Qu Yan smiled and asked, "Chu Chu, do you think your brother Qu Yan is the one who needs to stand with others?"

He's just pushing the boat, and everything that happens, he's just a pusher.

"......" Yu Chuchu was asked and couldn't answer. Obviously, they seem to be colluding, but Qu Yan doesn't admit it. Those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, so the gentle and honest Qu Yan is also tainted with Shen Muqian's bad habit of being able to speak and be sophistry, "Brother Qu Yan, you don't want to stay with Shen Muqian in the future." ”

"Good. Qu Yan paused for a moment and replied crisply. I really won't mess with Shen Muqian again in the future.

Qu Yan's refreshing answer, but Yu Chuchu couldn't bear to mutter, Qu Yan's answer was so refreshing, could it be to fool her?

Qu Yan looked at her lovingly and gently, and said with a smile, "Brother Qu Yan, I never lied to you, and you still want to question it?"

“…… No......" was seen through the small thoughts in his heart, Yu Chuchu felt a little embarrassed.

"Then let's go, and watch Grandma go. The two strode into the villa.

…………

Lin Wan'er went out for something.

Only Li Qing'er and Li's mother were in the living room.

"Miss, Young Master Qu Yan, you are here. "Mama Li was very happy to see the two of them coming together.

"Mama Li, how is grandma?" Yu Chuchu's eyes fell on Li Qing'er, who was sitting on the sofa and watching TV in a daze, and asked Mama Li.

"The old lady is a little unsettled these days, and as long as she thinks about it, she likes to ask about your father. Mother Li sighed, lowered her voice and said softly, "I don't know why, the old lady has always regarded you and your aunt as your father and your mother, but she still remembers this accident clearly." Take a photo of you and your uncle, it's useless, saying that it's not her son and daughter-in-law. I can only follow your argument and say that your dad is on a business trip. But when I said that I was on a business trip, the old lady would ask when she would come back. Fortunately, today she is hooked on TV and doesn't remember it. What I was most afraid of now was that she suddenly asked this question coldly. ”

Yu Chuchu's nose was faintly sour.

When such a thing happens, the most pitiful person is Li Qing'er. Although she was given the best medicine, her condition sometimes eased, sometimes worsened, and recurred.

It's okay if you forget everything, you won't know so much truth. Sometimes, her head is very clear.

Because of the divorce between Yu Shangfang and Shen Muqing, she scolded Yu Shangfang for most of her life, but scolding is scolding, what she cares about in her heart is Yu Shangfang, and her son will be scolded if he is wrong, and he will be very distressed.

If he knew that Yu Shangfang was no longer alive, he didn't know what would happen to Li Qing'er. The old lady looked confused and didn't understand anything. But when you really lose your temper, the temper is also terrifying. She had seen it when she was in the hospital before.

Hide it, you can only continue to hide it.

"Mama Li, you've worked hard for you this time. ”

"Miss, don't say that! As long as the old lady doesn't ask about something, she is actually very sensible. And Mrs. Shen is also there, the two of them are often very happy, and the two of them also play backgammon from time to time, which is quite fun. Ah, thank you so much to my uncle and Mrs. Shen. ”

"Yes. Yu Chuchu nodded, taking care of Li Qing'er, no matter what, she was very grateful to Shen Muqian, and even more grateful to Lin Wan'er.

It is also a great blessing for Li Qinger to have a best friend like Lin Wan'er in life.

"Grandma, look what I've bought you. Qu Yan had already sat in front of Li Qing'er and took out the contents of the bag.

Li Qing'er's eyes shifted from the TV to his hand, and his eyes lit up as soon as he saw the box, backgammon.

"Grandma, do you like it?" Qu Yan asked.

Li Qing'er nodded, very likely.

Mother Li smiled and said, "The old lady must like it very much." ”

Last time she played chess with Lin Wan'er, when she was irritable, the two of them played chess and flew up, Li Qing'er lost her temper, Lin Wan'er didn't let it go at all, and in the end, you threw a chess piece on the ground, I threw a chess piece on the ground, when the temper was big, I also went outside, and the rest was thrown into the pond of the villa.

The two are more and more childish.

"Thank you!" Li Qing'er smiled very happily with both hands holding backgammon, and shouted to Li's mother, "Li's mother, give Xiaoyan that kiwifruit, he likes to eat it the most." ”

An inexplicable emotion flashed in Qu Yan's eyes, "Grandma, do you remember that I like to eat kiwifruit?"

When he was in an orphanage before, he ate kiwi once, and he liked to eat it very much, but he couldn't eat it because it was too expensive. Later, when I came to the Yu family, the conditions of the Yu family were good, but Chen Peihua didn't like to eat sour things, and he hated sour things when he saw them, and there were very few them at home.

But every time Li Qing'er took him out, no matter how far he went, he would buy him kiwifruit, and Li Qing'er's longest sentence was, "If she doesn't like to eat, she won't let others buy it!" When you want to eat again, grandma is taking you out. ”

She is a very kind and loving grandmother.

Mama Li quickly brought over a plate of kiwifruit.

"Every time I bought fruit, the old lady said that I must buy kiwi and dragon fruit. The others can not be bought, but these two must be bought. Mama Li said with a smile.

Kiwi is Quyan's favorite. Dragon fruit is Yu Chuchu's favorite.

"Xiao Yan, come and eat this, your favorite. You bought a gift for grandma, and grandma invited you to eat kiwi. Li Qing'er took a kiwi and stuffed Quyan in her hand, and then stuffed another one. "Okay, study hard. Grandma will pick you up from school next time. Then take you to buy kiwifruit. Li Qing'er stood up, looking like a thief and an elf.

Her memories of Qu Yan are remembered in his adolescence, when he was still in school.

She looked the same as she did more than 10 years ago, the only difference was gray hair and memory disorders.

Qu Yan felt very sad, and said in a deep voice, "Thank you, grandma." Grandma should take good care of herself at home!"

…………

After coming out of the villa, Yu Chuchu felt that Qu Yan's state was wrong.

"Brother Qu Yan, I feel like you're in a bad mood?"

"yes. Seeing that my grandmother's condition is getting worse and worse, I haven't taken much care of my grandmother over the years. In the end, the person who took care of my grandmother turned out to be Shen Muqian, and I felt very sorry for my grandmother. Qu Yan exhaled deeply and adjusted his emotions.

"Grandma is fine now. Actually, don't worry too much. It's good that you live your life. Qu Yan is still with Yu Tiantian, and she doesn't know how to comfort him, she just hopes that he will have a better life.

"Chu Chu, I will. I'm going to live my life well, and so will you. ”

The car went all the way to the cemetery.

Qu Yan brought incense and wine.

Inserted incense in front of Yu Shangfang's grave, poured wine, knelt on the bluestone slab in front of the grave, and kowtowed three times reverently, "Uncle, I've come to see you." I'm sorry I couldn't give you the last ride, I hope you don't get offended. ”

"Brother Qu Yan, get up. Dad was very peaceful when he left. Yu Chuchu and Qu Yan said.

"Chu Chu, I thought I could take care of you all the time, relieve your uncle's worries, chat with your grandmother, and make you have a good time. Qu Yan did not stand up, but continued to kneel, his voice was deep, without expression but with indescribable forbearance and self-blame.

When he saw Yu Chuchu, he wanted to take care of his sister who came back from outside like him, but his fate was complicated, and there was no room for him to struggle.

No, he used to be too cowardly.

He allowed them to arrange for Yu Chuchu and Shen Muqian to marry, and he was obedient to Chen Peihua and Yu Tiantian's unreasonable arrangement. He thought that if he didn't struggle and didn't resist, he would make others wake up to guilt, but he didn't expect that cowardice and non-resistance would only make the other party gain an inch, and if he understood it earlier, there might not be such an ending.

"Brother Qu Yan, so many things have happened, in fact, they are beyond our control. As long as you think about how you will live in the future, Dad will feel gratified. Yu Chuchu also felt very sad when he saw Qu Yan's self-reproach.

Qu Yan kowtowed three more times in Yu Shang Monument. After the knock, he stood up.

After a brief worship, he and Yu Chuchu went down the mountain.

At the foot of the mountain, the taxi that carried the song before still did not go.

"Brother Qu Yan, are you still taking a taxi?" Yu Chuchu really felt very strange, she came by car, why did Qu Yan prefer to take a taxi.

"Yes. I took a taxi. Qu Yan nodded, then looked at her and said, "Chu Chu, in the future, you have to take good care of yourself, take good care of Lele, and take good care of your grandmother." ”

Yu Chuchu suddenly saw certain determination and emotions on his face that made her uncontrollable, and she didn't feel very good. What Qu Yan said today is generally very strange.

"Brother Qu Yan, you ......"

"I decided to leave. 12 o'clock plane. Qu Yan lowered his head and smiled, with unconcealable sadness and reluctance on his face.

Yu Chuchu was taken aback, Qu Yan's news came too suddenly, completely exceeding her expectations, "Brother Qu Yan, where are you going?"

She thought that Qu Yan had once again changed back to the soft bun that she had previously accepted against her, but she didn't expect him to be ready to leave and leave Ancheng. There was no warning before, and he said that he was leaving, which was too sudden.

"Let's go to Europe first. ”

"When will you be back?"

"Maybe not coming back, maybe coming back. So when I'm not with you, you have to take care of yourself, just as you used to take care of yourself. Qu Yan's eyes looked at Yu Chuchu worriedly, but in addition to worrying, he was indescribably relieved.

"Does Yu Tiantian know?" Yu Chuchu's heart was full of loss.

"She didn't know. The child was an accident, and it was God's will to be lost. After she gave birth, she rested for half a month, and her body has fully recovered. In Qu Yan's light words, there is no reluctance, it is all a farewell.

Qu Yan is afraid that he has made up his mind to leave from the beginning, so he will do his best to take care of her without any resistance, regardless of Yu Tiantian's yelling or scolding. Yu Tiantian thought that Qu Yan was guilty, just like calling a cow and a horse, she was used to commanding a person, this person suddenly disappeared, and left with the most cruel and participatory attitude, what kind of expression would Yu Tiantian have?

She must have been angry, she must have been shocked.

Yu Tiantian was unhappy, she should have been very happy.

But the person who left was Qu Yan, and she suddenly felt very reluctant. Not at all.

Qu Yan is the second best person she is to the Yu family, when she cries, he gives her a hug, when she is drenched, he gives her an umbrella, he is careful to deal with her, but does not give her any burden, after she returns to Ancheng, everything he does for her without any conditions, he never puts pressure on her, never interferes, and even confesses, he is cautious. He is very generous, so his smile is always gentle.

She always treated him like a brother.

She was really reluctant.

But she can't be so selfish, Qu Yan needs a new environment.

He is in a place where Yu Tiantian and Chen Peihua are definitely not living well.

Leaving was his best choice.

Change to a new place, meet different people, and start a new life.

"Brother Qu Yan, I wish you a safe journey. Send me an email if you can. Yu Chuchu felt that her smile was more ugly than crying, such a sudden separation was very sad, but she was still full of blessings.

"I will. Chu Chu, I'm leaving. ”

Qu Yan stretched out his hand, "Chu Chu, can I hug you?"

Yu Chuchu's nose was sour, and he walked to Qu Yan's side, and Qu Yan gently held her in his arms.

He wanted to hug her hard, but in the end he controlled his strength and just gently hugged her, "Chu Chu, take care!"

After saying this decisive sentence, Qu Yan got into the taxi without looking back, and the taxi roared and sped away.

Yu Chuchu stood in place, looking at the taxi that disappeared into the mountains, and his eyes were hazy with tears in an instant, and he was stunned.