Chapter 248: Ironic Sadness
Zheng Jiayue's move was completely unexpected by me, and the moment I lay down, there was a softness in the back of my head that I had never seen before.
This left me a little confused, and I didn't understand the situation for a while.
At this time, Zheng Jiayue lowered her head again, only to see her looking at me with a red face, and then said softly after a while
"Don't move... This one.. It's a return gift for you to borrow me on my shoulder~ Hurry up and sleep.. I'm going to watch TV.."
After saying this, Zheng Jiayue immediately raised her head, deliberately didn't look at me, and looked at the TV in front of her.
The way she looks makes my heart ripple again... I don't know why, I didn't even open my mouth to refute her at this moment, I just looked at her for a while, and then... Acquiesced.
I don't know what Zheng Jiayue thinks, but that's probably the reason why she didn't bring me a pillow? She wanted me to lie on her lap, so she didn't give me a pillow.
Although I don't think it's good, but somehow I obeyed, maybe Zheng Jiayue's legs are really too comfortable, or maybe I enjoy Zheng Jiayue's kindness to me like this.
But not everyone has the opportunity to lie on her lap, maybe... I'm the only one who has ever enjoyed this treatment...
Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and said something anyway
"This is what you willingly do... You're welcome.."
My words just made Zheng Jiayue smile lightly, she didn't say anything more, and her eyes also changed.
When I saw that she was no longer talking, I moved a little again, and then lay down and looked out of the window again.
Zheng Jiayue's legs are so soft, and at this time, I can still smell a burst of aroma, a burst of aroma wafting out of her...
The aroma made me a little confused, and it just so happened that the sun was shining through the window and shining on me.
Warm, fragrant...
It's so quiet... It's like the world has never been so quiet... It's like the blue sky and white clouds of my student days, and the worry-free time has come back again.
After an unknown amount of time, I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep again.
In a trance, I had a dream, in which I and Zheng Jiayue returned to the flowers, and I was lying on her lap, and countless butterflies had been flying around the two of us.
I don't know how long it took me to wake up from this dream, and when I opened my eyes, the original warm sunlight was still gone, replaced by a somewhat dim sunset...
This made me stunned for a moment, and I quickly moved in embarrassment.
At this time, Zheng Jiayue was still pillowing her legs by me, and when she saw that I woke up, she smiled at me and said softly
"Xiao Xiaoming, are you awake~?"
Hearing her ask, I struggled to sit up, my head off her legs.
Soon I scratched my hair again, looked at her and said a little embarrassed
"Uhhh I didn't expect to sleep for so long, you.. You're just going to stay there?"
Zheng Jiayue smiled slightly, nodded and said
"yes, otherwise how can you stay... I see Xiao Xiaoming, you sleep so soundly.. I didn't wake you up.My legs are numb~"
After saying this, Zheng Jiayue slowly stood up, and she gently rubbed her thighs as she stood up.
Seeing her movements, I couldn't help but look along the place where she rubbed her hand, although I couldn't see anything, but... Zheng Jiayue's legs are so white.. Did you really sleep on her legs just now? Meow's old man didn't drool when he slept, did he?
After a while, I swallowed my saliva and spoke
"Okay, usually in the company, you sleep and I take the wind, but today I finally rotated, and I wronged you."
My words made Zheng Jiayue look at me, and soon heard her speak again
"I didn't sleep on your lap in the company. I knew you were going to sleep for so long, I would have charged~"
I knew that Zheng Jiayue just said this on purpose, so I simply didn't say anything else, but smiled and said
"Uhhh It's getting dark... Why haven't my parents come back yet, I'll call and say hello."
After that, I stood up, walked to the side, took out my mobile phone, and called my parents.
After the phone was connected, I was even more speechless, it turned out that my parents had been waiting for me to call them, listening to that tone, it seemed that they were afraid that they would suddenly come back and disturb me and Zheng Jiayue or something...
I don't know if every parent is like this, anyway, I mean kneeling...
After waiting like this for a while, my parents came back, and I told them that I and Zheng Jiayue planned to go back to Beijing tomorrow, but the second elder seemed very reluctant.
After all, I've only been home for a few days, and they must be reluctant to go back so soon..
But obviously, the two of them are even more reluctant to Zheng Jiayue this time, my mother has been dragging Zheng Jiayue's little paws, and let her stay for a few more days if she is fine.
Zheng Jiayue was also very polite, looking at my mother and saying sweetly
"No, Auntie, we're going to work on Monday, and.. Xiao Xiaoming is also going to be promoted, if he doesn't go back early, I'm afraid I'll delay the business... Anyway, Beijing is not far from here, and I will let Xiao Xiaoming take me to play again if I have the chance.. Because the food cooked by my aunt and uncle is so delicious~"
Zheng Jiayue's parents nodded when they said this, and the two of them didn't care about my promotion at all, as if they heard Zheng Jiayue's words praising the two of them for cooking deliciously.
And when I saw my parents like this, I felt both speechless and some... Uncomfortable..
Seriously, I don't want to leave as soon as I get home, maybe everyone is like that, right? I can't go by myself, so I just didn't say anything..
So we finished dinner, and because we were leaving tomorrow, we all went to bed early.
Maybe it's because I slept for a long time in the afternoon, and I actually had some insomnia at night... Anyway, I can't sleep even if I'm lying in bed.
It is a very painful thing to not be able to sleep at night, if I am usually in my own rental house, I would already play a game of friction and heat with my paws to kill my energy, but tonight I am not in this mood at all, because I am suddenly a little confused, confused and I don't know what will become of me when I return to Beijing.
Will my life get better and better? The sadness and loss of that city are still waiting for me...
I had insomnia all night, and it wasn't until dawn in the morning that I felt a little sleepy and slept for a while.
However, I was woken up not long after I slept because Zheng Jiayue came to my room again and woke me up.
I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Zheng Jiayue standing in front of me with a frown, and spoke
"Get up and get up Xiao Xiaoming, why do you always sleep, Auntie asked me to call you for breakfast, and we're going back to Beijing after eating."
In the past two days, as long as I opened my eyes, what I saw was Zheng Jiayue, which made me a little in a trance, and I was stunned for a while before I rubbed my eyes and spoke
"Uhhh Okay, that's it."
Seeing that I agreed, Zheng Jiayue not only did not go away, but sat down on the edge of my bed.
This surprised me a little and asked involuntarily
"What are you doing?"
"Supervise you, what if I go out and you lie down and fall asleep again, get up quickly... Lazy little Ming.."
Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little helpless, I looked at her, and quickly said again
"Do I look like someone sleeping in clothes? Are you sure you're going to watch me get up?"
Zheng Jiayue was stunned for a moment, and soon she stood up with a red face and dropped a sentence
: "Rogue ~.." Then he walked out of my room and closed the door.
I couldn't help but smile when I saw Zheng Jiayue running away, because I was wearing clothes at all, but I didn't expect this little guy to believe it.
I got up and cleaned up, sat at the dining table and finished eating with my parents and Zheng Jiayue.
After eating and resting for a while, I looked at the time, estimated that I was leaving, if I left at this time, it would be noon when I arrived in Beijing, and then I arrived at the place where I lived, it would be almost three or four o'clock in the afternoon.
Hearing that we were leaving, my mother looked reluctant, and my father didn't say anything, just a few simple instructions, nothing more than pay attention to safety or something.
In this way, Zheng Jiayue and I packed up our things, found a small glass and brought her wooden fish dongdong, and then went out of the house again.
After saying goodbye to my parents and walking out of the community, a feeling of homesickness began to run back and forth in my heart.
And Zheng Jiayue looked at me beside me, and after a while, she suddenly smiled and said
"What's the matter, Xiao Xiaoming, are you reluctant to leave home?"
I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to ask like this, so I quickly shook my head and said
"No."
"Why not, why don't you look sad without that, hum, love home is love family, I won't laugh at you.."
I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and looked at her again, and then spoke
"You think too much, I am sad because I think of having to take you and two goldfish along the way, I feel that the road is difficult, it is estimated that Tang Seng was almost in this state of mind back then."
As a result, my words made Zheng Jiayue "cut~", she didn't say anything, followed me and stopped a tricycle, and rushed towards the long-distance bus station.
When I arrived at the station and bought a ticket, Zheng Jiayue and I quickly got on the bus.
There were quite a lot of people in the car, and it seems that there were quite a few people who returned to Beijing on Sunday.
I found a place with Zheng Jiayue and sat down, and it didn't take long for the bus to start.
The moment the bus started, I turned my head to look out the window, and suddenly it occurred to me that I didn't know how long it would be when I came back next time. Will I come back alone, and will my hometown change a lot when I come back?
However, I could not have predicted all this...
The bus was driving very fast all the way, and I looked out the window and began to be a little scared, wondering if the driver had taken medicine or was in a hurry to do something. For example, dry..
But Zheng Jiayue didn't feel anything, the little guy fell asleep not long after, and she was still very casual, so she leaned on my shoulder again.
Seeing her like this, I am still a little entangled in my heart, after Zheng Jiayue came back with me in the past two days, I seem to have a lot closer to her, not to mention anything else, at least in terms of physical contact, there is a lot more...
I can't even tell my relationship with her now, I used to think that I was good friends with her, but now that I think about it, will friends kiss each other? Does it seem like a move that only couples do?
The answer is obviously no, but yourself... It's not a couple with Zheng Jiayue, even though I know she likes me, but I...
At this time, I didn't continue to think about it, in fact, I myself am a person who has a vague definition of liking, so thinking about it will only add to my troubles, so it is better to just follow the fate.
Thinking of this, I didn't continue to think about it, but looked at the scenery flashing outside the car window, and was quietly in a daze.
The car drove for more than an hour to Beijing, and when I arrived at the place, I woke up Zheng Jiayue.
Zheng Jiayue was still a little confused after I woke her up, and it wasn't until I told her that she had arrived in Beijing that she rubbed her eyes and spoke
"It's here, so soon~?"
I nodded and said
"yes, that's. Are you going to go back? Do you want to go straight home?"
Hearing me ask like this, Zheng Jiayue tilted her head and thought about it, and quickly nodded and said
"yes, I've got to go back and buy a fish tank and put the wooden fish dongdong in it, and... I still have to do laundry, anyway, there are quite a lot of things today.. I'll just go home.."
I nodded when I heard Zheng Jiayue's words, and then motioned to her to go.
The two of us just got out of the station and took a taxi to the nearest subway.
I got into the subway and sat for a while, and then I arrived at the station where I was going to separate.
Zheng Jiayue herself was counting the station, and when she heard that the station was about to arrive in front of her, she looked at me again and spoke
"I'm leaving, little Ming.."
I nodded and said
"Well, or.". I'll send you back.. And then I'll take the car home by myself?"
My words made Zheng Jiayue think about it, and soon saw her shake her head again, and said with a smile
"No, in broad daylight, there will be no problems... Xiao Xiaoming, you should go home too.. That's right.."
"Remember to go to work tomorrow~ And you have to bring more money and have a treat."
Of course, I knew that Zheng Jiayue was kindly reminding me, so I just hummed and said
"Well, got it.."
As soon as the words landed, the iron slowly stopped, Zheng Jiayue looked at me, and said with a smile
"See you tomorrow~ Xiao Xiaoming.."
I nodded at her, and before I could speak, I saw Zheng Jiayue walking out of the car with a bunch of things.
I don't know why my heart is a little empty the moment she walks out of the subway door, I am used to her noisy around me for the past two days, and suddenly I am alone, and it feels really awkward.
After a while, I sighed and took the subway back to my rented place.
The road alone is always very long, and it took me a long time before I got out of the subway.
As soon as I got out of the subway entrance, the familiar feeling came back, although it was only a few days after leaving, but it felt as if I hadn't come back for a long, long time.
I walked home alone with my luggage, familiar roads, familiar street scenes, familiar noises...
I'm back again, back to this bustling and unforgiving city.
I walked very fast along the way, and soon I arrived in the community and quickly went upstairs.
I was stunned for a moment when I walked upstairs, and I couldn't help but turn my head to look at Yu Qian's door opposite.
The cold security door seemed to become thicker and taller, as if it had become a wall that I could never overcome, standing tall and big in front of me...
This made me take a deep breath, pull out the key, open my door, and walk inside.
As soon as I entered the house, a feeling of coldness greeted me.
After all, it's a rented house, and it's completely different from home..
No family, no warmth of home, no home, memories of growing up...
But it's a place for me to live, and it's a place for memories.
I put down my luggage, and a feeling of exhaustion came up from the soles of my feet.
Finally back, finally back in this house.
I sat on the couch for a long time, and suddenly decided to do something about cleaning the room.
It seems that the house hasn't been cleaned up properly since I rented it, and now that I'm back, I'll just reorganize it.
I made up my mind and started work immediately, of course, the first thing I did was to pick up my quilt or something and hang it on the balcony to dry.
It was raining in Beijing when I left a few days ago, so I caught up with today's good weather and dried the quilt or something so as not to grow insects.
As soon as I finished the quilt, I started tidying up the house again, sweeping and mopping the floor. The industrious don't even believe in themselves.
When I finally finished doing this, I looked at the bags of garbage that I had packed up in the house, and wondered what I was doing on a regular basis, and how there was so much garbage in the house.
But after a pause, I picked up the garbage bags again and prepared to go downstairs and throw them away.
However, what I didn't expect was that the moment I opened the door and walked out, the door of Yu Qian's room opposite also opened.
Seeing Yu Qian's door open, I instinctively stood still, and saw Yu Qian walking out of the door.
Today's Yu Qian has her hair scattered, she is dressed very casually, and she is holding a small handbag in her hand.
Yu Qian, who came out, stepped out first, and the moment she raised her head to see me, she was surprised "Ah~!", and her body instinctively took a small step back.
Soon Yu Qian opened her mouth slightly, a little unable to believe that I would be standing here.
And I reacted with her similarly, I didn't expect Yu Qian to come out.. How could she be at home? Shouldn't you follow Lu Mao.. Traveling or something?
Just when I was thinking about this, Yu Qian took the lead in coming back to her senses.
I saw her stand up straight and say in surprise
"Wang Ming.. You.. You're back?"
I was stunned for a moment when I heard Yu Qian ask like this, and then I asked rhetorically after nodding
"Well, just came back today.. You.. Why are you at home? You don't want to talk to that Lu Mao... Do you want to travel.."
I asked a little bit of confidence in the latter words, because as long as I mentioned Lu Mao, I was angry and hateful in my heart. That dog day.
Yu Qian paused when I asked like this, and soon she smiled again and spoke
"Well, something didn't work out... It's going to be postponed for a few days.. Why did you come back all of a sudden~ Don't tell me in advance, I thought you would have to stay at home for two days.."
While saying this, Yu Qian looked at my hand again, only to see that she was stunned again, and then said
"Did you clean up the house just when you came back?" I was going to eat, you haven't had dinner yet, let's go together.."
I didn't expect Yu Qian to be at home, let alone that she would invite me to dinner, if I think about it carefully, I haven't seen Yu Qian for a few days, right?
It seems that since the day of the exhibition, I haven't had a good chat with her anymore... She still seems to be normal, still like that... Youth is exciting.
To be honest, I didn't expect that I would face Qian so quickly before I came back, I thought I would be very sad when I saw her, but unexpectedly, at this time, my heart was very calm.
I don't know whether to say that I am numb or calm, in short, I don't feel sad, I don't feel as sad as I imagined, I think this has a lot to do with Yu Qian's usual appearance.
So I hesitated for a moment, but nodded and said
"Hmm.. It's fine, but I've got to clean up, I've just finished cleaning the house, and I'm a little embarrassed."
Hearing that I was agreeing Yu Qian's shallow smile, she looked at me and said
"Okay, then I.. I'll be waiting for you later.. There's no hurry~"
After saying this, Yu Qian stretched out her hand to me again, obviously wanting to help me take the garbage downstairs and throw it away.
Of course, I was embarrassed to let her get her hands dirty again, so I shook my head and motioned for her to come up to my room and wait for me, and I would come up after throwing away the garbage.
In this way, I went downstairs with the garbage bag, and after throwing the garbage into the garbage bin, I suddenly realized why I agreed to eat with Yu Qian so much?
Am I as calm as she was before?
This made me subconsciously stand still, I thought about it for a while, and then suddenly realized that in fact, in the past few days, only me and Zheng Jiayue have been sad...
I'm sad for Yu Qian, and Zheng Jiayue.. Sad for me, as for Yu Qian, she.. She didn't know anything at all.
After all, she didn't know that I liked her, and she wouldn't know that I was sad because she agreed to Lu Mao's marriage proposal...
Maybe she just thought I was too tired for a while so I went home after winning the game to relax, maybe she didn't know that all my sadness and sadness were caused by her, right?
Thinking of this, I suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, thinking that this is really ironic...
I stopped and slowed down for a moment before taking a deep breath and walking upstairs.
After going upstairs, Yu Qian was sitting on the sofa in my room, and when she saw me coming back, she stood up again, looked at me and said
"It's really much cleaner to clean up like this... That's right.. Xiao Yue she.. Did you come back with you?"