Love and hate the past to make dust
Zhao Yijing walked next to him, and I hurriedly bounced up from the chair and stood on one side with low eyebrows. Zhao Yijing didn't look at me, looked directly at Xiao Bin and said, "There's no need to deal with them." There you go. ”
Xiao Bin was a little helpless, but he still insisted: "Yijing, now even the Silk Road is paving the way, do you know why the Silk Road opened a branch in Beijing? They have a good relationship with the Quality Inspection and Foreign Trade and Economic Cooperation Commission, and if you don't take this road any longer, it will really be difficult to do it in the future." ”
Zhao Yijing's face sank slightly: "I have measure." One sentence put an end to the discussion that was about to unfold. Xiao Bin opened his mouth in a choked manner, and he didn't say anything in the end, but his brows furrowed tighter.
I felt that standing next to these two people, the sword and sword shadow were really embarrassing, and nodded at Xiao Bin to leave, but Xiao Bin stopped me: "Wait a minute, Qingyang." He turned to Zhao Yijing and said, "I will follow up on the list of more than 50,000 yards on Qingyang's side, or don't transfer it to other groups." Otherwise, gossip will not have a good impact on the company. ”
I stood where I was, not knowing what it tasted like. In the past two days, I was criticized by Zhao Yijing to transfer a 70,000-yard list, the reason is that I am not in good health, and I am almost numb.
Xiao Bin also knew about this, and also said that he was looking for a chance to talk to Zhao Yijing, but at this time, he deliberately talked about it in front of the three of them, perhaps because he felt that the three of us could solve this problem directly without the city government. After all, there are very few orders below 100,000 yards that Xiao Bin directly follows up. It's just that Xiao Bin came forward to untie the knot between me and Zhao Yijing, and I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart.
I looked up at Zhao Yijing slightly, his tall figure left me a tall and cold silhouette, he didn't speak, and after a while, a seemingly casual sentence blurted out: "Your people, you are in charge." ”
This sentence came out slowly, but it was like a sharp knife slashing my heart, Zhao Yijing said lightly, and he had wiped away all the past with me. Your people? haha, I really want to sneer, I really want to ask him, when I lie under you, who am I? I bit my lip desperately, but why did the tears come out so uncontrollably?
I didn't look at anyone, bit the back of my hand so hard to keep myself from sobbing, and ran out in my high heels. Xiao Bin's annoyed voice sounded behind him: "Yijing, what you said-"
I ran back to the office, not caring about anyone's surprised gaze or strange look, so I grabbed my bag and rushed out. I don't want to be here, not for a moment. Until he rushed to the road at the entrance of the company, there was a sharp brake sound in his ears, and Jing scolded in his ears: "Do you have long eyes?"
I looked at the traffic around me with teary eyes and confused, feeling like a little dust that couldn't find its way. I don't have eyes, if I have eyes, I won't see the wrong person, admit the wrong heart, can't control myself again and again, take other people's play seriously, and finally be abandoned again.
I retreated to the side of the road, waved to stop a taxi, and the master asked me, "Where are you going?" Where to go, it was only two o'clock in the afternoon, my daughter was in kindergarten, Sister Li was at home, I just wanted to find a place where I could be quiet.
I remember someone saying that if you live in a big city, you must have a familiar liquor shop. In this way, when you are happy and when you are lost, you will have a place to hide. It's a pity I don't have such a place, when I need it most. After thinking for a while, I replied to the master: "Houhai Bar Street." ”
I still have no interest, I don't dare to go to Sanlitun and Gongti, I only dare to go to Houhai, which has the best public security. When I went to Houhai, I casually found a bar that looked bright and went in. In the afternoon, the bar was a casual time, with soothing music, and in addition to me, there was a pair of young people who seemed to be in love. Everything becomes lazy in the sun.
The waiter brought me a drink list, and I couldn't understand it after reading it for a long time, so I casually pointed to a "depth charge": "That's it." ”
"This gentleman drank a little more. The waiter kindly introduced.
"It doesn't matter. "The stronger, the better. It would be better to make me amnesiac.
When the beautiful cocktail was brought to me, I took a sip, and it wasn't as intense as I thought, and I just drank it all down. After a while, the stamina that came up from my stomach made my head dizzy. I leaned back on the sofa and watched the ice and snow of the Houhai Sea melt outside the glass window, the white of the lake, the red of the pavilion, and the gold of the sun, all wrapped around in front of my eyes. The alcohol stirred up the sadness that I had so easily suppressed, and my tears ran wild again.
"Qingyang, be my woman. "Don't run away. "I don't want to let you go. "You have to be mine. ----- words I had heard were echoing in my ears, and I was surprised to find that I remembered them all, I thought he had recognized the truth, and it turned out that the person who recognized the truth was me.
But why is a man like this, when he says these words, he swears that the Gu can be easily let go in an instant. Gu Jun said an oath to me, but in the end, he only left me a betrayal and broken marriage history, and Zhao Yijing also said love words to me, but in a blink of an eye, because of a 500,000-yard list, I was left with a strange back. Is my Song Qingyang only the life of being dumped?
I really want to get drunk and drunk, but unfortunately that kind of TV plot can't happen to me, the reality is that I am afraid that I will not be able to return home if I am drunk and my wallet ID card will be stolen, and I am even more afraid that I will be sold to the mountains for the rest of my life, and I will not be accosted by any eyebrows. After fainting and crying, I collected my emotions and walked out of the bar.
It was almost 5 o'clock, and the courtyard where the sun shone on the Houhai was shrouded in a layer of looming golden haze, and unconsciously, I walked to Zhao Yijing's door. The door was closed, and my chest was breathless.
Suddenly, the door opened, and a skinny middle-aged woman in her forties came out, holding two large baskets of garbage, and looked at me standing at the door with some confusion. I think it's a part-time worker in Zhao Yijing's family. I was a little embarrassed and asked casually, "Mr. Zhao is not here?"
The part-time worker said with relief: "Mr. Zhao's friend, he is not at home. Looking at me apologetically, he smiled: "It's not convenient for me to invite you in." ”
"It doesn't matter. I waved my hand, and suddenly I caught a glimpse of what appeared to be a piece of clothing on one of the baskets, and asked her, "Throw the clothes too?"
"Rich people don't skimp on this, a good shirt, a few buttons are lost, and they are thrown away, it's a pity, three pieces. The part-time worker looked regretful, "I said before that I would help sew it, but Mr. Zhao said no, I had to save it and wait for someone to sew it, and now he said that he would throw it away, alas, it was ruined." ”
My brain thumped, and I sat next to him and quietly sewed the buttons for him, as if it was yesterday, and today I had all swept out of the house. I didn't say anything more, and staggered out of the alley.
After falling asleep at night, I plucked the jade leaf from my chest and locked it in a drawer. Now that it's over, let's dust all the memories.
The next day, I arrived at the office early, turned on the computer as usual, and sent me an email with a 50,000-yard list to discuss the details, but I lost my previous passion. I typed out the resignation report, typed out the email to discuss the details, knocked on the door and entered Xiao Bin's office.
After hesitating for a moment, I handed him the mail first: "There is a 50,000-yard list, you have to bother." ”
"Good news. Xiao Bin looked at me with a somewhat depressed expression, and pointed to a chair for me to sit down, "Yesterday's incident, don't mind, he didn't misunderstand you and me-------"
I interrupted Xiao Bin's words with a smile: "I know. "Whatever he thinks, I have no intention or power to speculate.
Xiao Bin was stunned for a moment: "That's good." He hesitated for a moment and said: "I also told him about the sample yesterday, but Yao Qinglian was a step earlier, and she had already explained to him that she was in a hurry to see the sample, and there was no one at hand, so she called Zhong Ping from the marketing department next door to go to the showroom to take samples." Therefore, Mr. Zhao did not react. ”
Although I had been prepared yesterday, I still tore in my heart when I heard Qinglian's name: "Her explanation, naturally Zhao will always believe it." ”
Xiao Bin's fingers tapped lightly on the table and frowned: "It shouldn't be." But I don't understand it anymore. ”
I raised my eyebrows and smiled: "Xiao Bin, I officially resign." As he spoke, he handed him the resignation report. He was my supervisor, and I should have been the first to inform him.
Xiao Bin picked up the report and didn't look at it, he pinched it back and forth in his hand alternately, not knowing what he was thinking, he looked at me for a moment and said, "Put the report here first, and then insist on it." Recently, I wanted to work on a project, and I was short of people at hand. If you go again, I'll be even more alone. ”
I was a little shaken, and Xiao Bin continued: "Even if you help me, stay for a while." I thought about it and nodded slightly.
The project Xiao Bin mentioned was a preliminary agreement between him and Director Pei last night. It is a promotion project of science and technology to the countryside, and the financial department allocates a part of the project funds, and the enterprise invests a part of the funds to jointly build a demonstration production line from breeding to fabric production. Xiao Bin felt that it was a good development opportunity and was eager to try. It's just that Zhao Yijing's interest is not great.
"I need you to help me with the investigation and research in the early stage. Next week, you can arrange it, take two days, and we will go to the Nanjing headquarters with Director Pei to have a look. Xiao Bin commanded, stuffing my resignation report into a drawer.
It stands to reason that the project department should be responsible for the undertaking of this kind of project, but Zhao Yijing does not attach importance to it, so Xiao Bin has to make some achievements in the preliminary work and then talk to Zhao Yijing.
Between me and Zhao Yijing, there was no longer any contact. If he needs to sign, I will hand it over to Lian Xiaoru for handover, and I will ask Xiao Bin for instructions on some important issues, and then Xiao Bin will turn to Zhao Yijing. There was even a time when he passed by in the stairwell, and he glanced at my neck without any change in his complexion.