For the common people, the big-character poster is just a recipe for after-dinner conversations. But for the parties involved, the pressure and distress they face are very great, incomparably great.

In the big-character poster about Feng Zhiguo, it was mentioned that he and his younger siblings turned out to be on good terms, but because she had an illegitimate child, she married Feng Zhijun. Anyone with a discerning eye can see that this illegitimate child is Feng Junfei.

In fact, in recent years, Feng Junfei has felt from various signs that he is Feng Zhiguo's son, and he also regards himself as Feng Zhiguo's son. Therefore, when he got along with Feng Zhiguo, he always demanded Feng Zhiguo with the standard of "father" in his heart, and he was a "father" who treated him badly. Therefore, he did not have the appearance of a "nephew" in front of Feng Zhiguo at all. Even by the standard of "son", he also did something out of line, as if Feng Zhiguo owed him much. In fact, he thought that Feng Zhiguo owed him, and he also owed his mother and his "uncle" Feng Zhijun.

Although Feng Junfei acquiesced to the fact that "uncle" was "father", when this relationship was placed in front of everyone, he felt unprecedented pressure and trouble. He has to go in and out of the county party committee compound every day, and his "uncle" is also in this compound.

He always felt that when he was in front of people, he was being pointed at behind his back. Sometimes, when the people saw him come in, they suddenly stopped talking, and looked at him strangely, and he suspected that they were talking about him. Actually, a lot of the time it's about him. As a result, he did not eat well and slept badly.

A few days ago, there was another incident where his mother committed suicide because of stress, which made him even more anxious and depressed.

These things have already disturbed him, and it is enough for him to be annoyed. And there is one thing that not only annoys him, but also makes him a little afraid, he is afraid that sooner or later that thing will find out about him.

So, he had to go to Villa No. 3 of Yuchiyuan, and he hadn't been there for more than 20 days.

……

Feng Junfei was annoyed enough, but Chu Tianqi was busy enough.

Since he went to the Tourism Bureau and the Commerce Bureau, Chu Tianqi has obtained a lot of useful information and materials, and there are many similarities between the two types of businesses, which makes him very excited. So, he sorted out and summarized while making modifications and adjustments. After the draft was completed, he discussed with Ning Junqi many times, and finally formed a more complete and mature plan.

During this period, plans for agriculture, transportation, land and resources, education, and the rule of law were also formed, and all these tasks were the basic work done by the subordinate units, and he was in charge of the overall situation. Of course, some important contents were personally operated by him, and some work he focused on verifying.

Ning Junqi returned the plan reported by Chu Tianqi, listened to his explanation of the key points, and praised him for doing a good job, but he sincerely and modestly said, "It is the good guidance of the township chief on 'role transformation' that has allowed me to improve my work efficiency and work quality." ”

However, one day, a conversation with Ning Junqi made him feel a little uneasy.

……

On this day, Ning Junqi and Chu Tianqi discussed some work matters. Seemingly casually, he said, "You're famous now, huh." ”

Chu Tianqi only thought she was joking, and replied: "General, average, third in the country." ”

"You really think so, don't you realize something?" Ning Junqi said in a serious tone.

Seeing her serious appearance, Chu Tianqi immediately straightened his attitude: "I also think it's a little strange, why do so many people know me when I go there now, and some things are simply unpopular." Some say that I have special abilities, some say that I am a special forces, and some say that I have a martial arts mastery. ”

"Yes, to be honest, there are commendable things like the ones you do, but it's not just that you've done it. There are also national heroes and model representatives in the county, and people can still remember a few, at least most of them have been forgotten. There are several people who have awarded the award with you this time, why are they smaller than your name?" Ning Junqi analyzed, "Why are some heroes and models decades old, and people can still remember them? Why are some celebrities so well-known?"

Seeing that Chu Tianqi didn't speak, he was still pondering. Ning Junqi simply replied: "Some heroes are famous because of publicity, and celebrities are even more propaganda and hype. When the state promotes a heroic model, it often takes turns on television, radio, pictorials, report meetings, and slogans, and sometimes even goes hand in hand. The hype of celebrities is even more than that, not only to promote positive, but also to use some non-positive and non-mainstream things to stimulate and attract attention. ”

"But I'm not being so promoted, am I?" Chu Tianqi asked rhetorically.

"That's right, then why do all the officials, down to the people, and even the old people and children know that there is a 'Chu Great Hero'?" Ning Junqi still asked himself, "Then there is only one possibility, someone is privately promoting you." ”

Chu Tianqi shook his head, indicating that he didn't understand.

"Why are you so unenlightened?" Ning Junqi said angrily, "This is a killing, you know? ”

Chu Tianqi nodded heavily, "Yes, that's the case, I also wonder that I shouldn't have such a big name." In addition, I also found doubts from people's rumors. When rumors say that I am superior in force, they always say that I defeat the enemy with one move, and even say that I cause serious injuries when I make one move, isn't this a disguised claim that I am brutal?"

"I didn't notice the problem you said later, and it is indeed not normal to hear you say this. Ning Junqi said affirmatively.

Chu Tianqi was very helpless: "Whoever provokes whom, why is there always someone stabbing behind the back." ”

"Your martial arts are very strong, right?" Ning Junqi suddenly asked.

Chu Tianqi paused for a moment and said slowly: "I can only understand." ”

"Yes, I can only understand it. Ning Junqi said with some admiration, "You are strong in martial arts, and you are brave in fighting the peddlers* group." You are a hero to save the United States, and the provincial city saves the big reporter. ”

"Ouyang Yuna said everything. Chu Tianqi muttered in his heart.

The phone rang, and Ning Junqi waved his hand.

Chu Tianqi walked out of the township chief's office, and the uneasiness in his heart became even stronger.

……

Yuchiyuan No. 3 villa.

Feng Zhiguo and Feng Junfei sat opposite each other, silent.

After a long time, Feng Zhiguo slowly raised his lowered head, he suddenly seemed to be much older, and his eyes were full of crystal tears.

"That's how it happened, kid. At that time, I was really helpless to make you two suffer. Feng Zhiguo's voice was hoarse, and his words were trembling.

Feng Junfei let out a sigh, wiped his eyes, and said: "For as long as I can remember, I have often been scolded by my peers, who call me 'uneducated' and 'wild children', and I can bear all of this. But, they called me a 'mongrel' and a 'wild man', which I couldn't bear, and I couldn't let them insult my mother. When he said this, Feng Junfei clenched his teeth, "Therefore, as soon as I see those children with both parents and happy families, I am jealous and even more disgusted." So, I wanted to destroy, I wanted to make them worse than me. I will punish him and humiliate him with vicious language and cruel methods. ”

"Child, what you said is my responsibility, all because of me. Feng Zhiguo choked up.

"That's enough, what's the use of saying this? You have to sit and show off your military power now, but have you ever thought that there is a woman in the countryside who gave birth to a son for you? In my impression, you haven't been to see her once, have you? When she arrived in the county seat, you also hid from her. Also, when I was young, my mother worked so hard, did you give a penny and a mouthful of food?

"Kid, it's not what you say. When you don't remember, I went to her and said that I would take her out and keep her. But she, for fear of not having a good influence on you, resolutely refused to let me go, and did not accept any funding from me. Once, I went secretly, and when she saw me, she told me to leave immediately. I wanted to do her work again, but I didn't expect her to kill herself by cutting her wrists, so I had to walk away. After that, I didn't dare to go to her anymore, but I kept trying to help her in other ways. At that time, as long as there was relief food and relief money in the village, there was always your mother's, which I entrusted to the relevant leaders or colleagues to take care of. At this time, Feng Zhiguo was already in tears.

When Feng Zhiguo talked about relief, Feng Junfei also had some impressions. I remember that once because the family received a lot of relief money, my companion also said that his mother Hu Xiaoqin must be good with the township cadres, and he also fought with the child at that time.

"Do you think that you can make up for your sins by using public money and food as favors? This time she drank pesticides, do you dare to say that she is not because of you? Do you dare to say it?" Feng Junfei said with a round glare.

"Child, she's for the two of us, including me, of course. Feng Zhiguo tried his best to argue.

"For the two of us? However, who is it that caused today's situation for us and our mothers? Isn't it you, Secretary Feng??" Feng Junfei's voice was almost hissing, "Also, how much work I have done for you to become the county magistrate." But what about you? Not only are you unthankful, but you also say that I am fooling around and causing trouble. That's good, you hand me over now, so that everyone can see how your Secretary Feng killed his relatives in righteousness. ”

Feng Zhiguo was so anxious that he was speechless for a while.

"You remember, I won't even call you 'uncle' in the future. However, you have to take care of our mother's affairs, and you have to take care of it regardless of it, because you owe it to us. Secretary Feng. After Feng Junfei shouted these words, he ran out of Villa No. 3 crying.

Feng Junfei wiped his tears as he ran, and almost bumped into an oncoming person.

……

This man was thinking about his thoughts while walking, and he couldn't help but be hit by someone, and his heart couldn't help but be on fire. was about to open his mouth to scold, when he suddenly saw Feng Junfei's appearance clearly, he was there for a while, and waited for Feng Junfei to go away. Only then did he think of something, and asked hurriedly, "Is Secretary Feng at home?"

"Did something happen?" the man felt that Feng Junfei's appearance was abnormal, so he asked himself. He stopped his steps and looked at Villa 3 from afar, hesitating in his heart: Should I go in now?

The local weather in December was already very cold, and he had to turn around to relieve the pain of his feet due to the cold.