Chapter 189: I Want You Desperately
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I don't know how long it was, except for a few wounds cut out of the mountain-like door in front of Lin Yiyi, he still stood there motionless, as if he was laughing at Lin Yiyi's inadequacy, and Lin Yiyi's arm had already been paralyzed by the shock, and even painful.
Although there was a door in front of them, it was almost a dead end for Lin Yiyi and Lu Li.
The heat in her body and the anger in her chest reminded Lin Yiyi, who had gradually lost her patience and reason, that she had to find something to vent herself, she looked around, and finally fell on the glass wall with a 270-degree panoramic view.
She knew that the seemingly thin layer of glass was stronger than the door behind her, but perhaps she was crazy, or maybe she didn't know what she was doing, so she walked straight over, picked up the chair in front of the table and slammed it so hard.
The result was as expected: not a single crack appeared, not even a single crack appeared.
But Lin Yiyi didn't mean to give up at all, when she knew that all this was in vain, she still repeated these actions almost mechanically, as if she just wanted to vent something, until someone gently covered her hand when she was about to throw out of the chair again.
The temperature of those hands was terrifying, Lin Yiyi almost subconsciously looked back at him, she was sure that Lu Li at this time was an embarrassment she had never seen, and the strands of sweat-soaked hair stuck to his forehead, as if someone had just been salvaged from the water.
But his eyes were still so firm when he looked at Lin Yiyi, and in the time when Lin Yiyi was stunned, he took the chair in her hand and gently placed it on the ground:
"It's useless to save effort. β
Lin Yiyi opened his mouth to say something, but Lu Li turned around and left, walking towards the bedroom again, Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one, and found that he seemed to use all his strength with every step, and suddenly realized that he was messing around.
When trying to calm herself down, Lin Yiyi suddenly saw that blood was dripping down Lu Li's left arm drop by drop, falling on the white stall, which was particularly abrupt, and at that moment, she couldn't care about all the walks over and stopped in front of him.
Lu Li frowned and stopped, looking at her:
"One by one, get out of the way, I don't even know how much endurance I have, you should help me and get out of my sight. β
Lin Yiyi didn't listen to him, but directly grabbed his wrist and pulled the scarred arm in front of him.
Yes, there are many scars, there are at least dozens of large and small wounds on it, some deep and some shallow, but each one is shocking enough, Lin Yiyi can even imagine why Lu Li wants to hurt himself like this, he is on the verge of losing control and hurts himself in exchange for reason, instead of indulging his desires.
After enduring for a long time, Lin Yiyi's eyes finally turned red at this moment, she looked at those deep and shallow wounds, closed her eyes, and said:
"Lu Li, you want me......"
In response to her, Lu Li was silent for a long time, and then when Lin Yiyi looked up at him, he gently withdrew his hand, he looked at Lin Yiyi so lightly, and spoke:
"Yiyi, what do you think of me?"
Lin Yiyi lowered her head in Lu Li's questioning, unable to say a word, she knew, clearly knew that she shouldn't, she shouldn't look at Lu Li with sympathy, he didn't need it at all, and he didn't disdain it, he was proud, so even if she left, even if she kept it once, his pride didn't allow him to make any compromises, so he faced it calmly after determining Lin Yiyi's choice.
"If you say this before you go back to Jingyuan, I will be very happy, and I will even press you under me and ask you fiercely without you saying it, but now, you are in Jingyuan, you are Ning Shixiu's righteous wife, if I want you, what are you, what am I? Or do you want to completely break with Ning Shixiu, hatred and love are all written off and want to die by my side, if you say so, I want you, even if I die, I will want you. β
"Lu Li......"
"I can't tell you, so I can't ask for you, even if ...... I'd love to. After Lu Li finished saying this, he turned around and sat on the sofa in the living room, with no intention of going back to the bedroom, the pain in his arm allowed him to keep his sanity temporarily, he lit a cigarette with some irritability and a little trembling, took a deep puff, and slowly spoke:
"One by one, you are good at everything, but you are too indecisive in dealing with feelings, and you can't be really ruthless, I believe you also like me, but you can't let go of Ning Shixiu, for his feelings, it doesn't matter whether you love or hate, the important thing is that you have his place in your heart after all, you can't bear to hurt me, but you can't let go of him, but I don't know that in the end, everyone suffered. β
"Actually, think about it carefully, Ning Shixiu got rid of that child, he didn't do anything wrong, from his point of view, you are the culprit of the car accident at the beginning, he wants to get back the damage suffered by his fiancΓ©e and mother on you, in fact, it is a matter of course, it's just that people are a little stupid, and they don't understand that the real murderer is not you, as for that child, he is an innocent victim who doesn't know the truth, you should also understand this, so you will have the mood now. β
Lin Yiyi stood still and did not move, she listened quietly, and then spoke:
"No one knows me better than you. β
"But I can't have you. Lu Li smiled bitterly: "I am confident that if I meet you before Ning Shixiu, I will definitely make you fall in love with me, but I am too late after all, I am willing to gamble and lose, I don't care what the result is between you and him in the end, I accept the fate between you and me, and I have compromised." β
When Lin Yiyi opened her mouth to say something, the heat in her body was menacing again, she clenched her fists tightly, her nails were deeply sunk into the flesh, but compared to the pain in her heart, the palm of her hand seemed so insignificant.
Lin Yiyi's failure to speak made Lu Li turn his head to look at her with some confusion, just at a glance, he wanted to go over, and got up, but when he stepped closer, he was fiercely suppressed by himself, what could he do in the past? Except for putting the two of them in a more dilemma, nothing helped.
Even if you can't bear it, you can only do this:
"Bear with me, I'll go back to the bedroom first. β
Lin Yiyi was standing at the door of the bedroom, and Lu Li would definitely bypass him if he wanted to go back, which was very dangerous, because Lu Li could clearly feel that the pain from his arm was leaving him little by little, replaced by a feeling of dryness that was still strong no matter how he ignored it.
He should escape from Lin Yiyi's side, and the farther away the better, but in this viewing room, except for the bedroom, all the others are open rooms, and he must isolate himself from Lin Yiyi, otherwise if he is not careful, maybe all the previous forbearance will be in vain.
And he didn't want to, and he couldn't make that mistake with Lin Yiyi.
At this time, Lin Yiyi had gradually squatted down because of the menacing desire, Lu Li knew what it was like, like thousands of ants crawling on all the sensitive bands on his body, but he couldn't care about it so much, because he couldn't help Lin Yiyi.
When Lu Li walked towards the bedroom, Lin Yiyi also got up, to be honest, Lu Li was really startled, for a moment he was even worried that Lin Yiyi would not be able to bear it and pounced on himself, but it turned out that he underestimated Lin Yiyi's patience, he watched her run to the living room as fast as she could, and picked up the fruit knife in the fruit bowl.
Even if Lu Li had already spoken out and pulled out his legs to stop him at the first time, he was still a step too late after all, and he watched Lin Yiyi swing the knife on his arm in front of him, drawing a long line, and the blood was like a beast that had broken free from the cage, scrambling to fall on the stall, smearing his own side of the world.
Lu Li always knew that Lin Yiyi was ruthless enough to himself, otherwise he would not have allowed himself to stay in prison for nearly four years, but he had never seen a woman who could be so cruel to him without hesitation, such a long wound.
At this point, Lu Li couldn't say anything else, so he went to the bathroom and took off the towel and wrapped her arm tightly:
"Lin Yiyi, this is your first injury in front of me, and it is also the only one, if there is another time, I will want you, if you want me to become a third party, a person who is trapped in your emotional world and cannot recover, you don't have to worry about me hurting yourself again, I will do it. β
Although Lu Li's mouth said sensible words, his limbs had begun to gradually be controlled by desire, his hand had been holding her hand after bandaging Lin Yi's wounds one by one, and he never left, even his eyes became blurred, as if he in front of him was not the same as the person who had just said those words.
The pain made Lin Yiyi wake up for a moment, she looked up at Lu Li, it was not difficult to see what kind of emotion was hidden in Lu Li's gaze, thinking of the words he had just told him, Lin Yiyi was a little more sober, and withdrew his hand from Lu Li's hand:
"I'm fine, I'm not going to do it again, you go in, and don't do stupid things again. β
Lin Yiyi thought that Lu Li would make a move after his words, but he didn't, Lu Li at this time was like the door that Lin Yiyi couldn't shake just now, standing in place, like a determined mountain.
This is a sign of danger, even if Lin Yiyi is not for himself, for the sake of Lu Li, she should stay away at this time, since he can't go to the bedroom at this time, then go by himself, there is no harm in isolating the two.
Before Lin Yiyi could take a step, Lu Li grabbed her wrist first, pulled her into his arms, and then kissed her.