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Lin Yiyi didn't lie, and she wouldn't joke with Lu Li about the child, the reason why she said this was because the child was indeed gone.

Just yesterday.

She thinks that she will remember the feeling of cold equipment penetrating into her body for the rest of her life, and she will also remember the feeling of being powerless and struggling hopelessly lying on the bed at the mercy of others, and those pains, as well as the loss of that life, will become an indelible imprint on her life journey.

Lu Li didn't react for a long time because of Lin Yiyi's words, he looked at the woman in front of him, there was no difference from before, when he saw her yesterday, he was fine, and the child was fine, how could it be that he was only separated for a few hours, and after letting her sleep for a day, the child disappeared without a trace?

No, it can't be.

Lu Li walked over and turned Lin Yiyi's body to face him:

"One-by-one, this joke is not funny. ”

Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one, her eyes sad and desperate, and she said, "Lu Li, no one wants this to be just a joke more than me. ”

At that moment, Lu Li was like being struck by lightning. Some of the details that he didn't have time to think about have now all evolved into the fact that he was sure of Lin Yiyi's words, he remembered the paleness on her face when he saw Lin Yiyi in front of the Qin Mansion last evening, and he remembered that today after she woke up, he persuaded her about her pregnancy in order to let her eat, and at that time her whole body was obviously stiffened.

It's just that I didn't think about it, and I can't think about it.

Lu Li didn't know why, there was an indescribable sadness spreading in his body, he knew that the child had nothing to do with him, but in the face of his silent departure, the feeling was as if a piece of skin and flesh had been forcibly ripped from him, and the pain was so obvious and intense that his eyes turned red instantly.

But after facing Lin Yiyi's slightly cold face, he quickly turned around, stubbornly not wanting her to see that Lin Yiyi was the most sad person in this matter, and his sadness had no effect except to make her more painful.

Lin Yiyi knew Lu Li's mood at this time, and even saw his tears, but what could she say? How could she comfort herself? She couldn't even comfort herself, she could only stand quietly, waiting for Lu Li to gradually calm down her emotions, and also waiting for her unconcealable heartache to ease a little.

Yesterday afternoon, Xiao Liu came to the villa to pick her up, saying that she had found her mother, and Lu Li also called to ask where she was, she asked Xiao Liu's mother where she would be, and he told himself directly about Qin, so she also told Lu Li, but what she never expected was that she hung up the phone, but her consciousness gradually became unclear.

When she opened her eyes again, there was a white expanse in front of her, the dazzling light made her not know where she was for a while, she only felt that she was lying down, there were people walking back and forth around her, and there was a slight sound of metal colliding, she felt puzzled, and wanted to call Xiao Liu, but she felt that the whole person was soft and had no strength, and it seemed that even opening her mouth was a luxury.

Lin Yiyi tried his best to get up, but was surprised to find that his legs had been inexplicably fixed on two brackets, and the whole person was also open in a humiliating posture, with his lower body and not even any covering.

It seemed that it was only for a moment, she immediately realized where she was, what she was about to face, the soft body had no strength, but there was always a hidden energy in a woman's body that ordinary people could not understand, and it would burst out at a certain time, usually everyone would call this kind of action 'maternal love'.

This child has actually been in Lin Yiyi's belly for only two months, how much affection can he have? But after all, they are connected by blood, Lin Yiyi's every heartbeat is known to her, and her anxiety and nervousness can be felt by herself, even though she was not born, she is her own child after all, and she has never thought of not wanting her, how can these people make decisions on their behalf?

The bed was like a hell that was desperately dragging Lin Yiyi, and Lin Yiyi was nailed to it and couldn't move.

She has probably never been so crazy in her life, she is hysterical like a madman, frantically shouting Ning Shixiu's name, shouting Xiao Liu's name, and finally she put aside all her dignity and begged the medical staff who came and went back and forth next to her in a low voice, eager to kneel, eager to give her all, just to be able to hold this child.

But he ignored her, and the people who went back and forth around her only looked at her with sympathy and pity, but did not help her.

In the end, she helplessly called Lu Li's name, over and over again, again and again, but at that time, Lu Li was obediently waiting for her at the door of the Qin Mansion, lingering in place, worried, but did not dare to leave.

From the moment she woke up, Lin Yiyi seemed to have seen the end, but she didn't want to give up, how could she give up? It was her own child, it was her own blood and bones, even if she was not expected by her father, but she was full of joy after all.

But Lin Yiyi never thought that she was at a loss when she came, and she would be so powerless when she left.

Lin Yiyi's struggle never stopped, until she saw Professor Sun's figure, the moment he stood beside her, Lin Yiyi fell into an ice cellar, she suddenly, stopped struggling, looking at Professor Sun, that kind and familiar face, she suddenly understood everything, understood why she was lying here.

She lay here, struggling for so long, but she never thought that it would be this possibility, and she never thought that it would be Ning Shixiu's instructions.

She knew that person, even if he didn't want the child, at most he wouldn't admit it after giving birth, but he wouldn't force her to make such a cruel decision. But if it weren't for his decision now, who would have invited Professor Dongsun?

Lin Yiyi looked at Professor Sun's eyes full of shock, she was lying there covered in sweat, looking at him without blinking, and asked:

"Is that him?"

Professor Sun raised his hand and pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, although he was a little unbearable, but finally gave Lin Yiyi a positive answer:

"Mr. Ning said that he didn't want this child, so please let me deal with it. ”

In fact, when she saw Professor Sun, she had already guessed that this would be the result, but she still didn't give up wanting to get a definite answer, and now that this answer has been obtained, there is no surprise as expected, she has no consciousness except to make herself colder.

Before the light in her eyes was completely extinguished, she still did not give up the last hope, stretched out her hand that could only move slightly, grabbed Professor Sun's sleeve tightly, and begged:

"Help...... Save this child...... She, she's innocent......"

Professor Sun looked at Lin Yiyi for a long time, and no one could ignore the struggle in his eyes, and Lin Yiyi began to gradually have a little hope, but in the next second, Professor Sun resolutely broke her hands holding her sleeves one by one, took a step back, and retreated to a place she couldn't touch, he said:

"I'm sorry Miss Lin, there's nothing I can do. ”

She didn't want to cry, because the tears at this time could not play the slightest role in pity except to make herself more embarrassed and vulnerable, but when Lin Yiyi heard this sentence, the tears still couldn't help flowing, she looked at the ceiling of the white flowers, and smiled desperately.

What can be said, what can not be said, what can be done, what can not be done, what can be begged, what cannot be asked, what can be given up, what can not be given up, she has tried, what pride, what dignity, what is strong, she doesn't want it anymore, she just wants to hold this child.

It's just that God didn't give her this chance.

She really has no choice, she is destined to not be able to protect this child, she is destined to watch her leave, and she is destined to be deprived of her qualifications to be a mother.

Lowering his eyes and looking at his still flat lower abdomen, Lin Yi slowly sang a lullaby:

"Sleep, sleep, my dear darling

Mommy's hands gently shake you

The cradle rocks you and you sleep quickly

The night was quiet and warmed by Lydo

Sleep, sleep, my dear darling

Mommy's arm will always protect you......"

Lin Yiyi's singing voice was not loud, but it shook the hearts of everyone present, she was lying there in despair, there was no longer the previous crazy struggle, embarrassed people couldn't bear to look at it directly, but her singing voice was so warm, so that people had the magic of quieting down, as if following her singing, you could see a picture in front of her.

A quiet, but curious baby lying in a beautiful cradle, with a cute pacifier in his mouth, exploring this magical and colorful world with his hands and feet, listening to the song his mother singing in his ear gradually, gradually closing his eyes and falling asleep quietly.

“…… All the wishes of happiness in the world

All the warmth belongs to you

Sleep, sleep, my dear darling

Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you

A bouquet of roses in a lily

When you wake up, your mother will give you ......."

When you wake up, your mother will give it to you, but I'm sorry dear, my mother will probably never be able to give you everything beautiful in this world......

The whole operating room was very quiet, the quiet needle drop could be heard, no one was not touched by the scene in front of them, and even a little nurse quietly shed tears, she looked at Professor Sun and said loudly:

"Professor, we ......"

Professor Sun is not without feelings, but what can he do with more feelings?

He frowned and glanced at the little nurse who wanted to speak for Lin Yiyi:

"It's almost time, aren't you ready? ”

Professor Sun left, and the operation was about to start, but Lin Yiyi suddenly said softly at this time: "Will you be anesthetic?"

The doctor was stunned for a moment:

"Yes. ”

"Can you not do it?"

She wanted to remember this unforgettable pain and return it in the future.