a moment, and soon smiled at her, and said, "Well, don't worry, I've always felt that the tribulation is good in the end.. So, it's not much of a problem for the two of us... Even if she goes abroad, it's not that she won't come back, I'll just wait for her.."

My words made Chen Jiao's expression change slightly, and she opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something...

But in the end, she didn't speak, just shook her head slightly, and said, "Hmm.."

Her "um" is meaningful, making people feel like there is something deep...

I paused when I saw Chen Jiao like this, and then said, "What about you, Xiaoyue is leaving, you must be very sad, right?"

Chen Jiao paused, nodded and said, "Of course, I'm very sad, but..."

"I feel better when I think of you."

I was a little speechless, looked at Chen Jiao and said, "Uh.. This.. Well, what do you let me say.. Words .."

"It's rare to see you with others, if Xiaoyue leaves, you will definitely be very lonely, right?"

Chen Jiao immediately nodded again and said, "Yes, it will be lonely, but..."

"I can't change anything, if I were you, I would definitely let Xiaoyue stay, as for whether to leave or not, it's her business.."

Speaking of this, Chen Jiao was silent for a while, and suddenly said again: "Anyway, I won't be like you, I know you definitely don't want her to go, but for many reasons, you still told her to let her go.. Right?"

Chen Jiao's words seemed to have reached my heart, I was stunned, and I didn't say anything for a long time.

After a long time, I still looked at her, nodded and said, "You... Why do you say that?"

Chen Jiao's face was calm, and she continued: "No, it's just to be honest, you know it yourself, right? You don't want her to go, but why do you want to tell her to let her go? I don't understand?"

Chen Jiao seemed to want to ask me this question a long time ago, I hesitated a little when she asked her words, I thought for a while, but I still looked at her and said, "Then what do you think I should say? When my body encounters something like that, let me say that I don't want you to go, don't you go abroad? Is this really good for Zheng Jiayue?"

Unexpectedly, after hearing my words, Chen Jiao behaved very calmly, she looked at me and shook her head gently, and said: "You still don't understand what I mean, in fact, you don't have to think about that at all, you just need to tell Xiaoyue what you really think.. As for whether Xiaoyue will go or stay, she has already planned for a long time... What if you say that and you're going to look selfish? You just don't want her to go, so why do you say those things that go against your will? and..."

"Even if you really say it, Xiaoyue won't necessarily stay, and you said, she won't necessarily stay, but... At least she'll know what you're really thinking, won't she?"

Chen Jiao's words made me stay there completely, I looked at her, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

I had a feeling, a feeling of being awakened by Chen Jiao's words...

yes, why didn't I tell Zheng Jiayue what I really thought? Why didn't I tell her?

Zheng Jiayue must have known that I thought so in my heart, but I didn't tell her, she might have thought that I really wanted her to leave?

I used to think that if I told her the truth, I might be able to influence her thoughts, but now that I think about it, that wasn't the point!

The point is that my idea is right, the point is, I don't want her to leave at all!!

At this time, I laughed a little self-deprecatingly, I didn't expect that I had been entangled for so long, and I was still broken by Chen Jiao's sentence...

At this time, I looked at her, a little grateful, and I didn't know what to say.

Chen Jiao also saw the change in my expression, she paused, and said: "I hope you don't feel that I talk too much, I just, personal advice, Xiaoyue should know your real thoughts.. And not to say what to her for the sake of her.."

"I know Xiaoyue, she is a simple person, so simple that sometimes she doesn't express her thoughts at all, but I can still see some of it.."

Chen Jiao deliberately said this to me, it seems that she also considered it for Zheng Jiayue..

At this time, I nodded and said, "Well, thank you, your words do make sense, I think.."

"I might really need to talk to her."

Seeing that I had figured it out on my own, Chen Jiao looked at me and nodded, and didn't say anything else.

And I nodded at her in thanks.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue came back, this little guy really came back with three servings of food by himself, and it was still difficult to look at her.

Seeing this, I hurriedly greeted him and took the plate in Zheng Jiayue's hand. And Zheng Jiayue smiled and said, "There are so many people~"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I couldn't help but smile, put down what I was eating, sat down and said, "Now you understand the pain of me going to eat, aren't you sorry?"

I didn't expect to hear me say this, Zheng Jiayue shook her head, she looked at me, and quickly said again: "It's not eh, although I know that Xiao Xiaoming, you are very hard when you go to eat, but this time, I didn't have that much hard work~ Because they saw me queuing, they all let me go directly to buy food soon..."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me speechless for a moment, he meowed, he already knew that beauties have many privileges, but this is too much, right?

I looked at her helplessly, but after a long while, I took a deep breath and said again: "Okay, okay, you're amazing.. I took it.."

Zheng Jiayue smiled proudly, and looked at Chen Jiao on the side, Chen Jiao also smiled slightly when she heard me flirting with Zheng Jiayue like this, and didn't say anything else.

Soon the three of us sat down together and began to eat.

During the meal, the three of us didn't talk much, as if we all had something on our minds, and although Zheng Jiayue bought the rice, everyone didn't seem to have any appetite and ate very little.

may feel that the atmosphere is a little awkward, Zheng Jiayue still took the initiative to find the topic and said casually... But even so, there is still no way to change the current atmosphere...

After all, it's all at this time, and it's too difficult to pretend to be happy...

Not only me, but Chen Jiao must also feel uncomfortable in her heart, after all, Zheng Jiayue is also her good friend.

In this way, the three of us finally finished eating, and finally Chen Jiao said that she still had some work to do, so she went up first.

Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, and Chen Jiao glanced at me when she left, with a meaningful look in her eyes.

Seeing Chen Jiao like this, I remembered what she said to me just now, and remembered what I had decided, no matter what, there was only one day, if I couldn't tell Zheng Jiayue what I really thought, Zheng Jiayue would leave immediately.

Thinking of this, I turned my head to look at Zheng Jiayue beside me again, she didn't finish eating, but used chopsticks to flick the food on the plate...

I was stunned for a moment when I saw this, and soon looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Eh.. It's rare to see what you can have left? What's wrong? Don't you have an appetite?"

Zheng Jiayue was originally distracted, but when she heard me ask this, she turned her head, only to see her smile at me, and after a while, she still said: "No, it's just, it's just that I'm not so hungry..." Huh.."

Zheng Jiayue looked very reluctant when she said this, in fact, she and I both knew very well, not because of reluctance, just because, because I knew that I was leaving, the taste of the meal also changed...

People are like this, not to mention that Zheng Jiayue knows that she will be leaving here soon, and of course she is not in the mood...

In fact, Zheng Jiayue doesn't want to leave, if it weren't for her father's business, she would never leave the company and leave my side, but now that it's all over, what else can I say?

At this time, I could only smile again and say, "Well, well, I thought the food was not to your liking."

Zheng Jiayue shook her head gently when she heard my words, she looked at me again, and then said: "Well, Xiao Xiaoming, after I leave, you have to help me take care of Jiaojiao~ Although.."

"She doesn't seem to need you to take care of her, but if there's anything you need help with, you must help her."

I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to say such a thing, and sure enough, her relationship with Chen Jiao is really good...

At this time, I naturally nodded, patted my chest and said: "Of course, this still needs to be said, even if you don't tell me, if she has something to ask me for help, as long as she speaks, I will definitely not refuse!

Zheng Jiayue laughed when she heard me say this, looked at me again and said, "Cut, you are still Lei Feng..." Idiot .."

"Anyway, you have to help me take care of her, and I also told her to let her take good care of you."

I was speechless for a while and said, "Uh... By the way, do you treat both of us as children? Hmm? I can't take care of others, you forget, when the two of us are together, I take care of you, okay?"

Zheng Jiayue just smiled and pursed her lips when she heard my words, she looked at me again, and then said: "Anyway, you just remember, okay, let's go, go up and rest, Xiao Xiaoming.."

I nodded, and soon followed Zheng Jiayue upstairs again.

After going upstairs, because it was still time to rest, everyone looked very leisurely, I returned to the seat with Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue suddenly showed a smile at the corner of her mouth at this time.

I felt a little strange when I saw Zheng Jiayue's smile, I was stunned, but I couldn't help but ask, "What are you laughing at?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, guess what I want to do now?"

Zheng Jiayue's words surprised me a little, I looked at her and said, "How do I know, what do you want to do?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said, "Guess what, hurry up.."

I was still a little confused, but I still looked at Zheng Jiayue with a strange look.

After pondering like this for a while, I still spoke: "Uh... What do you want to do? Go out and hang out, and don't stay at the company in the afternoon?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said with a serious face: "Guess again.."

I said, "How can you guess this, you are mysterious, I definitely can't guess, just say what you want to do... What do you need me to do?"

Zheng Jiayue suddenly smiled again when she saw me like this, she nodded, and then said: "I, I don't need Xiao Xiaoming to do anything, actually..."

"All of a sudden, I just want to sleep, I want to, sleep here again, so... When I'm asleep for a while, Xiao Xiaoming, don't disturb me~ If you wake me up, I'll hit you!!"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me understand, is she planning to sleep?

If you think about it carefully, it is true that since I came to the company, Zheng Jiayue has liked to sleep or something... I often fall asleep on my stomach when I go to work, and now at this time, I also want to experience this feeling once..

It turns out that when I was about to separate, everything became very nostalgic....

I didn't say anything, just looked at Zheng Jiayue and smiled again, and then said, "Okay, I know... Then you go to sleep.. I'll help you with the wind.."

Zheng Jiayue nodded with a smile when she heard my words, she looked at me again, and then said, "That.. I'm sleeping~ Xiao Xiaoming, you can stay by yourself.. Remember, don't wake me up~"

After saying this, I saw Zheng Jiayue find a posture in a decent manner, and then quickly lay on the desk.

I knew she couldn't fall asleep right away, but I couldn't help but laugh when I saw Zheng Jiayue like this...

Sometimes I think Zheng Jiayue is really a person who is very good at having fun with herself, she is very good at finding something for herself that can make her happy, which is why her parents have been separated for so long, and when I saw her, I didn't notice that she was sad at all.

Zheng Jiayue is a girl who can hide her emotions, but at the same time she is a girl who has no scheming.

She is like a little Angel who needs to be protected, but more often than not, she protects herself...

Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue lying on the desk, and couldn't help but sigh softly.

At this point, I suddenly thought that it would be nice if time could be a little longer...

If everything went back to the first day, if it was just the day I met Zheng Jiayue for the first time, wouldn't it be better?

Will so many things happen to me and Zheng Jiayue, will we still come to the relationship like today?

I don't have an answer..