The tears of this night, no matter how they flow, they can't be stopped. The road in front of me was just that, and Xiao Bin's words haunted me like a nightmare, and also woke me up: it is impossible for him to marry anyone. My divorced status is a disgrace that the Zhao family cannot tolerate, and my daughter is an outsider who cannot accept the share of property in the Zhao family. Thinking of this, my heart hurts as if it was crushed, why is there so much mess between me and Zhao Yijing?

There has never been a moment when I am so inferior, inferior to the dust, but there is no flower in the dust, just a grave of despair. After the divorce, when I faced the warm kindergarten teacher, when I faced Sister Li Dr. Xia, I was not without embarrassment, and when I faced Vice President Chen, who took the opportunity to rub oil, and the uncle who disliked me on a blind date, I was not without indignation, but I never felt inferior. Because the divorce was not my fault, before Gu Jun's derailment, I didn't feel sorry for the family in the slightest.

But now I really have low self-esteem, low self-esteem to the point of heartache, it is a kind of despair that finally meets the person I love, but I am powerless to change the past. This pain, into the bone marrow, made my whole body tremble.

I don't know what time it was, the phone rang, Zhao Yijing's phone, his grand performance is finally over, I hesitated for a long time and picked up the phone. His voice was tired and struggling: "Qingyang, are you at home?"

"Yes. I bit my lip and replied, I was afraid that I would cry again.

"Can you go downstairs? I want to see you. His tone was wistful. My heart skipped a beat, and when I looked at my phone, it was already 2 a.m.

"It was too late, I fell asleep. Nuan Nuan also slept. "I made excuses, my voice was a little hoarse after crying, and my nose was a little mucker.

"I want to see you. He repeated the words, his voice resolute, but with a persistent sadness.

Why do you say that, why does my heart hurt again, I went to the window, his car was downstairs, he leaned on the car and smoked, his figure was lonely like a wolf. I hung up the phone and hesitated, not knowing what to do with my face. After a long time, I was still in a daze, the wind blew, and the branches outside the window rattled, my heart ached, and I grabbed a coat and threw it on and rushed downstairs.

He was still leaning against the car, his cigarette had run out, and his figure in the wind was a little sluggish. I ran up to him, not knowing what to say, tears were already welling up in my eyes, and I whimpered, "What are you doing again?" ”

He looked at me fixedly, there were struggles, apologies and helplessness in his eyes, that kind of look made my heart soften, I stared at him stubbornly, biting my lip and not speaking, but the strength of biting my lip became stronger and stronger, and my mouth gradually tasted a sweet taste.

Zhao Yijing stretched out his hand to take my hand, his hand was very cold, and his voice trembled slightly: "Qingyang, don't take tonight's matter to heart, it's only temporary." I don't have the confidence to listen to this sentence, how long is it for the time being?

I looked at him desperately, the sorrow in my eyes was heavier, and the more strength I had under my mouth, he lifted my face harder, and his eyes were full of heartache: "Don't be like this, I can't see it." Seeing that I was indifferent, his voice was anxious and painful: "You are like this, which makes me feel that I am no different from Gu Jun." ”

Hearing this, I suddenly felt a pain in my heart, I let go of my teeth, and looked at him with tears in my eyes: "I knew today, why bother in the first place." ”

His eyes shook, like pain about to break: "What is it today, what was it then?"

"You knew I couldn't get into your door, so why did you promise me a future in the first place? You knew it was fruitless, why didn't you want to let me go in the first place? You knew that you would fail me in the end, so why did you have to provoke me in the first place?" My voice was not loud, but one sentence was faster, one sentence was more painful, and I couldn't breathe when I said it directly.

Zhao Yijing listened to my words, the pain in his eyes became deeper and deeper, and suddenly he pulled me hard and hugged me tightly into his arms, his arms still made me so intoxicated, my tears couldn't be held, I bit him the shoulder, desperately suppressed his whimper and roared, why, why?

His body trembled slightly, and he only hugged me tightly, and his heavy breathing voice was firm: "I will not fail you." ”

My tears were silent, my heart was entangled, and I lived up to my lovesick vows, and finally turned into a strange year. I don't know if I should believe it or not: "Yijing, if you say this again, I will admit it, and I will really have unrealistic dreams." ”

"Why aren't you serious?" Zhao Yijing's expression was a little struggling and firm: "I'm serious about you." ”

This sentence is the simplest but most beautiful love word I have ever heard, a serious word, which makes my heart beat almost breathlessly. I looked at him intently, "Are you sure?"

Zhao Yijing let me go of my arms, opened the car door and took a small paper bag from the seat and handed it to me, I took out a small box from the paper bag, and after opening it, I couldn't calm down, a ring. Small, plain, no diamonds, very simple circle. When I saw the ring, my tears fell like a burst.

I looked at Zhao Yijing with tears in my eyes, and he was a little nervous: "I suddenly want to give you this tonight, I didn't prepare, I bought it on the street just now, only one store is open, and it's very cheap." I looked at him carefully, there was a trace of irrepressible enthusiasm under the cold appearance, and I thought that he would not be calm tonight, so he would suddenly have this impulse.

Zhao Yijing held my shoulders and said slowly, "I will go back to Nanjing tomorrow, the company has a lot of important things to deal with, and I will be very busy recently and I can't look for you." No matter what happens, you must be calm and not impulsive. He looked at me firmly: "Qingyang, when the matter is resolved, I will officially send you another one, you can take this first." ”

I didn't speak, just threw myself into his arms tightly, wrapped my hands around his neck, and said in a soft but firm voice: "I'll wait for you." With respect. "If I could wait until the promised flowering season, I would wait desperately.

Zhao Yijing hugged me tightly and kissed me affectionately. I was immersed in his overwhelming emotion until I set myself on fire and entangled. If everything in heaven and earth is fixed at this moment, will there be only smiles and no tears in this life?

What is the most beautiful vow, what is romantic love? A simple and simple ring, a heart to spend the rest of your life together, is enough.

The parting was imminent, and he and I stayed in the car that night, not talking, just quietly snuggled in his arms, so tired that I didn't know what to say, I just wanted to keep this peace and watch the sky turn from black to white.

When I got home in the morning, I put that simple little plain loop on my fingers, and it was the right size. Women, no matter how many times they come out of the circle of failure, when another circle with brilliance comes, they still can't help but want to drill into it. It's just that my heart is worried about whether I can get into it after all.

When I arrived at the company in the morning, although I didn't sleep all night, I was in good spirits. Lao Deng saw that my eyes were dark, and he thought for a while and said, "Why don't you rest for a few days?"

"No, I don't. "I answered simply.

"I really didn't expect it, how could it be-" Old Deng shook his head and sighed, looking at me with a little more sympathy. I'm afraid this thing will surprise him, I originally thought I was someone from Zhao Yijing, but it was the transfer of flowers and trees that made him mess up.

"What happened to which company in Jiangsu?" I changed the subject, not wanting to talk about this anymore.

"Oh. Yes, speaking of that company, I thought about it and felt that it was a little mismatched with our business, and I forcibly accepted it, will it not be a boundary in the future, and it will not be easy to do?"

I secretly admired Lao Deng's ability to see the wind and rudder is increasing day by day, I had to do this before, because I felt that I could get the high-end agent of Sizhiheng, but now I am afraid that Mrs. Zhao has another person, and it is too risky to do this again, and if you can't get it, you will lose generously.

"Then aren't all your loans running down? I'm also talking to a few high-end silk agents here, and the success is quite large, so it's a pity not to do it." "I can't help but say that I have been involved in this project and have contacted a lot of customers. Originally, it was very good, but I was a little disappointed by Lao Deng.

Lao Deng's eyes suddenly rolled: "Qingyang, if you are interested, I have a suggestion." Seeing that I looked at him with interest, Lao Deng continued: "It's a pity that the company is halfway there. Why don't you make it a subsidiary, I can inject some of the funds, and then you transfer your dry shares into it, and then you will be in charge of that subsidiary? ”

I didn't think about it for a moment, what is the situation? I support a subsidiary by myself? I don't dare to think about it. I shook my head: "What are you kidding, I haven't even been a general manager, you let me make my own company?"

"You're very capable, isn't that pediatric? That company is very small, and it's very easy to operate, it's like opening a small store. Even if I buy it, I will send you to the permanent management, so it is better for you to take it over yourself, and you are in charge of how to run it. I'll inject money and give a little red at that time. Besides, the company's total assets are not much, and it is not a big deal to lose them. "What Deng said seemed to be a very simple thing.

I don't understand Lao Deng's chess, that company is not big, and the previous channels are also mature, judging from the situation I started before, it is not difficult to keep it running well. What Lao Deng said was a little tempted by me, but I just made it my own person, I think about it or it is not reliable, I am a layman about the operation of the company, and I still need to find someone who understands to discuss. I said to old Deng, "Let me think about it." ”

"It's okay, think about it slowly, I just feel that this step has become a chicken rib, and it's a pity to abandon it, and it's tasteless to take it. It's better to be a subsidiary, I will contribute to you, and everyone will be good. "Lao Deng said casually.